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amazing how this site can go apeshit over musicals every day but never remember Telephone Wire from Fun Home when Alison Bechdel shifts between “say something talk to him” and “say something talk to ME” and then just says anything in such a crushed voice

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*Trigger Warning* It reminds of suicide.

At the Hospital waiting room.

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I hear him calling, “follow me!”

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hey guys, i’ve been kinda Goin Thru It™️ lately, like, big time

a close friend completely betrayed my trust by uhhh sucking my boyfriends dick. my boyfriend betrayed my trust by letting that happen and then spending the whole day with her and acting like nothing had happened and not telling me until hours and hours later. and then being,,, defensive that he didn’t do anything wrong which is just. a while separate story. a big complicated can of worms that i can’t even begin to get into rn.

i quit my job after being literally bullied by fucking adults. like, 30 year old adults. my friend from work has been talking shit about me and basically he turned into like a Mean Girl. my other work friend quit because of how shitty the work environment was. they tried to tell me no when i turned in my notice, and i still have to work tomorrow. like. retail on black friday. it’s my last day though, so. at least there’s that.

i’ve been sick from crying for two weeks straight and as of a couple days ago literally my entire body is broken out in what looks like measles but is actually just some kind of? viral thing? but i’ve been so stressed lately and i’ve got a shitty immune system anyway thanks to my thyroid issues but now it’s even worse so i’m on steroids to try to kick it but that’s making my mood worse and the rest of my body feel bad.

my hair is falling out like crazy which is also already an issue bc of my thyroid but now it’s like. horrible. like, i’ve got super short hair and it’s going gray pretty rapidly on top of falling out so that’s just. not fun.

i’ve got literally $9 in my bank account rn

there’s also the usual family issues and illnesses and all that fun stuff

so i just.... haven’t been in a great mindset lately. idk. i want to start writing again but my biggest concern for myself lately has been trying to not relapse so. i don’t know. i guess i’ll just have to see where this all goes.

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🎃 Halloween 🎃 is right around the corner and it’s time to get spooky again! Why not celebrate with your favourite character?

We should do a couples costume.

Careful, I might carve your head instead of a pumpkin.

Um, how do you get blood stains off your clothes?

Let’s NOT split up, okay?

Did you hear that?

Come on, I’ll let you pick the costume for me!

The lights went out!

Does it involve necromancy?

Are you scared?

Scary movies marathon and chill?

Was that a black cat?

That’s my favourite candy!

Trick or treat!

The rules: send me a number along with a character you want me to write about. You can add some extra details about the story or keep it short, it’s up to you!

I’ve written for characters from: MCU, X-Men, Star Wars, DC, Stranger Things, Alien, Supernatural, The Walking Dead but you can always send me your character as an extra challenge!  

Feel free to reblog and spread the Halloween atmosphere!

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i wrote 4 pages today im so proud of myself :^)

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sorry i’ve been gone for a while. i’ve been really busy but also,, not been having the best time mentally so i’ve just kinda. stopped doing stuff.

i’m not feeling much better but i figured i could try to force myself to do the things i like to do again (writing) and maybe that would help me feel better? idk. trying to pull motivation out of thin air isn’t easy BUT i’m working on a new imagine rn so hopefully that’ll get done soon. thank you to those of you who have sent kind messages. it really means a lot <3

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i would like to proudly announce that i am now That Drunk Girl™️ at parties who takes her shirt off and makes out with other girls in front of everyone and let’s hot guys do titty shots off her

this might sound like i’m being sarcastic but the fact that i’m even able to go to parties and not end up panicking is a miracle

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one of my best friends mothers passed away unexpectedly and her funeral is tomorrow and i’m so nervous because i’m driving my boyfriend and myself and maybe another friend and we have to get on the big highway and drive in the precession and i’ve also never been to a funeral and idk i feel like i’m going to do something wrong

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i spent a few hours hanging out with an acquaintance of mine and she was SO sweet and funny and so fun to hang out with and i had such a good time BUT

a couple nights ago my boyfriend was hanging out with a group of friends and she was there and drunk and talking about how cute she thought my boobs are and my bf told me and i was like “she hasn’t even seen them” and he was like “yeah but she wants to lol” so i was like “lmao then show her” and so he did and like. cool good. that was good. so we hung out today and then she just now hit me with this

and y’all. i STILL don’t know if this is flirting???

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i was looking at my old ig page from when i had an ED and thinking about how much prettier i was. i haven’t wanted to look like that in a very long time and i know i’m getting bad again but i can’t do anything and i’ve been “recovered” for like,, 4 or 5 years. and now suddenly i want to go back to that and i don’t know what to do. regardless of what bad habit i’ve slipped back into when i’ve hit low points it’s never been that. and now that’s what i want and i’m so fucking scared of getting that way again but i’m also so nauseous all the time now and that makes it easier to not eat and holy fuck i’m going to panic

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my bf’s friend said mental health isn’t real. lmao imagine being in a position where you don’t believe mental illness is a thing like i can’t comprehend that people live day to day without having panic attacks or being scared to leave the house or not being to depressed to complete simple tasks or eat or like. not have to take a cocktail of meds to maybe not kill yourself. wack.

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i have like,, a dozen unfinished wips but i want to start a little one shot something to try to get the juices flowing again someone pls send me a request

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🌸- what is your favorite flower?

blue hydrangeas! my grandmother used to have a lot of bushes of them and they remind me of being a little kid and looking for fairies behind my grandparents house :’)

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happy saturday i had to wake up at 6:30 this morning to bury one of my dogs

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just how lonely am i, you ask? i just sent a message on reddit to a 32 year old man who is going through a divorce and was selling himself like a used car to anybody who would take him and begging for friends.

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what’s up guys i haven’t had anything to eat or drink in over 24 hours and i just tried to go get the mail and couldn’t make it to the street lmao the corners of my vision went dark and next thing i knew i was on the ground so that’s fun :))