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She wants to be saved chapter 20

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, likely inaccurate medical information, self-harm, sexual assault,

Word count: 4004

Posting everyday has been way too hard on me and I just cannot keep up with it. I'm aiming for every other day now instead.

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JIMIN

It was nice waking up in a nest. I haven't slept that well in a long time. It was perfect. Well, almost. She didn't join us.

I noticed it first during breakfast, I thought she was just hungover. She wouldn't touch her food and she kept staring off into space.

After breakfast she went into her room for a while, then out of the blue she came to me and crawled into my lap. It looked like it took a lot of effort to do. Something is wrong. I can see it on her face something is very wrong.

I don't even have time to call for Namjoon before she's gone. Her body goes stiff at first, her pupils shrinking into tiny pinpricks. Then she goes limp in my arms, falling against my chest. I think she knew it was about to happen, that's why she came to me.

"NAMJOON!" I call for Namjoon, my tone panicked.

She dropped, and i don't know why.

Namjoon runs into the living room and rushes over to the two of us. He takes one look at her and pulls her into his arms, cradling her against his chest. She's complete limp in his arms, he has to rest her head on his shoulder cause she isn't even supporting it herself. This is bad.

This is what we expected to happen that first night. When Hoseok destroyed her nest. But that was a week and a half ago. Nothing bad enough to cause a drop has happened since then, that has to be the trigger. It has to be. But why now.

As if reading my mind, Namjoon looks back at me. "Delayed drops can happen. Its rare, but it does happen. They're usually way worse than normal drops."

As if on cue, she starts choking, struggling to take in a proper breath. "Breathe babygirl, just breathe." She doesn't respond at all. Not that we expected her to.

After a few minutes of trying to get her to breathe properly with no luck, Namjoon hands her to me. "I'm gonna go grab Yoongi and pack a little bag for overnight. I'm taking her to the hospital. She's getting worse and I'll feel better if she's being watched properly" he speaks calmly but I can tell he's panicking inside

After a few minutes Namjoon comes back with Yoongi and a bag and I hand her to Yoongi. "I'm coming" I state firmly, no one argues.

Once we get to the hospital, Namjoon carries her inside and she's taken back into a room pretty much immediately. She's hooked up to an IV and they put a tube of oxygen in her nose to help her breathe better.

They check her over and they decide they want to keep her here to monitor her, just like Namjoon had expected.

I was asleep on Yoongi's lap when a bunch of beeping woke me up. I sit up, and look over at Namjoon as a doctor rushes into the room.

"She isn't breathing on her own, I need t-...." the doctor said something else after that but I stopped listening.

Yoongi pulls me closer to him, pulling my head into his neck like he usually does with her. Yoongi has been a lot more open to touch and affection since she showed up, and I'm really grateful for that.

I close my eyes, trying to block out the noise. I'm a paramedic, I shouldn't have trouble hearing this kind of thing. But this is my mate. This isn't some random person I'll never see again. This is our omega. And I cant listen to it, I just can't.

She had a tube down her throat for the next 5 days. She'd had her eyes closed this whole time but in day 5 they opened again. They took the tube out of her throat and she was able to breathe on her own. The whole pack is here. They had to move us to a bigger room just so we could all fit comfortably. Her pupils are still tiny pinpricks and she's still completely unresponsive.

They decided to keep her for one more night before sending her home Friday afternoon, telling us to come back if she gets worse.

We get her home and bring her into the den. Yoongi lays with her in the middle of the nest while I lay behind Yoongi. Having alphas that the omega doesn't trust super close to them can make the drop worse and I don't wanna risk making her get worse. So I mold myself around Yoongi's back and try and sleep.

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Yoongi and I decide to give her a bath before everyone else gets home. We get her clothes off and my heart sinks. She has deep slashes all over her stomach. These had to have been from the night we slept in the nest, she was in the pool and we could see her stomach the day prior to it and she dropped the day after.

She finally tenses up for the first time instead of being completely limp as Yoongi lowers her into the water. "Its okay kitten, you're okay." We've been talking to her, its unclear whether or not she understands us.

Yoongi ends up pulling his clothes off and getting into the bath with her because she went limp again once she adjusted to the water and its not safe for her to be limp in the water like that.

He sits behind her with her body tucked between his legs, her weight resting against his chest.

We make quick work of washing her body and her hair then rinse her off.

Yoongi wraps her in a towel then hands her to me, wrapping a towel around himself. "Lay her on her bed to get her dressed, it'll be easier." He suggests before leaving the bathroom to go get dressed.

I carry her to her room and lay her on her bed like Yoongi suggested. Its like having a baby. She doesn't even hold her own head up.

As soon as I'm no longer touching her she cries out, her breathing turning erratic and tears rolling down her cheeks.

I rush back over to her and sit down on her bed, pulling her into my lap. "Okay, okay. I'm right here babydoll, I didn't leave you." I try and soothe her with my voice. I still don't know if she can hear me, I don't think she can see me, at least not very well, but I know she can feel me. She could feel when I stopped touching her. She felt the water touch her body. She can still feel.

I wait for Yoongi to come back up and get her clothes since I cant really leave her long enough to grab them.

Once she's dressed, Yoongi takes her back downstairs to the den and we curl back up in the nest.

Jungkook is the first to join us. Then Hobi and Tae, then Jin, and lastly Namjoon.

No one made dinner tonight, we ended up ordering pizza again, even though it hasn't even been a week since last time.

She's propped up against Namjoon's chest while Yoongi tries to feed her some of the pizza, it doesn't go very well and she ends up choking. Namjoon has to tip her forward and pat her back like you would to a child.

This drop is bad. She's completely helpless.

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NAMJOON

Mindlessly I run my fingers along her face. Stroking her cheeks and the bridge of her nose. She seems to like it, her eyes close at least. That's the only reaction I'm getting from her. It's been 2 weeks since she first dropped, its now July. Any weight shed gained since being here she's lost again from not eating. We've managed to feed her a few spoonfuls of applesauce and yogurt, things of that nature. But not much. We've been using a medicine syringe to get her to drink water but its likely she's pretty dehydrated.

As I'm stroking her face she makes a soft noise and I look down at her. She's looking up at me, her eyes actually clear instead of glassy. Her pupils are still tiny, she's still gone. But she's looking at me. This is the first sign if improvement we've seen.

"Can you hear me baby?" I ask softly, looking down at her where she's laid on her back, head on my thigh.

She doesn't respond, continuing to just look up at me.

Another few days pass and they're uneventful.

Its late, everyone just had dinner and I'm sitting there holding her when she reaches over and grabs onto Yoongi's shirt. The movement is slow and choppy, like she's struggling to move her own body, but she manages. Yoongi smiles at her, swiping his finger down her nose a couple times. We've discovered she likes that.

It takes few days for her to be able to sit up on her own. Then another few days for anything else to happen. By now its been just under 3 weeks since she first dropped.

I was asleep with her in my arms when I felt a sharp pain over my cheek and on my shoulder. My eyes snap open and the first thing I see is her hissing at me. She bit me and scratched my cheek. She must be disoriented from being out of it for so long.

"Hey, hey its okay. Its me baby. Its Namjoon. Its alpha, its okay." I try and approach her, she hisses again but let's me approach her.

"There, see. It's alright." I pull her head into my neck to she can smell me better but she's still tense.

I call for Yoongi and he comes into the den. I hand her over to him and she relaxes almost immediately. I think she'll always have the strongest bond with Yoongi. He was the first sense of safety she ever had in her life. That bond will always be strong and I cant wait to see what they're like once their properly mated and marked.

"You've been gone for 3 weeks kitten. You scared us." Yoongi kisses her forehead.

The rest of the pack comes into the room, presumably overhearing us talking.

I can see how badly each of them are itching to hug her. Our instincts have been worse than they've ever been since she's been in a drop for so long

Taehyung rushes forward and grabs he face, but he doesn't kiss her yet. She was drunk, she might not be okay with it sober and he knows better than to force it. She leans forward and kisses him though. Id be lying is i said I wasn't a little bit jealous. Why is he the first one to kiss her, he didn't even like her at first.

Jimin, Jin, and Hoseok look on in shock. If forgot they weren't there to witness them kiss the last time.

"When did this become a thing!?" Jimin is jealous. Very jealous.

She pulls away from Tae, not before biting his bottom lip like the little brat she is, making him yelp and pull back.

"When she was drunk. She got upset that I kissed Yoongi but not her, I said I didn't want our first kiss to be while she was drunk. Tae apparently didn't care and ran over and kissed her" I shake my head.

"Then Tae tried to fuck her in the pool!" Jungkook adds, earning a slap to his chest from Taehyung.

She giggles softly and i hear her stomach growl.

"Okay okay, let's get you some food" I pick her up and carry her to the kitchen, its about the time we usually go to bed but she's hungry, so first we get a snack.

Jin comes in and makes her a smoothie which she finishes rather quickly. Poor girl must he starving. I hand her a bottle of water and she gulps down half of that as well.

She rubs her eyes and heads back into the nest, whining once she sees everyone's positions. She's very fussy about her nests and how people lay in them. Yoongi and I found that out the hard way when we tried to move one night.

She rearranges everyone and leaves herself out again. Yoongi quickly gets up and pulls her into his arms, nuzzling into her neck. "Namjoon has been hogging you for 3 weeks kitten. THREE WEEKS! I'm getting some omega snuggles whether you like it or not"

She giggles as Yoongi presses a few kisses to the side of her neck.

We all cuddle up together and we all start to drift off to sleep.

Everything is okay now.

But it wasn't.

She's not there when Yoongi wakes up around 4. He shakes me awake and I open my eyes, a low growl falling from my lips, annoyed.

"What? It's the weekend, let me sleep."

"Where'd Y/n go?" He whispers

That gets my attention and I quickly get up. We search for her and eventually we find her sitting on the back porch. I relax a little until I catch her distressed scent, then I'm right back to being worried.

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YOU

It stings. Really bad. You don't know what possessed you to make you cut and burn your face but once that urge was there it was too strong to ignore.

You had cuts on your cheeks and along your jaw, just deep enough to bleed but not deep enough to leave permanent scars. Youve gotten good at that, knowing how deep you can go before you'll scar. You probably shouldn't be as proud of that as you are though.

You cut up your arms and your chest too. You took one of those magic eraser sponges and rubbed it over the same spot repeatedly until the area was bloody and oozing, leaving you with second degree friction burns. And they sting. Very badly. You'd discovered you could do this accidentally one day. You were trying to get hair dye off your skin and accidentally gave yourself a burn on the side of your face.

You'd done it on the back of your neck, the middle of your upper chest, the backseat of your hands, and the entire top half of your face. You knew you'd regret it as soon as you did it. The boys would see it and you'd be screwed. But at the time you couldn't bring yourself to care.

You hear movement behind you and you catch both Namjoon's and Yoongi's scents. You panic and bolt before they can see. You don't want them to see.

You run through the woods in the dark until your legs feel like jelly and they give out underneath you, sending you tumbling to the ground. You just close your eyes. You know its not gonna be long before they find you, they always find you when you run.

So you close your eyes and just lay there. You're tired and breathing heavily. You don't want to see the looks of disappointment on their faces when they see what you've done.

When you open your eyes again, its light out. That means its been at least a couple hours since you first got out here. You realize why shortly after you sit up. Your scent is very faint. You didn't mean to, but you must've been subconsciously masking your scent since you didn't want to be found. They must be worried sick. Now all you felt was guilt.

You pull yourself to your feet and look around, you have no idea where you are. All you can see are trees. Its pretty, the woods are. Green as far as you can see in all directions. Youve never been this deep into the woods before, you didn't even know they went this deep. You don't have your phone either. You're lost.

You walked aimlessly for hours. Hours. And you eventually made it out of the woods! Only, you didn't come out where you started. You look around and you're pretty much in the middle of nowhere. There's a few benches but other than that there's nothing.

So you start walking, there is a road a little ways down do you decide to follow it. It'll take you back to the city, at least you hope it will.

You do make it back into the city, and you guess by now it's around 5 or 6 considering where the sun is at in the sky. You don't know the address of the house, you'd never taken the time to look, so you cant exactly ask for directions.

You do know the name of that beach though, and you know how to get home from there.

You ask a woman with a young child, your voice comes out small and quiet. You're still not used to using it but you're gonna start trying to talk more. If you can do it when you're drunk you can do it while you're sober.

The lady gives you directions and you thank her, setting off in the direction she pointed you in.

Its dark by the time you get to the beach and you're thoroughly exhausted.

You sit down to rest, just for a while.

You need to take a break and catch your breath. You know you have an hour walk back home and you wont make it very far without collapsing if you don't stop and rest now.

Not long after you sit down on the sand, a man approaches you. He seems to be in his late 20's and he starts trying to talk to you.

You smile to be polite but you have a bad feeling in your gut so you quickly get up and try to leave. The man quickly gets up and grabs you by your waist, lifting you off the ground. He doesn't say a word as he carries you off somewhere down the beach.

You kick and scream but it makes no difference. No one else is on the beach. No one can hear you.

"Stay still." Your body listens immediately, you stop kicking and you fall silent. Fear swirls in your stomach and there's nothing you can do. He used his alpha voice on you, you can't fight back.

The last time you were on this beach you found that baby. Now this time, well whatever is about to happen you know it isn't gonna be good.

He carries you to a group of guys who all turn and look at you as you're put down on the sand.

Hands are on your body before you can even register the guys moving and all you can do is stand there.

It starts off innocent enough. Hands running along your waist and your neck. Caressing your hair and your face. Then they move to slapping your ass and grabbing your chest, their hands slowly slipping underneath your clothes.

After a while they get tired of your clothes and they pull them off, discarding them on the sand. All the while they're taunting you and teasing you. Calling you degrading names.

Your laid back on the sand and they started exploring your body. Kissing your chest, sucking on your nipples. It starts with heir mouths, kissing and nipping at your skin. Then their hands, one of then slips their fingers inside of you and you scream, still unable to move because of that command that one of them keeps saying every few minutes. Alpha commands don't last forever, they'll wear off after a certain amount of time. So they have to keep restating them.

One of them command you to keep quiet and its like you're choking on your own voice. It feels like you're suffocating. You want to scream, cry out, but you cant. No matter how hard you try you just cant.

They all take a turn with you, taking off their belts and forcing themselves inside of you. You dissociated through the majority of it, most of them had pretty small dicks so it wasn't extremely painful. It hurt still, but it wasn't unbearable pain wise at least. Then the last guy took a turn and you quickly found you weren't able to zone out for this one. He was big, and you could feel the veins inside of you. This man could probably pull girls just with his dick if he wasn't such a shitty person. You'd be lying if you said they weren't conventionally attractive men. Sure they weren't your boys, they weren't tens. But they were at least average or slightly above. And that bothered you. It upset you that you didn't find these men ugly.

You could smell the blood as the last guy pulled out, you could feel it running down your thighs. It was too thin to be anything other than blood. You don't think any of them came inside of you, though a few of them did over your chest or your stomach. You felt disgusting. Dirty.

They went back to kissing and touching you for a while, a few of them taking another turn while the others played with your boobs or sucked on your skin.

Once they were done with their dicks, one of them swiped his wet fingers into the sand and put them back inside of you. Every movement burned and scratched, the sand irritating your skin and your insides. He kept adding more and more sand and they took turns doing this for quite some time. They hit you with their belts and poured sand in your nose and mouth.

Their violations continued until the sun started to come up, only then did they leave. Leaving you there bleeding and in pain.

It took a little while but the alpha commands eventually wore off the first thing you did was pull yourself to the water and rinse off the best you could. You can barley walk but you manage to take a few steps at a time.

You get back to your clothes and shake the sand off, you're grateful they didn't rip your clothes. You dress yourself and sit back down on the sand.

And you cry. You don't know what else to do other than cry. You cant walk an hour home like this. You barely made it to the water and back.

You're there crying for at least a few hours before you feel someone wrap their arms around you from behind.

You hiss and scream, but you have no energy to put up a fight. "It's okay, shh it's okay Y/n. It's just me. I know I'm probably the worst person that could've found you and I'm sorry that it wasn't one of the others but I'm not gonna hurt you." Its Hoseok.

You relax a little bit against him, sobs bubbling up in your throat then making your whole body shake as they come out.

Hoseok turns you around and gasps as he sees your face but he doesn't comment on it. He pulls you into his chest and just holds you while you cry.

"You smell like other alphas... like.." he doesn't finish his sentence, a deep, deep growl coming from deep within his chest. His scent turns into a suffocatingly strong charcoal.

Cum is the strongest way to scent someone else, it has a distinct smell to it. You know he smells it on you. That must be why he's angry. He's angry at you for this. For betraying his pack. He said he wouldn't hurt you but that was before he knew what happened. You start to panic, frantically apologizing, telling him you didn't mean to. You didn't want to.

"You.. you think I'm mad at you..." he whispers, his voice shaking "No. No, no petal, no. I'm not mad at you. Never would I be mad at you for this. No sweetheart. Not at you." He holds you closer.

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siriusly-yoongi · 3 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 19

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, suicidal thoughts, alcohol, implied self harm

Word count:3954

I wrote a lot of this in my pool with the sun in my eyes so there may be some mistakes

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YOONGI

As soon as I get home I know something is wrong. I can hear her sobbing. Not just regular cries either, these are heart-wrenching, body wracking sobs.

I quickly set down the bags in my hands and rush into my room to find her. Her nest is absolutely destroyed and she's sat on her knees in the middle of the floor surrounded by the plush materials.

There's a trail of blood from my desk to where she's sitting now and it doesn't take long for me to see the blood in her hair and dripping down the back of her shirt.

She doesn't even look at me, she just screams and sobs. I hear the front door open then something hitting the floor and hurried footsteps coming closer.

"What's going on." Taehyung rushes out, visibly worried. Why is he home?

"I don't know I just got home. Why are you home?" I ask

"Powers out at the cafe, they decided to just close for the day."

I nod, turning mt attention back to her. "Kitten, what happened? Why did you take apart your nest?"

"I DIDNT!" She screams at me, she's close to dropping i can see it in her eyes.

"Did Hoseok do this?" Taehyung asks in disbelief. She nods.

Right in front of me. I told him to stop but he didn't listen. He said I was making the pack restless by making them sleep without Namjoon. I didn't mean to. I swear I didn't mean to! He can sleep in the den! So can Yoongi I can sleep alone its okay!

As her phone reads out her message I can see the look on her face. She feels guilty. Like she's done something wrong.

I pull her into my arms, holding her close to my chest. "You didn't do anything wrong and he had no right to destroy your nest. I promise. Now what happened to your head, kitten?"

He pushed me and I fell and hit my head on your desk. He looked concerned afterward, I don't think he meant to push me as hard as he did.

"Doesn't matter, he shouldn't have pushed you at all." Taehyung grumbles and leaves the room, presumably to go talk to Hoseok

I lift her into my arms and carry her to the bathroom, setting her down on the counter. I look at her head and she has a decent side gash, but I don't think it needs stitches.

I'm gonna have to rinse the blood out of her hair and after what just happened I don't know how she'll take the stress.

Once the bleeding stops I sit her in the bathtub and have her lean back so I can just rinse her hair. To my surprise it actually goes really well, she doesn't freak out or anything.

She gets out of the tub and goes into her room to change while I call Namjoon.

Yoongi[2:47]: Outgoing call

"Yoongi, I'm working babe." He answers with sigh.

"Hoseok destroyed her nest. She's devastated. Also she hit her head and she has a pretty bad gash on it. I don't think it needs stitches, but still." I walk out of the bathroom while I speak.

I see her standing Hoseok's doorway, her arms crossed. I don't know where Tae went but he isn't there.

Namjoon growls low and deep from his chest. "I will deal with him once I get home. I have to get back to work, I'm getting yelled at"

"Alright. I love you. Bye"

He says it back and hangs up.

I quickly rush over to where she's standing only to have Hoseok pull her into the room and slam the door in my face, the lock clicking into place.

I try and open the door, pounding on it and demanding they let me in but it does nothing.

I sit outside in the hallway, trying to listen in but its too muffled to really make much out.

I hear banging and stuff being thrown, along with loud words and growls. I'm worried.

The funny thing is, if this was 2 months ago when she first got here, I wouldn't have been as concerned. I would've trusted Hoseok with her even though he didn't like her. But he's shown now that he will put her in harms way, that he himself with harm her.

It goes on for hours. Everyone arrives home and I fill them in on what happened. When Namjoon gets back around 5:30 he tries to get in but he very loudly gets told to "fuck off" by the both of them.

Maybe this is what they need. Maybe this is a good thing. I try and convince myself that it is anyway.

Dinner is eaten in silence, then we're right back to waiting for them to come out.

Hoseok is the first one to come out. He exits his room around 7. They'd been in there for about 4 hours.

He has deep scratch marks all over his face and his neck. Also down his arms. He's got multiple bite marks all over his arms along with bruises on his arms and face. He looks like he's been crying.

It seems like she really went after him. Which makes me worry about what kind of state she's in.

I shove past him and find her asleep on his bed. She has a few red marks on her arms where it looks like he gripped her a little too tightly but that's it. I check her over carefully, waking her up in the process. Its clear she had been crying too. Her eyes red and puffy.

"Come here, kitten. Did he hurt you? Are you okay?" I pull her into my arms, guiding her head into my neck. She doesn't respond to me.

I carry her out of the room and find Hoseok sobbing into Namjoon's chest. He's got Namjoon shirt bunched up in his fists and his whole body is shaking. Soft apologies broken apart by sobs fall from his lips as Joon just holds him.

What the hell happened in that room?

She squirms and wiggles in my arms until I let her down and she runs over to Hoseok and Namjoon. She wraps her arms around Hobi's back, laying her head between his shoulder blades.

Namjoon and I both share a look. Something definitely happened in that room.

"What happened in these past four hours?" Namjoon tries to coax an answer out of one of them. They both shake their heads

"She seems fine, a few marks on her arms might bruise but other than that she's fine. It appears she beat up Hoseok pretty good though" I press on one of his bruises. I'm still angry

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We're curled up in the den. She breaks down every time she tries to walk into my room. She didn't rebuild her nest, she just sat there and cried. I had promised to protect her nest and I failed. I broke that promise.

She's curled up between Namjoon and I like usual. Her back against his chest and her face buried in my neck. She's crying. She misses her nest.

The rest of the pack, minus Hoseok, are curled up behind me. Jimin is molded around my back, his hand brushing through the omegas hair over my shoulder. She's letting him.

She cries herself out after a while, and i follow falling asleep shortly after.

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The next few days were rough. She was going crazy without her nest. She's been restless and unsettled. She cries at the smallest things and is practically glued to my side. More than usual.

Hoseok hasn't done anything else, he's been smart enough to keep his distance from everybody.

I sit down in a corner of the den and watch as she drags in all her blankets and pillows from my room. She piles them up in another corner, but she doesn't nest with them.

That's how they remain for the next week. Sitting there untouched.

I haven't seen her in a few hours so I get up and go searching for her. I find her in the den. She's created a wall with the blankets. Not a full nest. She doesn't have enough material to create a nest that surrounds the whole den. For now she made a wall.

I smile at her. "Do you want more blankets? we have a whole closet full in the basement."

She nods and i head downstairs. I make 3 or 4 trips up and down the stairs until I've emptied the closet and there's a pile of blankets and pillows almost to the ceiling.

She squeals and shoos me out of the room. I roll my eyes and invade Jungkook's room. He's asleep on his bed and I flop down on top of him. He wakes with a grunt, his eyes narrowing.

Once he realizes its me he wraps his arms around me, pressing a few kissed to my lips and face before tucking his face into my neck and going back to sleep. I follow shortly thereafter.

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YOU

You don't notice when the rest of the pack gets home. You don't notice Yoongi making sure no one enters the den. You don't even hear when Jin calls you for dinner.

You're in your zone, lost in your head as thoughts swirl around in your mind.

The urge to cut again has been strong since your nest was destroyed but you've been fighting it off. You're stronger than your urges. Yoongi and Namjoon wouldn't want you to give in.

But those dark thoughts wont stop. You're spiraling out of control and you're going to end up making some bad decisions if you don't figure something out soon.

You've spent the entire day nesting. Exhausting yourself by creating a big nest that goes all the way around their den. Their den. Its not yours. Its theirs. They're a pack. You're not pack.

That though in particular causes tears to form in your eyes. You let them fall. Its not like anyone is here to see them.

Before you know it its dark, and then it's not dark anymore. You spent the entire night nesting and now its the next morning.

Nobody came into the den last night, well the nest now, you suppose.

What if they don't like it? What if its not good enough? You should probably destroy it before they get a chance to see it. If they don't like it you don't think you'll be able to handle it.

Thoughts of that bridge flash through your mind. You should go back. Make sure no one's following you. Yeah. That sounds like a good plan.

But what about Yoongi. You'll miss him too much. You cant do that. You need Yoongi.

You need Yoongi.

You get up and quickly leave the nest, scrambling to find Yoongi. Your phone is in your back pocket if you need it. You can always call him if he's not home.

You run into Jin first. He's in the kitchen making breakfast. Its a Friday morning so Namjoon and Jimin are already gone.

Jin notices your panicked state and stops what he's doing. "Yoongi's in his room lovey, take a breath." He seems to read your mind and you try to follow his instructions, taking in a shaky breath.

"Good girl. C'mon, let's go see him, yeah?" He holds his hand out to you and you take it. Sleeping in the den with the pack has helped you get more comfortable with all of them. Only a little, but you don't mind minor touches here and there anymore. You're still not ready for cuddles or hugs from anyone other than Namjoon and Yoongi, but the others can at least touch you now without you immediately pulling away.

He leads you to Yoongi's room, which has been kept unlocked for you since you started coming into his room a couple months ago.

You sniffle and let go of Jin's hand, climbing onto Yoongi's bed and forcing your way into his arms, waking him up.

He immediately wipes your tears away and pulls you into his chest. You just lay there in silence for a while before you decide to be honest.

Yoongi

He looks up as your phone reads his name.

I think i might wanna go back to the bridge...

You look anywhere but at him, afraid of his reaction.

He just pulls you closer to him, holding you tightly like you'll slip away if he doesn't.

The next hour was spent talking. Jin abandoned breakfast in favor or sitting with you and Yoongi. And you all just talked. You felt better afterward. A lot better actually

Jungkook comes barging in looking for Jin.

"No breakfast!?" He shouts

Jin just laughs and shakes his head. Kookie pouts.

Jin is laying next to you and Yoongi is on your other side. Jungkook comes in and sits in between your legs. Its a little close for your liking but you allow it for now.

A little while later you guys end up in the pool. You guys meaning you and Yoongi. Eveyone else is working. You're both drunk which is really stupid since you cant swim.

When you're drunk you're loud and giggly. Yoongi keeps laughing at you, you're talking freely, as if you've been talking this whole time and not mostly silent.

"Baby! You're really pretty!" You giggle, wrapping your arms around Yoongi's neck from behind him. You have a pool noodle under your arms keeping you up.

Yoongi seems surprised, you've never called him anything but his name. He doesn't comment on it though.

You mess with his hair, continuing to compliment him over and over.

"Are you two drunk?!"

Namjoon? What the hell is Namjoon doing home? Its only 3:30.

"Shhh, its okay." You giggle, leaning over the edge of the pool and looking over at Namjoon.

"Hi baby." Namjoon sighs, walking closer and ruffling your wet hair. He kisses your forehead as Yoongi comes over to the edge next to you.

Namjoon kisses his lips and your eyes narrow. You don't like that. How come you don't get kisses? Namjoon notices and raises an eyebrow.

"What? You want a kiss too?" He teases

"Maybe I do!" You pout, crossing your arms.

"Well I don't want our first kiss to be while you're drunk" Namjoon laughs, shaking his head.

Taehyung comes running into the backyard in his swimsuit. When did he get home? He usually gets off at 4. Why is everyone home early today? You aren't complaining or anything, but you are curious.

Taehyung runs over to the edge of the pool and kisses Yoongi then he looks at you and you don't have time to register the look on his face before he rushes over and grabs your face in both of his hands, smashing your lips together. It only lasts a few seconds before he pulls away with a big boxy grin on his face.

Namjoon and Yoongi are staring at you, holding their breath as they wait for you to react. You see them both visibly relax when you smile and grab Taehyung's face, kissing him again. You hold the back of his head so he can't pull away and you hold the kiss for longer than you probably should before pulling away.

All three of them stare at you with wide eyes. They really don't know your true personality, you forget about that a lot.

You let go of the pool noodle and get inside of an inner tube.

You're hungry, drinking always makes you hungry.

"I'm hungry." You mumble to no one in particular.

"What do you want?" Namjoon jumps at the opportunity to get you to eat something.

"Pizza!" You shout in a sing-song tone.

Taehyung jumps into the pool and wraps his arms around you, you let him.

"Hi Tae." You smile, resting your forehead against his.

"You're very different when you're drunk" he smiles back

"You're very pretty Tae" you mumble, staring into his eyes.

"No fucking in the pool!" You hear Jungkook yell. When did he get here?

"Maybe I wanna fuck in the pool!" You giggle, glaring playfully at Jungkook.

"I'm down!" Taehyung quickly agrees.

"Okay one, I get to fuck her first, I'm pack alpha. And two, NO!" Namjoon glares at Taehyung.

"Oh god I'm gonna die" you mumble to yourself but Tae obviously hears, being right next to you.

"What? Why?" He questions

"Have you seen that man naked, I'm small I'm not built for that!" You whisper yell and Taehyung laughs so hard that tears roll down his cheeks.

"Oh my god, I love her. I love you!" He looks back at you and cups your face in his hands

"You're probably right and I'm so sorry. It was rough for all of us the first time." He whispers and you giggle.

"Okay what are you two talking about?" Namjoon eyes the two of you suspiciously.

"Nothing" Tae answers.

"Your dick" You reply honestly at the same time.

Namjoon stares at you speechless for a few seconds before speaking. "God, you're so lucky you're drunk right now, sweetheart." He shakes his head, you laugh.

Namjoon and Jungkook eventually join you in the pool.

You remain in the pool until everyone else gets home and you finally get out around 6.

You dry off and get changed into some pajama shorts and one of Namjoon's shirts that you stole. It looks like you're not wearing pants at all. It's so big on you.

You head downtown and plop down on Jimin's lap. He was the first person you saw and you're too drunk to really care who you're sitting on as long as someone is holding you.

You got your wish for pizza that night and you ate a couple pieces happily. Though you soon came to regret it as your body rejected the food and you threw up not long after eating. Weird. Your body has never done that before. You've thrown up when you've eaten too much that one time but you weren't feeling the best to begin with. Your body has never outright rejected food. Namjoon is there holding your hair back and he wipes your mouth when you're done.

A couple hours later you're laying in your room on your phone and you move too fast and scrape your sunburn. You're very sunburned. You didn't put on sunscreen and your face and upper arms/shoulders are bright red. You've had a constant stinging sensation for the past few hours and it hasn't been pleasant but this, this was too much for your drunk self.

With tears rolling down your cheeks you get up only to stumble and nearly fall. You may have had another 2 glasses of whiskey within the past 15 minutes. Don't tell Namjoon, he told you you couldn't have anymore.

You miss a step going down the stairs and tumble down. You did this last time you were drunk too. Alcohol and stairs really don't mix well for you.

Jin was the closest this time and came running over. He sees the state you're in and immediately lifts you into his arms, bringing you to the door of the den. Its still closed. Has no one gone in there still?

"Are we allowed inside baby?" Namjoon asks from beside Jin, pulling you into his arms instead.

"Its your den, not mine." You mumble

All heads snap in your direction. "It is yours too!" Jungkook scolds you sternly, leaving no room for argument. Everyone else, except Hoseok, agrees. He doesn't disagree though so you'll take it as a win.

Namjoon opens the door and he gasps, freezing. You tense up, panicking. You forgot to tear apart your nest.

"I'm sorry! I forgot about it! I can take it down!" You rush out, crying harder. Namjoon's grip on you tightens.

"You built us a nest?" You're not looking at him, but you can hear the smile on Namjoon's face.

He's smiling? This is a good thing? You were supposed to do this?

You nod, a little confused.

Hoseok storms off and you hear a door slam. It was for him too...

You stand up and quickly run after him, knocking on his door.

"What?!" He growls through the door. You can hear the anger in his tone and it makes you shrink in on yourself. You don't like angry alphas, that much hasn't changed.

"Did you not like it? I can fix it! Just tell me what's wrong with it and i can change it!" You plead. You want his approval. He's your mate you need his approval. You need it.

Your lip trembles as you try to fight back the tears. You're too drunk for this.

The door opens and Hoseok looks at you. "It was for me, too?" His voice comes out quiet and small. You nod quickly.

"Why wouldn't it be. You're my mate too." You look up at him with big eyes. You're starting to feel fuzzy, omegaspace creeping in around the edges and making it hard to focus. Alcohol can do that to omegas sometimes.

He must notice your pupils start to get big because he opens his arms to you. You hesitate for only a few seconds before rushing into his arms. He rubs your back, letting your tears soak into his shirt.

After a few minutes you pull away and take his hand in yours, bringing leading him downstairs. You almost fall again. Almost.

You least him over to the nest, the empty nest. No one has even stepped into the room yet. They're all waiting by the door like lost puppies.

You walk past them all, bringing Hoseok into the nest and sitting down. He stays standing.

"I don't think I'm allowed..." he whispers, glancing over at Namjoon who sighs and looks over at you.

You're big innocent eyes must be convincing because he sighs once again and gives a quick nod of his head.

Hoseok squeaks and sits down, letting you position him where you want him. You position everyone else around Hoseok so he's in the middle of the nest. That's the safest place to be, its where everyone wants to be in the pack. Well maybe not you or Yoongi, but its where most people like to be. Surrounded on all sides by their pack.

You let Namjoon and Yoongi be in between the others instead of hogging them. Ignoring how much it hurt in your chest. So far they're the two you've bonded with. Even if not officially, they're your pack.

You don't realize it, but they notice. When you curl up alone in one of the corners, everybody notices. And they all share a look.

You made them a nest, one of the most precious things an omega can offer besides pups, and then you exclude yourself from the pack cuddle.

Its because you know you'll wake up tomorrow and panic if you're cuddled up with anyone other than your two safe people. You know you've only been cuddly and talking because you're drunk. And you don't want to hog them. They deserve to be with the rest of their pack too. The pack deserves to have time with them.

You're not pack.

You don't deserve Yoongi and Namjoon.

You don't deserve anything.

Your mind starts to spiral again.

That little voice telling you to give in is loud.

Once everyone is asleep you quietly tiptoe out of the nest and head upstairs. You grab a few things from your room and lock yourself in the bathroom.

It would seem the thoughts had finally won.

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siriusly-yoongi · 3 days ago

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siriusly-yoongi · 5 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 18

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, lots of crying/upset/unsettled omega,

Word count: 4141

The drink she makes have the measurements for a half gallon, If you wanna make it.

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YOU

You finished your antibiotics a couple days ago and you're feeling a lot better now, your wounds have scabbed over and are no longer infected.

But today to woke up and immediately you're upset. You're not sure why, but you're restless and overall just not happy or comfortable.

You pick at your breakfast, eating a few raspberries and you have one bite of toast but that's all you're willing to give today.

Every little thing seems to bother you. Jin laughing at breakfast a little too loud. Jungkook breathing a just a bit too heavily. The air conditioner buzzing at just the wrong pitch. Every. Little. Thing.

You decide you're going back to sleep and you head into Yoongi's room, dragging Yoongi behind you by the wrist.

You're fussy today too. Whining and throwing a bit of a fit when Yoongi doesn't lay in the right spot and when the wall of your nest is slightly slouching. You eventually get Yoongi positioned how you want him and you fit your nest. Sighing, annoyed, you lay down literally on top of Yoongi. You're upset you cant be inside of his skin. He's not close enough to you.

You manage to fall back asleep though.

You're woken up by a loud Crack of thunder. You're quick to cover your ears, eyes darting around the room. Yoongi isn't in bed with you, and its pretty dark in the room. You check the time, its nearly noon. The clouds must be dark because it looks like its the middle of the night in the room.

You get up and look out the window. The clouds are dark and lightning flashes constantly light up the sky. The thunder is a continuous rumble with occasional big crashes.

You quickly leave Yoongi's room and try to find him. He's not home. No one is home. You're home alone.

You grab your blue blanket and sit down on the couch, turning on the tv and switching it to the weather.

You curl up on the couch and watch the TV, the storm is only just starting and its supposed to get a lot worse.

You wrap the blanket behind your back and over your head so only your face is peeking out, trying to block out some of the noise.

You're starting to panic as the storm gets worse. You text the group chat.

You[12:36]: Storm.

You cant form a coherent sentence right now, you're freaking out too much.

Jin[12:38]: Oh no, you're home alone, aren't you lovey

Yoongi[12:39]: I'm just finishing up and I'll be home by 1:15, I'm sorry.

Namjoon[12:39] Are you okay?

You[12:40]: it's loud

Jungkook[12:42]: I'm on my way home. I only had 2 people today and they both canceled.

You put your phone down after that, curling back up on the couch.

When Jungkook hers home he finds you curled up with tears in your eyes. He sets his stuff down and rushes over to you.

"Yoongi will be home soon pup, you're okay." He tries to comfort you without touching you but it doesn't really help.

There's a flash of lightning and it must've been super close because you can feel the boom, the windows rattling. You push yourself into Jungkook's arms, burying your face into his neck. His cinnamon scent surrounds you and you relax a little, your tears still falling and hitting his skin.

He puts his hand on the back of your head like Yoongi usually does as he lifts you into his arms. "I've got you puppy. It's okay. The storm can't get you."

Yoongi gets home about 10 minutes after Jungkook and he immediately takes you from Jungkook's arms into his own.

Yoongi brings you into the nest and you cuddle up close with him. You want to calm down and relax, but you find that you can't. You're restless. You can't lay still, you're on edge, and you just want to cry.

"What's the matter kitten, I'm right here. I'm safe in the nest with you. We're okay." He attempts to soothe you.

Your first thought is "but Joon isn't". That's when it clicks. You've started to bond with Namjoon like you did with Yoongi.

Your brain perceives the storm as danger, and your pack isn't safe in your nest.

You whine. Loudly. You aren't happy.

"Jagi, honey why cant you relax? Usually once im holding you during storms you calm down. What's different?" He pets your hair, running his fingers through the strands.

"Joon" you hiccup out as you're crying.

He looks surprised, then his face softens. "Joonie isn't in the nest huh? That's why we're so upset." He pulls you closer and kisses your forehead.

"Alpha's safe. He's at work in the hospital. And that building is really secure and its built really well. He's probably more safe there than he would be in the house. He's safe. I promise you." He tries to calm you down but it does little to help.

He pulls out his phone and texts for a couple minutes before his phone rings. He answers it and holds his phone up. You tilt your head to see it, the top of your head bow tucked under his chin.

"Hi baby." Namjoon's voice comes through the phone speaker and you immediately relax a little.

"Alpha" you cry, voice breaking in the middle.

"Oh babygirl, alpha will be home in a few hours. I'm safe, I promise." Namjoon smiles at you, you just cry harder. You have to wait a few hours. Hours! You cant handle feeling like this for hours.

"Hang on." Yoongi hands you his phone and leaves the room. You immediately keen at him, very upset that he left the nest. Now both your alphas aren't safe and you're not quite sure what to do with yourself right now.

You look back to Namjoon and he sighs softly. "Its Friday babygirl, I'll be home all day tomorrow and we can cuddle as much as you want and Yoongi can come too and we'll all be together okay? You can come into the den when I get home and you can lay between us, okay?"

You nod, still very upset.

Yoongi comes back in with a blanket. "Can I bring this into the nest?" He asks before even approaching the nest with this foreign blanket.

You nod and he climbs into the nest. He takes his phone back and sets it down for a second, covering you with the blanket. Immediately you're surrounded by the scent of rain. The cozy type of rain, not whatever the stormy rain is that's happening right now outside.

"Hey! Is that my blanket!?" Namjoon scolds Yoongi with mock anger.

You just snuggle into the blanket, chirping softly at Yoongi.

You're still very upset and unsettled, and tears are still rolling down your cheeks. But, blanket. Namjoon's blanket.

Yoongi lays on his side and pulls you back into his chest, tucking your head underneath his chin as he holds his phone up for you to both see Namjoon.

Unable to get any other words out, you grab your phone.

Come home now, please.

"Baby, I cant. I'm sorry."

You whine at him, a fresh wave of tears coming on strong

"Baby...." you can tell he feels bad and that makes you feel worse because you don't want him to feel bad. You're not sure why you're so emotional, you're just feeling it today.

Yoongi kisses your head, you can tell he feels bad too. You hate that. You hate that your stupid sensitive omega self is making your mates feel like this. You want them to be happy.

Eventually Namjoon has to get back to work and Yoongi ends the call. You continue to cry into his chest. You're sure you look an absolute mess right now.

"Oh, how about we make something for Namjoon? We can bake something or we can make some type of drink. It'll help pass the time, yeah?" Yoongi suggests and you nod, sniffling. You wipe your eyes and get up, pulling your hair into a messy ponytail with a hairtie you already had around your wrist.

You both make your way to the kitchen and you look through the fridge and the pantry to see what you have to work with. You decide you want to make raspberry lemonade. Its easy and doesn't take a whole lot of energy. You don't have much energy to spare at the moment so its perfect.

I want to make raspberry lemonade

"Ooo that sounds yummy. I'm sure he'll love it!" Yoongi smiles and hugs you from the side.

You pull everything you need out. Lemons, a big pitcher, raspberries, sugar, a sauce pan, measuring cups, a lemon squeezer thing, and a spoon.

First you have to make a simple syrup. Which is a one to one ratio of sugar to water. You decide to make a half gallon of the lemonade because that's what the pitcher you grabbed holds. The bigger pitcher is dirty.

You add one cup of sugar to the saucepan then add 1 cup of water. You stir it then put it on the stove on medium heat just until all the sugar dissolves.

While you wait for all the sugar to melt, Yoongi is watching it on the stove for you, you take your lemon juicer and your lemons. You roll your lemons on the counter a few times before cutting them in half. You put one of the halves in the juicer and squeeze all the juice out. You repeat this step until you have at least a cup of lemon juice. You decide to use 4 lemons and end up with about a cup and a quarter. You like your lemonade a little stronger.

You pour the lemon juice into the pitcher and then wait for the simple syrup to be done. Once the syrup is clear and all the sugar has dissolved you turn off the heat and add the entire container of raspberries into it.

You take the spoon and smash all the raspberries up against the side of the pan to get more flavor out of them. You then let them sit in the syrup until it completely cools. It takes about a half hour to be completely cool. During that time you snuggled up with Yoongi on the couch and messed around with some Snapchat filters.

Once the syrup is cooled down you strain it into the pitcher with the lemon juice. You then add about 4 cups of water to fill the pitcher the rest of the way and you mix everything together.

You put the lid on then pour some over ice for you and Yoongi to taste. Having added the extra lemon juice, its slightly sour. Just the way you like it. Yoongi seems to like it too.

You put the lemonade in the fridge for later and curl back up on the couch with Yoongi. Jungkook is asleep on the other couch and you giggle. There had been a slight break in the storm so everything was okay for now. You're still really restless but you're feeling better and you're content having your alphas outside of the nest.

Until your not. It's around 4 when the storm picks back up again. Worse than the first round of storms that hit this afternoon. Its loud, the thunder is constantly banging and crashing, and the tv keeps cutting out so you cant even try and drown out the noise. Everyone except Jin, Jimin, and Namjoon are home. Jin gets off around 4, while Jimin and Namjoon get off at 5. Jin should be just starting to head home now. But you still have to wait another hour and a half for Namjoon to make it back home.

You get Yoongi into the nest and you bury your face into his neck, the tears returning. It seems like all you've done today is cry, and you're so over it, but you can't seem to stop the tears from falling.

"I know, shh, I know." Yoongi rubs your back.

Your scent is thick and heavy in the air, burnt cookies, still smoking like they were just on fire. It still has the sweetness to it of cookies, but the burned part is suffocating.

You get up to use the bathroom a little while later, going out of the nest all alone. A choice you'd come to regret. Just as you're leaving the bathroom, the power cuts out. The windows let it very little light due to the darkness of the clouds covering the sunlight.

The power is only out for about a minute before the generator kicks on. You didn't know they had a generator, but you aren't complaining.

You make your way back to Yoongi's room just as Jin walks through the door. Immediately his eyes fall on you and he rushes over. "What's the matter lovey?" He cuts your face in his hands, you let him.

You don't have your phone so you cant really explain anything to him. You grab his hand and tug him into Yoongi's room. Jin stops in the doorway, knowing better than to enter Yoongi's room uninvited.

"She wants Joon." Yoongi speaks with a small smile on his face. You're not sure why.

Jin just grins widely and you whine.

What's with the smiles

"Nothing" they both say simultaneously.

You huff. You don't like that.

A loud crack of thunder makes you yelp, scrambling to grab onto Jin since you're standing closest to him. He wraps his arms around you tightly and rests his chin on top of your head. "Shh, you're safe."

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NAMJOON

As soon as I walk through the door, there's a teary-eyed omega running and jumping into my arms, whining and whimpering loudly.

"I'm home babygirl. I'm safe." I kiss her forehead.

She aggressively rubs her cheek and chin over my shoulders and chest, dramatically scenting me. She goes to lick over my scent glands only to pull away, sticking her tongue out with a noise of disgust.

I cant help but laugh. I haven't washed off my scent blocker yet. They taste very bitter.

"Scent blockers don't taste very good, huh?" I smile, brushing her hair back out of her face. "I gotta go shower, then we can cuddle okay?"

She whines loudly in protest and I hold her closer. "Babygirl, I have to shower. I'm covered in hospital germs."

She shakes her head. "Babe, I'm gross, I'm showering." I state firmly and her eyes fill with a fresh wave of tears.

I set her down, ignoring her keening at me, even though it drives my instincts up the wall. And I walk upstairs to my room. I grab a change of clothes and head into the bathroom.

Before I can shut the door she shoves her way in, dragging Yoongi behind her.

Yoongi has a look of amusement on his face. I am less than amused.

She wraps her arms back around me and I sigh, wrapping my arms back around her. "What am I to do with you, hm?"

She chirps while looking up at me with those big eyes of hers and I cant stay mad.

Yoongi puts the toilet lid down and sits on top of it, still looking rather amused.

I'm not embarrassed about my body, if anything in rather proud of it. However I don't know how y/n feels about it so I'm a little hesitant to strip down in front of her.

She makes a soft noise, gesturing toward the shower and I just look at her in disbelief. Yesterday I could barely touch her, now she's throwing herself into my arms and she's fine with me getting naked in front of her.

"You're about to have zero personal space babe. She's worse than Hobi." Yoongi laughs loudly, she giggles along with him.

I roll my eyes and start the shower, then pull my shirt off, watching as her eyes trail over my chest. Yoongi isn't much better, just staring at me affectionately.

I'm not sure how I feel about this sudden audience I find myself in front of. Its a little off putting if I had to be honest.

I pull my bottoms off next, tossing them to the side. My head snaps up at the quiet "damn" that falls from her lips.

Yoongi let's out a strangled laugh, covering his mouth. I'm left speechless. I've always been proud of my size, but seeing the shock and amusement written across my omegas face is throwing me off right now.

"You wanna touch it?" I tease, expecting her to blush and hide like she usually does.

Instead she goes to get up and move closer, I quickly turn away. "No, no, no! As much as id... love.. that.. um, you just started letting me touch you, let's not get ahead of ourselves." My cheeks are the ones turning red, not hers.

Suit yourself. I've been told my head is pretty good so if you don't want me to use my hands, I mean you've got options..

Her phone reads out, Yoongi cackles, and if I was drinking something I definitely would've choked.

Who is this and what has happened to my sweet, timid, terrified little omega. Don't get me wrong I'm not complaining, I just was not expecting it.

"Baby.. i... okay. Anyway" I stumble over my words and she giggles.

I take a quick shower then get out and dry off, getting dressed. I know you shouldn't shower during a storm but I don't really give a shit to be quite frank.

Yoongi carries her while he walks back downstairs, she has a tight grip on my wrist, pulling me along behind them.

Yoongi goes into his room and sets her down while he crawls into the nest, laying on his side. She pulls me toward her nest and my eyes widen. "You want me in your nest?"

She nods and i cant help but smile. I got invited into her nest. She accepts me as pack.

She stands outside the nest while I climb into it, being careful not to mess anything up. She positions me so I'm facing Yoongi, laying on my side as well.

She squeezes her way between to two of us and faces Yoongi, her back to my chest. She purrs softly, though I don't think its entirely because she's happy, I think a big part of it is her trying to calm herself down. From what Yoongi has told me, she's been worked up all day.

The storm fizzles out not long after that, only she's fallen asleep and so has Yoongi. I stay up, watching over the two of them. Its gonna be dinner time pretty soon so there's no sense in trying to sleep.

Once it is time for dinner, I wake Yoongi up. He growls at me, pulling y/n closer to him, accidentally waking her up in the process.

She whines, nuzzling into Yoongi.

"Come on you two, it's time to eat." I smile, shaking them both gently

Yoongi gets up, but she doesn't. I sigh softly and lift her into my arms, carrying her to the table.

Hoseok growls when he sees me holding her and I frown. I thought we were making progress..

She looks over at him, still half asleep as I set her in her chair. I grabbed her phone on the out as well, so i set that on the table next to her in case she wants to say anything.

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HOSEOK

She's not your old omega. She's NOT your old omega. I tell myself repeatedly. Yet for some reason that's all I see as I'm looking at her.

She's sitting there half asleep while Yoongi and Namjoon have their full attention on her. I cant help but be upset. I feel like she's taking away my pack alpha now, and that's worse than taking Yoongi.

I love Yoongi, but Namjoon is the one who holds us all together. If she takes him away, what's gonna happen?

I watch as Yoongi puts a couple pieces of beef on her plate and I watch as Namjoon tries to feed it to her.

They baby her. And I think its bullshit. She's a grown woman she doesn't need 7 alphas to sit and baby her.

Then again with my previous omega i had done the same thing. I had wanted to take care of her, to look after her and make sure she didn't have to do anything she didn't have to do. I could do it for her, I could provide for her, I could care for her.

Its instincts, i suppose. An alpha wanting to baby their omega.

For some reason i cant get past what happened. I cant believe that she isn't going to turn on us at some point. I cant trust her.

I know she's sweet, and gentle, and kind. But so was my last omega. And look how that turned out.

She actually eats today, finishing her fruit and eating a few bites of what Yoongi gave her.

Then her and Yoongi bring out some raspberry lemonade that they made and of course the whole pack sits and praises them. Mainly her.

She gets all the attention and love while I still get nothing.

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Its been a few days since she grew attached to Namjoon and the rest of the pack is restless. I may not be in the den, but i know Namjoon has been sleeping in her nest with Yoongi.

Its been torture not sleeping with my pack. Missing their pack alpha and Yoongi must be affecting them. I know it is.

I need to help them somehow.

Later, I'm home alone with her. Only for about an hour, Yoongi just ran to the store to get some groceries, then he'll be right back.

She's in Yoongi's room and i know what I need to do.

If there's no nest to sleep in then they'll have to go back into the den.

I know it's a bad idea, and I'll probably get in a lot of trouble. But I cant just watch my pack suffer.

I barge into Yoongi's room and find her curled up in the nest on her phone. I take a deep breath and walk over, tearing down one of the side walls and throwing the blankets and pillows onto the floor.

The cry that she lets out and the look of complete heartbreak on her face is almost enough to make me stop. Almost.

I pull down more of the nest, throwing the contents onto the floor. She gets up and grabs my arm.

"No! Please!" She begs, her voice desperate as tears roll down her cheeks.

I shove her away, a little harder than I intended to. She stumbles back and I hear her hit Yoongi's desk. The pained noise she lets out makes me pause. I look over at her, eyes running over her body to make sure she isn't seriously hurt. I can smell blood, but I don't see any.

I shake my head pull apart more of her nest.

"Please! I'll stay away from Namjoon! Don't break my nest!" She begs, her voice shaking and broken up by sobs.

My heart breaks a little bit but I'm too far into it to stop now. I destroy the rest of her nest and turn to look at her, breathing heavily.

She's distraught. She's sobbing, covering her mouth with her hands. Tears pour down her cheeks as her whole body shakes. She looks up at me like I'm a monster, her eyes full of hurt and betrayal.

"My nest.." she whispers, her voice small and broken. Defeated. Something shifted within her, I can see it. She looks more fragile. She acts like I've broken something deep within her soul.

Its a jumbles mess of blankets, pillows, and clothes. Its not that serious. Its a nest. She's acting like I just shook her baby or something.

I can still smell blood and there's a few droplets now on the floor.

I stand there for a few minutes, just looking at her, breathing heavily. I don't know what to say to her. She spoke to me. She used her voice and spoke to me. That has to be significant...

Maybe this was too far. Was it too far?

Its just a nest.

"You took away Yoongi first, now Namjoon. My whole pack is restless because they're sleeping without their pack alpha in the den with them. And you expect me to be okay with that? To not be mad? I wont let you destroy my pack, omega. I wont."

With that, I turn and walk out, leaving her there in the scattered remains of her nest.

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siriusly-yoongi · 7 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 17

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, alcohol,

Word count: 2708

You can actually make and drink the tea in here by the way. I prefer red clover tea but the white flowers are more common.

The basics for the recipe are every 1 cup of clover flowers add 4 cups of water.

You can add honey, sugar, and/or vanilla to taste

The part where she's drinking was written while drunk, if its not good I'm so sorry. This is how I handle alcohol, it makes me extremely sick. I learned that today. I will not be doing this again. 10 out of 10 do not recommend.

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YOU

You yawn and snuggle closer to Yoongi, not opening your eyes yet. His chest shakes as he laughs and you freeze, your eyes snapping open.

That is not Yoongi.

You quickly pull away and look at Namjoon, confused. Why are you in the den? Where's Yoongi? Why aren't you with Yoongi?

He must notice your confusion. "You were in omegaspace and wouldn't let go of me last night. I didn't want to come into your nest in case you weren't ready for that yet, so we took you to the den. You were cuddled up between Yoongi and I, but he had to go into the studio. He just left a few minutes ago. It's only 6 baby, you should go back to sleep."

Its Wednesday so Namjoon is working the night shift. You want Yoongi but you're too tired to be bothered by the anxiety right now. You decide Namjoon is safe enough and curl up next to him, making sure you aren't touching, but you're near him. So you'll be safe still without the touching. You fall back asleep pretty quickly.

You wake up when someone crashes on top of you. You yelp, getting a knee to the stomach.

"JUNGKOOK!" Namjoon shoves Jungkook off of you.

"I didn't mean to, it tripped over Tae!" Jungkook whines. "Sorry puppy." He apologizes quietly.

This never would've happened if Yoongi were here.

You whine, you can feel the bruise on your stomach forming already. You don't like waking up outside of your nest, so you're already agitated and now this just puts you in a bad mood.

You sit up and look around, seeing who's still here. Jungkook is pouting in the middle of the den, Namjoon is to your right, propped up on one arm, facing you. Taehyung is asleep on his back and you assume Jin is in the kitchen.

Most days Jimin and Namjoon go into work by 6. Jin is at work by 9. Hoseok and Taehyung go in around 12. And Jungkook goes in sometime between 12 and 2. Yoongi can go in at any time really.

Right now you're still tired, you don't feel good, your stomach hurts from Jungkook, and you want Yoongi. And for some reason you're mad about it.

"No one wants burnt cookies, what's wrong?" Namjoon reaches out and pulls you closer to him. You grumble, but allow it. You're still a little hesitant to let him touch you, but you're trying.

You don't have your phone so you can't really answer him and you do not feel like talking right now.

You get up and head into the living room, intending to go upstairs but Namjoon stops you. "You need to take your antibiotics, come here." He grabs your hand and tugs you into the kitchen where Jin is finishing up breakfast.

He hands you a glass of water and a pill of some kind. You glare at him while you take it, swallowing the antibiotic with a mouthful of water. "I didn't make you get stitches, but if you don't take the antibiotics then I will. I don't want you getting another infection."

You huff and hand him back the water.

You head upstairs and get dressed, and by dressed you mean a clean pair of pajamas. Yoongi got you some new pajama bottoms the other day as a courting gift and you decide to wear a pair of fluffy shorts. They're black with little music notes all over them. Its childish, but you like them. You pull on one of Yoongi's hoodies and head back downstairs.

It's been long enough let Hoseok eat with us. I feel bad for him.

Your phone pleads with Namjoon as you sit at the table. He sighs.

"Is that really what you want?"

You nod quickly.

"Fine, but you have to eat your breakfast."

You grumble and pout, but nod. Namjoon gets up and goes to get Hoseok.

They both come back downstairs and Hoseok squeezes your shoulder as he walks by, you smile a little.

"Now eat" Namjoon orders as he sits down and you huff.

You were given some toast with a little bit of butter on it and a cut up peach on the side. You eat the peach slices but leave the toast untouched.

"Take a bite please." Namjoon looks at you, you whine.

"Baby, come on. I'm proud of you for eating the fruit but you cant live off of fruit forever. We have to start working on eating other foods too."

You whine louder.

You end up winning and you don't have to eat the toast. Only because you nearly threw up, but a win is a win.

You leave the table and go into your room, grabbing your blue blanket and curling up on your bed. You're back asleep in only a couple minutes.

You wake up around 12:30 and head downstairs and outside onto the back deck. You sit on the porch swing for a while, nearly falling back asleep.

Hoseok comes out and sits next to you, you tense up. Sure you're on slightly better terms with him now, however you're still unsure of him.

He doesn't say anything, just sits and swings with you. You do end up falling back asleep.

When you wake back up, he's still there. Guess he doesn't have work today.

Where's Namjoon?

"Sleeping, since he'll be working overnight he's sleeping now."

You nod.

As you're looking out in the yard, you notice a lot of white clover flowers and you smile. You run inside and grab a bowl, then head back out and start picking the flowers, putting them in the bowl.

Hoseok walks over to you with a raised eyebrow, "what are you doing?"

Clover tea

He gives you a weird look. "Can I uh, help?"

You smile and nod. He sits down on the grass next to you and helps you pick the flowers.

Once you fill the bowl you carry them inside and set them on the counter.

I need a pot

Hoseok opens a cabinet and you smile, you pick out a medium size pot and close the cabinet. You measure the flowers and find you have about 3 cups of flowers so you fill the pot with about 12 cups of water.

You put it on the stove and wait for it to boil. You wash the flowers really well then you and Hoseok pick off any stems.

Once the water boils you put the flowers in and let them boil for 10 minutes.

Once the 10 minutes are up you turn off the stove and let it cool. Once its cool you pour everything into a pitcher and put it in the fridge. The flowers have to steep for 4 hours.

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By the time 4 hours have passed its around 5. Jungkook and Taehyung are home now, Jin and Jimin should be on the way home. You don't know where Yoongi is, and waiting for your tea has been a nice distraction so your anxiety hasn't been too bad. And Namjoon just left to head to work.

You and Hoseok go back into the kitchen and he pulls out the tea from the fridge. You hold the strainer while he pours the tea through it to get all the flowers out.

You decide you don't want the tea to be plain and so you add in some sugar and a few splashes of vanilla until you like how it tastes.

Jin walks in just as Hoseok is taking a sip of the tea.

"I like that!" He smiles.

Jin looks between the two of you "are you two getting along right now?" He asks in disbelief.

You and Hoseok look at each other and you both shrug, laughing.

"We made some sort of clover ice tea. I just followed what she told me to do." Hoseok smiles, holding his glass out to Jin.

Jin takes it and takes a sip, his eyes lighting up. "You guys made this!?" He sounds overly excited, like a parent does to a child.

Your cheeks heat up, Hoseok seems used to it. You nod and Jin runs over and goes to hug you, but stops himself. You take a deep breath and slowly wrap your arms around his middle, pressing your face into his chest.

He smiles so wide and wraps his arms around you, hugging you close. He picks you up and spins you around, kissing your forehead. He's pushing it now. You whine and pull away as he sets you back down.

"Sorry, I got excited"

Hoseok helped make it too

You know he's dying for a hug from any of his mates right now. Jin sighs.

"I'm still mad at you Hoseok. Grabbing her from that bridge was the scariest thing I've had to do in a while. And I cant just get over that. We nearly lost her because of you."

Its quiet for a few seconds, then Jin pulls Hoseok into his arms. Hoseok practically melts into his arms, whining when Jin pulls away.

Yoongi gets home shortly after that and you run at him at full speed, colliding with his chest and knocking him back a few steps.

"Hey kitten, I'm sorry I was gone all day." Yoongi wraps his arms around you.

"Her and Hoseok made tea! And its good!" Jin tells him proudly.

Yoongi looks down at you with a proud smile and kisses your forehead, you let go of him and run to get Hoseok, grabbing his wrist and pulling him over to Yoongi.

Now hug him. He's sad and misses your hugs and that makes me sad

All 3 of them look caught off guard by this. "You care about his feelings? He's been nothing but mean to you!" Jin walks over to you as Yoongi complies and gives Hoseok a big hug, kissing his forehead. If Hoseok could purr he'd be purring right now.

I don't like when my mates are sad

You shrug. You miss the way Yoongi and Jin look at you affectionately

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You don't eat dinner that night. And once everyone goes to bed you sneak out of the house.

You don't know what spurred you to do this, a wave of depression hit you hard and you decided you needed a drink.

You walk into town and into a little liquor store. You buy a bottle of whiskey and head back home.

You quietly head into the kitchen and grab a can of coke. It's one of the boys' but you're sure they wont mind. You also grab a cup and head back to your room.

You pour the coke into the cup and add about 3 shots worth of whiskey into it. You drink the whole thing within the span of 5 minutes.

It makes your stomach hurt and your cheeks feel hot. You start to drink straight from the bottle and within the next hour you finish about half the bottle before putting it away. Stashing it with your razor blades and glass.

At first you feel okay, just a stomach ache and hot cheeks. You find yourself laughing at everything, and being generally louder than usual.

After a little while you start to feel really nauseous and you nearly throw up every time you bend forward.

The feeling only gets worse and you overall just feel really sick.

You've never drank this much in one sitting and you're really regretting it.

You find yourself crying, you feel so sick and your head hurts. You feel pressure behind your face and you want Yoongi. You get up and head downstairs but you end up losing your balance and falling down the stairs.

You don't know what to do with yourself so you just sit there and cry.

You sit there and sob until around 2 in the morning when Namjoon gets home. He notices you sobbing on the floor and quickly rushes over.

"Baby? Its late what are you doing up? What's wrong?" He lifts you into his arms and it makes you more dizzy, making you cry harder.

"Oh, babygirl." He sighs, you know he can smell the whiskey on you. Its the cheap kind too, so you don't exactly smell like Yoongi. "Where'd you even get the alcohol. Ours is kept locked because Jungkook likes it a little too much, and I know my boys wouldn't have given you the key without telling me."

I went to the store

"You went out alone after dark? Never do that again do you understand me?" He scolds you and you nod, continuing to cry.

He sighs, "let's go see Yoongi, babygirl."

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YOONGI

I'm woken up by a knock on my door. I realize y/n isn't next to me and I get a bad feeling. As I approach the door I hear her crying. I open the door to see Namjoon holding the sobbing omega.

"We got into some alcohol and now we don't feel good and we're very upset." Namjoon sways slightly in his spot, rocking her gently like she's a distressed child.

I reach out and take her from Namjoon, pulling her into my arms. "Come here Jagi, it's okay babes." I try and calm her down.

"No!" She cries, her voice shaky and loud.

I cover her mouth "shh, shh, you're gonna wake everyone else up."

Its too late though as I hear Jungkook call out to Namjoon. "Joon? Are you home?"

"Yeah babe I'm home, go back to sleep."

Its quiet for a minute before Jin walks out and looks around Namjoon into my room "what's going on?"

"She's having a rough time, I'll explain in the morning okay, just go back to bed." Namjoon rubs his face.

Jin heads back into the den and Namjoon follows. I take her into the nest and lay down with her, pulling her against my chest.

She keeps crying and mumbling about how she doesn't feel good. I feel so bad for her.

I eventually get her to sleep and I relax a little.

My mind wanders a little bit. I cant help but wonder what led her to do this.

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I wake up the next morning to her trying to climb into my skin.

"What are you doing, kitten?"

You're not close enough

"I physically cannot be any closer"

She whines

I wrap my arms tighter around her, squeezing her a little and that seems to satisfy her enough.

She nuzzles into my neck, rubbing her cheek over my shoulder.

I pick her up and bring her into the bathroom, we're gonna try and take a shower again.

I start the water and set her down on the counter. I head into her room and grab her some clothes, then go back into the bathroom.

I undress her then undress myself, picking her back up and stepping into the shower. She's still half asleep which I use to my advantage and get her body done quickly. I rinse her off and set her down. I wash my hair and my body quickly then I sit down and pull her onto my lap. I get her hair wet and wash it with no issues, but when I go to rinse it she's more awake now and she isn't exactly happy.

She tenses up, holding onto me tightly.

"I just gotta rinse your hair kitten, its okay. Its just me." I kiss her forehead and start to rinse her hair.

She freaks out for a minute but she doesn't scream like she was before so we're making progress.

Once I rinse her hair i stand up and get out of the shower, I dry off and ger dressed, she does the same.

I have her take her antibiotic and I try to get her to eat some fruit but she only has a few bites.

She's in a cuddly mood today, wanting to be pressed up against me all the time. She reminds me of Hoseok believe it or not. I know the two don't really get along but they're actually pretty similar.

I'm sitting on the couch with her facing me her arms and legs wrapped around my body like a koala.

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siriusly-yoongi · 9 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 16

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, mentions of self-harm, separation anxiety,

Word count: 3111

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YOU

Yoongi comes back with Namjoon and you suddenly regret asking to talk to him. You crawl into your nest and pull a few blankets over top of you. Hiding.

Yoongi grabs you and pulls you out, ignoring your squirming. "He isn't gonna force you to get stitches unless its truly necessary, he promises, kitten."

He sets you down on the edge of the bed and Namjoon closes the door.

"I'm sorry for forcing you to get stitches last time, I want you to trust me enough to come to me and I realize I wasn't doing a very good job of respecting your wants. I'm sorry." Namjoon crouches down in front of you. You nod.

"Alright, let me see babygirl.

You hesitate for a minute, looking up at them. Neither of them push you, they just wait.

You whine softly and pull your pants down to your knees. Both of them gasp.

"Oh, babygirl..." Namjoon gently runs his finger along one of the cuts. "These are infected my love."

You nod. You already knew that. Its happened before.

I just need Epsom salt. The infection isn't that bad yet.

"Kitten..." Yoongi looks over at Namjoon, who sighs softly.

"I'll let you try that, but you need to let me check it every day. And if it doesnt start getting better you're gonna have to go in. Does that sound fair?"

You nod.

"Alright, goodnight you two." He stands back up, kissing Yoongi quickly before heading back to the den.

You pull your pants back up and crawl into your nest, Yoongi climbs in after you and wraps his arms around you, pulling you into his chest.

You purr softly, rubbing your cheek over his shoulders. He smiles and tilts your head to the side, dragging his tongue over the glands on your neck. It pulls out your scent and layers his on top of it. You purr louder, cookie dough, dark chocolate, and whiskey. Smells like a nice cozy night in. If you had Jimin's campfire it would be even more cozy. Or Namjoon's rain would make it that much more comforting.

You've never thought about the boys like this before. Thinking about who's scents would go well together. Jungkook's cinnamon would mix well with Yoongi's whiskey. You like cinnamon whiskey. Or Jin's roses, it would be like a romantic night in.

You think all your scents together would smell like a cozy night in a log cabin while its raining. Fire in the fire place, sweets and cookies on the table with glasses of cinnamon whiskey and a vase if fresh roses in the center. It sounds nice.

You're broken out of your thoughts by Yoongi laughing. You look up at him, head tilted slightly.

"I'm going to smell like you for days." He chuckles, smiling. You notice his neck is all red from you scenting him so aggressively, a slight shine on his skin from your saliva.

Your cheeks heat up, you didn't even realize you were still scenting him.

Your purr stops, replaced by embarrassment.

"No, it was cute, jagi." He's smiling at you. You whine, not believing him.

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When you wake up the next morning Yoongi isn't there next to you. You immediately feel that anxiety bubble up in your chest.

You check the time and see that its already almost 1 pm. You're shocked they let you sleep this long.

You climb out of bed and look around for Yoongi but you don't find him. You don't find anyone. They must all be at work.

You feel empty and hallow without Yoongi next to you. You don't know how to function.

You find yourself checking your phone every 5 minutes. Nothing.

You last about an hour before the tears start. Then is fades into panic.

Yoongi isn't here and you're not okay with that. At all.

You're pacing, tugging at your hair because its bothering you. You don't even notice when the door opens or when someone calls your name.

Hands are on your wrists, pulling you hands away from your hair.

"No pup, don't do that. You're gonna pull out your pretty hair." Jungkook speaks softly, letting go of your wrists. You let your hands fall back down to your sides.

You're still crying, mewling softly to yourself as you go back to pacing.

"What's wrong, puppy? Why are you so distressed?" He's concerned, you can see it on his face

You're too embarrassed to tell him. You don't know how to explain that you can't function without one of his pack members in your line of sight at all times. Its pathetic.

You whine, the panicked feeling wont subside, if anything its only building.

"Hey, look at me pup." He lifts your chin with his fingers. "What's going on, huh?"

A broken sob falls from your lips and you can see Jungkook panic a little bit. He doesn't know what to do, you don't know what to do. No one knows what to do

"Do you need a hug?" He starts guessing

Not from you, you think. A Yoongi hug sound amazing right now though. You shake your head.

"Your blanket? Did water get on your face? Um, um, OH YOONGI! I'LL ASK HIM!" He's yelling by the end

He pulls out his phone and calls Yoongi.

"She's freaking out Yoongi! What do i do?" He's stressed, you feel bad for stressing him out, which makes you even more upset.

"No she wont tell me what's wrong I already tried asking! I'm not stupid babe!" He grumbles into the phone.

"Yeah, yeah, okay" he mumbles, turning to you. "Go call Yoongi for me, okay?"

You sniffle and nod, heading into Yoongi's room and crawling into your nest. You pull out one of his hoodies from the wall of your nest and pull it over your head, one of the strings going in your mouth.

You[3:17]: outgoing video call

"Hey kitten." Yoongi appears on the screen and you instantly relax a little.

You notice yourself in the little box in the corner and you look rough. Your hair is a mess from pulling at it and your eyes are red and puffy. Tear tracks stain your cheeks and under your eyes look and feel raw from rubbing at them so much.

You keen at him, you don't mean to, the sound just kinds slips out.

His face immediately softens and he looks at you with a mixture of guilt and pity. You don't like it.

"Its because I'm gone. Isn't it?"

Your lip trembles as you fight back another wave of tears. You feel selfish. You know Yoongi is busy and here you are taking up his time and wanting more of it.

You slowly nod, avoiding look at him as you don't want to see his reaction.

"Jagi, how long has this been going on? Is this the first time you've felt like this when I'm not around?" You can tell he feels even more guilty and you feel horrible for making him feel that way. You didn't mean to.

You shake your head. He sighs.

"I'll be home soon, okay? I promise. Why don't you snuggle with your bunny? It smells like me, and maybe that will help."

After the call ends you curl up with your bunny and it helps a little bit, but not much. You've ended up exhausting yourself though with your panic and you fall asleep.

You wake up pressed against someone, it doesn't take long to realize its Yoongi by his scent. You wrap your arms around his neck and snuggle closer.

The panic and anxiety that had been eating you alive all day fades away, and you're okay again. However you do notice a dull ache in your stomach and a little bit of nausea bubbling there too. You figure it's just the lingering anxiety so you don't mention it.

You stay snuggled up with Yoongi, occasionally falling asleep and waking back up periodically throughout the next few hours.

Namjoon is the last person to get home, and head brings you a bag of epsom salt. You take it upstairs while Jin makes dinner and head into the bathroom.

You dissolve some of the salt into a bowl of hot water then soak a washcloth in it. You pull your pants down and sit on the floor, laying the cloth over the infected wounds. After a few minutes it starts to itch and sting and you whine. You've never liked doing this.

You let it sit for a while, redipping it in the water when it cools down a couple times before switching to the other leg and doing the same thing. You pat the wounds dry and pull your pants back up, dumping out the remaining water. You take your things back to your room and set them aside for later.

When you're called down for dinner, the smell alone makes you feel even more sick. You have no appetite.

You're given mango and pineapple, but you can't bring yourself to eat it. You feel sluggish and just sick, worse than earlier.

You rub your eyes with and catch your scent from your wrists. It still smells like cookie dough but there's a sourness to it that isn't usually there. Its subtle, you wont be able to tell unless you're right up close. Maybe its not just the lingering anxiety making you feel this way.

"Y/n? Are you feeling okay, babydoll? Your face is all flushed and your eyes are half closed, honey. What's wrong?" Jimin gets up and walks over to you, drawing everyone's attention to you.

You make a soft humming noise in response, only half registering what he's saying. Jimin brushes your hair away from your face and feels your forehead, frowning. "You have a fever doll. Why didn't you tell us you aren't feeling good?"

You slump forward into Jimin's chest, catching him off guard. "Okay you really must not feel good if you're letting me be this close."

You don't really care who holds you, you'd even let Hoseok hold you right now. You just want someone to hold you.

You're lifted up by Namjoon and pulled onto his lap sideways, your shoulder against his chest.

You tuck your face into his neck, his rain scent surrounding you as you let your eyes close.

You listen to the conversations around the table, Hoseok still isn't allowed at the table with everyone.

You someone pulls your head out from Namjoon's neck and you whine loudly, voicing your displeasure with a soft grumble.

"Shh lovey, I just wanna take your temperature." Jin speaks softly to you as he slips a thermometer into your mouth.

You keep your eyes closed the whole time, tucking your face back in Namjoon's neck as soon as Jin takes the thermometer back.

"Yeah, its pretty high. We need to lower her temperature before it starts doing actual damage" You hear Namjoon say.

You're pulled from his neck again and this time you hiss. You want to be left alone.

"No, none of that." Namjoon scolds you gently. His tone is soft, not properly scolding you, more just telling you no. "We're trying to help you. We need to get your fever to go down, its bordering on dangerous right now."

You don't really hear what he's saying as your eyes snap open. You cant smell Yoongi anymore. He's not in here.

You frantically pull away from Namjoon, a little too quickly and you fall backward off the chair and hit your head on the chair next to his.

You barely feel it, quickly getting to your feet and looking around in a panic, your breathing erratic.

"Baby? What wrong?" Namjoon tries to talk to you but you ignore him. You run to Yoongi's room and he's not there. You run back through the house until you eventually find him as he's walking out of the bathroom.

You collide with his chest, tears rolling down your cheeks. He quickly lifts you up and holds you close to him. You wrap your legs around him.

"What kitten? What happened, hm? I'm right here, I just went to the bathroom. It's okay." He gently rubs your back, carrying you back into the dining room.

You cling to him. "Baby, crying is only gonna make your temperature rise. You need to calm down. What happened?" Namjoon looks concerned.

"I'm willing to bet she's got some pretty bad separation anxiety... she did this earlier too, only Jungkook found her and she was ripping out her hair while pacing in circles." Yoongi kisses your head.

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NAMJOON

Her temperature continued to rise even as we had her drinking cold water. We convinced her to eat a popsicle and that barely did anything.

We ended up putting her in a cold bath and we ended up with one unhappy omega. She would not stop crying and reaching for Yoongi. Yoongi felt so bad that he couldn't just hold her.

It took nearly an hour to get her fever down to a safe temperature. Yoongi lifts her out of the water and wraps her in the towel. She's still crying, glaring at me the whole time. Omegas hate the cold, they hate being cold, touching cold things, omegas and cold don't mix. I cant blame her for being mad, I just made her sit in cold water for an hour and kept telling her to stop shivering the entire time. Poor girl was absolutely miserable.

Yoongi takes her to her room and gets her dressed, bringing her downstairs afterward.

Yoongi hands her to me and I sit in the back of the car with her while Yoongi drives us to the hospital. I'm pretty sure she's sick from the infected cuts and of that's the case then we need to get her on some antibiotics as soon as possible.

I carry her into the hospital, she's asleep on my shoulder and we sit in the waiting room for a while. When its time to bring her back into a room she's still asleep so I once again carry her. I sit down on the bed with her and let her sleep for now, leaving her in my lap. Yoongi seems to feel left out because he climbs onto the bed as well and lays under my other arm so I'm in the middle.

I wish it was like this all the time. I need all my pups comfortable with me. I cant stand knowing my omega is still uncomfortable around me, even if she is getting better. My instincts have quieted for the first time in weeks and I can finally relax a little. Not much though as one of my pups are sick and that makes me worry.

The doctor comes in and takes her temperature and asks about her symptoms. I have to wake her up and she is less than thrilled. Grumbling and hissing at me. If it was any other member of the pack id be royally pissed, however at this point I'm just happy she feels comfortable enough to hiss at me. I remember the first time she did it she got up and ran, she was so scared of how id react.

I hand her her phone so she can talk and she completely ignores it, letting it fall into her lap as she snuggles back into my chest. My heart melts but unfortunately I cant let her sleep right now.

After a few minutes of trying to get her to answer the doctor I give up and tell them what I know and that I think its because of her infected wounds.

Honestly I think she might be slipping into omegaspace, which would explain why she's fighting me so hard and not responding very much.

I carefully pull her pants down enough for the doctor to see her wounds and I sigh, they look way worse.

The doctor and I talk for a few minutes then she comes over and removes all the dead tissue from her wounds. There's only a little bit but it still has to be taken off

"I highly recommend stitches" the doctor looks at me and I sigh.

I look down at her, I know if I tell her to do it right she'll say yes. But she cant consent to anything while in omegaspace and I know if she wasn't in this headspace then shed say no. I shake my head.

"I understand, however she doesn't want stitches" I smile sadly

The doctor gives me a weird look. "She needs stitches. You're her alpha, you need to make her."

My eyes narrow. "I don't need to make her do anything."

"Well if you were a good pack alpha you'd be looking after your pack, even if that means going against their wishes."

"Get the fuck out" I growl.

"What?" she looks at me like I'm the one who just insulted her.

"I said get the hell out, i want a different doctor. Or I can write some antibiotics for her myself if I have to. But you need to get out!"

"Joon c-" Yoongi tries but I interrupt him

"Don't."

He shuts up.

We get the doctor thing figured out and head back home. I carry her inside and take her to Yoongi's room. I try to lay her down in her nest but she wont let go of me. She whines and wraps her arms around my neck.

I don't want to get into her nest with her because again, she cant give proper consent and I know how special it is to be invited into an omegas nest.

"We're sleeping in the den it looks like" I smile at Yoongi and he nods, following me as I carry her into the den.

The rest of the pack is already sleeping. Jimin is laying on top of Taehyung, their arms wrapped around each other, like usual. Jungkook curled up against Jin's chest, and Hoseok isn't in here.

Yoongi lays down and i lay next to him, sandwiching her between the two of us. She squirms and whines for a few minutes before settling chest to chest with Yoongi, her back against my chest.

After a few seconds she starts to purr and my eyes widen. Her purr is raspy and choppy, broken. She must not have had a very happy childhood.

I frown, looking over at Yoongi.

"I know babe. I know." Yoongi squeezes my shoulder.

Her purring wakes up Jin since he's right next to us and he turns over, molding himself around Yoongi's back and going back to sleep.

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siriusly-yoongi · 11 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 15

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, suicidal thoughts, separation anxiety, self-harm,

Word count: 4193

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YOU

It's been about a week since you agreed to let the boys court you and the first thing you noticed was how much each of them wanted to touch you. They all seemed to look for any opportunity to brush past you or touch you "accidentally" in any way possible since the only one you allow to touch you regularly is Yoongi.

Your first courting gift was from Namjoon. It was a stuffed animal that holds onto scents. Its a stuffed bunny. It looks kind of like your other bunny. You really like bunnies. Its a darker gray with super soft fur and a little pink nose. It had pink inner ears and toe pads with long floppy ears. You absolutely love it. You had Yoongi scent it for you and you've slept with it since the night you got it.

Hoseok has been absolutely pissed all week. He's gotten significantly worse since finding out you're now officially part of their relationship.

Today he tormented you every chance he got. He started by making comments about your body, about being ugly and skinny and what not. That's fine, you can handle that. Then he started saying things about how you're taking Yoongi away from everyone and making the whole pack jealous. Making them feel left out and their instincts are all over the place because of you. You'll admit, that got to you a little.

Later on he started poking you about how you're the only one without a job and you're just taking their money and using them. That they're gonna get fed up with it sooner or later. Most omegas don't work so you know that shouldn't bother you but it does. After that he started to hit you with his shoulder when he walked by, or reach over and pinch you. He even tripped you as you walked past once.

He was acting like a teenage bully again and you hated it.

He crossed a line when he handed you a pack of razor blades and told you to "get out of his life". He didn't say it directly, but he was pretty much telling you to kill yourself. He was starting to really get to you.

Just now he listed off a bunch of reasons why the pack would be better off of you were gone and his words are repeating in your head.

You walk into Yoongi's room just as he's finishing getting dressed. "Jungkook asked me to sleep in the den tonight. I haven't slept in the den in weeks and the pack is getting restless without me there. Is that okay with you kitten?"

You take a deep breath and nod. You really just need Yoongi to hold you right now, but you'd feel selfish for asking. You've had Yoongi every night for weeks. You don't get to need him tonight.

He smiles and hugs you, kissing your forehead. "That's my girl."

You force a smile and he leaves the room. You watch as he leaves, following him and stopping in the hallway to the den. You see how excited the pack is to have him back with them. You see the way Jungkook cuddles up with him and you feel selfish.

You feel selfish because you cant seem to function without him lately. Whenever you're apart you get this intense feeling of anxiety and panic deep in your chest and you don't understand why. You're fine when he's right there, but as soon as he's out of sight, you're not.

What if he's never comes back? What if something happens and you never see him again. What if he realizes he's better off without you? What if he gets hurt? All these thoughts race around in your head anytime he's not in your line of sight.

You feel selfish, so you don't sleep in Yoongi's room. You don't think you deserve the comfort of your nest.

You lay in your bed, tossing and turning. You cant sleep. You cant breathe. You can't think straight. All you hear are Hoseok's words.

You grab the razor blades he gave you and lock yourself in the bathroom. Technically this was a courting gift from Hoseok. He still gave it to you, even if he did have ill intentions when he did it.

You take one of the razor blades out and roll up the sleeves of your hoodie. You don't normally go for your arms because they're harder to hide, but today it feels right.

You press the blade to your forearm and drag it across, hissing in pain as it slices into your skin. You create a nice little line of cuts going up your arm. Not making them too deep so when they scar they wont be raised angry scars.

You sigh, its not enough. They're not deep enough, but you don't want to go anywhere deeper on your arms.

You slide your pants off and slice open your thighs instead. Deep gaping wounds that bleed and bleed. They're deeper than the time Namjoon and Jimin made you get stitches. You hold pressure to them for nearly 45 minutes before the bleeding slows enough to put your pants back on. The floor is a bloody mess so you spend the next 15 minutes cleaning that up.

There's a bridge that's a little ways away from here. You could always jump off. Then the pack would go back to the way it was before they found you. They'd have Yoongi back all to themselves. Hoseok would be allowed back into the nest and they'd be a complete pack again. Without you.

You put the razor blades back in your room and head downstairs, you slip your shoes on and slip out the door. Its around 2 in the morning when you leave. You miss the way the door closing wakes Namjoon. The pack alpha is a light sleeper, he has to be to protect his pack. You missed Jin standing in the living room, silently watching in the darkness.

As you walk in the darkness your thighs burn and ache. The fabric of your hoodie is glued to your arms from the drying blood, and the fabric of your pants irritates the wounds on your thighs with every movement

Its a 3 hour walk to the bridge. You make it around 5. You didn't notice the figure that's been following you. You've been too lost in your own head.

You step up to the edge of the bridge and take a deep breath, but someone grabs the back of your holding and yanks you backward.

"NO!"

Jin? No no no, why is Jin here? Did he follow you? He must've seen you leave. Shit, shit, shit!

You're pulled back into his arms, your back against his chest. His arms are wrapped tightly around you and hes breathing heavily. You feel something wet land on your neck and roll down your skin. He's crying.

"Y/n... My love... no." He sounds devastated, absolutely destroyed.

"But Hoseok said that-" you don't know how you managed to speak. You're too numbed out to think about it, you suppose.

He cuts you off, his voice breaking. "Hoseok told you to do this?! He put this idea in your head!? Oh that boy is in so much trouble. I'm going to kill him i swear to god." Jin growls, the sound so deep that it makes your whole body feel cold and your heart drops. He sounds terrifying. He's angry, furious even.

He doesn't say anything else, but he keeps a tight grip on you the whole walk home. You get home around 8 and he brings you into the house. Namjoon is up, sitting in the living room.

"What happened? Where did she go? Why are you crying, Jin?" Namjoon sounds extremely concerned, Jin just pulls you closer.

Jin just shakes his head, sitting down on the couch and pulling you into his lap. You don't have the energy to fight him so you just slump against his chest. You're tired so you end up falling asleep

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You wake up surrounded by whiskey and dark chocolate. Yoongi.

Your eyes flutter open and you lift your head from his shoulder.

"What happened jagiya? I've never seen Jin look so upset. He had to go into work. He should be home soon now though it's almost 5, you slept all day."

You slept for 9 hours? Damn.

"What did you do to Jin? You brat." Hoseok grumbles from across the room. He gets slapped on the back of the head by Namjoon

You stay quiet and move away from Yoongi. Curling into yourself. Ignoring the sting in your thigh as you do.

"Kitten? Come here its okay." He tries to pull you back but you push him away

I'm keeping you from your pack

He turns and glares at Hoseok. Then looks back at you.

"You are my mate. Just like they are my mates. Yes, you've been with me more and they've seen less of me lately. But they all have each other. There are 8 of us now. They all have 5 other people to lean on as a group of 6 without me. You only trust me right now. You only have me to lean on. They are alphas. You are an omega. You need me. They want me, yes. But you need me. And I should not have left you alone like that last night. I'm sorry kitten." Yoongi grabs you and pulls you back into his arms.

That's where you stay until Jin gets home. As soon as he does he grabs you from Yoongi and hugs you tightly, ignoring when you tense up. He grabs your face and makes you look up at him.

"Never, and I mean never pull something like that again do you understand me. I don't care what we are doing or how busy we are. You come and find one of us. Do you understand me?" Jin's voice is stern, it freaks you out a little. You nod.

"Do you understand me?" He repeats.

"Yes" you whisper, your voice shaking.

"Good." He turns to Hoseok, "Get the hell out."

Hoseok looks taken aback. "What?"

"Jin." Namjoon warns.

"Don't you act like you don't know what you did! You put that idea into her head! You convinced her we'd be better off without her! She cares so much about our pack that she's willing to end her own life because she thinks it'll make our lives easier. And she believes that because of you! So get the hell out of this house!" Jin shouts.

Everyone goes silent.

"She tried to..." Jimin trails off.

"Yes. If I hadn't have followed her she would've jumped off that damn bridge." Jin's voice breaks and he pulls you into his chest again, resting his chin on top of your head.

"Why do you still smell like blood? Did you guys not investigate that!?" Jin grumbles at no one in particular.

"She's been asleep all day, she only woke up 20 minutes ago." Yoongi sighs "she didn't seem to be actively bleeding so we just let her sleep."

Jin pulls back and looks you over, seeing the blood on your sleeves and rolling them up. You yelp softly as he unsticks the fabric from the cuts, making them bleed again. He sighs, gently running his thumb over the cuts.

"Come on, let's go clean these."

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HOSEOK

I didn't think she'd actually do it to be fair. I don't want her to die. Unfortunately I do feel the mate bond and my instincts have been driving me insane for weeks now. Even though I wish I could just ignore her

It's been a few days since she went to the bridge and things have been tense. The pack wont interact with me. At all. I'm not allowed to eat with them, they wont let me hug them or kiss them. Nothing. Its driving me insane.

I just finished eating breakfast alone in my room and i head downstairs. I try and hug Namjoon and he shrugs me off.

"Please! I'm sorry okay! Just let me touch you again!" I plead, he just shakes his head.

"We gave you chance after chance Hoseok. We almost lost her because of you. Its not just gonna be brushed off this time."

"Please it's been 4 days and no one has touched me! I cant not touch my mates! You don't understand!"

"No. Hoseok, you don't understand! She's our mate too. We're courting her. She's our girlfriend. We all care about her just as much as we care about each other. If someone convinced one of us that the pack would be better of without them and one of us went to jump off a bridge you'd be fucking furious. If Jin hadn't have been there she would've been dead Hoseok! Dead! Not hurt, dead. We almost lost a mate. That would've destroyed all of us. And you can pretend you don't feel the bond but you do. I can tell. She's one of us. Get used to it. You're not an omega, you don't need physical affection to function." Namjoon snaps at me.

I stay quiet. I know there's nothing i can really say to that. I fucked up. They don't even know about the razor blades I gave her. I cringe thinking about it.

"What else did you do? I see that look on your face. What the hell did you do?" He grumbles.

"I.. I gave her a pack of blades.. and told her to get out of my life..." I look down.

He exhales sharply. "I appreciate your honesty, but you're an awful person" he shakes his head and walks away from me.

I sigh and head outside, everyone's in the pool except Namjoon, Yoongi, and Y/n.

Yoongi and Y/n are laying in lounge chairs around the pool. What strikes me as odd is the omega is wearing pants. Its hot as hell outside. I don't say anything about it though.

I sit down at the edge of the pool and stick my feet in. No one acknowledges me.

After a few minutes i sigh and get up, making sure to pull her hair as I walk past. If I have to suffer, so does she.

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As I'm laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, there's a knock on my door. I groan and get up to answer it.

I'm shocked to find the omega standing there.

"What do you want?" I grumble, glaring at her.

She holds up 2 flower crowns. It looks like she made them. One is made of dandelions and the other is made up of daisies.

I take them from her, looking down at them in my hands.

You seemed sad and you talk a lot about flowers so I figured you'd like some.

Her phone speaks for her.

She looks down sheepishly and my heart softens, just a little.

"Thank you, Y/n. They're very pretty." My tone is filled with disbelief. She's trying to cheer me up? Why?

I wanna show you something

She looks nervous, scared almost. I'm not surprised, she has every right to fear me.

"Lead the way, I guess." I mumble, setting the flower crowns down on my bed.

She leads me out into the backyard then out into the woods. She walks for a while, looking back occasionally to make sure I'm still following.

After about 10 minutes of walking we come to a clearing absolutely filled with wildflowers.

The colors are gorgeous and I cant help but smile.

"You wanted to show this to me? Why not Yoongi?" I ask

Yoongi doesn't care about flowers

"But I do." I whisper, still in disbelief. I'm supposed to be courting her, I should be the one thinking of her and bringing her to places like this, not the other way around.

She nods, smiling at me.

I'm sorry you're stuck with me as your mate. I never meant to come between you and your pack. I talked to Namjoon, I convinced him to let you stay in the house. I asked him to let you touch him again but he said no. I'm sorry.

"You tried to get him to allow me to touch him?"

She nods

Touch is important to you

"How... how did you know that?" My eyes narrow.

I can see it on your face. Your eyes light up anytime you're touching one of them. You look so much happier when Jin plays with your hair and when Namjoon let's you sit on his lap. You smile brighter when you kiss Jungkook and when Yoongi wraps his arms around you. You like to be touched.

No one has ever noticed so much about be before without me having to tell them. None of my pack figured out i didn't cope well without physical affection. It got to the point where I was harming myself, like she is, before Taehyung noticed something was wrong. We all had a talk and I realized I had been expecting them to read my mind, all I needed to do was ask. But I have trouble asking for things. I'm still afraid of being rejected. I have my old omega to blame for that.

Not a single member of my pack noticed, but this little omega did.

I look at her, like properly look at her for the first time. This whole time I've seen her as something to hate, someone who would take advantage of the people I love. So I've only seen her as ugly and cruel and mean. I never took the time to properly look at her.

She's actually really pretty. She's got the most beautiful eyes that sparkle in the sun and this long hair that goes all the way down her back. She has glass like skin and the cutest little nose. And she's tiny. The top of her head only goes to my chin, if that.

Suddenly I feel like a monster.

I sigh and sit down on the grass, she sits a little ways away from me.

"You're not like her" I mumble, pulling at the grass.

She tilts her head

"Taehyung and I found each other when we were teenagers, not long after we both presented. He was 13 i was 15. We met in school. We figured out we were mates and we stuck together. When he turned 16 we found an omega. She was the sweetest person id ever met. Until she wasn't. She started stealing money from us. She'd get in trouble with the police and Tae and I would get in trouble because we were her alphas. She'd beg for sex even when we weren't in the mood, and she wouldn't stop until one of us gave un and just did it anyway to shut her up. She'd lie about who she was with and shed go out with other alphas. Then she became verbally abusive. She broke us both down to the point neither of us had any self-worth left. She had us convinced no one else would want us as their alphas. That she was doing us a favor by settling for us. She took and took and took until we had nothing left to give her. She used us. I know, 2 alphas being manipulated and abused by an omega. Its pathetic. But that's how it was. For 2 years. Then one night she walked out with no explanation no warning. She just left. I don't think i ever fully recovered from it. We met Jimin shortly after that and He and Tae just clicked. And suddenly I was the odd one out. Because Jimin and Tae, god they're made for each other. They adore one another and their bond is strong. Stronger than even Namjoon and Jin's bond. You know how when you complete the mating bond sometimes you get special perks? Like some people can feel each other's emotions or communicate with each other through their minds. Jimin and Tae could feel each others emotions before they even had mating bites. Jimin and Tae are something special. But back to my original point... you're nothing like she was... and I'm sorry I labeled you like her without giving you a proper chance."

She just stares at me for a minute, clearly unsure of what to say. So I continue.

"I always thought all omegas would be the same. And I don't think i can look at you and not see her. Not yet. Not overnight. But I'll try and be better. I promise." I mean it when I promise this.

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YOONGI

Y/n hasn't answered her phone in over 2 hours and neither has Hoseok. No one saw them leave but we assume they're together. We have no idea what he's doing with her but we assume it isn't good. Namjoon is pacing around the house, grumbling to himself.

Another 20 minutes pass before the back door opens and Hoseok walks in, alone.

"Where is she?" Namjoon growls, Hoseok looks caught off guard.

"She's out in her shed Jesus Christ" Hoseok growls back

Namjoon rushes past him to go check on her.

"What did you do this time?" Jin grumbles.

"I didn't do anything!" Hoseok gets all defensive.

Namjoon comes back in, tugging her along by her wrist, she looks annoyed. Glaring up at him.

"She seems fine" Namjoon sighs

Hoseok looks at us with a "told you so" look on his face

"You two were gone for 2 and a half hours. Hoseok you've tried to hurt her way too many times for us to assume this was innocent" Namjoon crosses his arms

"We talked." Hoseok shrugs.

She nods

I'm fine you guys

None of us buy it, but no one pushes further. If she says she's fine then we'll have to take her word for it. I just really hope she isn't lying about what happened.

Later that night she walks into my room, looking completely terrified.

I need to talk to Namjoon but I'm scared he's gonna be mad at me

"Why would he be mad, kitten?" I sit down on the edge of my bed, putting my hands on her waist and pulling her between my legs.

Cause I promised to tell you guys and I didn't

My heart sinks, she could only be talking about the self harm, that's the only thing we asked her to tell us about.

"When, jagi?" I take a deep breath.

The same night I did my arms

"Kitten," I sigh softly "why didn't you tell us babe?"

Because I don't want stitches. It can heal on its own i know it will take longer but its my body. Namjoon wouldn't let me leave the hospital until I got stitches last time. He made me get them and I didn't like it

I take a deep breath, gently kissing her cheek. "How about this, I'll go get him and he can come take a look. I'll make sure he doesn't force you to do anything, okay?"

She nods.

I stand up and she sits down where I was sitting. I smile and make my way out of my room and into the den. Namjoon is snuggled up with Jungkook, both of them nearly asleep.

"Joon." I shake his shoulder.

He growls softly at me, keeping his eyes closed.

I shake him again. "I need to talk to you."

He growls again "in the morning."

"Joon its about the omega."

That gets his attention and he carefully pulls away from Jungkook and gets up, pushing me out of the den and into the hallway.

"Is she okay? What's the matter?" He's awake now, his voice worried.

"She came to me and said she wanted to talk to you but she was too scared. I convinced her to talk to you but you have to promise not to force her to do anything. Its her body Joon."

"Did she hurt herself again? If she needs stitches I'm making her get stitches Yoongi." He starts to walk off but I grab his arm and pull him back.

"Namjoon, this is why she didn't come to you when she first did it. She did it a few days ago and was too afraid to come to you because she knew you'd force her to get stitches. If you want her to come to you about it you have to show her she can trust you to let her make her own choices. If she's actively bleeding and absolutely needs stitches then I agree, make her do it. But if its just to make it heal faster and scar less, then it should be her choice. Its her body babe, and as much as id prefer she heals quickly and safely, its not my choice."

He sighs and looks down at me. He's quiet for a few seconds before nodding.

"Alright. I promise I won't force her to get stitches. But I will force her to go to the hospital if I think it's necessary."

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She wants to be saved chapter 14

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, PTSD, torture,

Word count: 3502

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YOU

You've successfully avoided eating all together for 3 days. Now its Friday night and Namjoon isn't letting you leave the table.

"Why aren't you eating. You've avoided good for the past 3 days"

Cause Hoseok said I look gross and I look like I've gained weight

The deep growls that come from around the table make you flinch. Yoongi stands up, picks you up, and brings you to his room.

"Stay here." He growls, slamming his door as he walks back into the kitchen

You hear yelling. Lots of yelling. You curl up in your nest, whining softly to yourself because Yoongi isn't in it. You don't like be separated from Yoongi. Even if he's just in the other room.

He comes back after a little while and picks you back up. You've gotten used to being carried by now. You have your blanket wrapped around you and you nuzzle your face into his neck, rubbing your cheek over his shoulder.

He rumbles softly, the alpha equivalent of a purr, and you smile. He carries you out into the living room and sits down with you in his lap. You can hear everyone else talking but you're not paying close enough attention to decipher anything that's being said.

You're working on trying to talk again. But so far you've only managed to speak those two times.

"You never sleep in the den with us anymore" you hear Jungkook complaining

Yoongi nudges you and you whine.

"Why don't you build a nest in the den for everyone"

You lift your head and glare at him. How dare he even suggest you build a nest for people you don't consider pack. You barely nest as it is and he wants you to give away one of your precious nests to people you're only just starting to trust. How dare he.

"Okay, okay. That's a no. It was just a suggestion." He laughs, rubbing your back.

"No fair! She's our mate too and you're hogging her! You get a nest, you get to sleep with her and shower with her, she's always in your lap and following you around, meanwhile the rest of us are going crazy because our instincts wont settle down knowing she isn't eating properly and she's afraid of us! Your instincts are sated because you get to love on her and take care of her! The distance from not allowing the bond to form properly is bordering on painful. It isn't fair Yoongi!" Jungkook whines. Namjoon gives him a look.

"Babe, it's not Yoongi's fault she warmed up to him first. She's making progress. She let me sleep out in the shed with the two of them and she said my name the other day. She'll get there, I promise. You just have to be patient." Namjoon pulls Jungkook into his lap.

You feel guilty. You don't mean to favor Yoongi. He was the only one who wasn't pushy at the beginning, and you gravitated toward him because of that. You've been trying to branch out a little. You've been trying to get closer to Namjoon, but it's a slow process. You've accepted that they aren't going to hurt you, well besides Hoseok. You don't flinch when they come near you anymore. Well sometimes you do but you've been way better. You thought that would make them happy. You thought that was progress.

You're broken out of your thoughts when Jungkook grabs you from Yoongi "I want a turn." He grumbles. You freak out, thrashing and trying to get away.

"Jungkook!" Namjoon scolds him, Jungkook just gets up and runs upstairs with you, locking you guys inside his room.

He sets you down on his bed and backs away. You get up and immediately go to leave his room, but he grabs your arm, stopping you. You hiss at him and he looks hurt.

"I just want you to trust me" he looks defeated, but lets you go.

You hiss at him one more time to prove a point then run out of the room.

In your rush to ger back down to Yoongi, you miss a step and tumble down the stairs. You hit your chin and accidentally bite through your lip. You yelp and Taehyung must've been closest because he rushes over to you first.

The metallic taste of blood coats your tongue and you make a disgusted face.

Taehyung picks you up and brings you over to Yoongi, setting you next to him.

"You're bleeding jagi, let me see." He uses his thumb to pull your lip down and look at it. He sighs.

"You bit through your lip kitten." You already knew that, you felt it. You nod.

Jimin brings you a wet cloth and a popsicle. Yoongi takes the cloth and gently wipes your lip, making you hiss in pain. "Sorry babes" he kisses your forehead. He finishes wiping your mouth then Jimin hands you the popsicle.

You take a deep breath, there's only like 15 calories in this, you'll be fine, you tell yourself. As soon as it touches your lip you yelp, it stings.

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You're wearing a purple and black two-piece bathing suit with a white dress over top of it.

You decide to be brave, grabbing your brush and hair elastics and heading to Jin's room. You knock on the door and wait. He opens it after a few seconds, wearing just swim trunks and no shirt. Truthfully you're just stalling, you're afraid to go anywhere near the pool. The rest of the boys are setting out lounge chairs and whatever else they got for the deck and blowing up pool toys.

Jin looks down at you with a surprised look, he clearly wasn't expecting you to knock on his door.

"What do you need, lovey?" He smiles at you.

You take a deep breath and hold up your brush, keeping your eyes down.

He makes a soft noise then takes your brush. "Can I braid it?" He asks excitedly

You nod.

He has you sit on his bed and he sits behind you.

"I gotta touch you to do this. You're okay with that?"

You smile at his concern for your comfort and nod.

He brushes through your hair and you tense up at first when he touches your head, but relax after a few seconds. He's your mate. He wont hurt you. You have to remind yourself.

He separates your hair in half and starts braiding one side, tying it off with a small elastic, then he does the same on the other side. Your trembling slightly by the end, this was really out of your comfort zone and you're on edge. But you did it.

Jin runs out of the room and you hear him squealing "SHE LET ME BRAID HER HAIR JOONIE SHE LET ME BRAID HER HAIR!" you giggle and follow him downstairs.

The pool is about 5 feet deep, you're not much taller than that. Meaning the water wont be over your head, but it will be over your nose if you stand on flat on your feet. All the boys will have their whole heads above the water. You wont. And you cant swim.

You head outside, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook are already in the pool splashing around. Jungkook is on a unicorn floatie while Jimin has a donut inner tube. Taehyung has a pool noodle and Hoseok is just swimming. Yoongi is laying on a lounge chair on the deck, and Namjoon and Jin are sitting on the edge of the pool with their feet in.

You pull off your dress and immediately hear a gasp. "Woah."

You look over to see Jungkook with wide eyes, staring at you.

"Kook don't state at her" Namjoon kicks water at Jungkook, who just laughs.

"Look at her though! She's so pretty!"

Everyone looks over at you and you're suddenly very self conscious. You cover your body with your arms, whining.

"You do look really pretty with your hair up like that" Jimin smiles at you. You just whine again, not liking all their eyes on you.

"She's too skinny. She's like a stick. I can literally see her hip bones and every single one of her ribs. Her butt looks good though" Hoseok laughs. Namjoon tells him off. you notice a rock and you grab it, going up onto the deck and moving to throw it at Hoseok. Yoongi grabs your wrist before you can.

"No. We don't throw rocks at people." He scolds you like you're a toddler, but the whole time he's trying not to laugh.

Yes we do

He takes your phone away so you cant "talk" and you pout.

You so wish you could talk just to prove a point but when you try, no sound comes out.

You sit down on the edge of the pool and slowly stick your feet in.

After a lot of convincing from Jungkook and Jimin, you climb onto a raft. You're on edge the whole time, scared you'll fall into the water. Taehyung stands beside you the whole time.

"Can you swim." Namjoon asks as he slides into the water, Jin following after him.

You shake your head.

"Well then I'll teach you" You hear Hoseok but have no time to register before your raft is flipped over and you're under the water. You're only underneath the water for a couple seconds before Taehyung grabs you and lifts your head back above the water. But that was enough to trigger the flashbacks and you're being held under the water.

Your chest feels tight and you're running out of air, it hurts, burns. The water stings your eyes as you thrash in their grips, only it makes no difference. You're at their mercy and no matter what you do you cant overpower them.

Just as your body goes to force you to take a breath you're pulled from the water and given a few seconds to catch your breath. You gasp and choke, sobbing as you try to stay calm and just breathe. You're pushed back under the water, your head bouncing off the bottom of the bathtub.

You scratch at the wrists of the alpha that's holding you down, gathering his blood under your nails from scratching so hard. You're pulled out of the water only to be hit across the face.

"You want me to mark you omega? Sink my teeth into that little neck of yours? Your pack wont want you then will they?"

You whimper, still gasping to catch your breath only to be pushed right back under the water

"Omega. Come back. Breathe." The voice is deep, deeper than any of the boys but you listen. You have to. Your eyes refocus and you're face to face with Namjoon.

He used his alpha voice on you.

But the concerned look on his face stops you from being afraid. Namjoon isn't the type to abuse it like that, he must've had a good reason.

You're being held against Yoongi's chest, Namjoon is sat on the edge of the chair by Yoongi's feet, and Jin is to your left. The rest of the boys are still in the pool but they're all still.

You're breathing heavily and you have tears wetting your cheeks. Yoongi has his hand on the side of your head, holding it to his chest, his chin on top of your head. You can feel yourself shaking.

Taehyung has deep red scratches across his face and chest, and teeth marks on his shoulder. Namjoon's wrists are all scratched up, blood beading on his skin and mixing with the water droplets that still cover his body.

Did you do that? Namjoon must see where your eyes are because he shakes his head. "It's okay baby. You didn't mean to. We know that."

Your body feels exhausted all of a sudden, you just feel drained.

"You scared us kitten. We were trying to get you to respond for 10 minutes but it was like you didn't recognize us." Yoongi let's out a breath and you can feel his heart racing.

You look at him and notice he also has scratches on his chest. You sniffle and move to press your lips against the scratches, knowing full well it wont make it better. He just grins.

"There's our sweet girl." Jin smiles, moving your braids behind your shoulders.

"What happened Babygirl? You were screaming. I don't think I've ever heard you scream like that" Namjoon keeps his hand on your leg, clearly wanting you in his arms and not Yoongi's.

Yoongi hands you your phone.

The bathtub

"What?" Namjoon looks at you confused.

They held me under in the bathtub until I almost drowned then pulled me up. I scratched at the guy but he kept his hands on my head and my face. Felt like it was happening again. Sorry I didn't realize it was you guys

Namjoon looks guilty "Shit I had my hands on your face when I was trying to get you to look at me. I'm so sorry baby."

You reach out and take one of his hands, pressing your lips to the scratches on his wrist for a few seconds before pulling away and cuddling back up with Yoongi.

You're so tired. Jimin lays a towel over you and your eyes flutter closed

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YOONGI

I open my eyes with a groan as someone presses a wet kiss to my lips, water dripping onto my face. It's Taehyung, his hair dripping onto my face as he leans over me.

"What do you want?" I grumble, pushing him away "stop it you're getting me all wet"

"Y/n got you all wet and you didn't get mad!" He argues playfully.

"Yeah well she isn't a grown ass alpha. She's a little omega.. wait did we ever ask her how old she is?" My eyes widen as I realize I don't know her age. I actually don't know much about her at all now that I think about it.

"I mean i know she's younger than Jungkook. But how much younger?" Taehyung laughs, laying across my legs. "I haven't gotten to cuddle with you in over a month babe. I need your love" he whines like a child.

His whining wakes the sleeping omega and she whines, lifting her head.

She lays on me for another few minutes while Tae and I talk then she gets up and walks over to the pool ladder. The rest of the pack has gone inside to have lunch, its just Tae and I and her outside right now.

I watch as she slowly climbs into the water, tensing up once the water gets up to her chest. She holds onto the ladder tightly. I don't know how I feel about her being in there alone when she cant swim and she panics when water gets near her head. I know she's trying to face her trauma right now, but id feel more comfortable if we were in the pool with her. As much as I don't want to get wet, i decide to get in with her.

I pull my shirt off and move over to the edge of the pool, sliding in and walking over toward her. Tae also gets back in the water.

"Want me to hold you, kitten?" I offer. She hesitantly reaches out to me. I grab her under the arms and hold her on my side like she's a small child. She wraps her arms around my neck.

She giggles, scooping up water with her hands and getting my hair wet. I roll my eyes, knowing better than to splash her back. I grab a pool noodle and slide it under her arms.

"I'm gonna let go of you okay, this will keep you up. You gotta kick your feet to move around." I figure she already knows this, but I tell her anyway just in case.

We swim around for a little while and she does really good, but eventually it starts to rain and we decide to get out. I don't want her to ger rain all over her face and freak out again.

We run into the house, all three of us laughing. We stand in the kitchen, dripping wet, much to Jin's displeasure.

"You're getting water all over my kitchen! Into the bath, all three of you. Upstairs let's go" Jim herds us all into the bathroom and runs the bath.

"Keep your suit on." I give Tae a stern look and he nods.

Jin likes to groom his mates, which is something omegas are known for. Honestly we're all a little surprised Jin isn't secretly an omega.

Once the bath is full Jin herds Tae into it first, then he has me climb in next. The tub is made to fit multiple people, its made for packs. Getting Y/n into the bath wasn't gonna be as easy.

I can see the panic written across her face

"Come sit with me Jagiya, I wont let you go under the water. I promise." I reach out to her. She hesitates but slowly she inches closer and then climbs in. She sits on my lap sideways, her shoulder against my chest, her head on my shoulder.

Our bathtub has a shower head sprayer thing on it which makes our lives a million times easier. Jin starts with Tae, washing his hair and scrubbing him down then rinsing him off. He has tar climb out of the tub then Jin dries his hair for him and wipes his body down with the towel too. Tae wraps the towel around his waist then pulls his shorts off before leaving the bathroom and leaving the three of us.

"You didn't get too much chlorine in your hair so you don't need to wash it, can I just rinse it for you?" Jin asks her quietly. Her grip on my tightens and she shakes her head

"How about Yoongi does it then?"

She nods.

I carefully rinse her hair, going slow and making sure not to get any in her face. Her hair is still in braids so it takes longer to rinse out. She doesn't freak out until the very end. I don't know what sets her off. Maybe she just reached her limit for what she could tolerate for the day. But she abruptly jerks her head away.

"Yoongi. Yoongi!" She panics and I quickly set the sprayer down and pull her into my chest.

"It's okay kitten, I'm all done. You did so well hm? You're getting so much better" I shush her softly.

"You were such a good girl, letting alpha rinse your hair." Jin adds on, and she lets out a breath, relaxing.

Something about what Jin said really resonated with her cause she immediately calmed down.

I wash her body then rinse her off and she gets out. She dries herself off, leaving her bathing suit on for now underneath her towel.

"Alright she's seen you naked before. Strip." Jin orders and I laugh, looking over at her to make sure shes comfortable with that. She nods.

As Jin is washing my hair, she starts shivering. "Go change kitten, we'll be right here" I urge her to change into dry clothes. She nods again and leaves the bathroom.

"Her voice is the sweetest thing, oh my god!" Jin gushes while rinsing my hair, his fingers massaging over my scalp.

I pick up the body wash to wash myself and he slaps my hands. "Nuh uh, my job."

"Jin I don't wan-"

"Shush your mouth and let me clean you damn it." He cuts me off.

I shake my head and let him wash my body for me. He sprays me off then drains the water, pulling me out of the tub.

He insists on drying me off himself so I just let him. He dries my hair as I wrap a towel around my waist.

I head to my room and get dressed.

Once I'm dressed i comb through my hair real quick and head upstairs to find Y/n. She didn't come back after she went to get dressed.

I don't find her in her room so I head back downstairs and look around. She's sitting on the couch, looking down at her lap.

I sit down and pull her into my lap, something isn't right. Before i get to ask her what's wrong Namjoon walks over and crouches down in front of her.

He gently takes her hands and i smile, knowing what he's gonna say. We talked about it last night.

"So, Y/n. Would you allow us to court you? Officially." He looks nervous.

That would mean were officially together. It essentially would make her our girlfriend until she gets marked, then she becomes pack.

She swallows hard, looking over at me. I smile at her. Honestly I'm nervous too, afraid she might reject us.

"Ye-Yes" she whispers, stuttering a little.

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siriusly-yoongi · 13 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 13

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, depression, panic, PTSD, negative comments about weight and scars,

Word count: 2921

I do not know how to build a deck. I did my best to describe it after watching way too many YouTube videos and the stuff I remember from building our deck. There's a high chance I got some things wrong. I know it's shorter but it's the second chapter I wrote today

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YOU

The pool takes a few days to fill, then a few more days to balance out the chemicals, but now its finally filled and the pump is running with the chemicals balanced. Its gonna take a while to heat up enough to swim in comfortably though. For you anyway, omegas run cold, so they can nest and burrow without overheating. Alphas run hot and can probably handle a colder pool than you can.

You're currently hiding out in your little shed, wrapped up in blankets watching a movie.

You're having another bad day, the heaviness has settled in your chest and it's making your limbs feel like they're made of lead. You just feel empty.

After a little while you pull yourself off the mattress and go to see what the boys are doing. You find Yoongi and Jimin working on building a deck for the pool.

They've already measured and marked the ground with spray paint where the posts are going to go. It looks like they're gonna build the deck going three quarters of the way around the pool.

They're currently working on digging the holes for the posts. Digging a bunch of 3 foot deep holes by hand is difficult, and it takes a lot of time. You decide to help, and you get winded very quickly, having to sit down and take lots of breaks. It takes 2 hours to dig all the holes, and by then, you're all sweaty and dirty.

The next thing we have to do is fill each hole with some concrete. Jimin gets a wheelbarrow while Yoongi grabs bags of concrete and pours it into the wheelbarrow. They mix up the concrete with water and start pouring some into the holes. They have mix up a few bags to do all the holes but eventually they get them all. They wont let you help because they say the concrete can burn your skin. Omegas skin is more sensitive.

You have to wait until the next day for the concrete to set.

It's currently 9 pm and you're trying to take a shower. Yoongi is here with you again and like last time you manage to wash your body, but as soon as you try and get your head wet you freak out again.

"If I get in with you do you think that would help?" He asks once you finally calm back down.

Your hair is dirty and sweaty, you know you need to wash it. You nod.

"Would you rather i keep my clothes on? I don't want to make you uncomfortable." You smile a little, he's so considerate.

You know how uncomfortable wet clothes are and you don't want him to be uncomfortable either so you shake your head.

You'd be lying if you said your eyes aren't glued to him as he undresses. He just watches you watch him with an affectionate smile on his face. When he takes his pants off your eyes widen and you quickly look away. He smirks, laughing loudly, making your cheeks heat up.

"You're allowed to look, you know"

You whine. You're mates but you're not together yet. Not officially anyway.

He continues to laugh at you while he steps into the shower with you and sits down behind you. He takes the shower head down, well one of them, the shower has multiple.

You shift around for a few minutes before you eventually end up between his legs with your back to him.

'"I'm gonna start with just the ends of your hair okay?" You nod

He gathers your hair behind you and puts his hand behind it so the water won't hit your neck or your back.

You tense up but you do okay until he moves up your hair and the water hits the back of your neck. You jerk away from him and he immediately puts the shower head down, pulling you flush against his chest.

"Breathe jagiya. Just breathe." You turn so your sitting sideways, your shoulder against his chest. You lay your head on his chest, your breathing shaky.

He rubs your back and kisses the side of your head until you calm down.

Then you try again. You stay pressed against his chest this time and it helps a lot. He manages to get all of your hair wet. He washes your hair for you. You whine when you have to lift your head from his chest and he just smiles at you.

"I'm gonna rinse your hair now, okay?"

You nod, and he starts at the bottom again, slowly making his way up. All is going well, all things considered at least. You're shaking, and you're super tense, digging your nails into Yoongi's thigh, but otherwise, it's going okay. Until it isn't. He's almost done when he accidentally tilts the shower head just a little too much and water gets in your face. Immediately you're in tears, screaming and panicking. You both try and shove Yoongi away and pull him closer. He just holds you tightly while you panic.

"Shh you're okay. Its just me. You're with me"

You calm down after a few minutes and he kisses your forehead.

"I have to get the shampoo out of your hair kitten. Do you want to do it slowly or do you want me to just do it and get it over with?"

You nod

"Just get it over with?"

You nod again.

This time when you start to freak out, he doesn't stop here just continues, ignoring your screams and attempts to shove him away. You don't know when he finishes rinsing your hair, just that at some point the water was turned off and you're being held to his chest. His grip on you is tight, his heart is racing just as fast as yours.

"I'm sorry kitten, its done now babes its all done" he shushes you, gently rocking you a little to try and calm you down.

Someone knocks on the door.

"Is everything okay, we can hear her freaking out" its Namjoon. You recognize their voices by now. You're still sobbing, you cant breathe. You can still feel the wet towel over your face preventing you from taking in a breath.

"She's okay Joon." Yoongi calls back

"Can I come in, I need to make sure she's okay. Please." You can hear the desperation in his voice

You shake your head, whining.

"She said no Joon"

"Please. I need to see that she's okay" he sounds panicked

"Hold on" Yoongi calls back then stands up, lifting you out of the shower. He wraps a towel around his waist then wraps a towel around your body, setting you on the counter. He steps away to open the door and that only adds to the panic bubbling in your chest. Namjoon comes in and rushes over to you taking your face in his hands and checking you over.

You don't like this, you don't want him touching you. You hiss at him, still struggling to take a proper breath.

By now Yoongi has put his bottoms back on. He comes back over and pushes Namjoon away which gets him growled at.

"I know, babe. One of your pups is upset. But you're making it worse, my love. You gotta back off." Yoongi picks you back up and tucks your face into his neck. Namjoon stands there awkwardly.

Yoongi takes exaggerated breaths until you start to copy him and your breathing goes back to normal. Once you stop crying Namjoon also calms back down.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what that was. I just. I needed to physically see that she was okay. Also why were you in the shower with her? Why was she screaming? I mean you're mates and you two are welcome to have sex and what not but why was she screaming?" Namjoon rambles and Yoongi laughs.

"Okay first of all we weren't fucking. She's just traumatized from being waterboarded. She can't handle water getting anywhere near her head or face. I had to rinse the soap out of her hair and she said go just get it over with so even while she panicked I quickly rinsed her hair. It was hard to watch" Yoongi's voice cracks.

You feel guilty.

Yoongi kisses your cheek, somehow able to tell. "Its not your fault kitten. Don't you feel bad for something you can't control."

He gets you dressed, swatting your hands away when you try and do it yourself. Then he carries you down to his room and lays you in your nest. Namjoon follows and stands at the foot of the bed.

"Am i allowed in your nest kitten?" Yoongi smiles, already knowing the answer but asking anyway. You nod and he climbs in next to you. There is room for a third person, but you make no moves to invite Namjoon and he doesn't ask.

Namjoon sleeps on the floor of Yoongi's room that night.

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You wake up to Namjoon's alarm, not used to sleeping through it like the rest of the pack. You whine loudly, waking Yoongi up.

"Sorry!" Namjoon whisper yells, you huff, Yoongi laughs.

Its 4:30 in the morning. Way too early. You roll back into Yoongi's chest and go back to sleep.

The next time you wake up its when Yoongi shakes you awake. You wrap your arms around his neck, making him carry you. You're feeling clingy today.

Yoongi sits down at the table with you on his lap, your eyes are still closed.

"Is she even able to talk?" You hear Hoseok mutter.

"Yes." Yoongi answers with a bit of a warning growl in his tone

"Has she spoken to you?" Hoseok crosses his arms.

"She said my name"

"What!? When!? Why didn't you tell us!?" Namjoon stands up

"She only spoke because she was so panicked and I didn't want you guys pushing her to speak. She hasn't spoken since" Yoongi tries to feed you half a cherry as he speaks, you accept it.

Jin took the pits out of your cherries for you. It would seem Jin also enjoys babying you. You don't mind too much.

You end up finishing your fruit this morning and Yoongi kisses your cheek "good girl jagiya. I'm very proud of you"

"Why not just kiss him on the lips, you're already stealing my mates why not make out with them too" Hoseok mutters

Feeling bold today, you grab your phone.

I mean I've seen his dick and showered with him so, I don't think either of us would be bothered by making out

Everyone's heads snap in your direction. Namjoon and Yoongi just laugh.

"We cant even touch you! No fair!" Jungkook whines like a child who's about to throw a fit. You giggle.

"To be fair, it wasn't exactly under romantic circumstances. Turns out when she was attacked, they waterboarded her. She panics anytime water touches her face or her head" Yoongi adds. The rest of the pack that didn't know about that yet growl. Even Hoseok's eyes narrow, just a little.

After breakfast you get dressed in a tank top and shorts since it's hot and you put your hair up so it doesn't get dirty today. You don't want to have to wash it again.

As soon as you walk downstairs Hoseok loudly points out your scars "You really ruined your body you know. They're so ugly, you look like you were mauled by a bear." He snickers, amusement written all over his face. "Oh it looks like you've gained some weight too. Gross."

You're extremely insecure about your scars and your weight. It immediately ruins your good mood. You know you haven't gained weight. You've been checking every day on the scale. But maybe you look like you have. You are a bit bloated. Oh god you must look huge right now Hoseok is right.

Silent tears roll down your cheeks and He smiles proudly as he walks off. Everyone else is either outside already or have left for work. Jungkook and Yoongi are the ones home today. And Hoseok. You head outside with your arms folded over your stomach. Yoongi notices immediately and runs over, pulling you into his arms.

"What happened? What did he do?" You just shaken your head, sniffling.

You cry for a few minutes then pull yourself together and pull away from Yoongi. You're not gonna let him get to you. But those words keep repeating in your head.

You sit down on the porch swing and watch Yoongi and Jungkook work on the deck. They're checking to make sure the concrete has hardened all the way.

Once they do that, they put the posts in each hole and screw in horizontal boards around the outside to create a frame for the deck boards to rest on. Then along the edge of the pool they use smaller boards to they can make the deck curve. Then they have the outside frame done.

After that they fill the holes in with dirt and tamp it down really good. Then they reinforce where any of the wood beams meet with metal plates. And bolt the posts into place.

They add a center beam going horizontally along the width of the deck then they screw on a bunch of metal pieces to hold up the wood pieces. Then they slot a piece of wood into each metal plate and screw them in.

Next they add the outside frame for the steps, then they lay a piece of wood across each ledge of the stair frame and screw them down to make the stairs.

You help them lay the beam tape, which goes over every single piece of wood where the decking is going to lay.

They put the decking around the edges first, then they lay the decking over top of the wood pieces and screw them down. Now you can walk on the deck.

They worked through lunch and by now its almost 5 pm.

You don't eat anything during dinner, choosing instead to curl up in your shed with your blue blanket.

You end up falling asleep out there.

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NAMJOON

It's Wednesday so I don't have to work until tonight, but I end up waking up around the same time anyway just because my body is used to it

I leave the den and go to get some coffee only to find Yoongi already up.

I walk over and wrap my arms around him, pressing a quick kiss to his lips. "Why are you awake babe? You're never up this early."

"Y/n didn't come to bed... couldn't sleep." He yawns, sleepily swiping at his eyes.

I smile, the two of them are definitely pack now. "Let's go check on her, yeah?"

He nods and takes my hand. I lead him out into the backyard and carefully open the door to the shed. Its probably not safe for her to sleep out here alone. I'm not gonna let her do this again it isn't safe.

The sound of the door opening wakes her up and she sits up, clearly disoriented.

"Its just us baby, go back to sleep. Yoongi was missing you last night" I smile. She reaches out for Yoongi, keening softly.

Yoongi heads over and crawls onto the mattress with her, she immediately snuggles into him, rubbing her cheek over his chest.

Id be lying if I said I wasn't jealous, just a little. I turn to leave and she whines.

"You want me to stay?" I ask

She holds out a blanket and a pillow to me and I smile. I lay down on the floor and go back to sleep

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I wake up to Yoongi trying to pull me onto the mattress. Half asleep in move onto the mattress with him.

My eyes open and I look around, trying to figure out where the hell i am. Oh yeah, the shed. Yoongi is awake next to me, on his phone laid on his back. Y/n is half asleep with her head on his chest. She rubs her eyes as she wakes up, yawning.

I smile wide. She let me sleep in the same bed as her. Sure, Yoongi was between us, but its progress.

After breakfast, which she once again doesn't eat any of. We head back out to finish the deck. Yoongi and I are the ones home today. Yoongi isn't working on any music at the moment so he's had time to work on this all week.

The next thing to do is build the railing. First we put post sleeves over the posts then add the post trim and post cap to each one.

We screw in brackets to each post, then take the top and bottom rails and screw on the baluster spacers. Screw on all the bottom rails then add all the balusters. Then we screw on the top rail. After that be put the center support block on all the bottom rails. We add lattice to the perimeter underneath the deck. We add a gate with a latch and that's the deck done.

Y/n is asleep on the grass, her blue blanket wrapped around her body. It's hot out and I can see she's sweating. I walk over and gently pull the blanket off of her, accidentally waking her up.

"Its okay baby, it's just me. You're overheating babes"

"Joon?" She mumbles and I freeze. She has the sweetest little voice.

"Yeah baby. It's me"

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siriusly-yoongi · 13 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 12

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, mentions of torture, implied sex, panic attack, PTSD, bad eating habits,

Word count: 3175

The pool building steps are just from what I remember doing for our pool when we built it. Its not a tutorial but its close enough for a story okay.

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YOU

Sure enough, a week later you've got the supplies for an above ground pool. You start on Friday when most of the pack is at work, just you and Yoongi are home.

It's hot out, tomorrow is the first day of June and you're looking forward to summer. You cant. Believe you've been with the pack for almost 2 months now. You're still adjusting and trying to learn to trust them, but you've made significant progress with Yoongi and you're proud of yourself for that.

You're working on starting to try and get closer to the rest of the pack, but its hard. You cant get rid of the little voice in your head telling you that they're gonna hurt you or reject you. Even though you know that its not true. Trauma has a way of making life more difficult.

You're wearing a tank top and shorts, your scars are visible and you were really self conscious at first, but Yoongi didn't even glance at them or say a word about them and you're very grateful for that. Most of your bruises are gone by now too, only a few yellowish brown splotches remain on your stomach and your back. The cuts on your stomach are closing up good too. The marks from the electrical cord are completely gone.

You haven't showered in a week. You can't bring yourself to get into the water. As soon as it touches you, you're back in that house with those men, getting waterboarded. You didn't tell the boys that part. You only told them about being held under the water. You left out the part where they threw a towel over your face and bent you backwards over the tub, holding down your arms as they poured water over your face. It was worse than them actually drowning you. Way worse. You knew the boys would lose their minds if they knew you were properly tortured and you didn't want them to worry. So you kept it to yourself.

You were so excited for the pool, but you're terrified now that you've realized you cant really touch the water.

Yoongi is currently leveling the ground and digging up all the grass until its just dirt where the pool is going to go. You offered to help but he wouldn't let you. After about an hour of sitting there watching him dig up grass and level the ground it was time for the next step.

Yoongi sprays the area with grass killer to keep any weeds or grass from growing underneath the pool. By now Jungkook is home, it's around 3. Jungkook and Yoongi carry bags of some sort of sand and stack them up. You ran over and picked up a box cutter, wanting to help. Yoongi gives you a nervous look but let's you help anyway.

He brings a bag over to the space he just cleared and tells you how to cut it. "You wanna cut it horizontally toward the bottom then vertically up the center from that first cut so it looks like an upside down T."

He grabs your hand and helps you cut the first one like you're a young child. You don't understand alphas instincts all that well, but you know they like to provide, protect, take care of, and help in any way that they can. Yoongi's instincts seem to make him want to baby you. Namjoon is the same way. Jin more wants to feed you and groom you, he always asks to brush your hair and things like that. You always say no and you feel bad because he looks so defeated. Hoseok is too mean for you to figure out his instincts toward you. Jimin seems to be the type to try and protect you. When he found out about the nightmares he did everything he could to help. He got you a little nightlight and a new stuffed animal to help protect you. Taehyung you aren't sure yet. He's still pretty standoffish, but he isn't mean anymore. And Jungkook doesn't seem to know what to do with himself or his instincts. To you he just seems confused. He always wants to touch you and you get annoyed because you keep having to say no to him.

Once you've successfully cut open all the sand bags, you have to spray the sand down with the hose just to get it damp.

Jungkook was the one to spray it down and he thought it would be funny to spray Yoongi with the hose. You giggle until he turns toward you.

"Spray her and I'll beat you, Jungkook." Yoongi growls in warning. You do not get sprayed.

Once the sand is wet enough to pack down you spread it over the circular area of dirt until there's no dirt showing and level it out. They let you help with this part too.

Then they got a tamper, which they explained to you its a tool used to tamp down the sand and pack it together and even everything out, hence the name.

Its around 4:30 when they finish this part and Taehyung and Hoseok are both home now. Hoseok went straight up to his room while Taehyung came outside to help tamp down the sand.

You decide to call it a day for tonight and work on it more tomorrow since everyone needs to shower before dinner since they're all dirty.

After everyone showers its around 5:30 and everyone is home. Namjoon and Jimin shower together, you don't stick around to listen and see if that's all they're doing. You don't wanna know. But you can still faintly hear some noises you're not close enough to them to want to hear just yet. You whine at Yoongi and he just laughs at you.

During dinner you can't look and Namjoon or Jimin, they both find this amusing. The whole pack finds it amusing. Jungkook teases you and you pick up a spoonful of your yogurt and fling it at him. You freeze after you realize what you did and stare at him with wide eyes. When everyone except Hoseok bursts out laughing you relax again. When you actually see the yogurt on his face you laugh too. Jin grabs his face and licks it off and your face scrunches up in disgust. You forget they're all together sometimes. That they aren't just your mates, they're each other's mates too. They've been showing more affection around you over the past couple days which you're glad they aren't holding back but you're also slightly grossed out sometimes.

You eat most of your yogurt and you even have a couple bites of Yoongi's noodles.

It's been a good day today.

At least until you need to shower. Its been a week, you're gonna have to face this. You cant just not shower. The only time you've properly showered since the attack is when Yoongi bathed you during your drop. You came to with wet hair so you know he did a week ago.

You ask Yoongi to help you so you're currently standing in the bathroom, fully clothed staring blankly at the running water while Yoongi looks at you confused.

"Why do you need help kitten? Its not the bathtub, you can't be held under you can always step out of the water if you need to." He tries to be reassuring.

You grab your phone off the sink,

They waterboarded me. I cant touch the water Yoongi. Its gonna get on my face.

He growls, deeper than you've ever heard from him before. It scares you a little bit.

He takes a minute to calm down then he nods. "I'll be right here jagiya, I wont let anything happen to you." He kisses your forehead softly.

You get undressed and step into the shower, avoiding the water at first. You sit down on the shower floor and just let the water run over your feet. You tense up, reaching up to grab Yoongi's wrist.

"You're doing do good kitten. I'm so proud of you. Doing so well hm?" He praises you like you're a scared child. Honestly you kind of feel like one right now.

You slowly work your way up your body. Spraying your legs then your arms then your stomach and the rest of your body, making sure to stay far away from your head and face.

You manage to wash your body and rinse off but by now you're shaking.

"You've got this kitten, I'm right here" he holds your hand tightly as you go to wet your hair.

As soon as the water runs over your face you scream. You're right back in the moment. You're being held upside down with a towel over your face as hot water is poured over top of it. You struggle to breathe, screaming as you inhale water and gag and choke. You-

"Kitten! Y/n, baby, look at me! It's okay. I promise you're okay" Yoongi breaks you out of... whatever that was.

Tears are running down your cheeks and you're shaking. He's turned the water off by now, the only sound in the room is your sobbing.

"Yoongi!" Your voice comes out cracked and raspy from not using it for so long. It stings your throat. You frantically reach for him, not caring that you're naked, you just want him to hold you.

He freezes and his eyes go wide. "You just..." he blinks a few times then seems to snap himself out of it and he quickly pulls you into his arms, sitting down on the floor with you wrapped around him like a koala. "I've got you Kitten, I'm right here. You're safe. You're with me, not with anyone else. Just Yoongi." He shushes you softly, rocking slightly to try and calm you down.

He reaches for a towel and does his best to wrap it around you, probably to make you more comfortable, but right now you don't care. He's seen you naked already, so what if he's holding you now too? What difference does it make?

You cry into his chest for a long while before calming down, but you're still shaking. "C'mon, let's get you dressed kitten" he gently pulls your shirt over your head, letting you put your own underwear on before helping you with your pants.

He lifts you into his arms and carries you back to your room. He grabs your blue blanket and wraps it around your body then carries you downstairs. Namjoon is waiting in the living room.

"I heard her scream, what happened?"

"Those pricks waterboarded her." Yoongi growls, Namjoon and Jimin, who's also in the living room, both growl as well.

"Baby why didn't you tell us this before?"

You open your mouth to try and speak again, but the words don't come. You sigh and use your phone.

I knew you guys would freak out. I don't like when you get angry.

All of their faces soften.

"We're sorry babes, we just care about you." Jimin smiles sadly. You nod.

Yoongi takes you to his room and lays you down on the bed, climbing in next to you. He tucks you underneath the blankets with him this time. You've only ever slept under separate blankets.

You snuggle into him, falling asleep as he runs his fingers through your still damp hair.

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During breakfast, you're really not feeling it. Yoongi even tries to feed you a piece of cantaloupe but you just aren't up for it right now. You ate a lot more than usual yesterday and your brain is punishing you for it now. You feel like you need to make up for it by eating less today.

You push the fruit around until everyone else is done eating and then you throw it away when no one is looking. You miss the sad look Namjoon sends your way.

Everyone goes outside to help with the pool after breakfast, including Hoseok.

You quickly re-tamp the sand just to make sure its even then you lay out some sort of fabric to keep weeds from growing. You lay a few layers of the fabric, then some kind plastic down to help protect your liner.

After that you lay these small foam slopes around the edges. They're support blocks to help take pressure off the liner. That only takes you guys a couple minutes, then you have to lay the wall tracks. Its thin metal pieces that hook together with a slit in the middle for the pool wall to go into. It only takes 10 minutes to hook together.

Next you unroll the metal wall and slot it into the wall track. It takes all of you to get it lined up while Yoongi bolts the ends together near the skimmer in return holes.

You all go around and add the supports around the outside. You work with Jungkook. You hold the support in place while he screws them in.

Once that's done you help put the liner in. Once the liner is on you put a shopvac in the return hole to help suction the liner to the wall and Yoongi lifts you over the edge and into the pool since you're the lightest and you have to try and smooth out all the wrinkles. It takes a while.

Yoongi helps you back out of the pool and you lay the top tracks over the edge of the liner to help keep it in place. Next you lay the top rails on and screw them down. Namjoon accidentally misaligned some of them so you guys had to unscrew them and redo them all.

Then you add little trapezoid pieces with rounded edges over the gaps in the top rails. You're not sure what they're purpose is, you think its just to make the pool look nicer.

Jimin runs the hose into the pool and you turn on the water, letting it start to fill. Its gonna take a while. The shopvac is still running during this time too.

By now its lunch time and you all go inside to take a break and have some lunch. The boys all make sandwiches and you're given some watermelon. You eat only a few pieces before feeling guilty and stopping. You don't normally struggle this much with fruit.

Jin notices and pulls you aside.

"Lovey, what's going on in your head? Normally you don't have this much trouble with fruit." Jin crouches in front of you.

You've noticed most of them crouch in front of you when they speak to you. You assume its to make them look less intimidating since you don't have to look up at them. But it makes you feel like a child. You're unsure whether you hate it or enjoy it. On one hand it makes you feel like they don't take you seriously and that they think you're not capable, like a child. On the other hand it makes you feel safe and looked after, like a child. You have mixed feelings about it.

I don't know. I ate a lot yesterday and the voice in the back of my head wont shut up. It makes me feel guilty any time I try and eat.

Jin's eyes soften and he stands back up. "I.. I don't know how to help with that... I'm sorry sweetheart"

You give him a weak smile and he lets you go back to the rest of the group while he calls Namjoon over to talk to him.

You let the water fill for about an hour until you guys see smoke coming from outside. You and Taehyung head outside and find the shopvac has overheated and started to smoke. He quickly turns it off.

"We'll let it fill the rest of the way without the shopvac." He laughs awkwardly.

You let it fill until dinner time before shutting off the water. By this point it only has about a foot of water in it.

You're given a smoothie for dinner and for some reason you find it much easier to eat/drink. You've never had major issues with drinks, even though you know they contain calories. For some reason in your mind they just aren't as scary. You actually finish the smoothie and you're showered in praise from the boys. It makes you feel shy and you run away, hiding in your room.

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YOONGI

I wake up when I feel someone trying to move me. I look over and see Y/n trying to push me into the middle of the bed. I laugh and oblige, moving into the middle of the bed. I end up falling back asleep and when I reawaken, she's built a nest around me. I rub my eyes and sit up, checking my phone. It's almost 10.

I get up and start to get dressed. I change my pants, then I pull my shirt off, and the movement from her building her nest slows. I turn around and raise an eyebrow at her, finding her staring at me.

"Like what you see?" I tease. Her eyes widen and she squeaks, quickly going back to nesting.

I laugh and finish getting dressed.

I head outside and turn the water on so the pool can start filling again.

Y/n doesn't show up to breakfast and Namjoon looks over at me.

"She's building a nest on my bed"

He smiles and nods, leaving it at that.

After breakfast I head back to the pool and I cut 2 holes in the liner. One for the return hole and one for the skimmer hole. I screw in the return eye piece then I screw the skimmer frame on the inside to the skimmer bucket on the outside.

I have Jungkook carry the filter, filter sand, pump, chlorinator, and hoses over to the pool for me.

I start with the sand filter, I screw it to the base, then fill it with the sand and put the top piece on, screwing it shut. I add the pressure gauge to the side of the filter then move onto the pump.

I screw the pump down then run a hose from the in hole of the filter to the out hole on the pump. I hook up a long hose to the backwash hole and run it out into the woods for when we need to drain some water. All the hoses are secured by hose clamps.

I run a hose from the skimmer to the in hole on the pump, tightening it on with hose clamps. I fill the chlorinator with chlorine pucks then hook one hose going from the out hole on the filter to the in hole of the chlorinator. Then another hose to from the out hole on the chlorinator to the inlet eye, adding a valve first so that it can easily be shut off it needed.

Now all that's left to do is let it fill and then balance out the chemicals in the water.

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siriusly-yoongi · 14 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 11

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, stabbing, panic attack,

Word count: 3135

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YOU

The house has been tense since Namjoon and Hoseok went at each other. They argued back and forth for 20 minutes, you could hear them all the way inside they were that loud. It's been a few days now and they're still barely speaking to each other

Hoseok has also been even more rude to you lately. Making snarky comments when you walk by or purposely bumping into you. Yesterday he pulled your hair as you walked passed. He's like a middle school bully.

It's storming today, and somehow you ended up home alone with Hoseok. You were supposed to be home alone, but it only lasted an hour before he came back home.

Jimin made lemonade the other day and you're in the kitchen pouring some into a cup when Hoseok comes in and takes it from your hands. He sets it down and grabs you by the wrists, dragging you toward the back door. You squirm trying to get free but he's much stronger than you.

He opens the door and shoves you outside in the rain, locking the door behind him. It was fine at first, only light rain and the occasional cracks of thunder. You walk over to your little shed but its locked and you have the key upstairs in your room. Its a cold rain, so its not long before you're shivering.

You sit down on the back deck in the rain, your knees pulled up to your chest. Unfortunately for you the rain picks up and soon the rain mixed with the wind feel like little bullets hitting your skin. It hurts. And its loud. Omegas are more sensitive to noises, they have to be. Omegas aren't built to fight, so they have to hear an attacker coming in order to run before they're found.

The noise is deafening and the thunder has picked up by now as well. Its like fireworks going off right next to your head and thousands of drums being hit all at once.

You put your hands over your ears, tears rolling down your cheeks. You just want it to stop. You sit out in the rain for the next 2 hours before Yoongi gets home. He runs outside and picks you up, quickly bringing you inside.

"Oh kitten, honey you're freezing"

Hoseok walks into the kitchen but quickly turns and walks back out.

"You're horrible Hoseok. Absolutely horrible. She hasn't done a single thing to you and you're making her life miserable. You claim that she's such a bad person, but the only bad person I see here is you" Yoongi growls at him.

Hoseok turns back around and lunges at you, pinning you to the wall. You hiss at him, squirming as Yoongi tries pull him off of you. He wraps his hands around your neck and squeezes, his eyes full of anger.

You scratch at his hands, your vision starting to ger fuzzy. You try and kick him, successfully managing to knee him in the stomach. He lets go and you gasp for air. Once you take a few breaths you jump at him before he can lunge at you again. You're running on adrenaline at this point, you're not thinking.

Its an unfair match, he's way stronger than you are and he easily pins you underneath him. You panic, noticing the screwdriver on the floor Taehyung used the other day to put the batteries in your fairy lights. Without thinking you grab it and use all your strength to plunge it into Hoseok's shoulder. You don't want to kill him, you don't even want to hurt him, you just want him off of you.

He screams in pain but he only growls and puts his hands back around your neck. You manage to stab him 3 more times before your vision starts to fade in and out.

The next thing you know, you're blinking your eyes open. It must've only been a minute or so you were out because Yoongi is holding Hoseok tightly, keeping him away from you. You have Hoseok's blood all over your shirt and you can hear him yelling at Yoongi "SHE STABBED ME! YOU SEE IT NOW! I TOLD YOU SHE WAS FUCKING CRAZY!"

"You attacked her! She had every right to stab you!" Yoongi yells back, not quite as loud.

"Who stabbed who!?" You hear Jimin as he walks through the door. He walked in at the worst time. You sit up, your whole body shaking. You just stabbed someone. Oh my god you just stabbed someone!

"YOUR PRECIOUS OMEGA STABBED ME FOUR TIMES!"

Jimin runs in and looks at Hoseoks shoulder "You're going to the hospital, come on" Jimin grabs him and pulls him out of the house, his scent suffocating with thick black smoke. It overpowers Yoongi's tar and Hoseok's charcoal.

Yoongi rushes over to you and pulls you into his arms but you feel hallow. You can't move, its like your body is made out of lead. Your hearing goes all fuzzy and distant then all you see is white.

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YOONGI

Her pupils change into tiny little pinpricks and I know she's gone. "You're not in trouble Jagi, I promise no one's mad at you" I know she probably doesn't understand what I'm saying right now, but i talk to her just in case.

I lift her up into my arms and carry her to the bathroom. I set her down on the counter and start to run the bath. I quickly go to her room and grab one of my hoodies that she stole and some pajama pants along with some underwear for her. I go back into the bathroom and set everything on the lid of the toilet.

I stand her up and carefully undress her, tossing her wet clothes to the side and lifting her into the tub, she's freezing. I rinse the blood off of her first, then I plug the drain, letting the water fill up.

I talk to her the whole time, telling her what I'm doing, just in case. I don't want to add extra stress. I know she can hear me, but I don't know how much of it she can actually understand. Every drop is different depending on how bad the drop is. Sometimes they'll understand you to a certain extent and even be able to respond to simple instructions. Other times they can't understand or respond at all. Often times its somewhere in between.

I wash her hair for her, just in case she got any blood in it. I don't wash her body though, I don't think its something she'd let me do if she had a say and I can just rinse her off and it'll suffice for now. I rinse her hair and then let her sit in the bath until she warms up. In the meantime I call Namjoon.

Yoongi[4:26]: outgoing call

"Yoongi, babe I'm at work, you cant be calling me" Namjoon answers with a sigh

"Yeah well Hoseok attacked y/n and choked her. I don't know if he was trying to knock her out or kill her but either way she stabbed him 4 times with a screwdriver so Jimin is bringing him into the hospital" I try and talk quickly so I'm not talking too much of his time away from his work.

He's silent for a long moment then he lets out a long breath.

"I swear to god I'm gonna kill that boy" he mutters taking another deep breath

"Is Y/n okay"

I glance down at her, curled up in the bathtub, emotionless "She dropped"

"Shit, I get off at 5 then I'll be home" I can hear the panic in his voice.

"Don't worry babe, I've got her for now. She's safe."

We talk for another couple minutes then he groans. I hear Hoseok in the background yelling about our precious omega stabbing him.

"I gotta go" he mutters, hanging up.

I turn back to her and I drain the water, rinsing her body one last time. I lift her out of the tub and wrap a towel around her body, using another towel to dry her hair.

I carefully get her dressed, making sure to scent the hoodie before putting it on her. I brush through her hair, making sure to be carful of any tangles and not pull too hard.

I pick her back up, leaving her dirty clothes on the floor to clean up later and i bring her into my room. I lay her down on the bed and pull her into my chest, holding her close to me, her face tucked into my neck

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JIMIN

Hoseok runs up to Namjoon, yelling about Y/n stabbing him and making everyone in the hospital look over at us. Namjoon sighs and drags him back into a room.

He gets treated pretty quickly since he's actively bleeding. They pull off his shirt and hook him up to an IV.

They push pain meds, then they work on stopping the bleeding. It doesn't take too long to stop the bleeding since she didn't hit any major arteries.

After they stop the bleeding they clean the wound and wipe all the blood from his chest.

The wounds are deep but they decide not to stitch them because they're so small. They cover the wounds then give him a tetanus shot and send him on his way.

I have an extra shirt in my car that I grab for Hoseok since his shirt is all bloody. I take it in to him and help him put it on.

"You can't attack her like that Hobi. You know better than that. You 100% deserved to get stabbed" I look at him sternly.

He hangs his head, nodding. "I know, I just got mad. Yoongi called me a horrible person and I lost my cool"

"You sound like me with my temper" I laugh a little. "Wait why did he call you horrible?"

He hesitates.

"What did you do?" Namjoon walks into the room, crossing his arms. By now its just after 5 and he just got off his shift.

"I may have locked her out in the storm.." he keeps his eyes down

Namjoon doesn't even say anything, just inhales sharply. "You are horrible Hoseok. Do you have any idea how loud and scary a storm is for an omega?"

"It cant be that bad for her" he tries to argue but Namjoon gives him a look and he quickly shuts up.

Once we all get home around 5:30 Hoseok is sent to his room. Namjoon goes to take a quick shower while Jin is just getting home as well. Taehyung is already home and sitting on the couch. Jungkook should be home but I don't see him so I assume he's up in his room.

"What's going on? You three seem super tense." Jin questions as he takes his shoes off in the doorway.

"Hoseok decided to lock Y/n out in the storm and Yoongi called him out on his behavior so he lunged at her and choked her. So she stabbed him with a screwdriver 4 times." I cant help but feel proud of her, even though I know I shouldn't. But she fought back instead of just submitting and letting him hurt her, so I am proud of her.

Both Jin and Taehyung gasp. "Wait he accidentally attacked her!?" Tae mumbles with wide eyes.

I nod. "Namjoon's gonna ask her if she still wants him in the house, if she says no then he's out. He's leaving it up to her. We cant ask her yet because she dropped but-"

"She dropped again!? Why didn't you tell me that first?!" Jin cuts me off.

I shrug, "Sorry, I thought the stabbing was more noteworthy"

Jin runs off toward Yoongi's room and I run my hand through my hair. "What changed your mind Tae? About hating her."

"I never hated her I just, i was afraid she would turn out like my last omega." Taehyung shrugs "I guess I saw how badly Hoseok and I were affecting her and I didn't want to contribute to that anymore. Especially once he let her get attacked.. that was way too far."

I nod and head upstairs to get changed. I change into some comfy clothes and head back downstairs. I plop down next to Taehyung and lay my head in his lap, groaning dramatically. "She's never gonna warm up to us if Hoseok keeps acting like a giant ass."

Taehyung agrees, running his fingers through my hair.

"You know, we should ask Namjoon of we can build a pool. And by we i mean Yoongi because he's the one who's good at building things" Taehyung completely changes the topic and I laugh.

"Yeah we should, but not today. We should let him focus on Y/n for now"

He nods just as Namjoon comes out of the bathroom dressed in a plain t-shirt and sweatpants. Before y/n got here most of us slept and walked around the house without shirts on. But being in a house with a bunch of shirtless alphas in your face all the time, who you're afraid of on top of that, is probably not a good experience for a little omega.

Jin must be in the kitchen making dinner because it smells good in the house. Namjoon heads toward Yoongi's room and comes back a couple minutes later empty-handed with scratches on his cheek. Sometimes omegas can be defensive when they drop. Biting or scratching at any scent they don't recognize since they're in such a vulnerable place state. Its not their fault, they cant help it. They're just trying to protect themselves.

He sighs and sits down on the other end of the couch, lifting my legs and laying them on his lap. "So, she doesn't like me" he sighs, laughing sadly.

"She's just not comfortable with you yet babe, she'll come around. She warmed up to Yoongi didn't she?" I try and make him feel better.

He shrugs, "I guess so"

It's quiet for a while after that and at some point i end up falling asleep.

Namjoon wakes me up when dinner is done and I groan, disoriented. "What's.. huh" I mumble, rubbing my eyes. I've never liked waking up. Its so unpleasant.

Before Namjoon can respond again, Jungkook jumps over the back of the couch and lands on my stomach. I groan again.

"DINNER!"

"Jesus Kookie, ow" I grumble, he just smiles proudly and i shove him off of me onto the floor. He lands with a thump.

Hoseok is not invited to dinner tonight, he has to eat alone in his room. Yoongi brings Y/n out and sits down, sitting her on his lap. Jin puts a small bowl of yogurt down and after Yoongi eats his dinner he tries to get her to eat some of the yogurt.

He gets her to eat a few spoonfuls of it but she eventually stops opening her mouth so Yoongi cant continue to feed it to her.

"Tae. You're welcome to come back into the den at night" Namjoon smiles as he speaks

Taehyung's eyes light up and he smiles.

"Yes! I get my cuddle buddy back! Sorry Kookie but you're heavy and you always end up on top of me" I laugh as Jungkook playfully glares at me

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YOU

You blink a few times, your eyes refocusing. You're pressed against Yoongi's chest. You look up at his face and find him asleep. Its dark so you assume its sometime at night. You look around for your phone and see it on the nightstand. You pull away from Yoongi, being carful not to wake him and you grab your phone.

It's 4:58 am, May 23rd, Thursday. The last you remember it was only the 17th. You must've dropped again. Why though?

You sit and think for a couple minutes before you remember.

You stabbed Hoseok.

YOU STABBED HOSEOK!!

Oh my god, you're freaking out. Your breathing is erratic and you're shaking. Your scent turns burnt and your mind is racing. Is he okay. You really hope he's okay. Your chest feels tight and you feel like the world is ending. You don't like this. You don't like this!

You get up and leave Yoongi's room. You're shaking, broken sobs coming from somewhere deep in your chest. You wrap your arms around yourself as you walk out into the kitchen. There are 2 people in there. You assume it's Jimin and Namjoon since They both go into work early.

"Babygirl, woah, hey look at me." Namjoon crouches in front of you so you have to look down at him.

You look at him, tears streaming down your cheeks. "Can you take a deep breath for me?" He takes an exaggerated breath in and you copy him, then he lets it out and you follow. You copy him a few times and you calm down some.

Tears still roll down your cheeks but you've stopped sobbing and your breathing isn't so erratic.

"There we go, good girl. See, its okay. You're okay" he speaks in a soft voice, standing back up.

I stabbed someone! I'm a monster!

"Hoseok fucking deserved it, he's an asshole" Jimin grumbles, Namjoon smacks him on the back of the head

"Jimin. Now is not the time."

He looks back at you, gently taking your hands. You let him and you can see his eyes brighten when you don't pull away.

"You are not a monster. You did what you could to get someone much bigger and stronger off of you. Okay? No one is mad at you. Honestly I'm quite proud."

You sniffle, looking up at him as he continues.

"Would you be more comfortable if he wasn't in the house?"

You quickly shake your head. You don't want to break up the pack. They were here first and you don't want to prove Hoseok right and be the reason the pack breaks up.

Namjoon sighs "Are you sure?"

You nod.

"Can I hug you?" Namjoon looks down at you, letting go of your hands. You immediately tense up.

He notices and smiles. "It's okay, you're allowed to say no"

Jimin walks over and whispers in your ear "Ask him if we can build a pool! He'll say yes if you want it"

You smile big, you love the water... you cant swim so you always stay in the shallow water... but you love it regardless.

"What did he say? I saw your eyes just light up."

Can we build a pool?

Namjoon glares a Jimin. "Really? Using her to get what you want?" He sighs and shakes his head, looking back at you.

"Fine, we can build a pool."

#bts #jung hoseok #jeon jungkook #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #kim taehyung #min yoongi #park jimin #alpha beta omega #omegaverse #omegaverse fic #bts omegaverse #bts fic #bangtan #hurt/comfort #angst #fluff #x reader

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siriusly-yoongi · 15 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 10

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, depression, bad eating habits, mentions of self-harm,

Word count: 2795

I'm doing my best to keep it the right day of the week but I keep forgetting and if its Wednesday and then the next day ends up being Saturday just pretend that's how days work alright 😂

I know this one's short, I've been depressed as hell the past couple days and writing hasn't been easy. I'll get a longer chapter out soon i promise.

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YOU

You wake up the next morning to find Yoongi already gone. Today's gonna be rough you can already tell. You can feel the tears pooling in your eyes, then they're falling down your cheeks.

You lay there for an hour, waiting for the tears to stop but they never do. You sigh and get out of bed, leaving Yoongi's room. You pass Hoseok and you drop your eyes to the ground, expecting him to make a comment about you crying but he doesn't. He just ignores you.

You make your way into the kitchen and find Namjoon and Jin talking while Jin makes breakfast. Namjoon notices you're upset first.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

You make a sound somewhere between mewling and keening. You're upset and you want Yoongi.

Namjoon tries to comfort you but nothing helps. "Yoongi just went to the store baby. Is that why you're so upset?" He speaks to you like you're a child, but you cant bring yourself to care.

Maybe it took a couple days for it to set in, what happened to you. What your mate let happen to you.

Thinking about it sends another wave of tears and by this point you're just inconsolable. You're not screaming or sobbing or anything, but the tears just wont stop.

You head back into Yoongi's room and curl up on his bed. You're really wishing you hadn't taken down your nest. You don't have the energy to build a new one right now.

The tears eventually do stop and you're left feeling numb and empty. You slide one hand underneath your shirt and start to slowly pick at the scabs that had formed over the cuts on your stomach, ripping the wounds back open. It makes you feel a little bit better but you still feel hallow.

Is this because of the mate bond? You've been okay when you're with Yoongi, but it seems that whenever he leaves, you get worse again. Maybe the separation isn't causing the depression, maybe being around your mates masks it. Makes you feel better. Then once you're alone again, you're left to feel it once more.

Yoongi does eventually get back home, really he's only gone for about an hour and a half. You hear his voice. He sounds happy. He's gonna come in here and notice you're pathetic self and its gonna ruin his mood.

So you leave.

You get up and head outside. You can't head upstairs because they'll see you and your puffy eyes and the blood on your shirt and it'll ruin everyone's good mood. It's Sunday, the weekend, when its supposed to be happy relaxing time as a pack. You aren't a part of that pack. Your issues shouldn't ruin another pack's pack time. You're mates, sure. But you aren't pack.

You don't go very far, walking a few feet into the woods then sitting down against a tree. You don't have the energy to go any further. You're tired. Physically and mentally, you're just tired.

You must've fallen asleep because the next thing you know you're being lifted into someone's arms. Still half asleep, you don't freak out like you usually would. Your head is tucked against their shoulder and you're surrounded by the scent salted caramel.

You're carried inside by this point your eyes are closed again, you're too tired to care who's holding you. It hasn't registered yet who's scent this is.

"I found her, she was asleep against a tree" your eyes snap open and you tense up as soon as he speaks. Taehyung is the one carrying you.

You quickly squirm away and stand up, pulling away from him.

"Sorry, I was trying not to wake you up. I probably should've gotten Yoongi to carry you."

You're caught off guard by this. He's being nice to you? He hasn't been nearly as mean as Hoseok, sure, but he's never been nice. And here he was apologizing for not considering your feelings. You're not gonna question it, you're just gonna hope it stays this way.

You are however going to remain cautious.

"Why is your shirt bloody?" Namjoon's eyes narrow and he walks over. You don't have your phone so you cant answer. Jimin realizes this and hands you his.

I scratched the scabs off

Namjoon gives you a disappointed look, you whine.

Don't look at me like that, you're not my father

You hand Jimin his phone back and go grab yours, coming back out and standing next to Yoongi, grabbing his hand and lacing your fingers together.

"I wanna hold hands too!" Jungkook runs in and tries to take your other hand, you quickly pull it away, glaring at him

"Hey it'll work one day!" He takes Jin's hand instead.

"Now that Yoongi is home and we found you, we can have breakfast" Jin smiles, you groan.

You really don't feel like eating this morning. It takes so much effort and it ruins your mood for the rest of the day. Any time you eat you feel like you look like a massive whale and its hard to be in a good mood when you feel gigantic. Your mood is already shitty enough today.

Yoongi pulls you to the table and you sit down. You pout as Jin puts a plate with slices of banana and grapes cut in half. You give him a weird look. Why the hell did he cut your grapes in half, you're not two.

"What?" He looks at you like you're the weird one.

Why'd you cut my grapes like I'm a toddler

"Let me take care of you! God!" Jin laughs, you just roll your eyes.

You poke at the banana with a chopstick, not wanting to eat it.

"I thought you liked fruit baby, what's wrong" Namjoon sighs, looking at you with a worried expression.

I don't want it, I'm tired

"Omegas are always tired" Hoseok mumbles. His tone isn't mean, but its slightly annoyed. Like he's upset he has to deal with my presence.

Okay I'm more tired than usual

He grumbles and goes back to eating

"Just eat at least a little bit please." Namjoon's still looking at you

You eat a few slices of banana then push the plate away. You look up at Namjoon, your eyes pleading.

"You're eating more later" he sighs, giving in

After you clean up, you head upstairs to your room and grab an armful of blankets, dragging them downstairs to Yoongi's room. You don't make a nest, but you do make a pile of them and burrow into it. You don't have the energy to nest, so you settle for this.

Yoongi comes in a little while later and finds you half asleep in your little blanket pile. You keep almost falling asleep, but for some reason you just can't.

Yoongi walks over and crouches down in front of you. "Building a nest is too much hm?"

You nod, crawling out of your blanket pile and climbing into his bed instead, not even having the energy to keen at him. You look at him, silently hoping he understands what you want.

He gets into bed with you and lays down, facing you. Your bruises are all still sore but you just want someone to squeeze you. You lay on your back and grab your phone.

Lay on top of me

He gives you a weird look. "Excuse me?"

Lay on me!

When he doesn't, the tears start again. You're constantly on the edge of a breakdown and every little thing is making you cry today. You should probably cry it out, that'll make you feel a lot better. But you're too stubborn for that.

"Okay, okay. I'll lay on you." he pushes himself up on his arms and hovers over top of you. "Are you sure? I don't want to crush you, you're so small and I'm much heavier than you are.."

You reach up and try to pull him down. He sighs and carefully lowers himself onto you and you let out a contented hum. He's still holding some of his weight up, you can tell. You whine at him, wrapping your arms around his neck and trying to pull him again.

He complies this time and fully lays on you and you chirp at him. "I don't like this. I feel like I'm gonna hurt you"

You can feel how nervous he is, so you sigh, and push at his chest so he knows he can get off. You don't wanna make him uncomfortable.

He gets off of you and lays back down next to you. Your emotions are immediately back all over the place, but at least you got a few seconds of peace.

"I just don't want to hurt you, kitten"

You appreciate how much he cares about your well-being, but you still need that deep pressure.

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TAEHYUNG

Taehyung[11:48]: Are you still awake

Y/n[11:53]: Yes

Taehyung[11:55]: Will you come into the kitchen for a minute?

If she doesn't come out, I won't be surprised. The last time someone brought her somewhere in the middle of the night she got attacked.

To my surprise, a few minutes later I hear soft footsteps padding down the stairs. I guess she hadn't even gone into Yoongi's room yet. Her eyes are red and puffy, like she's been crying.

"Are you okay?" I ask, hoping she cant tell how nervous I am.

I don't want her to be afraid of me. I know i haven't been the nicest to her but I'm hoping I can make it up to her. I don't trust her fully yet, I'm really trying to though. I know not all omegas are like our last omega. Hobi and I were a part of a smaller pack before we found the rest of our mates. It was him and I and an omega. But that's a story for later.

She shrugs, her body language closed off and suspicious. She's keeping her distance, I cant say I blame her.

I drop it for now, knowing she isn't gonna tell me anything anyway. "Come with me, i have something i wanna show you." I smile nervously, walking toward the sliding glass door to the backyard. She hesitates, but follows me. Honestly I think she's too afraid to say no. She probably thinks I'm going to force her to if she doesn't come willingly. She looks terrified.

"It's nothing bad I promise" I try and reassure her.

I lead her to the little shed we have in the yard. No one ever uses it and its always empty. Its white on the outside with a little window facing the house. Its a decent size for a little shed, maybe 10 feet long and 7 feet wide. I open the door for her and step aside, watching as her eyes light up.

"Namjoon let me decorate this for you. I wanted to say that I'm really sorry for how I've been treating you. It hasn't been fair to you and its not how I should be treating my mate. I know this doesn't fix things but I hope it at least makes up for some of it"

She lets out a little squeal and runs inside, I smile and follow. Inside there's fairy lights strung along the walls, lighting up the space. I had Namjoon help me put a mattress in here that fills up about half of the room. The mattress is decorated with stuffed animals, pillows, and blankets. There's a few little shelves on the wall and a small desk. I hung a small TV on the wall as well. I had to run an extension cord from the house to get power out here. I also added a little space heater fir the winter and a box fan for the summer. Its nothing fancy, but I thought she'd like it. Its cozy, omegas like cozy things. At least I think they do.

She runs back to me and catches me completely off guard when she throws her arms around me, pressing her face into my chest. She rubs her cheek over my shoulder a few times before pulling back and running back to plop down on the mattress. I don't think I've ever seen her properly smile like this. She really is pretty when she smiles.

She scented me lightly when she hugged me, and now all I can smell are salted caramel cookies as our scents mix together. I think its my new favorite scent. Can you make candles out of someone's scent? Our mixed scents would make a damn good candle.

She chirps at me and I smile. "I'm glad you like it, princess"

She looks at me with her head tilted slightly amusement written across her face.

"What? The rest of the pack treats you like a little princess.. I thought the name was fitting." I cross my arms, still smiling.

She turns on the TV and puts on some kid's cartoon. She points to the other end of the mattress from where she's curled up and I'm a little bit shocked. I didn't think she'd be willing to give me another chance so easily. I guess it goes to show how much I really misjudged her character.

I sit down on the opposite end of the mattress. She only hugged me because she was excited, I know she's not ready to be close to me yet and that's okay.

We watch cartoons for a while and at some point i fall asleep because the next thing I know I'm waking up from her kicking me in her sleep.

I sit up and look at her, she's sprawled out on her stomach like a starfish.

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NAMJOON

Yoongi comes out of his room with a concerned look on his face "Y/n never came into my room last night"

I get up and go check her room. It's empty. I briefly start to panic until the back door opens and both Taehyung and Y/n walk in.

She doesn't seem distressed or injured and further than she already is. That's when I remember the shed and I relax, he probably just took her out there.

She runs over to Yoongi and grabs his hand, tugging him outside. The whole pack follows them outside, we're all curious. I haven't seen the shed since I helped Tae bring in the mattress at the beginning. No one else knows I let him do this either.

When I see what he did with the place I cant help but smile. She's standing inside with Yoongi, holding his hand as she shows him all the stuffed animals like an excited little kid.

Everyone is smiling except Hoseok. "You too Tae!? Have you forgotten that she's an omega!?"

"No i haven't forgotten. She's actually really really sweet. She isn't our last omega, Hobi. You should really give her a chance." Taehyung sighs softly, looking at Hoseok with a disappointed expression.

Hoseok just walks over and rips the stuffed animal she had in her hand away from her, ripping its head off and throwing it on the ground.

"HOSEOK!" I scold him

He spins around to look at me "She doesn't deserve this! She's been nothing but trouble! You guys are constantly worried about her and if she's eating enough or if she's gonna hurt herself again or if she's gonna drop or cry! She's an omega, omegas are emotional and love attention! You're all giving her exactly what she wants. She's faking this!" Hoseok shouts

She pulls away from Yoongi and pushes past everyone, running back into the house. Jin goes after her.

"Hoseok no sane person would hurt themselves, especially as severely as she does, just for attention. She tried to hide it. If she wanted us to know she wouldn't have covered it up. If she was faking an eating disorder she wouldn't be this skinny and she wouldn't be able to go this long eating so little. She would've caved by now and eaten something substantial. If she wanted attention she wouldn't stay silent. She's traumatized and she's sick Hoseok. Heaven forbid Taehyung realized she's not your past omega and tried to apologize to her. She's your mate Hoseok. Just like we're your mates. The only reason I haven't kicked you out of the house is because she doesn't want that. She asked me explicitly to not kick you out. She doesn't want to break up the pack. Kicking you out will make her feel horrible and that's the only reason you're still here right now because I am done Hoseok. I am done with your behavior towards our mate." My voice gets louder than I mean for it to and I end up yelling at him.

#bts #jeon jungkook #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #kim taehyung #min yoongi #park jimin #alpha beta omega #omegaverse #bts omegaverse #omegaverse fic #angst #hurt/comfort #bts fic #fluff #bangtan #x reader

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siriusly-yoongi · 17 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 9

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, talks of kidnapping? Kind of?, mentions of sexual assault with multiple objects (vague description) , torture (i think), bad eating habits, minor mention of self-harm

Word count: 3732

I've been posting 1 chapter everyday, and I'm going to continue to try to keep that pace, however its not easy so I might have to cut back a little. I've had a lot of free time this past week to write pretty much all day, but some days I'm not free to right all day and I find myself panicking to try and get a chapter out and then I don't like how the chapter turns out and its just a lot of stress on me.

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YOONGI

Namjoon and I take her upstairs. She was the most comfortable with me before everything happened, so he wants me to be there right now.

We go into her room and Namjoon sits on the floor while I sit on the edge of her bed, after getting a nod that it was okay from her.

"Can you pull up your shirt for me, baby? I wanna see if you're hurt anywhere else." Namjoon keeps his voice soft, but I can hear that he's angry underneath it.

She hesitates for a few seconds, but she seems too afraid to say no. I hate that all the progress we've made has been undone. We we're doing so well.

She pulls up her shirt and we both gasp. Her stomach is all bruised she she has shallow slash wounds in the middle. She turns around and there are more marks on her back, like she was hit with something long and thin. She lets her shirt fall back down

Namjoon takes a shaky breath "your pants, please"

She whimpers, but tugs off her pants, covering her face. I feel my blood boil as I see the blood running down her inner thighs. Its just a few small drips but we both know what it means. And its not period blood. Period blood had a distinct scent to it. There are hand shaped bruises just below her knees and one on her ankle. There are more of those lash marks on her legs as well.

Something I didn't notice till now is that her hair is wet, it seems mostly dried but its definitely wet. I was too busy looking at her injuries to notice before.

All I know is that I want to kill Hoseok. He let this happen to her.

"Why don't you take a bath or a shower for now and we can talk about what happened in the morning. Okay?" Namjoon proposes

She shakes her head rapidly, her breathing turning ragged.

"Okay, okay, you don't have to baby i just thought you'd feel better after you're all cleaned up. None of your wounds look like they need medical attention so we can address them properly tomorrow. Does that sound like a better plan?"

She nods.

"Did you want to sleep in my room?" I ask, looking at her.

She slowly nods again, I smile. "Do you want me in the room with you?"

She thinks for a minute, then nods once more.

Namjoon and I leave the room to give her privacy to change and clean herself up a little bit.

I'm laying down in bed when she comes into my room, bringing her blue blanket with her. I expected her to go back into the corner, but to my pleasant surprise she actually climbs into bed with me. She lays on the opposite side of the bed though, keeping distance between us. After a few minutes she reaches out with a shaky hand and grabs my hand, interlocking her fingers with mine. Maybe we haven't lost all of our progress. Just some of it.

Hoseok said I was a burden to you guys and I was tearing the pack apart. He said the only reason you guys liked me is because I'm an omega, and alphas instinctively want an omega to look after. He said if we weren't mates or if I wasn't an omega you guys wouldn't want me around. That you only care because of the bond. Then he said if I continue to talk to you guys or interact with anyone that he'd bring me to the park and send me away with a group of guys. I talked to Jungkook yesterday. I wouldn't have gotten hurt it I had just listened to him. And I'm tearing the pack apart even more because me getting hurt made you guys more upset with him

I listen to her phone speak in an unnatural sounding voice, my anger growing toward Hobi.

"Omega, you listen to me, right now. You are not at fault for this. In any way, shape, or form. You didn't deserve this, you didn't provoke him, you didn't do anything. You are not a burden on us and the bond doesn't make us care for you. The bond cannot force feelings, it can encourage them, but it cannot force them. We want you around. And you have every right to interact with us. I consider you pack, even if its not official yet."

She shrugs, closing her eyes.

Once she's asleep, I text Namjoon what she just told me, knowing he's probably going crazy trying to figure out what happened.

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The next morning, she's moved closer to me, just close enough that she can pull my hand to the middle of her chest, her fingers still laced with mine.

I smile and roll onto my back, picking up my phone and scrolling through it until she wakes up.

It takes about an hour for her to wake up. She lets go of my hand and rubs her eyes.

"Good morning kitten" I smile, she just grunts at me, clearly not happy to be awake.

She goes to get up and winces, I frown. She grabs her blanket and gets out of bed, turning back to look at me expectantly.

I get up and follow her out of my room and into the living room. Namjoon is already up, sitting on the couch watching the morning news. I sit next to Joon and lean into his side, he puts his arm around my shoulders. She sits on the other couch, curling up.

"Can you tell us what happened last night, baby" Namjoon breaks the silence. She sighs and starts typing on her phone. It takes her a while to type everything out, Jin even joined us in the living room, before she presses play.

I was in my room and I didn't have my door locked, Hoseok came in and grabbed my arm. He dragged me out of the house and made me walk to the park without even letting me put my shoes on first. He let go of me once we got there and he started walking away. I tried to follow him but before I could catch up to him somebody grabbed me from behind and put their hand over my mouth. They shoved me in the back of a car and drove me to some house. They brought be inside and they started yelling at me and threatening to mark me. One of them used their alpha voice to make me take off all my clothes and then they just started attacking me. They were hitting me and screaming at me and they did this for a while before I think they got bored and one of them picked up an extension cord and started whipping me with it. He started on my legs but then one of them flipped me over and started hitting my back and my ass while they all laughed. They got bored of that too and flipped me back over and made me lay on all the welts they just caused, which really hurt. One of them pulled out a pocket knife and started cutting my stomach, but he only did it a few times before one of the other alphas stopped him.

All 3 of out scents turn angry, hers is still very faint, like she's on the edge of another drop but not quite there yet. She goes back to typing. She's shaking slightly, so while I want to push for a more detailed version of events, I don't. Not wanting to upset her further. After a few minutes her phone continues.

They dragged me to the bathroom and put me in the bathtub and turned the water on really hot. They filled the tub up then one of them would hold me underwater until I almost drowned then pull be back up at the last second. They did it over and over until the water went cold. The dragged me back into the living room and made me lay on the floor where they took turns putting different objects inside of me. They all laughed and yelled at me the whole time. I don't know what all they used, I just know none of them put their dick inside of me so I'm grateful for that at least. One of them bit my chest but it didn't break the skin. I have a bite mark on my boob though. The entire time they were saying mean things to me and yelling at me. Then they abruptly stopped, made me get dressed, and brought me back to the park where Hoseok was just sitting on his phone. They shoved me out of the car and left. That's a quick rundown of what happened i guess. I don't want to go into more details please.

By the time her phone finishes reading her text, everyone, including Hoseok, had come into the living room. Everyone was angry. Even Hoseok seemed upset with what he'd just heard. I know he didn't mean for it to go this far, I believe him when he said that he only wanted them to scare her. But he still put her in danger, and that's what got her hurt.

"Those fuckers need to be arrested" Jin grumbles through gritted teeth. She shakes her head

I don't want to relive it in court, just drop it. Please

After a few seconds I think it finally clicks for everyone what they just heard and everyone starts yelling at each other. The house full of angry scents, thick and suffocating.

Jimin lunges at Hoseok, landing a few good punches before Jin and Namjoon manage to pull them apart. Hobi's nose is bleeding and his cheek is already starting to bruise.

Once everyone calms down, I notice the omega is gone. I quickly check her room and she's not there. I check my room next, she's not there either. I do notice the downstairs bathroom door is closed so I knock

"Kitten?"

I get a quiet whisper in response.

"Can you open the door for me jagi? We're done yelling. I'm sorry we scared you." I speak softly, trying to seem as non-threatening as possible.

To my surprise she opens the door. She looks up at me and pupils are huge, soft look on her face. Omegaspace.

Omegaspace is a much simpler headspace that an omega can fall into. They wont process anything beyond simple instructions and conversation. It stops the omega from being stressed by making them not worry about anything. Its a very vulnerable headspace and it makes them very easy to take advantage of. They typically follow alphas blindly, and they're very trusting. It can be triggered by both negative and positive things. It can happen when an omega trusts you and feels safe enough to let go and just relax. it can be triggered by extreme stress as a way to avoid dropping. Or some omegas can go into it willingly when an alpha asks for it.

I think its safe to say in this case, it was stress.

"Come here, kitten." I hold my hand out to her and she runs over, grabbing my hand, chirping at me softly. I want to smile, but knowing that she's like this because she's so stressed makes me unable to. At least she didn't drop again.

I lead her out into the living room and she happily follows along. As soon as Namjoon sees her he sighs, I can tell he feels guilty, even though we were all yelling.

She sticks close to my side for the next couple hours until she comes out of it. We could easily force her to eat or tell us more about what happened but it doesn't sit right with us to do something like that when she's in such a state.

Once she starts to come out of it her pupils go back to normal and she looks exhausted. She moves from her spot close to me and sits further away, yawning.

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JIN

We decided to go to a popular Ramen restaurant for dinner tonight. I didn't feel like cooking tonight and neither did Yoongi. Namjoon, Yoongi, Jimin, and Y/n went in one car, while Hoseok, Taehyung, Jungkook, and I went in another.

When we get there, we all sit down. Y/n sat next to Yoongi of course, with Jimin on her other side. I sat between Namjoon and Hoseok, Jungkook is on the end next to Hobi and Tae is next to Jimin.

Multiple people stated at y/n's bruises, and while some seemed genuinely concerned, most of them seemed to be snickering and making jokes about it. She notices and keeps her head down, looking at her phone underneath the table.

We all order, except for y/n. I expected Namjoon to order something for her, but he doesn't. I give him a confused look and he just shakes his head

"She doesn't need the added stress tonight, she's already struggling to just be here and be surrounded by so many scents. Plus with all the stress of today, I don't think pushing her tonight is a good idea. I don't know how close to is to dropping and I don't want to add the straw that breaks the camels back. I'm gonna try and get her to share with us, maybe take a few bites but beyond that I'm not gonna push right now" Namjoon whispers to me and I nod.

We all get our food after a short wait and before Namjoon can say anything to her, Jungkook already beat him to it.

"Here pup, try some. Its really good" He smiles, leaning across the table and holding his chopsticks out to her, his hand underneath so it doesn't make a mess.

She hesitates for a few seconds before slowly leaning forward and accepting his offering. Her eyes seem to light up and she smiles, nodding. She likes it.

"Do you want some more?" Jungkook offers, she quickly shakes her head.

After a few minutes she tries a bite of Yoongi's, then some of Namjoon's.

Toward the end of dinner i notice her looking around the place and her eyes stop on a man and a woman sitting across the room. She goes still and her eyes go wide.

"What is is lovey?" I ask softly, she pulls out her phone

That's my sister and my brother

I look over at them then back to her. I don't know if this is a good or a bad thing so I'm not sure how I'm supposed to react. Everyone else shares the same look. Besides Hobi who seems uninterested. Taehyung also doesn't seem to know how to respond, he's been warming up to her a little bit I think, even if he wont admit to it.

My instincts have been driving me up the wall lately because I haven't been able to provide and care for her since she wont let me close and she hasn't been eating. Then she got hurt and that sent all of our instincts haywire. We've all been on edge since last night, even more so since this morning when we found out what happened.

Yoongi is the only one who's semi stable right now since he was able to sleep next to her and she held his hand for a few hours while she was in omegaspace.

"Are we happy about this?" Jimin questions. She just continues to stare.

After a few seconds, the woman notices her staring and smiles. She gets up and walks over to our table, her brother following close behind. The woman walks up behind y/n and puts her hands of her shoulders. Y/n tenses up. I'm going with we aren't happy.

"Y/n who are these lovely people? Why don't you introduce me to them? Are they single?" She whispers the last part, clearly intending for only y/n to hear. We all hear her though.

"We're her mates. And no we aren't single." Jungkook flashes a obviously fake smile towards the woman.

Something that resembles jealousy and anger flashes across the woman's face.

"Well I'm Hana, Y/n's older sister." The Beta forces a smile, putting her arms around Taehyung's neck from behind. "You know, I think you guys would benefit much more by having a beta in your pack over an omega. Don't you think?" She leans forward, practically resting her boobs on Tae's shoulder.

There it is. I bet this girl has never been told no in her life. Taehyung pushes her away "Keep your tits to yourself, woman" he mutters, clearly unamused.

Jungkook snickers, covering his mouth. This seems to piss Hana off. She looks over at the man standing next to her with a pout on her lips.

"I'm Minjae, their older brother" the alpha half smiles, clearly not wanting to be here right now.

"Are you sure you're mates? Maybe you guys just think you feel a bond with her. There's no way 7 gorgeous men are mated with someone as.. unique.. looking as her" Hana smiles again.

Her words only manage to piss me off, but I try and remain polite "I assure you, we're mates"

"I'm so sorry. I know you must feel like you have to accept her just because you're mates. But we as her family wont hold it against you if you decide you don't want her."

Who the fuck does this woman think she is. She reaches down and grabs Jimin's phone off the table, holding it in front of him to unlock it then she takes it and presumably adds her number. "Here, I know you don't wanna say it in front of her, but I know you'd much rather be with me. Plus I'm much better in bed" she says this with a proud smile

Y/n makes a face, Jungkook and Jimin growl.

Jimin snatches his phone back and turns to Hana "look, we're not interested. We're very happy with y/n and we'd appreciate it if you'd stop talking so negatively about our mate"

Hana grumbles and grabs y/n by the shoulders, squeezing over her bruises and making her wince "how much are you paying these boys to keep you around? You're an omega, there's no way a group of alphas are interested!"

My heart sinks as I realize she's been treated poorly her whole life because of her subgender. What Hobi and Tae are doing isn't new to her and that makes it ten times worse.

Minjae pulls Hana away from y/n "come on Hana, if they're willing to settle for her then you aren't worth their time"

Hana storms off back to their table. Minjae turns back to y/n and pulls out his phone, showing her something. Yoongi tries to lean over and see but Minjae blocks his view. Her eyes fill with tears and she grabs Yoongi's wrist, squeezing so hard her knuckles turn white.

"That's what happens to omegas that ruin our pure bloodline. You were the first omega born into our family. And Nari was the second. Dad said if he finds you again, you'll join her" He says this quietly, forgetting he's surrounded by a group of alphas who can all hear him anyway.

Minjae then walks off back to their table.

Y/n doesn't let go of Yoongi. She doesn't cry, but she does have tears in her eyes that she rapidly blinks away.

"What did he show you?" I ask, curious as to what could be so upsetting

She just shakes her head.

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When we get home she goes upstairs and soon after we hear the shower start.

The rest of us cuddle up in the living room and put on a movie, we asked if she wanted to join us on the way home and she said no. Hoseok is sitting off by himself because everyone is mad at him still. Namjoon is cuddled up with me, Taehyung an Jimin are curled up together as per usual, and Jungkook has his head in Yoongi's lap.

A few minutes into she movie we all look up at the same time, catching the same scent. Blood.

"Shit..." Namjoon curses, Jimin is already halfway upstairs

"Doll, open the door" I hear him from upstairs.

It's silent for a minute and sound of the water stops. I get up and head upstairs, watching from the top of the stairs. She's wrapped in a towel, standing awkwardly in the bathroom while Jimin is in the doorway.

"Get dressed and then you need go show me" Jimin turns around and I look away.

After a few seconds she has her phone speak

Okay

I look up and Jimin turns back around. "Let me see now babydoll"

She whines, but lifts her shirt. She made the cuts from when she was attacked deeper. Jimin looks them over and decides she doesn't need stitches this time.

"You need to find healthier ways to cope lovey" I walk over and look her in the eyes, she immediately looks down.

Jimin and I give her some space, going back downstairs. She stays up in her room for a while while we all watch a few movies. Around 1 in the morning she comes downstairs and stands there with the saddest expression on her face. I Nudge Namjoon and he looks over, his expression falling.

She stands there for a solid 20 minutes before walking over to Yoongi and whining loudly at him. It gathers everyone's attention though and she quickly ducks down behind the couch, not liking the attention.

Yoongi chuckles softly, seeming to know exactly what the problem is "Kitten, I'm watching a movie, I'm not coming to bed right now. You're welcome to come sit with me."

She lets out a sharp whine, the kind you hear from a bratty child throwing a fit, her eyes narrowed

"Jagi.." Yoongi sighs "come here"

She walks over and grabs Yoongi's hand, trying to pull him up, keening and whining at him.

A lot of omegas get fussy if their pack isn't in the nest at night once they're ready for bed. I smile, one because it's the cutest thing I think I've ever seen, and two I think this means she sees Yoongi as pack.

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siriusly-yoongi · 18 days ago

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She wants to be saved chapter 8

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, throwing up, bad eating habits

Word count: 3934

"Keening: A wail-like call for something, usually a pack member or an item. If an Omega is not getting what they want or is upset, they will keen to get the attention of the nearest person in order to be soothed or be given what they desire. Basically shouting at others: “I’m upset!! Give me what I want! Comfort me!”"

I don't like how this chapter turned out, but idk how to fix it

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YOU

After 2 weeks you get your stitches taken out. Nothing major happened in those two weeks.

You fight Namjoon every night at dinner, you're still sleeping in your nest with Yoongi, well sometimes he sleeps in the den with his pack so you sleep in the nest alone too.

Today, you've had a rough day. You didn't sleep very well last night, waking up from constant nightmares. And Yoongi had slept in the den so you didn't have his comfort. You got your stitches removed that morning, which meant you had to go back to the stupid hospital and see that stupid doctor. Namjoon was working this time, so of course, he stopped by to see you. You and him are very much enemies at the moment. At least on your end. You don't think he sees you as an enemy, but from your perspective, he's mean and cruel. At least that's what it feels like anyway.

When you got home, Hoseok decided to yell at you because some omega came into the flower shop today and broke 3 vases. And somehow, because you're also an omega, that meant he got to take his anger out on you. He'd grabbed your wrist and gotten in your face. Yelling about walking all over his pack and being manipulative and a liar and all the stuff he seems to think you are. His grip on your wrist was crushing and it left you with a hand shaped bruise on your wrist. You've been wearing a hoodie to keep it covered.

And now you're at the dinner table, crying because Namjoon will not let you get up without eating.

I ate half of it Namjoon I can't eat anymore

"That's not enough y/n. You can do better, just eat it." You can tell he's getting frustrated, his tone sharp and short.

You actually get so worked up that you make yourself sick, nausea bubbling in your stomach. You stand and run to the bathroom, throwing up into the toilet. You continue to cry, at your limit for one day.

Namjoon walks in and sighs "Okay, okay, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed you that hard so quickly. We clearly need to take baby steps because this isn't working."

I hate you. You're mean and you don't listen. I told you I couldn't do any more!

He looks down at you apologetically "I know, omega, I know i didn't listen. I'm sorry. We made you jump from fruit which is obviously a safe group of foods for you to full meals without a slow transition and I see how that's affecting you now. We'll go back to fruit okay and we'll work slowly moving forward. Okay? Can we do that?" He crouches down.

You flush the toilet and look up at him, sniffling. You nod, knowing you don't have much choice.

He lets you go to your room, and you immediately change into your comfiest clothes. Fuzzy pajama pants and a super soft hoodie.

You remain in your room until you head into Yoongi's around midnight. By now it's storming, pretty badly as well. You're overstimulated and after the stress from the day you're just done. You crawl into bed with Yoongi, your scent burnt and distressed.

Flashes of lightning light up the room like camera flashes. You can feel the big booms of thunder, and the wind is so strong it makes the windows pop and creak. You can hear the rain hitting the roof and the windows and you cover your ears, squeezing your eyes shut.

Your hands are pulled off of your ears and you open your eyes, looking at Yoongi's concerned expression.

"You're okay kitten, it's okay." He runs his thumb over the scent glands on your wrists trying to soothe you. It works a little bit, but not much.

"Jagi, kitten, it's okay"

For some reason that's your breaking point and warm tears spill from your eyes.

His arms snake around your back and he pulls you into his chest, one of his hands on the back of your head. You tense up at first, your body rigid.

"Breathe jagiya, you're holding your breath." He presses his lips to your forehead and you sob, relaxing into him. He tucks your face into his neck by his scent glands, the scent of whiskey and dark chocolate surrounding you.

You cry until your throat hurts and your head is pounding. The whole time he just holds you, gently running his fingers through your hair and rubbing your back.

You eventually quiet down, his shirt now wet with your tears. "There we go, it's alright" he presses his lips to your forehead once again, holding them there for a few seconds before pulling back.

"Let me go get you some water. I'll be right back" he starts to pull away and immediately you feel the panic bubble back up in your chest.

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YOONGI

As I stand up she keens at me, causing me to freeze. I never thought I'd hear her call for me like that, let alone anytime soon.

"Okay, okay. I'm not going anywhere kitten, I'm right here." I quickly lay back down next to her and pull her back into my arms, tucking her against me like she was before

She nuzzles into my neck, entangling her legs with mine. She chirps softly and i cant help but laugh. She never hated touch, she was just afraid of it. Now that she's letting me touch her i don't think she's gonna ever let me stop touching her.

As she starts to fall asleep, she starts to purr softly and my heart just shatters. Her purr is broken. Its choppy and raspy instead of smooth and calming.

All pups are born with the ability to purr, but it fades away or turns into a rumble if they present as a beta or an alpha later on. If a pup doesn't have a safe, happy environment they wont be purring very frequently. And if they don't purr then it wont develop properly and I can come out as broken and choppy, like hers. The more she purrs the more it'll develop, but it can take years of consistent purring to fix it once it's developed wrong.

I hate knowing she didn't have a good childhood. That she likely grew up in an unsafe environment. Whether that be physically unsafe or emotionally unsafe, I don't know.

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When I wake up the next morning she's still wrapped around me, purring softly in her sleep. I smile and try to gently untangle myself and pull away. I get a total of 2 steps away before she's whining at me

"Kitten, I have to pee" I laugh, she pouts.

"I'll come back i promise"

She shakes her head and gets up, grabbing my hand. I sigh and tug her along behind me to the bathroom, expecting her to wait outside the door. Pushes her way in as I'm trying to close the door.

"Seriously?" I look at her, mildly annoyed, but mostly just amused. I've never had an omega personally, but I've heard they tend to be very clingy once they form a bond with someone. Safe to say I think we've bonded.

I shake my head and use the bathroom, she covers her eyes like a child, making me laugh. I wash my hands then exit the bathroom, she promptly glues herself to my side as I'm trying to walk. I just put my arm around her shoulders and lead her back to my room. She climbs back into the nest and i climb in next to her.

She molds herself around me again and goes back to sleep, I just sigh contently, wrapping my arms around her and resting my head against hers.

I wake up to her getting up and running out of the room, presumably to use the bathroom like I had earlier. Only I don't follow like she did to me. I yawn and get up, running a hand through my hair and calling it good enough. Its Saturday so everyone is home. I head out into the kitchen where Jin is already making breakfast and Hoseok is making coffee.

Hobi walks over to me just as Y/n walks into the room, rubbing her eyes. She looks adorable with her hair still all messy from sleeping, her cheeks a bit red from being just a little too warm.

Hoseok wraps his arms around me, still with an empty coffee mug in his hand, and tucks his face into my neck only to freeze and quickly pull away. His face darkens and he scowls. "You smell like her" he growls.

I nod "yeah? And?"

"WHY DO YOU SMELL LIKE THAT FUCKING OMEGA!" He yells, throwing the mug in her general direction, it hits the floor and it doesn't just break, it shatters at her feet. That's how hard he threw it.

This catches everyone else's attention and they all rush in to see what's going on. Hoseok looks like he's ready to attack her, growling and staring her down. And poor Y/n is terrified. She walks over the broken ceramic and runs to me, whimpering as she hides her face in my chest. I put my hand on the back of her head, my other arm around her waist.

"What the actual fuck is wrong with you Hoseok!?" I grit my teeth to keep from lashing out at him, I know if I do it'll scare the omega in my arms and that's the last thing I wanna do right now.

"What is happening in here?!" Namjoon looks around at the mess, a shocked look on his face when he sees her in my arms.

"YOONGI SMELLS LIKE HER! WHAT WERE YOU TWO DOING HUH?!" Hoseok is screaming at this point. He walks over and grabs her from my arms, ripping her out of my grip. She hisses at him and he just puts his hand over her mouth "just shut up, omega"

"Hoseok let her go or get the fuck out of this house" Namjoon speaks in a calm but firm voice.

Hobi squeezes her arms, causing her to yelp, before shoving her forward and letting her go. "How do you not see what she's doing!? She's convincing Yoongi to pick her over us!"

"I'm not picking anyone over anyone! She's my mate too Hobi!" She had run back into my arms by this point, her shoulders shaking as she cries.

Only then did i notice the little blood drops on the floor. The mug pieces must've cut her. I lift her up with one arm under her thighs so she's not standing on any possible injuries and she wraps her arms around my neck.

Hoseok scoffs "look at them! Yoongi doesn't let us touch him that much!"

"Shes an omega, you're alphas. You don't need me to touch you or hold you. I'm not a touchy guy. She's the exception because she's my omega mate"

"See. Using her subgender to get her way" he rolls his eyes.

Namjoon has been watching this whole thing in disbelief. "Okay, that's enough. She hasn't done a single thing wrong. Yoongi, I wish you would've told us you'd been making progress with her because it could've really been helpful in certain situations. But other than that, the only one in the wrong here is you Hoseok."

"Tell me why her scent is all over you then Yoongi" Hobi crosses his arms, I sigh softly, shaking my head

"Because she slept in my room. She's been sleeping in my room since the end of her first week here. She built a nest on the floor at first but a couple weeks ago she built one on my bed and that's where we've both been sleeping when I'm not in the den. Last night she finally let me hold her for the first time, while she fucking cried. That's why I smell like her Hoseok. Because her tears are all over my shirt. Now if you'll excuse us, she got cut by the mug you threw at her and I'm going to go make sure she's okay" I storm off before anyone can respond.

I carry her to the upstairs bathroom and set her down on the sink. I hear Namjoon telling Hoseok off and smile a little, serves him right.

I check her feet, she's got a few small cuts on the right foot, and a small piece of ceramic stuck in her left one. I carefully pull the piece out and throw it away, putting bandaids over the cuts. "There we go! All fixed!" I smile, she looks less than amused. She reaches for me, whining.

"Oh you wanna cuddle now, hm?" She nods into my neck as I pull her into my arms. I toss her over my shoulder, listening to her giggle as I bounce down the stairs.

Everything seems to have calmed down by now, Hoseok is sulking at the table, Namjoon still looks pissed but he's quiet about it, and everyone else went back to what they were doing. Someone also cleaned up the broken mug.

I sit down on the couch with her and move her so she's sitting across my lap, her shoulder against my chest. Namjoon walks in and sits on the other couch.

"You got her to nest?" He sounds defeated. He's hard on himself being the pack alpha, and he traditionally should've been the one she warmed up to first and he should've been the one to help her.

"Joon, all I did was promise to protect her nest and then let her do the rest at her own pace. You're doing good babe I promise" I try and reassure him. He just shakes his head.

I move to the middle of the couch and put my arm out for him. He rolls his eyes and sits down next to me, leaning into my side. She tenses up, whining.

"It's just Joonie jagi, he isn't gonna hurt you" I reach over and mess up his hair, he glares at me, she giggles quietly, hiding her face in my shoulder.

We stay cuddled up like that until Hoseok comes over and sits on my other side. I know he's doing it on purpose just to scare her, and its bullshit. "Hoseok don't start. You're only making the pack mad at you, not at her. She's our mate whether you like it or not and she isn't going anywhere. You need to get over whatever it is you have against her" I push him away gently

"Oh so I'm not allowed to sit by you now?" He whines at me like a child who isn't getting their way.

"Not when you're doing it to scare her, no" I mutter

"You don't let us in your room, you're picking favorites" he jumps back to the conversation from earlier, Namjoon just looks so done with all of this.

"Hoseok, you're being ridiculous. You are a fully grown alpha. Omegas need to be close to people to help them regulate properly, its genetics. Alphas aren't like that. You might get a little sad but you're mental health wont deteriorate. Why do you think hers is so bad? I don't think she's ever been comforted by another person before us Hoseok. Imagine never being close to anyone your entire life. Even an alpha would go a little crazy. I know I would. One of your mates is finally comfortable with one of us after a month and a half. You should be happy about that" Namjoon finally adds to the conversation.

"I'd be happy if she wasn't an omega" Hoseok mutters under his breath and Namjoon clenches his jaw

"What is your problem with omegas? They are some of the sweetest gentlest people you'll ever meet. Occasionally theyre bad people but that can happen with any subgender"

"Unlike you guys, I've had an omega before. I know what they're like. And they're only nice to get what they want. She's using you Yoongi. I'm just trying to save you the heartbreak" Hoseok sighs and gets up, leaving the room.

I think he genuinely thinks he's doing the right thing, and that's what concerns me.

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Jimin and I went grocery shopping and we just got back. We put everything away and I go to find y/n. She made me promise to let her scent me once I got home because I showered and washed it all off.

I see her outside, curled up by the edge of the woods, her back against a tree. I smile and make my way over. As I get closer I notice her scent is very faint and its burnt as well. Somethings not right.

"Kitten?" I crouch down and she jumps, quickly scrambling away from me. My eyes narrow in confusion.

"Jagiya, babe what's wrong? It's just me." I look at her, noticing a red patch on her cheek all the way down her neck. I try and get closer but she backs away. She's afraid again. This has Hoseok written all over it.

I storm into the house, going into my room to calm down first. The first thing I notice is her nest is completely gone.

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NAMJOON

For the past week she's been avoiding us like the plague. She wont come out of her room unless its to use the bathroom. Jin has left food outside her door and she hasn't even touched it. She's even avoiding Yoongi.

We've all grilled Hoseok and he's adamant he didn't do anything wrong, however I don't really believe that.

I sent Jungkook up to talk to her and he just came back downstairs. "Did you get her to talk to you?" I ask

Jungkook nods, "A little bit. When I asked why she's avoiding us all she said is she has to."

I notice Hoseok clench his jaw, but he doesn't say anything. I find that a little weird but I figure its just because she's interacting with Jungkook and he doesn't like it, like usual.

Later that night, I wake up when I hear the front door close. Everyone's still in the den besides Tae and Hobi. I get up and check Tae's room, he's still here. I check Hobi's next. Empty.

I sit in the living room, in the dark, waiting for him to get back. I can't sleep when I don't know where my entire pack is. As pack alpha is my job to look after them, and I cant do that if I don't know where they are.

I sit there for nearly 4 hours. Hoseok comes back inside around 3 am, dragging y/n behind him. Wait what? Why were they out together? Are they getting along now? I doubt it.

"Where have you been" I speak bluntly

Hoseok freezes, letting her go. "We uh, we went to the park" he's lying, I can tell he's lying

"Y/n, babygirl come here" she hesitantly walks over keeping a significant distance between us. "Did he hurt you?" She shakes her head and I relax a little only to tense right back up when I realize she has no scent.

"Baby why are you wearing scent blockers" I reach out and pull her closer, she tenses up. As she gets closer I can smell another alphas scent on her that I don't recognize.

My eyes narrow, something is going on here. "Baby, go upstairs to your room okay? Someone will be up in a minute."

She nods and runs off upstairs. I get up and turn on the light so I can properly see Hoseok. "Sit down, and don't move" I order, and he sits down on the couch, avoiding eye contact.

I go into the den and shake Yoongi awake. He groans and buries his face into Jungkook's back. "Yoongi, get up. I need you to talk to y/n."

He slowly pulls himself up and runs his hand through his hair, grumbling about it being too early or something like that as he heads upstairs.

I don't even get to ask Hobi a question before Yoongi is back downstairs with his hands around Hoseok's throat, his scent like hot tar so strong that its suffocating, making me cough.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" Yoongi is yelling, waking up the rest of the pack.

I run over and try to pull Yoongi off of Hoseok. Jin, who's now awake, grabs Hoseok and we manage to separate them.

"Let's calm down. What happened?" I try and calm everyone down, my grip on Yoongi tight as he tries to get back to Hoseok. He's growling and trying to lunges at Hobi.

"He let somebody hurt her! I don't know who or how, but she is black and blue, and she said Hoseok wasn't the one who did it. I figured id fucking kill him and get the details later" Yoongi growls

I look over at Hoseok and he's staring holes into the floor "I only wanted them to scare her. I never meant for her to get hurt! They took it too far!"

Tears pool in his eyes, if he's feeling guilty about it then I just know whatever happened was bad. I can tell he's telling the truth this time, he's being genuine. He didn't intend for her to get hurt. But she still did. And he still somehow was the cause of it. He had ill intentions either way

"Tell me what happened. Now." my tone is sharp as I scruff Yoongi to get him to calm down.

"I had a few of my friends grab her when she wasn't looking. I told them to scare her. That's all I wanted. They said they were gonna take her back to one of their houses, yell at her, then bring her back. But then it took 3 hours to bring her back, they dropped her off and drove away before I could speak to them. I don't know what they did to her but they clearly did more than I asked. I know it was wrong and I know it was stupid but I trusted those people, honestly I did! I knew if I let her get hurt you'd kick me out and I don't want to be kicked out so I never would've done it if I thought they were gonna hurt her like that!" He's panicking now.

Everyone's scent turns angry and it makes it hard to breathe. "You wanted to cause her pain. Maybe only emotional pain, but you wanted to hurt her. She has been nothing but sweet to us. You have no reason to want to harm her. I don't know what your previous omega was like but Y/n is not them!" Jimin's voice shakes, his scent is the hardest to handle. Thick black smoke, its suffocating and it burns your nose

"Hoseok, go to your room. Just go. I'll decide what to do with you in the morning" I sigh. He nods and quickly goes upstairs.

I text y/n and tell her to come downstairs once everyone has calmed down and our scents are back to normal. We hear her door open, the her soft footsteps padding down the stairs. She steps into the living room and every single one of us gasp, except Yoongi who's already seen her.

Her cheek is bruised, her arms are bruised, and there's blood smeared on her shirt.

I'm terrified to see what's hidden underneath her clothes but I know I'm gonna have to.

#bts #jeon jungkook #jung hoseok #kim namjoon #kim seokjin #kim taehyung #min yoongi #park jimin #alpha beta omega #omegaverse #bts omegaverse #omegaverse fic #bts fic #fluff #hurt/comfort #angst #bangtan

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She wants to be saved chapter 7

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Pairing: alpha BTS × omega reader

Chapter Warnings: I don't really know what to put for warnings, bad writing, mute reader, POV changes, talks of self-harm, likely inaccurate medical information, bad eating habits

Word count: 3378

"Mewling: A whimper or high-pitched crying noise to express unhappiness. Omegas mewl when they are hungry or in pain, whether it be physical or mental"

I realized a lot of my sound references were coming from here, I was just using the definition Google was giving me but it looks like they're pulling it from this post.

What is the human equivalent of vet-wrap? Is it just self adhesive bandages? I've always just called it vet wrap, haha

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JUNGKOOK

she refuses to come home, so I make the executive decision to pick her up. In hindsight, this was really fucking stupid. She's obviously hurt somehow and if I pick her up she's gonna panic and possibly make the injury worse. She flails and thrashes in my arms, grumbling at me. I make another poor choice and I growl at her. I just meant to show mt frustration with her behavior, it was never a threat of any kind.

She immediately stills and I feel her tense up. She quickly types something into her phone

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

My heart breaks for her. She's still so afraid of us. I carry her back to the house, and as soon as I'm through the door everyone's heads snap up. They can smell the blood, its really strong. I set her down and take a proper look at her. There's a huge dark spot on the front of her leggings on her thigh.

She looks absolutely terrified. "I may have gotten frustrated and growled at her..." I mumble, looking over at Namjoon. He gives me a disapproving look, but doesn't say anything. We have bigger issues to worry about.

Jimin rushes over. "What happened?! Why are you bleeding so much?!" She pulls away and runs upstairs before he can check her over. He runs after her.

"Let me see." We hear from upstairs.

"Y/n, doll, you need to let me see"

Its quiet for a minute, then Jimin gasps "Namjoon!" There's a shakiness to his voice that scares all of us, Even Hobi and Tae look slightly concerned.

Namjoon quickly heads upstairs, it follow, wanting to see what's going on. "She hurt herself" Jimin whispers.

"I know that. How though" Namjoon looks calm but I know him enough to see through it. He's nervous.

"No like, she hurt herself. On purpose" everyone stills and the house falls silent. The rest of the pack is watching from the stairs, Namjoon swallows hard and nods.

"She must've ripped the wounds back open when she was running or something. She 100% needs stitches"

No i don't! It'll heal on its own! They've healed before!

"Then you got lucky, y/n" Jimin's voice is still slightly shaky. I don't know if its because his mate is hurt or the injury is that bad. Either way I don't like it.

I walk a little closer and my heart breaks as I see her. She's tucked into the corner, trying to make herself as small as possible.

"Baby can I see?" Namjoon walks over and crouches in front of her, she shakes her head.

He sighs "babygirl I need to see. Either you show me or I look myself" he's speaking gently, but the fear in her eyes is growing by the second. She lets out a broken sob as Namjoon grabs her waistband and slides ger leggings down to her knees, just enough to see the injuries.

He and I both gasp at the large open wounds on her right thigh and the blistering burn on her left. Namjoon pulls her pants back up and turns to Jimin his voice blunt and emotionless "We're going to the hospital"

His head snaps back toward her "No?"

No. I'm an adult, I can refuse treatment. No

"Kitten, you're gonna get blood all over your blanket if you don't get stitches. And all over everything else because they're just gonna keep breaking open. " Yoongi speaks up from where he now stands next to me.

She's still for a minute before she slowly nods. Thank god for Yoongi and his quick thinking. Yoongi always seems to know exactly what to say.

Namjoon Scoops her up into his arms, holding her tightly so she can't squirm too much. "You're not walking, it'll only irritate your wounds"

She squirms as much as possible and when she realizes she cant get free, she just mewls at him, pushing against his chest.

Namjoon ignores her, carrying her out of the room and to the car. Jimin follows. I walk into her room and grab a bunny stuffed animal from her bed, figuring it will make her feel better. I run downstairs and meet Namjoon and Jimin by the car as Joon is lying her in the backseat. Once he steps back, I hand her the stuffed bunny and she clutches it to her chest like a child.

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YOU

You hate hospitals. You hated them when you got stabbed, but you were a little too preoccupied to be freaking out over the hospital at the time. When you got your stitches out you were too afraid of your mates to really show any fear. But now you're freaking out and you're sure both of them can see it.

You hold the bunny close to your chest, your head resting on Namjoon's shoulder as he carries you. You stopped trying to fight him on it, knowing you'd ultimately lose. His scent is making you slightly dizzy. You're pretty sure he's doing that on purpose to try and calm you down. You don't appreciate it, but you're not bold enough to speak up about it. Especially not after you hissed at him earlier.

You're also exhausted, and the calming scent he's pushing out is making it hard to stay awake. Omegas need more sleep than alphas do, and you don't sleep very well at night. And your little naps during the day aren't cutting it. Your eyes flutter closed.

When you open them again, you're satisfied in Namjoon's lap in the waiting room. You didn't fall asleep, but you weren't fully awake either. You have to fill out some paperwork but you don't get very far, the pen slipping from your hand as you head falls back against Namjoon's chest. He just chuckles, taking the clipboard and pen, filling it out the best he can for you. You look up at him, and you can see the moment he realizes he doesn't actually know that much about you.

Once you get called back, Namjoon carries you to the room and sets you down on the bed. Jimin hands you your bunny that you didn't even realize you'd dropped and you hold it close to you. It's cold in here. You don't like that. You hate being cold, but as an omega you seem to be extra sensitive to temperature. You're almost always either too hot or too cold. You whine softly as you pull the thin hospital blanket up over your body, ignoring the looks of amusement from Namjoon and Jimin. They're sitting on a little padded bench that's next to the window. It's dark outside so the room is only lit artificially. You dislike artificial light, heavily preferring natural light. All around you are just one unhappy omega.

You pick up your phone and text Yoongi

You[8:46]: come save me. Its cold and I wanna go home and i don't have my blanket and you need to come get me.

"Who are you texting?" Jimin raises an eyebrow at you, leaning over to try and see your screen. You quickly turn it away, grumbling softly. He just laughs.

Yoongi[8:50]: I can't, Namjoon wouldn't let me take you until after you're treated

You[8:51]:😭

A doctor comes in and you ignore her. She sighs and looks over to Namjoon, who explains what happened and what the problem is.

The doctor nods and walks over to the side of the bed. She takes your blood pressure and all the other normal things they do then pulls the blanket down. You hiss once again. You have a tendency to hiss at people, its a bad habit of yours. Which is why hissed at Namjoon so easily earlier. You didn't even have to think about it, it just happened.

The doctor immediately backs off and lifts her hands in a surrendering gesture. "Okay, okay. We aren't very happy, I understand. But I cant help you if you don't let me see"

I don't want help

You type out and hit play.

She looks over at Namjoon. Since Namjoon isn't officially your alpha yet, he cant override your refusal. They'll have to get you to agree

"Baby, come on. You need to-" he puts his hand on your shoulder and you jerk away from him. He goes quiet. You can see the hurt on his face, you know they thought they were making progress and you feel a little bit bad, but all the touching today had actually reversed any progress you had made.

You want Yoongi to come sit with you, not Namjoon and Jimin. You pause for a second. You want Yoongi. You actually want one of them. You know Yoongi wouldn't have tried to touch you. You know he wouldn't have used his scent to make you easier to handle. Namjoon used his scent to make you easier to control. He didn't do it with ill intentions, but he still did it without asking when it wasn't necessary, and that really bothers you.

He sighs "Look, Y/n, we aren't going home until you get your wounds stitched up. So we can either stay here longer than we need to while you fight with the doctor. Or you can cooperate and we'll all get to go home. What's it gonna be?" Namjoon's tone is stern. He phrases it like you have a choice but either you agree or you're forced to stay here until you agree.

You look up at him. You know you look betrayed, you see the way his expression falls ever so slightly. "Baby its for your own good. I'm sorry" his tone is gentle now, apologetic.

You whimper, but nod slowly to the doctor. Knowing you have no real say in this now. The doctor pulls the blanket down and looks down, sighing

"You gotta take your pants off, honey"

You whine, but pull your pants down, slipping them off completely before holding them out to Jimin, who's the closest. He takes them, setting them on the bench next to him.

You watch the doctor's eyes widen. "You definitely need stitches, and we need to take care of that burn as well. I'll be right back okay?" You nod and the doctor leaves.

"You should've told us sooner, Y/n. No one's mad, and while I highly advise you to stop, I know it's not that easy. Next time, tell one of us so we can care for the wounds properly okay?" You stare at Namjoon in shock. You expected to be yelled at, maybe mocked. You expected them to try and force you to stop. But they're not, he's just asking you to tell them moving forward so they can handle it. You nod slowly, not knowing yet whether you're actually going to tell them in the future.

The doctor comes back with a tray of things and sets them down. "Here's how its gonna go okay? I'm going to clean the area, then i will numb the area with some local anesthetics. After that I'll stitch the wounds closed. Only the 3 deepest ones need stitches. The rest will heal without them, but still need to be cared for properly so you don't get an infection. You have a fourth wound that could benefit from stitches but its not completely necessary, and considering your reluctance to get treatment at all I'm going to let it go without okay?"

You nod. You watch as she first wipes the area with some sort of disinfectant. You wince, letting out a soft hiss of pain. She smiles apologetically. She then numbs the area with a few shots. You close your eyes as she does this. You don't like needles very much. Your grip on your bunny tightens as she stitches the areas closed. She then wipes the area clean of any blood that's still there and covers each one with gauze and wraps your thigh with self adhesive bandages.

She then moves onto the burn on your left thigh. By now the burn had appear to have gotten worse. There are blisters and the top layers of skin are sloughing off. The skin is red and angry and a thin layer of liquid is coating the area. The burn covers from your upper thigh almost down to your knee, and it trails down the sides. Its not a small burn.

The doctor gives you an IV so they can give you something for pain. You're confused at first until they tell you they have to scrape off all the dead skin that's sloughing off.

The doctor comes over with some soapy water and tweezers of some kind and starts wiping the area down. You cry out as she does this, tears rolling down your cheeks. It hurts way worse than getting burned in the first place. She scrapes and peels off all the dead skin, meanwhile Namjoon and Jimin are trying to be encouraging and comforting. It's not helping. You're sure you hiss at her a few times but you don't make any moves to stop her. Jimin walked over and offered his hand, you end up digging your nails into his wrist so hard you draw blood.

Once she finishes she paths the area dry and puts some sort of ointment over the area. She covers it with gauze and wraps it like she did your other thigh. "You did good honey, we're done now i promise" you don't feel like you did good. You cried and hissed the whole time.

You wipe your tears as she removes the IV and leaves to get your discharge papers. Once all of that is handled you're free to go home.

Your pants are soaked in blood but you put them back on anyway. Jimin carries you out this time, even when you assure them you can walk

Once you get back to the house, they finally let you walk by yourself. You walk inside and head up to your room, locking the door.

You wait there until around 1 in the morning, then you sneak downstairs into Yoongi's room. You eye your nest for a few seconds, then grab a couple of the blankets from the walls and climb onto Yoongi's bed. He's not in here so you assume he's in the den.

You find yourself saddened by that. You weren't expecting to grow attached to any of them, you'd planned to keep your distance. So the fact you're sitting here missing Yoongi catches you a little off guard.

You've got a lot of emotions from today swirling around in your body, and it somehow ends with you creating a nest on Yoongi's bed. Your nest in the corner gets completely taken apart and the materials are used to create the new nest. Once you use up those materials, you head upstairs and grab some from your blanket pile. You drag them back downstairs and incorporate them into the nest as well. Then you end up adding the clothes of Yoongi's that you'd stolen so it smells even more like him. You spend all night making it, not even realizing what time it is until, Yoongi walks in and startles you.

You yelp and turn to face him, sitting in the middle of your nest looking sheepish. "Stress nesting huh?" He frowns. You look down, grabbing your phone

I'll take it down, I shouldn't have made one on your bed i don't know why I did

You go to break down the walls, and it physically hurts you to destroy your hard work. But you know its not your bed. Yoongi walks over and grabs your wrists, shaking his head

"No kitten, it's okay" he smiles "you felt safe enough to build a nest on my bed, I'm proud, not upset"

You nod slowly, pulling away and sitting back. You're exhausted, you didn't mean to stay up all night it just sort of happened.

You look at him expectantly, waiting for him to come lay in it. His eyes widen "you want me to come inside your nest?" He asks in disbelief. You nod.

His smile widens and he carefully climbs over the edges, making sure not to mess anything up. He lays down and looks over at you as you lay down next to him, keeping some distance between you, but not as much as before.

"Did you sleep at all?"

You shake your head, he sighs.

"C'mon, it's only 7, let's get some sleep"

You nod and pull your blue blanket over you. You're asleep before Yoongi even gets under his blankets.

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Yoongi accidentally wakes you up a couple hours later when he gets up. You whine and sit up. You're still tired. You huff and grab your blanket, leaving his room and moving to the couch to go back to sleep. In hindsight this wasn't the smartest idea since it's Friday and that means you're home with Taehyung and Hoseok, but they left you alone for the most part.

After about an hour they start being rather loud. You know they're doing it on purpose to keep you awake but you try to block it out.

After a while they quiet down and you're able to fall back asleep. You sleep through the majority of the day, waking up around 4. Jungkook is home now, so is Yoongi. Jungkook is sitting on the other couch, eating a popsicle of some kind, you watch him.

"Want a bite?" He notices you looking at him and holds it out to you. You hesitate, but take a small bite of it, gasping when its cold on your teeth. He just laughs and takes a bite himself. He sticks his tongue out at you and it's purple, you giggle a little bit, yawning.

"Did you not sleep last night? Tae said you slept all day?"

You nod, getting up finally because you need to use the bathroom. You huff at your body for needing to pee, mad you can't just sleep. You head to the bathroom, and while you're in there, you change the gauze on your thighs and put ointment on the burn. You're supposed to do this twice a day, but you've been sleeping, so that didn't happen.

Everyone is home by 6:30 and dinner is ready by 7.

Jin sets a bowl of rice with chicken, eggs, and seaweed mixed into it, covered in some kind of spicy sauce. You glare at him as hard as you can.

You set your phone on the table.

"Just try some, okay?" Namjoon's trying not to laugh as you glare at Jin.

I had popsicle earlier

"You had one bite of my popsicle, pup. That's not enough food for one day" Jungkook doesn't let you get away with anything.

You glare at him instead.

"Wait you shared a popsicle with her?" Hoseok sounds disgusted.

"Tae has ripped a sucker from my mouth and put it in his on multiple occasions and you didn't even blink, why do you care if Kookie shared a popsicle with y/n" Jimin's eyes narrow as he looks as Hoseok.

"She's not pack"

Namjoon gives him a warning growl.

"What she's not! We aren't courting her, she isn't mated to us, she doesn't even act like pack. Our scents aren't on her, hers isn't on us. She isn't pack!" Hoseok crosses his arms

Namjoon is about to speak but you've already typed something on your phone, you hit play.

You're right. I'm not pack. But we are mates, which is a bit more significant than pack. You can have a pack with people who aren't mates. So while pack is definitely important, the mate status is a bit more significant. Most mates fuck, so, sharing a popsicle shouldn't really be concerning. You act like I sucked his dick or something, Jesus

Hoseok's face turns red and everyone else laughs, including Taehyung.

"Whatever, smartass" Hoseok mutters

You giggle.

You sigh and pick out the pieces of chicken, just eating that before you push your bowl away.

"You need to eat more than that, baby" Namjoon sighs

You shake your head, refusing. After going back and forth for a while, he eventually gives in and let's you stop.

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