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sad girl tiktok is going crazy over this song right now and i don’t blame them because its so.

the everyday tragedy of being left behind, the pain of revisiting old wounds, old friendships that will never be the same, and the grief that comes with no longer being someone’s everything. all rolled into one. and the loneliness. THE LONELINESS.

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sydney rose, “we hug now”

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oh these two husbands

Captain America: Brave New World (2025) dir. Julius Onah

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a clip from my cover/rendition of ethel cain's etienne.

Listen to the full track here

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you’re so smooth

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I'll block a bitch on letterboxd I'll block a bitch on airbuds widget I'll block a bitch on goodreads I'll block a bitch on microsoft teams

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tarlos as dads im gonna cry

RAFAEL SILVA as CARLOS REYES and RONEN RUBINSTEIN as TK STRAND in 911: LONE STAR S5 E11

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just recently wrote a music review for The Great Impersonator!!!

would love for any Halsey stans to give it a read 🫶🫶

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@mothercain for hommegirls 🤎

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my guy deserved better 😭

SMILEY  |  Ramon Pujol as Ramón Martínez

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another ship to obsess over god yes

Miki Esparbé & Carlos Cuevas - December, 2023

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The problem is that America has beaten down its people for decades and gotten them weak and desperate and now promises a way out, a way to transcend and rise above, through selling out their fellow man. They encourage contempt and hatred as one way ticket to not being included with the masses being death marched to poverty or imprisonment or whatever other bitter end surely awaits the people they’re told are beneath them. An embarrassingly large chunk of white men are just straight up nazis these days as a way to dissociate from the rest of the carnage around them, even if they’re broke and uneducated and from an impoverished background themselves. They’ll vote for and align themselves with anything for a taste of power and control that makes them feel a little less helpless. The same goes for minorities. They’ll punch down if they think it’ll get them somewhere, even if in reality they’re punching sideways. I don’t know what else to say, really. Everybody is so incredibly hateful. We are a loveless, disrespectful nation. We are so spread thin by our government that we would sell each other out in a heartbeat for an ounce of relief. This is what we’ve come to.

It’s not even about Trump at this point. He’s gonna get in office and do whatever he does and it’s gonna be a mess but whatever. This is indicative of deeper problem. This is just the ugly consequence of the already present reality in this country that we all just despise each other. There is no solidarity and there is no love. Trump being in office or not doesn’t change the fact that America is a breeding ground for violent hatred. Trump has given people a shining example of how to give in to the worst parts of your human nature and make it the problem of everyone around them. I don’t even know what we’re supposed to do about that. I don’t know if that’s something we can come back from. And if anything COULD be done about it, Trump certainly wouldn’t do it. Honestly, Kamala probably wouldn’t have either. We are so deeply fucked.

However, I must say, if you voted for Trump, I hope that peace never finds you. Instead, I hope clarity strikes you someday like a clap of lightning and you have to live the rest of your life with the knowledge and guilt of what you’ve done and who you are as a person.

Love yall. Shit is so bleak but the world keeps spinning until it doesn’t, I guess. We can’t count on the government for literally even a shred of progress or hope so just keep up the good fight in your own personal lives. That’s literally the only thing to be done at this point. Stay safe out there. Maybe buy a gun.

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PREACH.

should we listen to the tracks in order or does it not matter

i think every album in the world should be listened to in order

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favourite 2024 albums → THE GREAT IMPERSONATOR by Halsey

"I hope once you listen you will find that behind this theatrical facade is a record I made in a time of grave existential bewilderment. The album is sad, this is true. It's frenzied and calm all at once somehow. To have it in the world with the knowledge of all that I learned while I was making it, is a profound feeling."

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what the FUCK was life of a spider.

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You don’t get to fuel the fire,

then attempt to quell the flame.

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I apathy II disruption III curiosity IV assimilation V aggrandization VI delineation VII perversion VIII resentment IX separation X degradation XI annihilation XII desolation