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I'm curious how many people don't have Buck or Eddie as their favorite character. People always assume Buck is my favorite (he's my 2nd fave) because of how much I post about him, but Bobby is actually my favorite. I feel like almost everyone had Buck or Eddie as their favorite character - or at least on Tumblr.

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oliver truly is god's strongest soldier because if i had had to deal with angry fans accusing me of queerbaiting AND with a homophobic network who won't let me say a word about my character's queerness FOR YEARS i would have set something on fire and ended up in jail

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Daily reminder that Bobby loves Buck so much that he can't survive losing him.

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Athena: Wish Buck could've seen you do that. Bobby: Honestly, I would've much rather seen Buck do that.

9-1-1 | 7x03: Capsized

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Fanfic writers are like crows. If you give them treats (comments) they will bring you shiny things (fanfic)

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Eddie: Do you think Buck loves me?

Hen: One time I drunk texted him asking what love was.

Eddie: And?

Hen: He sent me a picture of your face.

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Do you ever think about how coma Bobby is just Buck's imagination and coma Bobby saying "sweet kid" is really Buck acknowledging how much Bobby loves him. He KNOWS. And I am going to cry about it...

AUGHHH 6.11 In Another Life a whole episode about a guy who loves his dad so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He made up the fact that some version of Bobby is dead and his lungs stopped working about it!!! He watches Bobby watching over him, aware of what he's doing even while comatose!!! "I still find it hard to believe you left a world where you could fix everything" "not everything" he couldn't bring Bobby back to life of course he would give up any good that world had to offer he has to come home to his DAD!!!!!!!! Also Bobby beating him at cards like Eddie beats Chris at boggle the fathers and sons of it all!!!!!!!! Athena and May both saying out loud that Buck is Bobby's kid!!!!!! I am ALSO going to cry about it.......

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when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes

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evan buckley the man that you are

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i started this as a joke wanting to recreate the eddie still as a renaissance painting and then.... i made this.

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Buck and Eddie are DJing with drag queens. That's going to be an actual scene of the show. Dude what the fuck.

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Would anyone be interested in a Taylor/Travis inspired Buddie fic?

Eddie would be the pop star, and he’s on his biggest tour ever following the release of an album that he wrote about losing Shannon. He produces music in a bunch of different styles but always has some good songs to dance too and can show off his moves (cause I can’t help but picture Ryan Guzman in step up… ugh don’t mind me drooling over him for a sec). Christopher is on tour with him, but they have a house in LA when they aren’t touring. Oh, and how bodyguards are Tommy and Lena, and Athena is his manager/publicist.

Buck is a TE or WR for the LA Chargers, and a podcast with his former teammate/brother in law, Chimney, called the 118 (Chimney was number 1 when he played and Buck is number 18). Bobby is the head coach of the team, Hen is the team’s athletic trainer, and Maddie works for the team’s Social Media/marketing. Ravi is the new young QB fresh out of college, and and Albert is the intern on the 118 podcast.

Buck, who is the fair openly bi player in the NFL, went to one of Eddie’s concerts at SoFi Stadium, and talked about the show on his podcast with Chimney, and openly admitted that he wished he could’ve met Eddie. He openly talks about his celebrity crush on Eddie on air, and the clip, which was supposed to be an ad, blows up all over the internet, and Eddie can’t help but see it.

Eddie, who is gay (but not out to the public), sees the clip and is talking about with Tommy and Lena, and Christopher who is 10 and eavesdropping because he just wands his dad to be happy again, talks about maybe calling up Buck. And well, you know how it’s gonna go from there…. Well, maybe with a few tricks and embellishments up my sleeve.

Would anyone wanna read if write it?

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Starlight

buck/eddie | rated: G | 4K | complete | ao3

Summary: On a rare, starry summer night, Buck and Eddie discuss what ifs and make decisions about their future.

“Do you,” Buck says very quietly, so quiet Eddie probably wouldn’t even be able to hear it were they not inches away from being pressed together. It’s too hot out to be pressed together. Too sweaty, soggy, smelly, and their skin would chafe and stick together and probably hurt.

Eddie’s not sure he would care though.

“Do you ever think about,” Buck continues, his question also sticky and meandering and not meant to come out in anything but the secluded darkness of midsummer. “About you and me?”

Eddie swallows hard and doesn’t move. He breathes but there’s no air, no movement. He knows the question. He knows what Buck is asking. He doesn’t stop searching for the stars and all the shapes and figures drawn in connecting lines between them.

There are no lines for real. It’s all made up by people who have brilliant creative imaginations. People like Chris and Buck and Shannon. They’re the kind of people who see the lines, the animals, the heroes, the stories, and invent constellations.

Eddie just sees starlight. Raw, unconnected, faraway stars that were lost a long time ago. “What about you and me?”

Buck breathes slowly, soft inhale and exhale that sounds so loud, and why is it the only sound Eddie can hear? The city is hardly quiet even at this time of night. It’s not that late. But it’s still only the wafting air in and out of Buck’s lungs. The only sound that reaches him. “Eddie. You and me. Dating. Being together. Seeing if it works, if it fits. Do you ever think about it?”

Does the ocean think of tides? Does the forest think of collecting rain and sun? Does the fire know what it consumes? Do the stars know they’re dying, they’re phantoms, they’re already dead?

Something was left in a graveyard and it wasn’t a body. It wasn’t a person. Maybe it was a life though. A life together.

How could he ever believe things left in a graveyard could still be alive?

Buck didn’t even know. Buck never knew. They never got that far. Death and lightning have a way of shocking the system. But everything grows quiet afterward and locked back up once danger has passed. Eddie never said anything. Eddie cut out his thoughts, his feelings, and forced himself to move on and forget. Even though nothing could ever compare. Nothing else could ever fit.

Eddie can’t move, can’t look at him, but he wets his lips and asks, “Do you?”

(read on AO3)

for @daisyssousa and @tizniz

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I'm trying (2K)

“I’m trying.” Eddie gasps out, the fabric growing damp under his face, he tries to make himself smaller, “I’m trying so hard, Buck.”

I came across the song I'm trying by Alexander Stewart earlier, and it made me nearly burst into tears. I've never had a song capture how I feel so well. I decided to write this story to help me process the emotions instead.

Sending you a hug if you resonate with it as well, or the story.

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And what if I write a high school werewolf Buddie au based on Derek and Paige from Teen Wolf? Then what? Who is gonna stop me?

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#proud son