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I Wish I Had Wings

Mom

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OJ was slumped over her desk, hyper focused on her report - she promised it would be finished by Friday and it was no where near done. 

Groaning she threw her head back and spun on her chair but came to a jerking stop when someone grabbed the back of her chair. OJ momentarily caught off guard, yelped as she was almost flung from the chair. Wiping her head up as fast as she can to confront whoever thought it would be a good idea to almost give her a heart attack.

OJ - “Hey what the he….”

OJs mouth went dry as she met her mothers eyes, she swallowed thickly all words that were dancing in her tongue had suddenly disappeared as a nervous expression molded itself onto his face.

Kate stared at her daughter a slight look of annoyance on her face. Kate has a … difficult relationship with her daughter - It tends to happen when you leave your nine year old for six years and wake up to a fifteen year old who you know nothing about.

Kate - “Joe, I see you’re working hard.”

It was forced and awkward but she was trying and OJ was grateful for that. Kate didn’t try often but OJ enjoyed the moments where her mother took interest in her.

OJ smiled slightly.

OJ - “Yeah I promised to have this report done by the end of the week, it still has a lot of work to be done on it before I can say it’s finished but I’m getting there.”

Kate wished she could say she heard what her daughter said but that would be a lie. While OJ was explaining her work Kate stared intently at the faint, small scar that sat just about OJs eyebrow.

She had done that, years ago now but it felt like it was yesterday.

(Flashback)

Kate finished filling out the paperwork that was handed to her, a contract stating that if something where to happen to her child in the six years that it would take to get to Pandora that the RDA not the company could be held responsible.

Kate signed it without a second thought, if this is what it would take to bring her daughter with her then she’d do it. She’d do anything.

Handing it back to the whoever the hell was dealing with the legal shit Kate watched as the man made a swift exit after sighting his own name.

After a few more moments Joe was brought into the room, wide eyed and curious. Kate smiled as she wrapped her daughter into a hug before pulling back an examining her. Joes hair was pulled into a tight military bun and she had a modified RDA jumpsuit and black shirt on underneath. Joe smiled at her mom holding her hand as they made their way out of that room and onto the ships holding bay. The ship that would take them to Pandora, the ship that would take them to their new lives.

Kate lined up with the other soldiers before being personally escorted to the front by one of the staff as she was to be in charge of weaponry and safety alongside Miles Quadritch - a good personal friend of hers. So she was taken to be debriefed on her new role and her responsibility’s that she would have once they reached Pandora.

However, before she left Kate pulled Joe into a hug. The older woman pulled away, looking her daughter in the eyes.

Kate - “I’ll see you soon.”

Joe nodded.

Joe - “Love you mom.”

Kate nodded before kissing Joes fore head and turning to follow the staff member from earlier.

The next time Kate saw her daughter was six years later.

The woman had settled into the makeshift cafeteria on the ship, tired and hungry from her six years in cryo.

Kate snacked on some dried artificial fruits and as she waited for one of the staff to bring her daughter to her. 

 So let’s just say she was more than a little surprised when a copper haired girl with her grey eyes introduced herself to Kate as her daughter.

Joe - “Hey mom, it’s been awhile.”

Joe moved closer to the older woman ready to embrace her, it had been six years since the girl had last been in her mothers arms and in all honesty she had missed it.

In a moment of panic, wondering where her little girl had gone only for a fifteen year old to be claiming to be said little girl. She lashed out, striking the girl face when she got too close - catching the teenagers skin on her wedding band. Kate watched as droplets of blood slid down the girls face and the girl recoiled, covering the injured area with her hand as she took a few shakey steps backwards.

Kate will never forget the look in the girls eyes - fear, confusion and what stung most of all … betrayal.

(End of flashback)

OJ waited expectantly but Kate had nothing to say, just gave a curt nod.

Kate - “You will be joining Grace and her team as the medic, you will show Sully how Pandora works. Am I clear.”

OJ sighs, she had been so naive to think that her mother was actually interested in her. The girl nodded and watched the older woman’s swift retreat out of the labs.

It took a moment for OJ to settle back down, her feathers successfully ruffled. She combed a hand through her curly hair and winced as it snagged on a particularly large curl.

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Trudy watched as OJ threw hands with the punching bag. Concern laced her features as she watched her friend - OJ was shaky and frustrated.

It was all HER fault.

Trudy didn’t like Kate, didn’t like they way she spoke to OJ or the way OJ would flinch if Kate got to close. Her momentary mental bitch about the woman stoped as the sound of hushed shudders caught her attention.

Trudy frowned as she enveloped OJ who continued to break down. The room was empty apart from the two women so OJ allowed herself a few moments to fall apart before collecting herself.

Trudy continued to hold her close and once OJ had composed herself a big smile made its way back into the freckles girls face. Trudy watch in aw, she had seen OJ break down the pull the peace’s back together.

The two girls headed to the canteen where they are dinner together while sharing funny stories from the early years in Pandora.  

OJ might of missed it but Trudy could see from the corner of her eye the frequent glances that the newbie marine was giving her friend, a cheeky smile covered her own face.

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I wish I had wings

Late Nights

————————————— OJ woke up with a jump, startled and disorientated she looked around the dark room. Panic started to settle in but the sound of Trudys soft snores brought her back to reality.

She’s was okey, she was safe.

As quietly as she could OJ shuffled off her bunk and made her way to the door. It made a quiet swoosh as it opened, OJ looked back - worried it would wake her friend but she was still sleeping.

The girl made her way into the cafeteria where she poured herself a glass of water. She sat at one of the tables and quietly when through the events of the day. 

Waking up late

Helping Max

Meeting Norm and Jake …

OJ smiled at the thought of Jake but then immediately groaned. She much of seemed like such a weirdo! The girl hid her face into her hands and sighed - she was so good damn exhausted.

A sudden noise made her jump and she swung around to see what it was.

… Jake.

OJ - “Hey, didn’t think you’d still be up.”

Jake smiled at her as he wheeled himself over to the table she was slumped over.

Jake - “Could say the same for you.”

They sat in a comfortable silence for a while just existing in each others company and it was surprisingly relaxing.

Jakes mind wondered to the question he had wanted to ask previously before they where interrupted.

Jake - “So, how do you know about marine ranks? You don’t exactly look like someone who enjoys combat.”

OJ smiled sadly and Jake immediately regretted his question, stupid, stupid! He should have just kept his mouth shut.

Jake - “Hey, you don’t have to …”

He stoped when OJs sad eyes met his.

OJ - “Jeez marine, it’s okey. My mom is head of weaponry here and she’s been a Marine since before I was born. “

Jake thought for a moment and then asked another question.

Jake - “So, how long have you been on Pandora?”

OJ counted on her fingers trying to work out how long she had truly been on Pandora. In all honesty she had lost track after the 3rd year.

OJ - “We’ll, when I arrived on Pandora I must have been around sixteen/seventeen, maybe?”

Jake was confused by her responds.

Jake - “I thought kids couldn’t go in cryo?”

OJ sad smile came back.

OJ - “They can’t. I left earth when I was eleven … I think, I spend six years in that ship while my mom was in cryo.”

Jake was stunned, what kind of parent leaves an eleven year old to fend for themselves for six years?

OJ sighed.

OJ - “it was better than growing up on earth tho, I had the medics to talk to and like three copies of the same book. Dr Augustine’s research in pandoras flora and fauna, probable the reason she likes me so much is the fact I can almost recite the book word for word.”

Jake laughed as she rambled, he felt all warm inside when she talked. He caught himself staring at her eyes and big dopy grin on his face as he listened to her talk.

Eventually OJ ran out of breath and it was Jakes turn to talk. He talked about his brother, his time as a marine and what his life was like on earth. OJ listened intently and when she noticed  how his eyes glazed over as he talked about Tom she there his hand and whilst it was only a small gesture, Jake felt grateful.

Once Jake had finished they went back to a comfortable silence until OJ stretched while a yawn escaped her.

OJ - Wow, I’m beat. I’m going to get some sleep, you should get some to marine.

Sully mock saluted and watched as OJ stumble walked back to her room, the same goofy grin was plastered on his face.

Ah shit, he might be catching feelings.

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I Wish I Had Wings

Introductions

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When OJ was young she would dream  of flying, high in the clouds where no one could catch her but sooner or later, she always had to wake up.

Groaning OJ untwisted herself from her blankets her back craving from another night on the incredibly uncomfortable bunk.  Begrudgingly, she sat up and combed her hand through her unruly copper curls, she was convinced one day her hair would throttle her in her sleep. 

She yawned, her attention wandering over to the dry laughter that made itself known from the other end of the room, a sleepy smile made its way onto OJs face. 

Trudy - “Morning sleepy head.” 

Trudy chuckled, walking over and throwing herself backwards on the rock hard bunk landing on top of OJs legs.

OJ - “Oi get off.”

The curly hair woman laughed as she halfheartedly tried to shove her friend off her legs. Trudy ignored her, getting comfortable (somehow).

Trudy - “I head we’re getting a new shipment of Science Sorties, wonder what Augustine will think of em?”

OJ wondered, Grace was definitely a character. She knew that will Grace had a hard, no nonsense exterior she was warm on the inside. She had take OJ under her wing and OJ isn’t even technically apart of the “science sorties” she’s one of the active medics on Graces team, joining when she was fifteen.  She just happened to pick up on some Pandorian fauna and ran with it. Grace supported her the entire time, encouraging her to explore Pandoras intriguing creatures.

OJs mind wondered a little of track but she soon came back to reality when Trudy elbowed her in the stomach. OJ winced slightly, slapping her friends shoulder but then it hit her. Oh shit. Her eyes widened and she jumped up, scrambling to change into her grey tank top and camo army pants (which coincidently belonged to Trudy). 

Trudy, alarmed by her friend sudden change in demeanour sat up on the bunk.

Trudy - “What? What going on, are you okey?”

OJ took a few minutes to answer as she looked around for her crocs and lab coat. They were both extra … unique, a pair of lavender crocs with little plant stickers on them and her lab coat was a faint pink colour. She tied the ends of the lab at into a bow before craving her lap top.

OJ “I said I would help Max unload the new avatars.”

Oh looked at her military grade watch that she’s drawn a happy face onto with yellow highlighter. 

OJ - “15 minutes ago.”

Trudy stood up, shaking her head while she laughed.

Trudy - “You’ve really gotta be more organised J”

She sighs in defeat, trying her best to wrestle her hair into a short pony tail. Finally she was ready! She rushed off down the corridor after hugging Trudy goodbye, hoping that there was still time to help Max unload the avatars.

She met Max just outside the lab, the avatars had been brought to them (for a change) so after she helped Max check them over she headed to her desk, her desk was covered with papers and note books as well as little bits and bobs. OJ had left out some of her research so she could finish off her most recent report on the study of  Thanators aka “Palulukan” breeding patterns and mating rituals. She got busy with her work, sticking in her wire earphones and selecting a motivational playlist.

A little while later as more people started to filter into the lab OJ decided to take a break. Unplugging her earphones and putting them to the side she stretched and walked over towards Max. He was standing next to the avatars watching their electronic charts, OJ studied the avatars for a few moments until one of them caught her eye. A make, maybe early twenties with a mischievous look on his face - she picked up his electronic chart and read the name. She faintly recognised it but couldn’t quite put her finger on who it was.

OJ - “Tom Sully”

Max visibly paused, his face changed and OJ immediately noticed. She wanted to ask why the sudden change in demeanour but instead Max hastily passed her his pad. Reading the information her eyes widened.

Thomas Sully 

22, Male

Scientist

*UPDATE*

Thomas Sully (deceased)

Avatar replacement 

Jake Sully

22, Male

Ex Marine.

OJ heart broke for this poor guy, he looses his brother and then gets shipped off to another planet. Handing the pad back to Max she stares sympathetically at the avatar. And other hour of so past, OJ buddies herself around the lab checking that her fist aid pack was fully packed and not missing anything. 

Another paramedic, Mara sat beside her checking over her own pack. She wasn’t apart of OJs group but they had grown close over the years.

Mara - “Your mom said anything to you?”

OJ froze, she hadn’t spoken to her mother in years - not since their big argument. Since then, if they ever crossed each other path Kate pretended that her daughter didn’t exist and would walk right by her without as much as a glance.

OJ - “No.”

It was short and OJ felt bad about her brashness but her mother was a topic she didn’t like discussing. Thankfully Maras attention was drawn to two men who had entered the lab. Maxes waved her over, OJ said goodbye to Mara and made her way over to her friend.

Max - “And this is OJ she’ll be the paramedic on your team.”

Max introduced to the two men. Oh recognised them, they where the riders to the avatars she had helped unload earlier. OJ waved, she shook one of the man’s hand who introduced himself as norm and then turned to the man in the wheelchair. He held his hand out for her and quirked his brow slightly.

Jake - “OJ?”

The woman laughed, rubbing the back of her neck with her free hand.

OJ - “Yeah, long story. Mostly involving Orange juice.”

The both laughed a small blush tinted OJ face. Shit, he’s really hot. Max noticed the slight rosy tint of OJ face, he smile. He had grown close to OJ over the years - she was only a teenager when she fist started working in the lab. He thought for a moment and then a mischievous smile crossed his face.

Max - “OJ why don’t you help Jake set up his video logs?”

The woman smiled completely oblivious to Maxes intentions, she was just happy to help.

OJ - “Yeah sure, follow me and I’ll get you set up.”

OJ waged him over to the station next to hers and started filling in the computer log in details. After that she got his log ready and started explaining how it works.

OJ - “You can say anything thoughts, feelings all sorts it’s mostly so you won’t lose your mind for the next six years.”

Jake nodded, in a honestly he wasn’t really paying attention. He couldn’t pull his focus from her eyes, big warm grey eyes that seemed so gentle and caring. His attention snapped back when he noticed OJ putting something on his desk, it was a little blue dinosaur with pink speckles. 

OJ - “There! Now it’s officially OJ approved.”

Jake smiled, OJ seemed odd but in the best kind of way. He picked up the little dinosaur inspecting it, it was carved from wood and it looked kinda rough up close but you could see the care and effort that went into it. OJ must have noticed him starting at the little wooden thing because she covered her eyes and sighed.

OJ - “Oh Eywa, I’m so sorry! Your gunna think I’m a compleat space case, I promise I’m not. I give one to every newbie in the lab so they have something to personalise they’re desk with.”

Jake looked at her with confusion, how could he not like this little dinosaur? It was hella cute and anyone would be lucky to revive something that thoughtful on their first day.

Jake - “No I like it, it’s gunna be my second in command”

OJ smiled.

OJ - “Honestly, it won’t offend me if you don’t like it I kinda jumped the ball with it.”

Jake put on a mock offended look.

Jake - “You better show some respect to my second in command.”

He laughed while he said it, making OJ smile more. She mock saluted the little dinosaur.

OJ - “My apologies lance corporal sir.”

Once they where finished laughing at OJ silly antics, Jake got lost in her eyes again but then he got curious - how did she know marine ranks? 

Before he could ask the moment was interrupted by Grace coming out of her link pod.

Grace - “Where’s my god damn cigarette? Guys, what is wrong with this picture?”

OJ watched as another scientist rushed to grab Graces lab coat, lighter and a cigarette.

OJ - “Morning sleeping beauty.”

Grace playfully rolled her eyes at OJ antics. 

All four of them moved closer to the link pods, Max and Norm introduced Jake to Graces reputation and when they finally meet grace by the link pods Max introduced Grace to both Norm and Jake.

Grace talked to Norm about his Na’vi and she was quite impressed but gave him a few pointers. Her expression changed when she looked at Jake.

Max introduced Jake and Grace stood annoyance resisting from her body language. 

Jake - “Ma’am”

Grace - “Yeah, yeah. I know who you are, and I don’t need you. I need your brother”

OJ winced at the look on Jakes face.

OJ - “Grace.”

She tried but was ignored as the older woman continued.

Grace - “I know the PhD who trained for three years for this mission.”

Jake - “He’s dead. I know it’s a big inconvenience for everyone.”

Graces eyes widen slightly before she regains her original composure.

Grace - “How much lab training have you had?”

Jake - “I dissected a frog once.”

OJ totally caught of guard burst out laughing but after she sees the pointed look Grace give her she is quick to shut up.

Grace annoyed by the hole situation, declares that she is going to see Selfrig as she is sick of having the shit taken out of her.

Grace - “You see? There pissing in use without even the Curtiss of calling it rain.”

Max tried to stop her but it was to no avail and after giving a few words of wisdom to Jake he left. At some point Norm had also left, probably introducing himself to the other scientists.

OJ and Jake spent the rest of the day talking. Ok asked him about his time on earth and Jake asked her about her time on Pandora, by the time they were finished it was late and they both headed their separate ways. When OJ finally got back to her room a goofy smiled stayed in her face all night. 

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I Wish I Had Wings

AVATAR SERIES

Summery: The past ten years of OJs life on Pandora has been great! She has an avatar, a best seller on Pandorian zoology and Pandorian herbolic medicines, she also has the bestest friend someone could ask for. Yeah, life was good. Until some jar head marine showed up and turned her entire life around.

Warnings:

Mentions of injury

Mentions of violence 

Mentions of blood

Language

Small amount of spice (there will be a warning on the chap).

If I’ve left anything out please let me know 😊💕

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Part 1: Introductions

Part 2: Late Nights

Part 3: Mom

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OJ Info 😊🌸

AVATAR

Note - Hi luvs, long time no see! Again I’m sorry about the long breaks but it’s just life you know? 🥲 This introduction is set up a little differently - mostly because I plan on writing a series with OJ and the development of her relationship with Jake and Neytiri during the events of the first Avatar movie! 😅😆 Don’t worry I will be continuing writing for Alue’k cuz I love her ☺️ but I just need something a little different rn so we have OJ content!!! 😅😁 I hope you enjoy - Have a lovely day/night!!

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Name: Josephine (Joe) Branaski (OJ)

Sex: Female

Age: 24

Nickname: 

Joes nickname is OJ because on her first day at Hells Gate she spilled orange juice all over herself and after that she was dubbed OJ.

Personality: 

OJ is warm and caring, always strives to make those around her feel loved. She has a short temper that can sometimes get the best of her but she tried her hardest to approach every situation with patience and a level head.

Interests: 

Zoology and the use of plants as medicine have always intrigued OJ.

Background: 

OJ made the travel to Pandora at 13, her mother, Kate Branaski was friends with Miles Quadritch and happily gave up everything she had on earth to join her brother in arms. However, her husband, Michel had died years previous - lung cancer caused by earth terrible air pollution so there was no one to take her daughter Joe. So, agains better judgment Kate brought her daughter to Pandora. Joe was unable to go into cryo due to her age so she spent six years practically alone, caring for herself as her mother and the other passengers slept in the six year trek to the mysterious planet. The only thing that kept her company was a couple of volumes of Dr Grace Augustine’s books on Pandorian fauna and the few medical staff who weren’t in cryo. They showed her basic medical skills, how to stick someone up, care for burns and other injuries - by the end of the six years she was basically trained in first aid and a little bit more. When she finally reached Pandora she spent a lot of time with the scientist, she grew close with Grace, she gave them the mother figure OJ never got from Kate. The past ten years of OJs life on Pandora has been great! Grace had an avatar made for her when she was turned twenty two - it arrived on her twenty eighth birthday, she wrote a best seller on Pandorian zoology and she had the bestest best friend someone could ask for Trudy Chacon. Yeah, life was pretty great … well that was until some jar head marine showed up and turned her entire life around.

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Hi Luvs!

I’m sorry about my long break I just had a lot going on personally and I had to take some time to myself, I hope you all understand. I know I have lost many followers due to my break and I completely understand, so if you feel like my updates are a bit to spread out I won’t be offended if you unfollow.

For those who are staying, I’m hoping to keep updates to weekly/ every two week with shorted chapter in between. Thank you for staying with me for so long, I appreciate each and every one of you.

Have a lovely day/night. 🌸😊

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Master List: Avatar

(Avatar and Avatar: Way of Water)

KEY

Angst 🌩️

Fluff ❤️

Sad 🌧️

Family Feels ✨

Character Info ✏️

Alue’k Fics 🌼✨

Alue’k Sully - Summary: My Avatar: WOW Oc, Her interest and overall personality. ✏️

Lost - Summary: When 9 year old Alue’k goes into the forest in hope of exploring for plant and animal but the secret trip sours quickly and a new friend is made along the way. 🌩️❤️✨

Family Bonds - Summary: Alue’k relationship with each member of her family. ❤️✨✏️

Ikran Pt1 Pt2 Pt3 Pt4 - Summary: When 12 year old Alue’k is told by her parents that they don’t feel she’s ready for her Iknimaya she feels the need to prove them wrong … in a rather stupid way. 🌩️🌧️❤️✨

Drown Pt1 Pt2 Pt3 Pt4 Pt5 Pt6(I) Pt6(II) Pt7 Pt8(I) Pt8(II) Pt8(III) Pt9 Pt10 Pt11- Summary: 13 year old Alue’k is terrified of water, so what happened when some Metkayina boys think it would be funny to drag her into the sea and leave her.🌩️🌧️✨ ft. Eek

Eek Fics 🐋💙

Eek - Summary: Introducing Eek, his interests and personality.✏️

Family - Summary: Eeks relationship with each member of his family.✏️❤️✨

OJ Fics 😊🌸

Joe Branaski (OJ) Info - Some information on OJ - her personality and interests. ✏️

I wish I had Wings - Series M. List

Incorrect Quotes

Swear

Surprise Adoption

Unstoppable

Thin Ice

Language

Dare

Friends

Head Cannons

Mama bear Pt1 Pt2 - Alue’k Hc: Mamas girl Alue’k + some cute scenarios (Requested: yes)

Tonôwa and An’ri - There relationship with each other. (Requested: yes)

Tonôwa - His relationship with the Sullys. (Requested: yes)

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Drown, Prt 11

(Avatar: WOW Oc)

Prt:1 Prt:2 Prt:3 Prt:4 Prt:5 Prt:6(I) Prt:6(II) Prt:7 Pt8(I) Pt8(II) Pt8(III) Prt:9 Prt:10 Prt:11

Quick Note - Hi Luvs! I’m so sorry about the long wait 💕

Avatar: WOW spoilers. 

I would also like to give a massive thanks to all the love you guys have shown my fics, it truly makes my day!!

Summary

(During Avatar: WOW) Alue’k is terrified of water, so what happened when some Metkayina boys think it would be funny to drag her into the sea and leave her.

Warnings

Mentions of Injury

Mentions of feeling of failing as a parent

Crying

If you think anything else needs to be added leave a comment. 

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Alue’k wished that life could stay like this forever, her family wrapped around her as she basked in their warmth.

She was safe and she felt loved.

However, time doesn’t stand still forever.

Jake was the first to pull away, hands lingering on Neyteris him and Lo’aks neck. Jake looked at his family and took it all in, the memories, the loss, the feeling of being misplaced. He knew how they felt and if he wasn’t so dam obsessed with trying to learn there new ways and keep them safe he’d have noticed that they were all struggling.

Neteyams birthright was taken away from him and he was plunged into this new way of life head first. Lo’ak and Kiri were drowning in abuse they revived for being “different”. Tuk was stripped of her home and friend, and while she seemed to be acclimating well to these new waters who knows what was going on in that little head of hers. Neytiri, his Neytiri. She had given up everything, her family, her status and the only home she’s ever known.

Jake continued to drown in his thoughts, eyes darkening as he thinks about all the pain he’s causing his family. Neytiri is quick to see her husband pain, it radiates of him; so much so that she feels it. She knows his struggle, loss, pain and suffering, his struggles of realisation, overcoming and growth.

Their pain is the thing that brings them together and tears them apart.

So that’s what they would do now, after being torn apart they would come together. Hold each other up, heaping each other support their family, their children.

It took everything Alue’k had to pull away from her family’s warmth but once she had managed to pry herself from the comfort of her family’s eyes around her. She looked up towards her parents, tears pooling in her eyes.

Alue’k - Can we go home?

Her voice was hoarse, it sounded as if she had swallowed the roughest sand in the hole of Awa'atlu. It broke Neytiris heart to hear her daughter voice sounding so beaten. What hurt the most however was when she finally took in all of her daughter. Her bruised eye, blood speckled lips and red stinging eyes.

Neytiri pulled Alue’k closer, holding her softly but firm. Jake bent down to be at level with the young girl, his own eyes filled with sorrow as salty tears started to pool into the corner of his eyes. He wouldn’t cry. He had to be strong, had to be strong for Alue’k.

He gently pulled her from Neytiris protective arms, said mother had to stop herself from hissing and bearing her teeth at her husband as he cradled their daughter to his chest and gently picked her up, making sure to be as slow with his movements as possible.

Neteyam was quiet to pick up Tuk who was slowly swaying on her feet, tonight had been exhausting especially for an eight year old who had spent the better half of the night crying her heart out. As soon as she rested her head into the crook of Neteyams neck she was out like a light. 

The hole of the Sully family made their way back to their Mauri. Once they were there Jake gently sat down placing Alue’k on top of his chest, her tail dangling to the side, he sometimes forgot how small Alue’k really was. Her small body managing to fit perfectly on top of her father. Neytiri carefully took Tuk from Neteyam as she quietly went to lay next to her husband and second youngest, Tuk cradled softly in her arms.

Neteyam laid next to his mom, her arm wrapped around him. Warm and comforting as Neytiri gently played with her sons hair hoping it would relax him. 

Kiri was next, curling herself into her brothers side, his arms wrapped around her. She could finally rest knowing that her family were safe, however the dark feeling quickly reignited as she remembered Spider, her friend who they left behind. She really missed him.

Lastly Lo’ak made his way over to the family cuddle pile, he cuddled into his dad side. 

An hours or so had passed and the only ones still awake where Jake and Lo’ak. Jake couldn’t sleep as his little girl kept twitching with fear, nightmares of the days events playing in her little head. Jake wished he could make it better, he prayed to Eywa to make it stop, to make her stop hurting.

Alue’k had struggled at the start but after reassurance from her parents that they would be their to keep her safe she finally managed to let her heavy eyes close and slowly drifted to sleep.

Alue’k - … Daddy, promise?

Jakes eyes softened.

Jake - I promise baby girl, me and mama will be here. We’ll keep you safe.

Lo’ak couldn’t sleep but got an entirely different reason. Guilt plagued his mind, he is the big brother, he was meant to protect her.

Quiet tears slipped down his cheeks as he tried not to wake his family, however Jake noticed. He pulled his son closer, tugging gently on his side braid to get his attention. Lo’ak looked up at his father, gilt visible on his face.

Jake - Son, it’s not your fault. 

Lo’ak let out a sob as he buried his face into his dads side. Jake, pulled his son back and pulled his chin up so they were looking eye to eye.

Jake - Hey baby boy, look at me. It’s not your fault. You can’t blame yourself. Sometimes the people we love her hurt and there nothing we can do about it. All we can do now, is make sure she is happy and safe but that’s me and your mamas job. We want all of you to be safe because we love you.

Lo’ak didn’t know how to react so he just snuggled into his dads side and gently took Alue’ks twitching hand, hoping it would sooth some of her nightmares.

Jake heart warmed as he watched his youngest son, he lent to the side kissing Lo’aks forehead.

Jake - Your a good kid Lo’ak, you’re my kid, never forget that.

Lo’ak hummed, nuzzling into his dads side a sod purr doming from his chest.

Lo’ak - Love you dad.

Jake - Love you son.

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Hey everyone! I’m sorry for the slow updates I have some really upsetting personal stuff on at the moment that I’m dealing with so new chapters might be a bit slow. 🥺😢

I hope you all understand and I’m sorry if you feel let down but I hope to be able to write more about our Alue’k very soon 💕💕

Remember! if you are struggling, no matter how small the problem might be - your feelings are valid and if you haven’t you should find a trusted person to talk with. I promise it make it just a little bit easier.

Have a lovely day/night luv bugs.

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Sneak peace of Chapter 11 (Which is still currently in the works, sorry for the delay). Once again, thank you for all the support my luv bugs.

“Jake continued to drown in his thoughts, eyes visibly darkening as he thinks about all the pain he’s causing his family. Neytiri sees her husband pain, it radiates of him so that she feel it. She knows his struggle, his struggle of loss, pain and suffering, his struggles of realisation, overcoming and growth.”

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Hi luvs! Sorry about the delay life is hectic. 🥲😅 Just wanted to know how we’re all feeling about next chapter as it has some intense scenes and gore and I understand that some people maybe just want a fluffy ending instead of revenge, I’m ready to write both if enough people want it just let me know in the comments. I don’t want to ruin the end of Drown with a crappy cut if more of you are wanting fluff with family to be the end but as I said I’d be happy to do both!!

Right! Please comment, have some water and get some sleep if you can but if not have a wonderful day/night my Luv bugs!!!💕💕

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Just imagining Alue’k holding onto Neteyams cold hand as tears run down her face and just siting there in utter denial that her big brother, her protector is gone.

I’m not crying 🥲🥺

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Hi everyone I’m back!!!

Expect chapter 11 out soon, hope your all ready!!!

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Drown, Prt 10

(Avatar: WOW Oc)

Prt:1 Prt:2 Prt:3 Prt:4 Prt:5 Prt:6(I) Prt:6(II) Prt:7 Pt8(I) Pt8(II) Pt8(III) Prt:9 Prt:10 Prt:11

Quick Note - Hi Luvs! I’m so sorry about the long wait - Exams are currently kicking my ass, I hope your enjoy this Chapter!! Sadly I have to say there’s a note at the end, sorry!! 😅💕

Avatar: WOW spoilers. 

I would also like to give a massive thanks to all the love you guys have shown my fics, it truly makes my day!!

Summary

(During Avatar: WOW) Alue’k is terrified of water, so what happened when some Metkayina boys think it would be funny to drag her into the sea and leave her.

Warnings

Just fluff

Crying?

If you think anything else needs to be added leave a comment. 

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Silence.

Total silence … and quiet rage.

The eldest sully had faced many things in his life time, loosing his legs, loosing his brother, being shipped to a completely different planet, nearly dying to protect his new way of life, the stress of parenthood. However nothing could have prepared him for what he was told.

“They tried to drown me.”

Jake couldn’t believe what he’d just heard, someone almost took his child from him. His eye twitched slightly as he processed this new information and to say he was angry would be to drastically downplay the situation.

Hell, to say he felt rage would be a fucking understatement.

What Jake felt, he didn’t even think there was a name for. Some one had tried to take his child from him, tried to kill his baby girl. His sweet, funny and happy baby girl who only ever wanted to make others laugh. 

Jake hadn’t  notices that his inner thoughts had made him miss Alue’k quiet request. 

Neteyam caught on that his dad had managed to miss his sisters question so he gently pushed it forward by placing a hand on his fathers shoulder. When Hake met his eldest eyes he was directed to look once again at Alue’k.

Neteyam - Dad?

Jake once again made eye contact with his daughter fully listing to whatever she had to say. An alarmed look covered his face as he waited for his daughter to say something. 

He held  her tight in his arms, eyes wide and alert. Alue’k quietly chuckled to herself, he looked like what humans called an “Owl”. She had read about them in books Norm had given to her, the man could never say no to “puppy dog eyes” as he called it.

The young girl cuddled closer into his arms trying her best to match her breathing to his. Alue’k had always struggles white the idea of being small, always arguing against it. However, now? She couldn’t deny how small she really was, wrapped in her fathers arms. This is the safest she thinks she’s ever felt.

Alue’k - Can we go home?

Her voice was quiet and hoarse, like sand paper. 

It mad Jake wince. Nodding his head he cupped Alue’ks face, cradling it softly. A gentle smile covered his face as his eyes softened, how could he let this happen? 

He was meant to be the protecter… . How had he become so wrapped up in adapting to his new life that he missed his daughter struggling. Hell, we’re all of his children struggling and he was just blind to it?

Jake - Sure thing baby girl, we’ll go home yeah? We’ll go home, your mamas waiting up for you.

Alue’k sniffles nodding her head in agreement. She held on tight to Jake as he stood up and started to make his way to their marui pod, carrying Alue’k close to his chest. 

That was until an all too familiar feeling of teeth sinking into his calf’s made him stop. Jake stared down at the viper wolf who had never rlly shook the habit of nipping at his calf’s. He looked at his daughter who was reaching down towards the viper wolf, sighing gently he leaned down slightly making it easier for the young girl to pick up her friend.

Tonôwa cooed happily as he laid comfortably on Alue’k, the girl in questions smiles as she scratched under his chin making him purr. Her attention was captured by another however as someone started to frantically call her name.

They voice was quickly identified as Neytiri.

Aleu’k flailed a bit trying to get out of Jakes arms. Jake steadied himself before taking the hint and letting the girl down, he helped her regain her balance but before she could even properly settle on her feet she took of sprinting towards her mom. 

Alue’k - Mama!

Alue’k - Mama!

Her voice grew desperate as she pushed herself to run faster.

Tonôwa still in her arms (not enjoying the very rocky journey).

Neytiri ran faster than she ever thought was possible, she legs burned by the time she reached her precious daughter. When they finally crashed into each other, the force of it brought them both to there knees. Neytiri wrapped her arms around Alue’k, eyes watering out of relief that her daughter was safe.

After a few moments of just being held by Neytiri, Jake joined followed closely by Neteyam and Lo’ak. The all huddled around the girl and pulled each other in. This is the family she almost gave up, at this moment she didn’t believe she could ever forgive herself for that.

Their peace was soon interrupted by screaming, Alue’k braced herself as two bodies came crashing into the Sully family huddle.

Tuk and Kiri.

Kiri cupped her face, resting her forehead on hers while saying a quiet prayer of thanks to Eawa. Tuk just sobbed, wrapping her arms around her sisters waist and begging her never to leave again.

Alue’k had a lot of mixed emotion at the moment: She felt sad, angry, guilty just to name a few. However, right now, there’s no other place she would be then wrapped in her family’s arms.

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Hey Luvs! I’m so sorry but I’m going to have to take a break, just until my exam are over. I hope you all understand!! However, I’m gunna miss all of you for the next few weeks, just remember to look after yourselves and be as happy as you can!!! 💕💕💕🥹

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Sneak peak for Chapter 10.

“Alue’k had always struggles with the idea of being small, always arguing against it. However, now? She couldn’t deny how small she really was, wrapped in her fathers arms. This is the safest she thinks she’s ever felt.”

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Hey Luvs! Sorry for the wait my wifi cut out so I’ve not been able to write. 😭😭

Chapter 10 will be out either later tonight or early in the morning 🤞🤞.

Have a lovely day/night.