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I just really liked this one. Ok bye!

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I never left you, and I never will.

Dreaming... It was low tide, and there were 100's of tide pools! It looked like my own personal heaven!! I know it's an apology. I knew he had arrived because of that familiar feeling. Im Safe.

"Ale, why are you dressed like Satoru Gojo?"

"He reminds you of me"

*Nods with sadness and reaches out for him*

"Trust that Death himself in every one of our lifetimes has wept upon separating us, but I am closer to you and with you more now than when I was alive and I am so proud of you!! Your family is so proud of you, over here and there! I love you, your family loves you, and I know you know this."

*nods* Before I wake up, can we go check out the tide pools?

I woke up still feeling his embrace and hearing that laugh.

Thank You, God

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I'm really proud of myself!

That's all, thanks! 🤗🤗🤗 Here is a picture of my fish!

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Cock in boots?!

#roosters #chickens #boots

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This is spot on! 🤣

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We’re dancing in the moonlight! 🌙

Dancing beneath the waves, the gentle pulsations of moon jellies create a mystical show. Their translucent round bells and fine thread-like tentacles float elegantly through the deep blue sea. Even with no brains, bones, or teeth in sight, these celestial creatures are a supernatural delight.

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Hey internet, I'm talented! 💯

Who can bruise their own ribs just by coughing?! This woman! At least when I say I don't do anything half-assed, I mean it. 🤣 Funny, the coughing has helped me lose weight in my core, so you know, Jesus loves me 😏😂. I am happy to be able to get out of the house again instead of in bed all day. Doc says I may be able to start working out again after another checkup in 2 weeks, and I'm able to work and socialize again! Oh, and my sense of smell is coming back! It's been a trip without it. I'm most looking forward to going out after work and take pics again! That being said, here is one of my recent shots. 🫰-PJ

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Vacation?

Im on vacation...well that's what my time card says. I have work being done here at my site and I will spare you the details internet, I do however have a new boss who is super green to my company so the multiple contractors need me for questions that my coverage and new boss cannot answer. Not their fault obviously. At least im getting paid to answer questions from home! Im trying to figure out if I want this to be a staycation or go travel? I did book a ticket to a local theme park with my homie, but that's a day trip. Im thinking I will just go and take my new camera Ive been gifted with this week (Thank you) and take some photos!! There are so many things I can shoot during the day! Looks like I have just made up my mind after typing this all out! Goodnight!

<PJ #vlog #vacation #Photos #Work

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A reminder to humble myself

I had a previous customer come back to me recently and let me tell you, I love this woman and her family! We would chat often about our lives and I felt comfortable telling her about mine. I haven't seen her for almost 6 years and hugged her the moment she came back through my door! She remembered my father and our relationship, my sister, nephews, all of it! Well, she came back because her husband is in the hospital and needed my companies services. Let me tell you internet, today I learned that no matter how bad I think things are in my life, there is always someone going through something much worse than I. Her husband is dying. The man she has been with for more than 50 years will be leaving this earth soon. All I could do was hold her and let her cry and cry with her. Its not professional, but I don't give a shit! In that moment I was so great full and a bit ashamed that my biggest worry was getting good reviews for my company. Lesson? Its not that bad, Tish! Remember everyone is going through something, and know that you are blessed to not be loosing anyone. Love to her, God Speed to her husband, and prayers to her and all of her family.

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No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.

I was having one of those mornings where I didn't want to get out of bed, but I wasn't going to let myself down and waste a beautiful day. I decided to go gem hunting for books at my local thrift stores, something I love to do and haven't done in almost a year. I get there and find two gems from a popular series I lost years ago and in hardback! I had a gentleman come up behind me on my left as I was reaching for a book and I was a little startled by his presence that seemed to come out of nowhere, well there go all the books falling over and almost off the shelf. Luckily I reach up and stop the fall and fixed the books while looking at the stranger and saying I wouldn't want them to fall on us! He smiles, and continues on his way to another section. After a minute or two I start to make my way to the last book shelf and here he comes around the corner with a third book in the series and a small smile on his face. He handed it to me and all I could do is lip the words, Thank you. I was so very touched that a stranger would pay enough attention and go out of his way (even if it wasn't that far) to do something kind for someone he didn't know. It truly made my week after so so many difficult ones recently.

<3 PJ

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I took that magical place for granted. I missed so much the last time I was there. I was so sad. I used it to speak to a ghost that should have stayed that way. This time while walking through the redwoods I saw how beautifully tall and proud they really are. I heard the streams that crossed under the dirt paths. I laughed at the butterflies and dragon flies that followed me down each path, and saw each vibrant color they wore. I found that magical place, that special seat at the end of that short trail. I sat for who knows how long just curled up in my over-sized flannel and simply listened but it dawned on me….I cant replace a sad memory with even a little bit of disdain in this good one. I once heard that resentment was like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die. I told a friend I was thinking of all of the memories that ghost and I made from 13 years old to now and how I cant help but think of all of them as tainted and black. All those memories are now lies. He gave me some great advice. He said he knew it would take me time to forgive fully, but take one memory special to me and keep it. It wont help you forget the betrayal he said, and it might not help you forgive sooner than you need to, but it will help you remember him just that way, so you can let go of the negativity in your heart. So I did. I picked my memory and felt a little lighter. I threw in my earphones for the beautiful long walk back and the song above came on. I hear you God and its perfect. Thank you.

-PJ

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Replacing sad memories with happy ones #Fortbraggca #glassbeach #Californiacoast

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Tiny mooch was fun to shoot! #birdphotography #birdsidekick #tinydinoslikeme