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my hamster confirms.

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what do birds do 

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me when i go walking on sunny days and end up on a tree lined street and look up at the gaps of sunlight and miss you more than anything

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Well now that it's summer who wants to fall in love

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Every time I remember that How to Train Your Dragon lost the Oscar for Best Original Score to The Social Network... I want throw stuff off a bridge.

Like does anyone remember that score? Comparatively, fifteen years later I can remember almost every major shift and cue in many scenes of HTTYD. Forbidden Friendship lasts over FOUR MINUTES. It's almost exclusively music and images and your eyes are glued to the screen. Test Drive is TEST DRIVE! Coming Back Around. Not so Fireproof. See You Tomorrow! ROMANTIC FLIGHT! Like these are just titles that I remember because... I do and I can tell you the tone and... ugh, This is Berk? All wonderful. All amazing.

IT DESERVED THE OSCAR! It was going to lose Best Animated Feature to Toy Story 3. I was fine with that because... Yeah, that's what was going to happen. But the Best Score Oscar should've been John Powell's.

Also, I really have no desire to see the live action. No hate to anyone who made it or wants to see it, but... I watched a scene and all I could think was... There's no weight to this? It feels LESS real than the animated in a weird way (to me). I hope others enjoy it though!

Happy Wednesday/Rant Day!

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Can we find a sun god or diety from every timezone and make a map of them all?

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remember that one time i was in love? me too. he texted me all day friday-sarurday nonstop and then barely sunday and monday and today he ghosted me. finally we are back to normal. hope he had fun bc i did not like this experience.

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India Rose Crawford: Frog and Toad having a cozy date at home (2023)

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I know that when you're autistic and gay, every character is autistic and gay, but let me just say there has never been a show where thats more true than Phineas and Ferb

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Me: “Nah I’ll pass, i don’t like the texture”

Others:

“but you never had an issue before?”

“Your just making that up to be different”

“ugh stop making autism your entire personality”

No I’m not making it up to be different or trying to make my autism my personality, and it has been an issue before!

Only now I’m not afraid to speak up about it and allowing myself to understand that I dislike something and why I might dislike it!

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how am i supposed to work 20+ hours a week in the service industry and be autistic with rsd and have any kind of self love at all? the next time a customer is rude to me, ill probably cry.

how am i going to do this AND be a full time grad student AND an adjunct professor? yes, im the one who signed up for all that, but i thought it was important to be able to pay for rent and groceries and wifi and electricity and gas and car repairs and student loans and mayyyybe have a savings account in the triple digits.

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i would like to be socially anxious alone in a hole. no social, no anxious. but no social, i get lonely. shit.

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Pride and Prejudice 2005 ☼ dir. Joe Wright

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as an enneagram type 4, the books all told me, "you always feel like youre inherently flawed but you arent <3," then everyone treated me like i was flawed. turns out im autistic and society just hates disabled people, so thats cool.

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still waiting for an allistically acceptable way to tell someone that i never intended to say something they inferred from my literal communication.