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The last few days have been harder than I initially thought, and as it turns out, more time has passed than I initially thought, which really upsets me.

I probably already wrote that my doctor advised me to change the medications I'm taking, and I actually did it because it actually seemed like a good idea.

No....I definitely shouldn't have done that. I don't really remember the last few days or the time when I started taking new medications. I was probably lucky that my disorder wasn't dangerous to me or my environment in most cases, because I could even take care of my hygiene.

There is a high probability that I will return to my previous medications and see my doctor more often.

I hope you're doing well!

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I didn't write anything yesterday.

But I went to the doctor as planned, although it was unplanned and a bit stressful. I didn't hear anything new, and I was just advised to change the pills I was taking before.

I can't say that I'm happy about it.

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I woke up a couple of times at night feeling blood filling my nose and throat. I had to go to the bathroom to fix the situation. It's really nothing critical, but I'll probably go to the doctor to talk about it.

I can feel something throbbing in my head, it's so strange to feel his anxiety again.

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There seem to be a lot of nice people here. I'm so glad. Maybe it will be easier than I thought?

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Actually, I don't really understand what people write on such blogs. Probably something from your life, right? Something about what's going on or just putting up beautiful photos... It looks so great that I can say that I'm jealous. It's like another world for me.

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Well, that's the first note

I guess I should start with something specific, but I haven't had a single sensible thought in my head for the last few hours while I've been thinking about this step.

I was told that this should help a little and… motivation can be a first step too, right?

I had help creating a page and it seems to be not as easy as I think.

I just… it's hard to formulate. I just want to throw it out somewhere and maybe get some advice or something?

Hi everyone. I have a personality disorder that came out of psychological trauma. My condition has been called many things, so I can say that I am ready for anything. Nice to meet you.