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That one post about the TV show idea where every episode was a new story and it never finished telling it but it's me and my Ao3 updates

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no more cold and calculating i want warm and calculating. i want characters who use deductive reasoning to figure out whether their friend would like a wool or cotton quilt based off of their lifestyle, career, hobbies, and habits. i want "your nails are often chipped because you work for a law firm as a typist for this company which notoriously underbudgets their IT department, so ive bought you a keyboard cover that will not only prevent manicure damage but is also sensory friendly because I know you dislike certain clicking noises". i want characters who figure out their friends entire schedules and social battery levels just by examining who only use that info to know when the best time is to hang out with them. i want characters who create elaborate, supervillain level schemes just to get their hands on some collectible they know their best friend wants. most of all i want characters who do not use intelligence and reasoning skills as a reason to be cruel but as a means to be kind

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Reblog to hug the person you reblogged this from and tell them that everything's going to be okay

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Watching Tango from Tango’s perspective is like “yeah redstone! Yeah cool steampunk builds! Yeah friends!”

Watching Tango from anyone else’s perspective is like watching a wacky cartoon character placed into the real world and given no instructions.

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A concept: mermaids in wheelchairs

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hey guys! do you think after her and tracker broke up, kristen thought she’d have to leave mordred? do you think she got out a half explanation to jawbone that he didn’t understand and assumed meant that she’d be gone for the evening, not forever? do you think adaine or fig walked in on her packing? do you think she cried because she didn’t want to have to go back to her parents but she didn’t want to bother fabian or riz and sandra lynn had to try and explain that she wasn’t there because of tracker, she was there because they loved her?

do you think that might have been the first time a parent figure told kristen that since she left home?

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i couldn't rest until i made something this is driving me insane. so what if i dismissed your success as because of your hardships instead of in spite of them

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it’s really important that you are a little bit in love with your friends btw. it’s crucial even

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i want 60 thousand votes by next thursday

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i NEED to know that kristen talks to bucky next episode. like the bad kids are obviously so very much siblings in their own right, but i NEED kristen to check in and make sure her younger brother is doing okay. there is so much shady stuff happening and i know it’s not kristen’s responsibility. but please, kristen “older sibling as a shield” applebees look after your brother once again

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buddy CHOSE to come back. he CHOSE to abandon helio for a nameless god of rage.

what did buddy experience while he was dead. did he talk to helio. what was that decision making process like. brennan please tell us i'm begging

i'm going to start chewing drywall i'm so unwell about this kid.

(also there's something to kristen creating a new god and buddy jumping ship to help bring back this rage god.)

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YOU ARE GOING TO GET FROZEN RASPBERRIES AND YOU ARE GOING TO PUT THEM IN A MUG WITH LEMON JUICE AND YOU ARE GOING TO ADD TWO TO THREE TEASPOONS OF HONEY AND CRUSH SOME MINT BETWEEN YOUR HANDS AND ADD THAT TOO AND THEN CRUSH THE RASPBERRIES WITH THE SPOON AND MIX IT ALL TOGETHER AND ADD HOT WATER AND DRINK THE BEST TEA OF YOUR LIFE

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your name is kipperlily copperkettle.

there is a knife in your hand and rage in your heart like a twenty four pointed star. like a name you dont know. like fire.

(we keep the fire lit, a girl you once knew would say. you keep the fire lit for her. you cant remember if you killed her or not.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle. there is a girl who comes to school a mess and takes her clothes off in the hallway and doesnt seem to care about anything. there is a girl who has let not one but two gods die. there is a girl who brought a god back from beyond death with the force of her conviction.

(you once knew a girl that you admired for her conviction. a girl that was too stubborn for her own good. why can’t you remember whether or not you killed her?)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle. there is a boy in your party that you requested specifically. he worships a god that a girl you think you hate once worshipped. he seems like he only worships this god out of habit. conviction seems uglier on him than it does on her.

(you aren’t sure who you mean when you think ‘her’. there are two girls who it might mean. one of them is dead. there is a knife in your hand.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle. you want the success that seems to come easy to her and nothing you do will ever get you there. the thing you’re striving for doesn’t exist. you know that and pretend you don’t because when you tell yourself something, it becomes true.

(you can’t remember if you killed her, so you tell yourself you didn’t. the lie tastes like honey on your tongue.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle and the girl you think you hate is stronger than you could have ever known. she and her friends tear through the world like wet paper and you have to watch it happen. a boy who breathes ugly conviction watches with you, though he doesn’t know it.

(you have a knife in your hand and you smile at her as you slit his throat. his blood is hers on your hands. can you make her conviction ugly when you make what’s his hers?)

(you’re still not sure who you mean when you say her.)

your name is kipperlily copperkettle.

there is a knife in your hand.

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Riz has spent this whole season, struggling so much and trying so hard to squeeze blood from a stone, to be in a dozen places at once, to stay afloat, to secure his future, to save the world (again), barely having time to spend with his mom and literally having to be in hell so he can have a few blessed minutes to chat with his murdered father about work (which yes, is an act of love when a Gukgak is doing it but God, he's so tired).

And Kipperlilly is watching this kid, who is taking stress tokens for his friends even though he's at capacity himself, whose blood is more coffee than anything else at this point because you can't solve problems when you're asleep, who signed up for an exam with a 100% mortality rate for lack of other viable options, and saying to herself, "You lucky bastard. It's not fair."

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it is an absolute TRAVESTY that jon did not witness Double Martin. so i fixed that

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Huge L for Helio this episode I gotta say. Something about meeting that guy makes people want to go worship a dead lesbian