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Kim Carlsson, from Lifelover

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LIFELOVER - PULVER artwork

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Sick how everyone cares about you when you have a cold but not when you are suicidal.

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i completely agree with other trans people loving there transness. in fact, i admire those who accept and love themselves for who they are and i really wish i felt the same way. for me, being trans has just been a horrible experience, especially being in a UK secondary school. i have experienced so much transphobia and i have almost no support from my family as they don't seem to believe in they/them pronouns and gender non conformity. my gender dysphoria makes me feel suicidal and that's why i wish i was different. that's why I wish i was cis. i hate conforming, but conforming has kept me safe for a long time.

this is just my experience of course, but i know many others who feel the same. if i lived in a more accepting environment then maybe I'd accept myself.

I'm trying to feel more comfortable identifying as transgender and i do try to accept myself for who i am, but it is a daily struggle, especially when almost everyone around me is cis and there are so many transphobic and homophobic people in my school.

being trans has just kinda sucked for me so it's hard to see it as a good thing sometimes.

i shouldn't have to be scared of my human rights being taken away just because i was born in the wrong body.

this is so unfair and so so stupid. it's not like i chose to be trans, it's not like i chose this life. i would do anything to be cis. even just threatening to take away our rights makes us feel like even more of a burden and even more unwanted in this country and in this world. it's already so hard for so many of us, especially those who can't safely come out and those with no support.

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anxiety is ruining my life. i can't even answer the phone without bursting into tears.

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just because your decision was painful, it doesn’t necessarily mean that you made the wrong decision💜

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i love markiplier sm

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it shldve been her and victor

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useless useless useless useless useless useless

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currently in love with my current layout (will probably change it in 48hrs)

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i shouldn't have to be scared of my human rights being taken away just because i was born in the wrong body.

this is so unfair and so so stupid. it's not like i chose to be trans, it's not like i chose this life. i would do anything to be cis. even just threatening to take away our rights makes us feel like even more of a burden and even more unwanted in this country and in this world. it's already so hard for so many of us, especially those who can't safely come out and those with no support.

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okay this is the LAST time I change my layout istg

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“Are you okay?” nah, lately i have been feeling like this 2

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