spritelemonaid

[spritelemonaid]

i’m in love with the weird things about you

i love the things that no one else will

i love the little things the second they enter my view

I could study your essence for hours sitting still

I love the tone in your voice when you mumble little things under your breath

Or when you get out of the shower and your hairs still wet

I love how when your shy you advert your eyes from mine

And when you stand next to me i feel divine

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Long way home- a poem by me!

Let’s take the long way home

Just this once i’ll take the extra time

Because today i’m not going home on my own

I get to walk back with the girl i call mine

So let’s let our fingers intertwine

As we walk we can stand under the stop sign

I’ll put my cold hands in your hoodie pocket

And refuse to leave your side heavy hearted

We can run and laugh down the road

And if you fall and skin your knees i’ll pick you up and kiss it better

When i’m with you it’s nicer to take it slow

And i’ll take my time to be with you forever

Let’s take the long way home just this once

Because as the sun goes down and the moon comes

I get to be with her

And stay in the moment forever

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

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Loving her is a sin

But i’d proudly stand infront of the church and confess my affection

I would allow God to rip me limb by limb as punishment

Satan himself knows we have a connection

Eve lived in a garden that grew in her palm

Now it’s my job to trim the thorns caused by snakes

And i’ll carry her beauty on my back as i march to babylon

Despite the consequences i’ll worship her until my knee caps break and my leg shakes

The angels above took inspiration from the sun moon and stars to create her perfection

As i close my eyes for death i’ll pray to see her after resurrection

Elegance like hers makes the most sought after demons jealous

When i see her eyes i feel as though im the one nailed to a cross helpless and reckless

I’m not scared of eternal damnation

I’ll burn in hell gladly knowing i’ve held heavens hand

Her body alone is my salvation

I’ll pray for forgiveness from temptation of which i cannot withstand

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I love to love you just like i love to love fall

Moments where the leaves descend just before snowfall

Moments where i get chilly and steal your hoodie

As the trees become bare i think “would he”?

I never cares for seasonal things like pumpkin spice and apple pie

But with you the smell of rotting leaves gets me high

And as pumpkins decay and halloween candy rots

i’ll be left with you as my last thought

I love to love you just like i love to love fall

With lots of candy corn and starts of hockey games

Morning frost and cold temperatures nothing changes

I love to love you just like i love to love fall

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i want you to see this

but you never will

i prefer to keep this to myself so i can live in bliss

and as the page of words fill you remain unaware still

And you will never meet my notebooks

I’m scared if you read what i wrote it could be mistook

Mistook as a childish crush or an “i like like you” confession

But i think you would think im crazy or have an obsession

Papers and words climb my walls with washy tape

And all i write has become about you

Writing a love story that didn’t happen is my escape

i wish i thought this through

i can never invite you to my room

it’s not like you would want too

but if you did i would have to face you

and all the paper you never knew you knew

that’s why ill never show you this

not that i don’t want you to see

but i prefer to live in bliss

and let you be free

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if i crawled in her skin

maybe you would kiss me then

if i had her eyes

maybe you would look at us the same when i cry

i want to be her

i want to be her for you

for you to like me more

for you to like me like you like her

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her

i guess i really want to be her

because then you would like me better

it is just girls like her you like, right?

you like the way she does everything

i have already tried to be her

but dying my hair

and dropping a few pounds here and there

didn’t make you like me either

i wish i could cut her open and crawl inside her skin

then me and you could play pretend

but you come to me and go back to her

so i guess it doesn’t matter

I tried to be nicer

or prettier

or skinnier

but in the end you still like her

if i crawled in her skin

maybe you would kiss me then

if i had her eyes

maybe you would look at us the same when i cry

i want to be her

i want to be her for you

for you to like me more

for you to like me like you like her

[spritelemonaid]

If I Told You

Sometimes i wonder

What you would do

If you knew

About the things i never told you

What would you do if i said i still have your tie

What would you do if i said i miss the way you smell

What would you do if i said i rember July

What would you do if i said i kept the key to our one night hotel

What if i told you i miss your smile

What if i told you i still have your favorite shoes

What would you do if i told you i still kiss the rim of ur old bottle of booze

What if i told you i would wait for you for a while

I’m not saying what i said is true

I’m just asking what you would do

What if you knew i would do anything for you

What would you do if i pushed myself off a bridge for you to have a better view

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So many words written on paper

Smeared graphite and ink that speaks my mind

I would say these things out loud but my lungs would run out of vapor

After seeing writing for so long i feel like im blind

I write in red pen from my paper cuts

I’ll eat my scrawl because you can’t read my guts

Crumbled pages cover my room

I could drown in the words of my mind but my fingers will prune

My notebook is wet with tear stains

My notebook is pink with lipstick stains

My notebook is red with blood stains

My notebook is screaming in pain from the inside of my brain

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He’s the poem I wanted to write

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“For you”

Id do anything for you

I’ll change my appearance and personality until you like me

I’ll make your favorite things about others be on my body too

I’ll scream your name until my throat goes numb like a banshee

If you said your favorite hugh was blue i’d pluck my eyes out and give them to you

Id reach in my mouth to pull out my teeth to teach you how to make a bracelet

Id drink bleach without a care so we could both have bright blonde hair

If you wanted a painting i’d slit my wrists and flood a canvas with red blood

If my heart was a clock i’d shock myself apart to stop time with you

I’d give you my lungs so you could breathe longer without me

If you pulled the pin to a bomb i would swallow it so you could stay calm

I’d let you bite deep into my skin so you would never starve or go thin even if that means it’s my blood dripping down your chin

[spritelemonaid]

always unrequited love

“The saddest truth is realising you have fallen madly in love with what can never be.”

— Michael Faudet

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a kiss is the beginning of cannibalism

my teeth flesh to flesh on another organism

i've always liked things undercooked i want to myself on your ribs, hooked

your metalic blood is the best shade of lipstick

Before i see you ill dress in bone white

i can take your beautiful body to a woodland picnic

every part of your body is somewhere i want to bite