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[srpoetry]

i am fascinated and disgusted by the trail of hair that stems from my navel

it depends on the day

i didn't ask for it

it appeared one day

years before

i realized or

theorized

people ask

not me

how do you know?

the answer is i didn't

my body did

- a sign of manhood // s.r. 2023

[srpoetry]

i want to crawl inside his skin

make room under his ribs and lay down

like if i could do that then i'd be happy

in my own skin

in my own being

if only i could be in his

these feelings come and go

but are strongest when i see plaid

when he stands there, carefree

hands in his pockets, grinning at a joke he made that wasn't all that funny

i want to consume him

it took me so long to realize that i did

and now i don't know how to do it

i want to be him

i want to fuck him

i want his hands so i touch them

from the backseat i reach out, thinking

will they be as rough as they look?

will my palm disappear through his skin?

i want them on my body so i put them there

i climb in his lap hoping to find that place under his ribs

i don't know which urge is stronger

envy or lust

envy or lust

most days i can't tell them apart

- envy or lust // s.r. 2021