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worth it

ive no hearts to reap and harvest.

slay me, slay me,

deep and honest.

make it burn and make it merciless,

i deserve it, i deserve it;

mold me into something worth it.

2021

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mmm!

if you ever tell me that you go to a chiro this is what i envision them doing to you

[sserpent1ne]

The Butterfly

i burned the butterfly i would become

and flew with tattered wings;

things are filled with far more beauty

when shredded and torn by tragedy.

and i bloom in late october,

missing half my petals--

those that stick are half-withered come two,

and i bring with me a yearning plight of doom.

the wind rips my wings from bone,

so fragile and brittle in the night;

this gnarled tree gives nothing to me

and the moon sets me alight.

my twigs snap like little birdy bones

in the blistering autumn hues.

i am buried by the soil

and i am crushed beneath the shoes.

my horn is poached from my beetle body

and with my cloak of blood

and with my hood of fear

i travel to my destiny

to see it tremble in the gears.

i become the god it fears.

and through the glass of my chapel eyes,

i will snatch it by the hair

and claw away its crystal hide.

it is mine. it is mine.

i will emerge again--incomplete and ugly,

something to be shunned.

i will be unholy

and live behind my twisted gun.

and when i shoot

it shall be there, a witness 'neath my skin,

watching, helpless, as i turn the world to ruin

over and over again.

it is late october

and my soot-stained skin

reminds you of what i could have been.

you are guilty

and my grin is made of blood and sin.

you will remember this;

me in my incomplete chrysalis.

you will mourn your actions

and i will bask in the rain of ash,

a wicked smile from the past.

7:27 pm

3 november 2024

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beetles

will the bugs remember

after we are dead and gone?

that these houses were homes

and something made it?

they were there

and we were there.

and they are still

and we are not.

will the flies wonder

where we've gone?

the smells they no longer smell

the tastes they have lost

and the trampoline nets

to host their spawn.

will they wonder where we've gone?

will the beetles miss us

when they wander through

the lives we lived

oh so long ago?

and the mosquitoes

in their amber--

will they tell the tales

of the two legged

and the tall?

will they speak of us:

the forever snack?

"they breached the skies

and trembled the earth.

with great strength they used to wander

without care.

now there are only stories"

will the beetles miss us?

(will i be remembered?)

7:05 pm jun 6 2025

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something of night

i suppose

i am just

something of the night.

i was born there

and so that is where i lie

i make my bed of leaves

and toadstools

and i am content

laying with the earth

in the damp and nothing

may 6 2026

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you

you, the flesh of sin

the slaughter is near

the slaughter is near

i can hear it on the wind

and i can feel it in the rain

you, the prison of my crimes

have you any fear?

1:26 am

05 May 2025

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the last time

this is it.

this is the end.

there it goes--

there was the end.

over now,

over and done.

gone.

the flavor of the future--

it is murky and muddled.

uncertain.

i am uncertain.

whats next?

what shall i do?

where will i go?

with whom?

this is the end.

this is the last time--

just then--the now thats passed--

that was the last time.

the last time has come and gone

and there it goes.

goodbye.

goodbye.

here we are;

there we go;

its gone--we're gone.

i never wanted a last time--

just to leave,

just to go and be done.

but

never to go.

never to leave.

but i am gone.

and you are gone.

and it is done.

and there is nothing else.

goodbye.

goodbye.

will i see you again?

the end.

the end.

goodbye again.

goodbye.

20 May 2025

9:52 pm

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Trilobite Mermaid

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ugh--every morning sopping wet

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her

her:

the rose that only blooms at dusk;

a charcoal goth in the 2am rain

sitting in a lonely tree in the afternoon dust

that comes with the drying days

the corpse in the pool sleeps

safe within a coffin in the sky

and while i dream of evil girlhood

splitting open my face

i am losing the long-car-drive-raindrop-race

the rot that comes with her embrace

the violet eyes on her gravestone face

her tears smell like formaldehyde

and i punch her in the face

a ghoulish figure in the night

what a sight she makes

it is winter and she sleeps

with icicles on her eyelashes

and a horrible, deathly face

she is kind

she is kind

as shes tearing out my eyes

and gouging out my neck

she is kind

and i am bleeding out instead

i find my religion

in the way she rips me limb from limb

she is kind

and i am the sacrifice

smiling

smiling

there is pennies on my lips

and something tangy on my wrists

and she devours

and she devours

and i am devoted to her risk

and i am devoted to the mist

may 1 2024

[sserpent1ne]

skill issue

fun fact!

most women have a full skeleton!

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fun fact!

most women have a full skeleton!

[sserpent1ne]

So Temporary

when i was very young

my father told me

'from the moment we're born, we begin to die'

many years later

i found a book

and it told me

that sleep rhymes with death

and from then on

there were always songs

and there were always songs

(what were they called?)

and i was never wrong.

and i wont forget

and i won't forget

and the maggots feast upon my breast

and i wont forget

please dont forget

(have you met the family dog?)

we are so temporary.

whats out there?

(concrete wilts like a flower

under the shifting heat of time.)

one time i turned seven

and my room was dark,

and i stared up at the night above,

and said to the silence:

lonely metal,

floating in the vast,

i beg you,

forget not your past.

lonely metal,

with the hot and slow,

remember that i once had a home.

lonely metal,

i lived there, once.

so please,

remember that i was.

(i wont forget

i wont forget

i promised i wouldn't forget)

we are so temporary,

and even in the deep and dark,

i once lived among the stars.

we are so temporary,

and i was out there

once.

(there was something i used to say.

what was it again?)

we are so temporary,

and i learned to walk and laugh,

and i learned how to breathe.

we are so temporary,

and i made a friend

and he has four legs.

(i promised id never forget)

we are so temporary,

and one time i turned seven.

and one time i turned seven.

and one time i turned seventeen.

we are so temporary,

and when i was young

i loved a show about colorful ponies

and they could do anything.

(can you hear the soil moving?

does the softness of the earth mean nothing?

where have you been?

you promised id never forget.)

mom can you come tuck me in?

there is no answer

thats okay

hello hello

how have you been?

my friend has four legs

and one time i turned seven

(that was a long time ago now)

did you know

i scraped up my hands

climbing trees

and im all bloody

because

i fell off my bike

and i never got a bandage

(but oh how i loved to watch the bees)

and one time i turned seven.

where is everybody?

mom was yelling again.

it made me sad.

and i was turning seven.

and i was turning seventeen.

mom can you come tuck me in?

she tells me 'go to bed'

and one time i turned seven.

(i promised id never forget)

we are so temporary,

and one time i turned seventeen,

(and one time i made a friend

and he had four legs)

so don't forget me.

please?

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boing boing (the sound of fuck)