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3/21/25

starbucks order:

it’s amazing btw

venti passion tango tea (0 cal)

2 pumps of sf vanilla (0 cal)

2 lavender powder (40 cal) (sugar ab 5gram maybe??) (ab 20 cal per scoop)

sometimes if i want it a little more fun i use lemonade but i try not to

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3/21/25

hii guys im officially back. i unfortunately took it a little too fast from sept-nov and had to start to gain weight back. but now im back and ready for summer😛

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it’s been a while guys, well i’ve lost 15 pounds only unfortunately

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I JUST WANT A FLAT BELLY AND SKINNI LEGS AHHHH PLS WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER IN THIS HUGE BODY WHYYYYY

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guys if i’m being fr im too sacred to loose my ass and massive tits 😭😭

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sorry guys it’s been a while, i haven’t been doing good.

im better d3ad if im not skinny

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2:27 am ~ 4/10/24

i am da so done with myself i need to get my shit together

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1:17 pm ~ 3/27/24

i just learned that our bodies burn calories digesting food that makes me feel a little better about how i ate strawberry today during my fast 😭

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6:54 pm ~ 3/26/24

heyy guys im so happy to be back at school i went to the gym this morning and did glutes☺️☺️ then i got really hungry and went to the dining hall and had a salad and some grilled chicken and salami, i didn’t count my calories today but it was definitely under 500 and i think i burned around 100-200 at the gym although i cant rlly tell. but im going back to the gym tmrw. my boyfriend got me this protine drink but idk if i should have it tmrw because it has 210 calories and i kinda wanted to fast from wed-saturday but i work tmrw from 5-8 so i might have it idk what i should do

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honestly if I was skinnier everything would be better.

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so me

why is giving up food so hard like i dont think people realize most people with eds love food

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12:41 pm ~ 3/22/24

i went out to some of the frats with my friend last night i stg i wish i looked like her she has an amazing bod and the whole night i just wanted to cry because i look like the complete opposite of her. i will now be starting a 52 hr fast and hopefully my fatass doesn’t break it early

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4:48 pm ~ 3/21/24

sorry i went mia for a little bit lol but a lot has been happening rn and i was forced to break my fast. anyways hopefully i can start my fast back up again after tonight bc me and my friend are going to the frats🙁

going to the frats at my school just makes me want to work even harder for this

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9:34 pm ~ 3/17/24

today was a horrible food day for me 🙁

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1:26 am ~ 3/17/24

fasting update:

my boyfriend made me break my fast at around midnight he brought back wendy’s after picking up his friends and bought me food i felt too bad not eating it. tomorrow im having my omad🙁

god this has sucked so much i need to make sure im not eating on monday or tuesday and hopefully wednesday but again we will see plus i might be coming to my boyfriends on Monday night

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10:50 pm ~ 3/16/24

fasting update:

i’ve been fasting for a little more then 24 hrs, i just got off of work and im at my boyfriends house

he wants to have his friends over to drink 😟 i was looking at all the alcohol and god there’s so many calories

also me and my friend last night never ended up getting italian ices so yay

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6:58 ~ 3/15/24

food diary:

i couldn’t add the ritas italian ice i’m having later but that’s around 80 cal at most

ughh such a bad day bc i also took a bite of mac and cheese my mom made :(

i’m going to fast again tomorrow, i have work from 5-9 and after im going to sleepover at my boyfriends so i have a way out of eating 😁

i am NOT ready for sunday if my boyfriend is adamant on going to ralph’s for ice cream