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omg its been a while hasnt it. ive been so cultured to twitter i forgot how this one works

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the aforementioned puzzle c: its 45x60cm (about 18x24 in) aaand im almost done! its taken me definitely over two hours to complete, and I did literally everything except for the corner pieces today. just something id like to share cause im pretty proud of it, haha.

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bsd 115 spoilers! big rant abt teruko

i have no idea how old teruko is rn. but she might actually be younger than tachihara. i wonder if she ever told them her real age.

maybe he was getting the real big brother experience.

remember when we all thought 'oh shes an adult who looks like a child and acts like a child because thats her ability' but its actually that SHES A KID in the MILITARY and she absolutely never got to be a kid. remember that episode when she was crying and jouno was holding her hand? and tachihara was like 'ive never seen her cry before?' or something? kids cry. she should've gotten to cry more.

sorry this is really messy but i need to get it out of my system after reading that.

also fuck fukuchi?? we thought he had potential to be a dad and get redeemed but he brought two (2) children into the military an chained them down in enhancement surgeries

AND ON THE TOPIC OF THE SURGERIES.

teruko probably has been getting them since she was eeny weeny. she probably cant imagine a life without monthly surgeries and chest pain and coughing blood. she probably cant imagine a life without pain in general.

after she aged herself up the first time, made herself forcibly more mature, there was no going back. imagine showing a six-year-old war? imagine a bunch of diaper babies going to war and shooting each other with real guns? imagine them getting shot?

and WHAT THE FUCK SHE GOT LIKE. LIQUEFIED. SHE GOT TURNED INTO SOUP.

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i know tachihara was likely the most recent recruit for the hunting dogs but it'd be super funny if the vault robbery happened when he was even younger and he was like. the third recruited. like yeah welcome to the team, meet your senior employees: the hero of the world, this women who likes to be in the form of a 12 year old and this actual 12 year old.

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I picked a favorite organization and according to asagiri I picked wrong

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wasnt she younger than twelve too... she served in the same war as yosano during the first few months of her life (i think) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

BSD 115 SPOILERS

Yosano 🤝Teruko

BEING FUCKING TWELVE AND SERVING IN A WAR

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wh. what the hell. WHAT THE HELL

i take one (1) break to go do a puzzle and chill w/ music and when i come back my tumblr dash is in SHAMBLES

WHAT HAPPENED WITH TERUKO WHATS GOING ON

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yk how tachihara resembles his brother. like heavily resembles. 

do you think mori connected the dots? and discreetly treats him differently? he doesn’t feel bad, i bet. maybe he doesn’t change his behavior at all. but maybe he had a reason to promote tachihara to commander.

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here at the port mafia we can excuse organized crime, but we draw the line at homophobia

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Me if Tachi doesn’t show up this chapter (it’s been years and it’s pride month so I deserve to see him)

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little tachis from bsd anthology 1

ft. cool shots of the black lizard

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little tachis from bsd anthology 1

ft. cool shots of the black lizard

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i think that the government definitely implemented trackers into the HD. like lets be real it would be so easy to just shove a tracker in them during a surgery and they might not even know about it. Jouno would, probably, and Teruko would definitely find out sooner or later, but otherwise? secret tracker yippee.

and that has so much POTENTIAL as a concept. like there's so many things you can do with it.

ex| :

mafia surgeons finding it in tachihara during a surgery

he goes on an overseas mafia mission without notifying government superiors first and he keeps getting calls that interfere with the mission

metal detectors in airports hate him and eventually he just uses his ability to force it to stop beeping

etc.

ghabvhijkebabhaoijfnkjdboijfmkljioo.

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guys i was reading anthology 1 and tanizaki got VIOLATED by naomi and dazai wtf 💀

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Heyyyy love your posts

I thought about this after I read someone else’s post ( I think they called him tragic little f@ck? Not sure)

Imagine after hd reveal, port mafia starts to think back of all tachi’s behavior and words, then it hits them holy fuck this kid has some issues.

Like, there was a time when he tried to ignore his bleeding leg because ‘we got a mission and that is much more important nee-san!’ Or he was very scared of medica examination and when it ended, he asked so baffled ‘..that’s it?’ And I’m fairly sure he at least once said ‘orders make me who I am’ in front of others-probably gin of hirotsu-and they were just like oh, he’s very loyal. But now that they know how young he was when he joined the hunting dogs, they can’t help but feel bitter about that sentence. I think the reason tachi is desperate to follow orders are not only because government shaped him into perfect soldier, but he was desperate for love, affection and approval. Like, his parents told him they wished him dead instead of his brother! That is something sure will leave a scar on a CHILD.

I rlly want tachihara to learn how to be human again with the port mafia. Black lizards and chuuya probably will be the biggest help because, tachi is closest to black lizards-I think hirotsu will be able to be a father tachi never had-and chuuya has been through this. He knows how he’s feeling. Black lizards will be his family, his emotional support. And chuuya will be there, guiding him through the little things-that is normal as breathing to others but so, so foreign for him(them)-and tachihara feel so understood.

(Whoops rambled..if this does not make sense, pls don’t be mad!)

I’m furious actually /j

No, I just completely forgot I had an inbox lol. But yes!! I agree!!

I think the idea of them questioning everything they knew about him also is super interesting. Because they all saw him one way (reckless, brave, a lil dense sometimes), and everything is different when he comes back.

There’s a level of ‘was this all an act’ that takes a bit to get over. But at the end of the day, it’s still their Tachi, just a different side of him. Personally, Hirotsu specifically wouldn’t mind the quiet if he wasn’t worried out of his gosh darn mind.

Also, he 100% picks up on just how much telling Tachihara he’s proud of him affects him when Tachi isn’t trying really hard to act unbothered and cool.

Chuuya just assigning him self reluctant older brother even tho it was fully his idea. Verlaine’s kinda there too, but he doesn’t really know how to approach him in a way that won’t scar him for life (again) so he kinda just follows him around occasionally like some kind of depressed French cryptid.

This is 100% more terrifying than if he just approached him bc Tachihara fully is aware that he’s been stalking him and is convinced he plans on assassinating him.

Please always ramble to me abt Tachi and his families please lol

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tachihara is slowly becoming his brother this is so sad

part of the military (unwillingly) -> enlisted, forcefully joined

keeps getting healed of injuries -> yosano, hd surgery improvement

keeps getting sent out over and over again whether he likes it or not -> war, missions

mori is his boss LMAO -> mori, mori

boss probably does not care about his well-being -> mori, mori (sent him against fukuchi)