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Fuck it we bawl (starts sobbing uncontrollably)

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vampiress

claudiafest day two

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He looks insane I want to eat him.

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andrew "i want nothing" minyard certified yearner of all time. wants a mother so bad he'll do anything to keep cass, even suffer her son. wants to protect his brother so bad he does whatever it takes, and that's before he even meets aaron to begin with. wants to take care of all the people who matter to him so bad that he always takes it a little too far. wants to be known so bad he'll give a boy he doesn't fully trust yet a key while telling him to stay. wants to be understood so bad he can't help but give ground to the first person who's really starting to, no matter what the deference does for his reputation. wants to have things to live for so bad he agrees to let people try to give him some. wants to be loved so bad he has to stifle the feeling and can't handle it when he actually is. wants to want nothing and wants more than anyone will ever know.

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"The trials and tribulations of Evan Buckley: a tragedy in 97 acts"

I'm sorry is that not the gayest insult you've ever heard. Like no straight man would ever say something that fucking cunty.

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Andreil thinking they're a chill, absolutely zero pda couple. Meanwhile, this is how they take a nap.

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Eddie's still in the closet to everyone except Christopher. Buck invites Eddie and Christopher to his first pride out as bisexual (along with the rest of the 118 ofc). And ofc Buck expects to seem them all decked out in the mandatory rainbow attire as allies usually are. Except Christopher. Lovely, amazing menace Christopher comes wearing a shirt that says "I'm not gay but my dads' are"

Buck ofc has an aneurysm bc "Eddie's gay?? Wait did Christopher just call me his other dad?? WAIT... Eddie's GAY???"

And that's how Eddie Diaz comes out

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happy pride month gays 🌈✨️

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nora is so sick n twisted for creating a character who feels like he is only real/existing in memories and then give him a love interest with an eidetic one like wow. that's evil.

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Tonight's the night guys

(Even though I can't watch it till tomorrow cuz... Canada 😔)

I just got here but we're getting buddie canon today trust

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I just got here but we're getting buddie canon today trust

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NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATH NO BODY NO DEATHNO BODY NO DEATH

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can we take a second to talk about the raw symbolism of Renee’s photo and Kevin’s postcard getting burnt up in the fire? yeah, so did everything else, but think about it:

Jean stole Renee’s photo from the Foxhole court. he had a thing for her at the time. it was on his desk until he started getting teased for it and then it “disappeared” aka he moved it. Jeremy mentioned this during his narrative.

then Kevin, who had sent Jean dozens of postcards over the years, sent Jean a new one. and even though Jean played off like he wasn’t happy to receive it, he immediately hung it up above his desk. again, Jeremy notices this.

Jean receives these things from the first two people he ever felt anything for, one being his literal first love, and then loses them to smoke and flames. and he’s mad; oh he’s pissed.

but within the next week is when Jean tells Jeremy “I will choose you every time.” within the next week is when Jean buys clothes in Jeremy’s favorite color because he wants Jeremy to look at him. and when Jean goes with Jeremy to the shelter to get Jabberwocky.

and in that same day, despite all the ways he could have answered Renee’s text, Jean’s natural instinct is to take a picture of Jeremy and send it. Jean Moreau. taking a picture of someone. doesn’t even think, just does it. isn’t that crazy? our Jean Moreau?

the fire was a tragic, awful thing that Nora threw at us, but damn if I don’t appreciate her showing those bridges burning. not entirely; just in the romantic sense. Jean is moving on.

He still has Renee’s cross, out of hope and friendship. Kevin will send another postcard, maybe. but it won’t matter. Jean has chosen Jeremy. and he’s about to really allow himself to act on that feeling and I’m so thrilled for him.

the fire also took out his worst enemy, Barkbark Von Barkenstein. we will never forget.

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honestly i HATE trent knox bc wdym ur questioning if ur son killed somebody when the worst thing he’s ever done is do drugs and have an orgy

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there's a lot of defining moments in the progression of Andreil's relationship throughout the books but my favourite is when Neil says "I want to go back for you" if there was a zombie apocalypse and I feel like people don't talk about it enough

Like the fact that he says "I want to go back for you" and not "I would go back for you" is just... damn. Because he couldve said the latter but I feel like Andrew wouldn't have believed him as much bc.. yh right. But the fact that he's awknowledging that it's something he wants to change. He doesn't want to be a runner with nothing anymore. He wants to live not just survive anymore. He wants connections and people to keep him tethered, which is everything he's been taught to avoid. And the reason he wants to change and stay for once is Andrew