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starrrcane · 17 hours ago
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no time for talking stages is your dick mine or what
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starrrcane · 1 day ago
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Pairing: Tim Bradford x ER nurse Reader
Summary: ER nurse Y/N and LAPD Sergeant Tim Bradford have been secretly dating for months, carefully keeping their relationship hidden from his fellow officers. But when Y/N is violently attacked by a patient during a night shift, the situation escalates quickly — prompting a police response that includes Lucy, Nolan, and Angela. As Tim races to the hospital and breaks down at her bedside, his reaction reveals the truth. The team is shocked but supportive, and as Y/N recovers, the couple is finally forced to confront their feelings in the open. What began in secrecy becomes a turning point for both of them — proving that love can’t always be hidden, especially when it’s this real.
The fluorescent lights of the St. Anthony’s ER buzzed overhead as you moved from curtain to curtain, checking vitals, administering medication, and doing your best to smile through the long night shift. It was one of those weird lulls in chaos — the kind that usually meant a storm was coming.
You were reviewing a patient's chart at the nurse’s station when Mallory, one of the newer nurses, called your name.
"Room 7. Walk-in. He's agitated. Won’t say what happened — just keeps pacing and muttering about someone following him."
You sighed. Mental health holds were common on nights like these. You tucked the chart under your arm and headed to Room 7, mentally preparing for the possibility of everything from paranoia to full-blown psychosis.
As you stepped inside, the man was already standing, eyes darting from corner to corner.
"Hi, I'm Y/N. I’m one of the nurses here. I just want to ask you a few questions and take a look, okay?"
He didn’t respond at first. Just stared at you with wide, dilated pupils.
“Do you remember your name?”
“They sent you,” he said suddenly.
You froze, instinctively stepping back a half-step. “I’m here to help. No one sent me. You’re safe—”
“I SAID THEY SENT YOU!”
His hand shot forward. You didn’t even have time to scream.
The pain was sudden and blinding — something sharp driving into your side, and then a rough shove backward. You crashed into the supply shelf behind you, your head snapping back against the wall. The world blurred.
Someone screamed — maybe it was you.
Then everything went black.
Tim Bradford was finishing up paperwork at Mid-Wilshire Station when the call came in over the radio: “Officer assistance requested — St. Anthony’s Hospital ER. 10-31. Possible assault.”
Lucy’s head whipped around. “That’s your girlfriend’s hospital, isn’t it?”
Tim's hand paused over his report, eyes narrowing. “She’s not my—”
Lucy gave him a knowing look.
He didn’t argue. He was already moving.
Angela jumped to her feet too. “Let’s go.”
The squad car barely came to a full stop before Tim was out and running toward the ER entrance. The flashing lights reflected off the glass doors, and people were shouting. Gurneys were being wheeled past as nurses scrambled to regain order.
Inside, chaos reigned.
And then he saw Mallory — pale, wide-eyed — with blood on her scrubs.
“It’s Y/N,” she whispered to him, clutching his arm. “Room 7. A patient… he—he had a scalpel. She’s in Trauma 1. She wasn’t waking up—”
Tim didn’t hear the rest. He was already sprinting.
The automatic doors to Trauma 1 swung open as Tim burst through. The smell of antiseptic hit him first, followed by the sterile chaos of emergency medicine. Nurses were clustered around the bed, voices clipped and professional.
Then he saw you.
You were pale. Too pale. A deep red stain spread across the lower half of your scrubs, and someone was pressing gauze tightly against your side. A resident shouted for more fluids, another called out your blood pressure.
“Y/N.” Tim’s voice cracked as he stepped forward.
A nurse blocked him instinctively. “Sir, you need to stay back—”
“She’s mine.” The words were out before he realized he’d said them.
The nurse’s eyes widened. “Are you—?”
“Her boyfriend,” he ground out. “I’m a cop. I need to see her.”
A second passed. Then the nurse nodded, stepping aside.
Tim moved to your side, taking your hand, already clammy and cold. You stirred faintly at the sound of his voice.
“Hey. I’m here,” he whispered, gripping your hand tighter. “You’re gonna be okay.”
Your eyes fluttered open for a second, unfocused. “Tim?”
“Yeah. I’ve got you.”
The monitor beeped erratically.
“BP’s dropping again!” someone shouted.
Tim stood frozen, helpless, as the team worked around you, racing to stabilize you. A nurse gently pulled him away, promising to update him as soon as possible.
He barely made it to the hallway before Lucy and Nolan caught up, their eyes wild with questions.
“Was that Y/N?” Nolan asked.
Lucy blinked. “Wait… you said she was just someone you talk to at the hospital…”
Angela arrived seconds later, her face already piecing together what the others hadn’t.
Tim didn’t answer. He scrubbed a hand down his face, blood smearing across his fingers from where he’d touched your hand.
Lucy’s voice softened. “You’re with her.”
He exhaled, hard. “Yeah. We’ve been keeping it quiet.”
“Jesus, Tim,” Angela said, stepping closer. “Is she—?”
“They’re working on her.” His voice cracked.
And then he did something none of them had ever seen him do.
He sat down.
And started to shake.
The waiting room was too quiet, and the buzz of police radios and low murmurs of concerned nurses filled the silence in the worst way.
Lucy sat beside Tim, arms crossed, trying to respect his space. Nolan leaned against the wall. Angela paced like a tiger in a cage.
“She’s strong,” Lucy finally said. “You picked a tough one.”
Tim didn’t respond.
After a moment, he broke the silence.
“She was supposed to be off next week. We were going to take a trip to San Diego. Just two days. Somewhere quiet.”
Angela turned, her expression softening. “How long?”
Tim looked down. “Six months. Maybe longer. It just… happened. She patched me up after a suspect slammed me into a dumpster. I kept finding reasons to go by the ER. She saw through all of it.”
Lucy gave him a small smile. “Of course she did.”
“She made me laugh,” he added, his voice barely audible. “And she didn’t care who I was on the street. She cared who I was off-duty.”
Angela sat beside him. “We’re not mad. We're just surprised. You’re allowed to be happy, Tim.”
Before he could respond, a doctor stepped into the room.
“Family of Y/N L/N?”
Tim was on his feet in seconds. “I’m her—”
He hesitated.
The doctor’s expression softened. “You can come with me.”
Angela, Lucy, and Nolan exchanged a look, and then quietly let him go alone.
Tim followed the doctor through a maze of hallways and into ICU.
“She lost a lot of blood,” the doctor explained. “But the stab wound missed her liver. We were able to stabilize her. The head impact caused a mild concussion, but the CT scan looks good.”
Tim’s throat tightened. “Is she awake?”
“She will be soon. You can sit with her.”
Inside, the lights were dimmed. You lay in a hospital bed, a nasal cannula feeding you oxygen, one arm hooked up to fluids. The monitor beeped steadily now. A good sign.
Tim sank into the chair beside you and reached for your hand.
When your eyes blinked open again, slower this time, they locked with his.
“You stayed,” you murmured, hoarse.
“Always.”
You tried to smile. “They know?”
He nodded. “They figured it out. After I nearly bulldozed a trauma nurse to get to you.”
You chuckled — a weak, pained sound, but genuine.
“Guess we’re not hiding it anymore.”
“No,” Tim said quietly. “Not anymore.”
He leaned down and kissed your forehead, his hand resting on yours like an anchor.
Three hours later, you were stable enough to be moved to a private room. The morphine dulled the pain, but your thoughts were a haze of panic, confusion, and fragments of what had happened. You remembered the man’s eyes. The way his voice twisted. The burn of the blade.
And then you remembered Tim.
You turned your head slightly. He was still there, seated in a hard plastic chair, arms crossed, watching you like he was afraid you’d vanish.
“You look like hell,” you murmured.
He let out a dry laugh, rubbing a hand over his face. “Yeah, well, it’s been a long night.”
You squeezed his hand weakly. “You okay?”
“Don’t ask me that when you’re the one in the hospital bed.”
“But I am,” you whispered. “And I’m scared.”
Tim stood and leaned over you. “I’m not going anywhere, alright? You’re safe now.”
His voice was low and steady — the same one he used when he calmed victims at crime scenes. Only this time, the quiver beneath it betrayed how close he’d come to breaking.
There was a knock at the door. Lucy peeked in, followed by Nolan and Angela.
“I told them to wait,” Tim said, annoyed.
“It’s okay,” you said, managing a faint smile. “I guess the cat’s out of the bag.”
Angela stepped forward first. “You scared the hell out of us, Y/N.”
“Sorry,” you rasped.
Lucy moved to your other side. “We brought you something.”
She held up a paper bag. “Angela insisted on real food. Nolan wanted to buy you a giant stuffed bear.”
“I still might,” Nolan added. “There was a llama too. Very plush.”
You gave a half-laugh, which immediately turned into a wince.
“Easy,” Tim said, his hand on your arm.
Angela crossed her arms, watching the way he touched you. “You two really were good at hiding it. I feel like we should be offended.”
Tim rolled his eyes. “We just didn’t want to deal with all the ribbing.”
Lucy smiled. “You’re getting it now, though. No turning back.”
Nolan gave Tim a pat on the shoulder. “Seriously, man. We’re happy for you. She’s badass.”
You grinned weakly. “Damn right I am.”
Over the next few days, you began to recover. The police took the suspect into custody the night of the attack. He’d had a history of violent psychosis and was off his medication. Tim made sure the case was handled with the right mental health support — but not before personally escorting the guy into the back of a squad car.
You weren’t sure what he’d said to him — and Tim wouldn’t tell you — but you noticed the way his jaw clenched any time he saw your bandages.
Your room became something of a second precinct. Lucy brought puzzles and coffee. Nolan brought snacks and a portable speaker to “restore your sanity.” Angela brought her no-nonsense attitude and sharp insight, which she used to tease Tim ruthlessly about being soft when it came to you.
Tim never denied it.
And neither did you.
By the fifth day, you were cleared for discharge. Tim insisted on picking you up himself, despite you being perfectly capable of walking. When you reached the car, he opened the door like you were royalty.
“You know I’ve been stabbed before, right?” you said with a grin. “This isn’t my first rodeo.”
“Yeah,” he said. “But it’s the first time I’ve had to watch it happen.”
You looked at him, really looked. The way his eyes lingered on you like he was memorizing your face.
“You’ve been different since that night,” you said softly.
He nodded, sliding into the driver’s seat. “I thought I lost you. I’ve never…” He stopped himself. “I don’t ever want to feel that again.”
You reached over, resting your hand on his thigh.
“We’re not hiding anymore,” you said.
“Not for one second.”
It was two weeks later when you finally made it to San Diego — a short trip, just as you’d planned.
The beach was quiet at night. You sat together on a blanket, the ocean whispering in the distance, your head resting on his shoulder.
“You ever think about how fast things change?” you asked.
Tim nodded. “All the time. But some things… they feel inevitable.”
“Like us?”
“Exactly like us.”
You smiled, curling closer to him. “Guess we’re not so secret anymore.”
“Good,” he said, kissing your temple. “I want the whole damn world to know.”
And for the first time in what felt like forever, you believed it would all be okay.
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starrrcane · 2 days ago
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MAY YOU NEVER LOSE YOUR HYPERFIXATION
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starrrcane · 10 days ago
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Is your ship really that iconic if one of them haven't been buried alive and the other haven't tried to dig them out with their bare hands?
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starrrcane · 14 days ago
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starrrcane · 14 days ago
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do-it-again august
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starrrcane · 16 days ago
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Is there anything else you can offer besides tits?
i wouldn't even offer you my tits
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starrrcane · 16 days ago
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there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. i care so much i could literally vomit
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starrrcane · 24 days ago
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the idea of coming home to the love of your life is so soothing and nice I can’t wait to look forward to that
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starrrcane · 27 days ago
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starrrcane · 27 days ago
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"I asked chatgpt" "I asked copilot" well I asked the traffic lights and they said "I don't know"
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starrrcane · 1 month ago
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girls can blur the line between divine intuition and delusion, as a treat
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starrrcane · 1 month ago
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Tumblr is just a nice little place where you can take off your ‘real person’ face and roll around in piles of garbage tailored to your unhinged hyperfocus five minutes before you stand up and go back to your zoom meeting
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starrrcane · 1 month ago
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i need to be someones questionably younger gf
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starrrcane · 1 month ago
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hi can we bring back the hype for the 100 because bellamy blake is so hot and deserves more hype
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starrrcane · 1 month ago
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gods bless the gif makers, fic authors, and fan artists who are single-handedly keeping dying fandoms on life support even though their shows ended years ago. all 3 of us in the tag owe you so much
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starrrcane · 1 month ago
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Every couple days I think about how fucked up it is that Bellamy and Clarke's whole shtick was that they were better together, two parts of a whole (the heart and the head), that they couldn't and didn't want to live without each other, that they always found their way back to each other, that in such a fucked up world where they had taken the burden of humanity on their shoulders they realized again and again how much better and lighter life was when they shared the burden together, but we're supposed to think they were just friends? Did "together" mean nothing to you??? Yes bro, you're my whole world and my reason to live and your arms are my only safe haven, bro???
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