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Granny names the cow Nellie. My name is Nellie and I wanted to say "OMG I was mentioned" as a joke but tumblr would let me upload a photo🥲😔

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Dog I was trying to post a silly little thing but tumblr won't let me 😭

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Dog I was trying to post a silly little thing but tumblr won't let me 😭

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Happy (really early) Valentine's day! ♡<3

♡ VI ♡ (in a more modern time, ish?)

She's touch starved, after being away in prison from the people she loved and cared for, from you. So, after years of longing, she feels a little weird with touch but wants more of it every time.

Spends more time cuddling you in the morning of Valentine's Day, exhausted from work and school. (I'm a firm believer that Vi would go to college and all of that).

It was the weekend and she had crammed most of her homework the night before so that she could spend her weekend and holiday stress free with her girlfriend.

She owns a little apartment with you. It's just easier that way.

And before she got done with her homework and you got back from your late job, she cleaned up a little around, as a little favor/gift to you. Setting up a bouquet of roses she had gotten for you on the counter where she knew that you always put your purse and keys on.

The morning is slow, but you did wake up to calloused hands rubbing up and down your back with soft kisses caressing your neck and face.

You both make breakfast together. We'll, you did while Vi had her arms wrapped around your torso.

Brings you to a diner for a day, it was decorated for the holiday and was cute, something Jayce had recommended to her as an idea.

You took a lot of pictures of the night

Most of you and Vi of course.

But somehow, there happened to be a faint kiss-mark on Vi's cheek that was the color of your lipstick. Who knew where that came from.

ALTERNATIVE DATE IDEA: Arcane

Where you both go up against each other in driving games and she wins all of the cute plushies that you wanted.

A kiss is all she asks for for her hard work.

Definitely one of the main reasons that she took you there was to show off with the boxing machine that you had seen all over Tiktok and Insta.

She loves showing off in front of you, setting a new high score on the machine and giving you her signature smile.

♡ SEVIKA ♡ (in a more in show timeline? S1 btw)

With her line of work, it was hard to find free time that allowed her to relax.

So she tried her best to at least get a few hours off in the morning on Valentine's day.

She never slept with her mechanical arm in bed, for her comfort and your safety, in her words.

Her arm stayed curled around you, being your personal heater for a little longer.

She cherished these moments, holding you close, you were special to her, someone she's known for a long time.

To wake you up, she gently rubbed your back, watching for any small details on your face that might indicate that you were walking up, and slowly called out your name, her puppy dog grey eyes practically spilling love out of them.

She knew you'd want to celebrate this holiday, even with your guy's work schedules.

She wanted to get you something, and her pay wasn't terrible. So she had gotten you a nice necklace. Well as nice as you could get in Zaun, but Sevika and Silco had connections.

You loved it nether less. It was a silver/gold/whatever necklace with an 'S' pendent. (I do think she would be a little protective and "possessive", but not in a toxic way.)

As well as getting you roses, as fresh as she could get them in the city. But your face when you received them made any small worries was away.

Isn't a woman of words, but with actions. So her gifts and slightly more affectionate touches make your heart swell.

If you were to go out, she would take you to your favorite places, using her social status as a little getaway card for the day.

Thought, she might had to work through out the day, due to being Silco's right hand lady and basically bodyguard. But she'll make sure that the day you had been anticipating for would be spent as great as it could be.

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Me and my friend's oc's <3

(Juliet (human) + Lucía (vampire))

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Nvm chat 🧍‍♀️might have to make new ideas for other stories or sum cuz my og notes gave NOTHING

hi there!! i hope you're doing well <3 that timebomb x reader was immaculate and i wanted to ask if there was potentially a part two coming?

Thx so much 😭🫶🏻 Idk what to put in for a part 2, but maybe I could spruce something up. I have the og idea of what the story was in my notes app and I could do a part two based on that?

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hi there!! i hope you're doing well <3 that timebomb x reader was immaculate and i wanted to ask if there was potentially a part two coming?

Thx so much 😭🫶🏻 Idk what to put in for a part 2, but maybe I could spruce something up. I have the og idea of what the story was in my notes app and I could do a part two based on that?

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Chat, you should uh request some things 🧍‍♀️

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Two Sides of a Coin

alt!TimeBomb x reader

A/n: Ekko's uni! reader is a firelight. Fem!reader. a mix of ekko's pov and third person. Dialog is accreate to the show, but then I gave up halfway.

Also, thanks for all the likes on my Vi post, 🫶🏻

And if anything seems out of place or funky, just tell me and I will fix it. Tumblr has been kicking my butt with my drafts.

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He could feel the hairs on his neck practically stand when he looked around. It was Zaun, yes, but it was oh so different. And not in a way that it had gotten worse or had different people in it. No, it was better, cleaner, brighter.

Ekko was definitely not supposed to be here, but he was, and he was damn sure that he just saw one of the dead firelights walk around.

He had his book out with drawings of the Arcane out, pencil markings of the circular ball of magic spreading multiple times over the span of a page. He wasn't even sure if it was his own hand drawing them. His hands were so clean and more fresh looking than his own back in his original universe, not to mention the green suit he was wearing. Definitely not something he could be caught wearing back home.

His leg bounced nervously, watching carefully with his surroundings, but mostly Vander and Benzo. oh Benzo, it he could hug him again he would, and again and again. the old man was like a father figure to him basically, and the fact that the was alive here made him feel sick and jealous. jealous of the world that could've been his but wasn't.

it was until Powder snapped him out of his thoughts again, her pale fingers snapping in front of his face. He looked at her with wide eyes, it was like he didn't even recognize her.

"Hey, spaceboy, I'm not talking to myself over here."

Ekko couldn't help but look back down at his book and look back at her, straightening his composure.

"What is up with you? You've been out of it all day."

"... I feel like, I woke in the wrong universe."

Ekko glanced at his book again, the mindless drawing of the Arcane roughly drawn over words that he couldn't care less to read right now.

"This is what happens when you stay up all night. Those synapses start firing around like drunk slugs."

Powder said jokingly, but Ekko looked back at Vander and Benzo, who were talking amongst themselves at the bar. Vander leaning over behind it and Benzo sitting in one of the seats.

"there's still plenty of time before the competition, okay? Plus, toots will help us work out the kinks. we've got you."

Powder put out her hand reassuringly on Ekko's forearm, but Ekko flinched away, still under the haze and shock of what was happening to him right now. Could it be the sickest and worst nightmare he was having right now? Or was it actually happening. He couldn't tell the difference.

A cup that was next to Powder tilted over from the sudden flinch, spilling over onto the table. Ekko put his hand to his head as a weird headache came on, making him feel woozy and dizzy. Powder looked at Ekko almost weirded out and confused. Her brows furrowed down in thought before she picked up the cup.

"Ah, if it isn't Zaun's royalties. My liege"

Powder watched Ekko as he stood up with a shocked expression on his face, keeping his eyes on the owner of the voice and the people around them.

The owner of the voice was from Mylo, and the right of him was Claggor. They looked different. Mylo had grown facial hair and Claggor was even larger than before, now practically Vander's height if not shorter. It wasn't until Ekko looked at the (h/c) girl when his heart almost stopped. It was (Reader), his closest best friend and co-leader of the Firelights. She looked different, a good different.

She looked healthier, cleaner, and livelier, almost like she had never fought anyone before physically, at least. You looked like how he would want you to be if you had never gotten into the mess you had called life back home.

Powder shook her head and chuckled at Mylo's teasing before nodded down to the chairs next to her.

"Sit down."

"Hey, hey, little man. Trouble in paradise?"

Claggor moved to the seat nearest to the wall that the table was tall table was next to. Ekko watches him in disbelief, watching as Mylo sat down as well, before looking at you.

"Just the usual project woes."

"Tell me about it."

Claggor said sarcastically before you chimed in.

"I'll be able to help tonight before the competition like I said I would. I'll also bring extra coffee this time."

you joked, thinking about the last time you helped the duo and ended up passing out with either limbs or heads laying on each other before the night was over.

Claggor explained the problems with his machine to the group as you stood behind Ekko and Powder, putting one hand on Powder's shoulder and moved your other hand to do the same with Ekko's before Powder stopped you. You gave her a confused look and she shrugged, mumbling something about how Ekko was a little jumpy today.

It was a little bit before the Inventors Competition too, so it was probably just jitters before the big thing if the gadget that Powder and Ekko had been working on if it would work or not. You could understand that.

Everyone looked at Mylo as he brushed back his eyebrows, giving knowing looks and head shakes. Everyone in the group knew of Mylo's crush on Gert, if he wasn't so obvious about it enough. Claggor shook his head before looking at Powder.

"I'll be right back."

"Oh no. Go, save him from himself."

Powder nodded, as you gave her a shoulder squeeze, giving her a 'good luck' smile. She gave a thankful one back and took your hand in hers, giving it a squeeze before walking over to where Mylo was making a fool out of himself.

Your gaze looked back at Ekko, looking at him the same, warm way you had done for Powder. He did look really tense today, and something about that didn't set right with you. The look in his eyes just, wasn't him; not really anyway.

Without hesitation, you put a hand on Ekko's shoulder. He flinched away from your touch, as he had with Powder, and looked at you freaked out.

Your hand went back to his shoulder a little more firmer, giving him a worried look.

"Are you alright, Ekko? You're really jumpy today."

You could see the slight movement of Ekko's neck as he gulped, eyes softening but flicking back and forth from you to the table and back. Your hand moved to his back, just where the collar of his suit is, rubbing the area affectionately.

"I'm alright, just tired from staying all night."

He said nervously, referencing what Powder had said to him, but mostly what he mostly caught to in that conversation. He glanced at Powder and Mylo, who were talking to the waitress, probably bugging her or something.

"..just, get some rest before the competition then, yeah? I'm sure you'll be better by then."

And by that, you gave Ekko a kiss on the hairline and walked over to Powder and Mylo to join in on the teasing that was happening; leaving a shocked and surprised Ekko behind.

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You and powder ended up working on the gadget as Ekko was with, what was his name... Hemindiger? He was an odd little fellow, quite... whimsical in your opinion. Always going around with smart inventions and his little ukulele.

It hurt a little when Ekko changed plans so quickly, and so close to the competition when there were still some kinks to smooth out. At least Powder was with you, even if it wasn't the same.

You tightened a bolt that had loosened during a test run, turning it around to make sure everything looked good before glancing at Powder. who definitely looked good.

She was currently twirling around a piece of chalk as she stared at the many drawings and words on the chalkboard. Her hair was tied back into french braids with her bangs sprawled put everywhere from her hands running so much through them, but were now mostly gathered to one side of her face, giving it a side bang look.

It looked really good on her.

As if she had some sort of pulling device on you, you slowly got up from your chair and carefully set the gadget down. You crept up behind her and gently wrapped your arms around her torso, placing your chin on her shoulder.

Powder looked at you from the corner of her eye and smiled, leaning her head on yours. The calm silence made you close your eyes, pulling her into you a little bit more.

The creak of some floor boards got your attention, as well as Powder's. You both looked over to the culprit, who was a wide-eyed Ekko.

Was he still shaken up? It's late now. Maybe the competition being so close to ate is messing with him. Sure, he was a sweetheart, and could sassy at times; but he wasn't this bug eyed for this long.

"Hey."

You and Powder both said, dropping your arms around her so you both could walk towards Ekko, a hurt expression still lingered on her face. You looked at her worriedly, then back at Ekko with the same expression.

"What is up with you today? You're still jumpy, and not the usual nervous kind or anything."

"Not to mention this morning."

Ekko's eyes shifted as if he was hiding something, and you were 100% sure he was. You didn't want to push too hard, in case it was something personal, in that case you would understand. But some context clue on what was happening would be good.

"Um,.. it's nothing. I just woke up from a bad dream, I'm just worked up about it still."

Was he nervous because he was lying through his teeth, or was he nervous because that was the truth? You couldn't tell, but you needed to drop it for the sake of getting anything done tonight.

A sigh left your nose as you looked at Ekko, noticing his gaze softening just a bit under yours. A weak smile stretched on your lips as you wrapped your arm around Powder's shoulders and reached out to do the same with Ekko's.

"Come'on, we gotta fix the damn thing before the competition before anyone else becomes more jumpy or stressed."

Ekko didn't flinch away from your touch, but tensed a little, letting you pull him with you to the table along with Powder. A warm feeling washed over his skin, the same feeling of when you would touch him in his home universe, a touch that he hadn't realized he needed in this moment until now.

He wanted to freeze this moment and bathe in the ways of this universe works. The way that you looked better (in a healthier way), and the way that Powder was happier.

Ekko's gaze went to Powder, and caught her gaze. but before she could look away, he gave her a sorry smile, as if to say: 'sorry for this morning'.

Powder gave him a warm smile in return.

In the back if his head, Ekko couldn't help but feel as if that smile was wrong, in a sense. He has seen Powder smile all of the time as kids in his home universe, but when she became Jinx, he hasn't seen a warm smile from her since.

But this, this was nice, Ekko had decided.

And he wouldn't mind staying a little longer here with you and Powder.

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(Bonus scene)

"-and then she kissed me! well, on the head but still!"

Ekko had been ranting about his day, to the second when he gained consciousness in this universe. About how Powder never became Jinx, how Zaun was different. How everything was different.

Hemindiger couldn't help but chuckle, he had been in this universe for how long, and had already went through the shock that Ekko was going through, in different ways of course.

"Well, boy, it's because you're dating."

Ekko's eyes grew wide at the older man's words.

Dating?

You?

Heat flushed his neck at the thought and cleared his throat. Yeah, he really liked you back home, but dating here? Practically a dream come true almost.

"...Is that so?"

"Quite yes, and you both with Powder as well."

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As well?

The realization popped up in Ekko's head. You were giving Powder looks that no friend should give to their friend. The same way you looked at him as will her. But it didn't mean his body didn't get warmer at the thought of all three of you dating each other.

Who would've thought that a alternative version of him was getting with both of his dream girls.

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Yap yap yap

Something something something

Vi doing the lipstick trend on u

I KNOW THIS ISN'T REALLY A TREND ANYMORE but imagine Vi, who is pretty popular for her instagram posts, where she where she shows off her muscles and just regular gym typa content. She wasn't really fond of just posting you outta nowhere, that just wasn't her thing.

So, what was a better way to hard launch your relationship than to show off?

"Stop moving around, you're gonna mess me up."

You kept squirming around and being all giddy when she kissed your face for the billionth time. Dark red kiss marks were felt all over your face, some smeared due to you moving.

Vi knew that her post of you with lipstick marks all over your face and neck would make each and one of her followers gasp in shock, knowing that probably most followed for her and not her content. Which she didn't exactly mind, she knew she was hot. But she wanted to let the world know that she was taken by somebody who she would say was even hotter than she was.

She left one last kiss mark on your lipstick-smeared lips and smirked, admiring her art work. It wasn't everyday she got to see her girl covered up like this, but she wouldn't mind if it was.

She grabbed her phone and opened up to Instagram, snapping a few photos of you in your best angles, only wanting the best for her princess.

She also couldn't resist and opened up her camera app to take some for her personal gallery that was already filled with pictures of you.

And when the next morning came, you woke up to notifications from many new followers on Instagram and a smirking Vi who was already on her phone scrolling the comments.

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New semester is staring in school and I cannot stay up late to write cuz ima end up not making any sense writing with no sleep sooo I'm working on fics don't worry

Schools kinda kicking my ass kinda too

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GUYS GUYS GUYS

im eating rn. and im going to eat this fan fic. Would You Fall in Love with Me Again with Jayce x reader and Ekko x reader ,':)

(i have not seen the musical btw i just really like crying to the song)

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... I'll save you p1 p2

(I guess reader already knows that Ekko is a firelight??? It was kinda in-between and I didn't want to rewrite the whole thing)

Ekko tried to make the trip back to the firelights base as fast as he could with you on his hover board, zipping through the city at an alarming rate.

He held you close to him, trying to avoid touching any wounds, but that seemed nearly impossible from how badly you were beat up.

He kept murmuring to himself; "You're going to be fine," "just keep breathing." But it seemed more like he was saying those things to himself, trying to keep himself together as he felt your body slump against his.

Once he got to the base, other Firelights rushed over to Ekko, asking questions on where has he been, what happened? But voices died down once he saw who was in his arms.

Confusion met the grounds as the firelights stared at their leader as if he had grown two heads. Ekkos' focus wasn't on them, though, but it was on you and to get you as alive and safe as possible.

He took you to his living area, putting you on the bed as careful as could considering your injuries.

There were limited supplies due to not really being near any providing resources other than the tree and stolen outside sources. But he would make do you what he had if it helped you.

He grabbed an emergency kit that he kept for himself in his room and grabbed some towels, bringing them to you. He pressed the towels to the areas that were bleeding heavily, working quickly to patch you up as well as he could.

He wasn't too fazed by the blood, hell, he's seen his own team members die right in front of him, or at least heavily injured.

He made sure to clean up your wounds as best as possible, and stitched up the ones that desperately needed stitching. It was messy, undeniably. And ekko had the deep gut feeling that, perhaps, you might just not make it through the night. With that much blood loss, it wouldn't surprise him.

You had always fought physically, sure. But he had never gotten further in thought of what it actually would be like if you were gone. And he didn't want to think of it know.

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a few firelights came in and helped, out of faithfulness to their leader than out of desire to help you.

You were weak looking, the blood loss and the fact that you were so well beaten up didn't sit right with Ekko. He had the urge to change everything that had ever happened so it could be more like the alt!universe, the one where you were happy and healthy and didn't have a single battle scar or have blood on your hands.

But deep down, he knew that was impossible. He couldn't just change everything that had happen with a snap of a finger. And he couldn't change you, he knew that. He had accepted that years ago along with Powder becoming Jinx. He could only hope for the best, that you'd stay alive.

Night became day, and as fast as it was, Ekko felt as if it wasn't fast enough.

You were now just, laying there, with bandages adoring your skin and some having slight bleeding through. He would have to change that soon. He stayed with you incase of something happening or you were to wake up. He couldn't pull himself away from you, not yet.

You became conscious a few hours later, and the only thing that alerted Ekko that you were awake were the groans and hisses of pain. You were definitely better than before, but was still in bad condition, so you couldn't really move before something would shoot up in pain.

You saw Ekko come towards you, unable to see just right from just waking up, so it looked like to you he was going to make sure you stayed dead. So, it obviously led you to fight or flight mode, ready to swing in such an injured state. But it was obvious to him that it wasn't the case, but he had to get some help from Scar to hold you down until you tired yourself out, enough to where you wouldn't try to swing at somebody.

...(idk how to end that but I really want to move to the next scene)...

You were ignoring him, as if that wasn't as obvious to everyone else as it was to you. Before he knew it, you were rewrapping an arm wound and ignoring any help from him. It wasn't too hard to guess why, you had asked him to practically finish you off before he brought you here. You couldn't tell that if you were pissed at him for not doing that, or that you were pissed off because you were surprised that he hadn't. After all, there had been some close calls before when you had to guard shipment of shimmer for Silco and amd the firelights were there.

You were sure that somebody, or at most Silco, was wondering about your disappearance. It had been to be at least afternoon now, so a sight without you doing rounds was surely gonna put you into trouble. But that was later's problems. right now, you just had to find a way put and figure out why Ekko was being 'nice' to you.

Some kid came in a little while later, and offered water, which you took graciously. Kids weren't as bad as adults, they still believed in things adults would tall them, and were dumb enough to be obedient in some ways more than others.

The water felt great inside your throat, soothing whatever scratchiness had been there. You moved slowly to sit up, still in pain but wasn't as unbearable as before when you woke up.

"You should really lie down if you want your words to heal correctly."

Ekko's words brought you out of thought, bringing you to finally look at him. You could see him more clearly now, seeing the way his hair was tied and how he dressed himself. It was different from the way he looked as a firelight, but that was probably a good thing.

"I thought you'd actually do it."

Your words brought silence between the two of you. You couldn't help but see the hesitation on Ekko's face, bringing your brows to furrow down.

"...couldn't bring myself to."

You stared at him, watching every micro expression that could appear on his face. You couldn't help but feel a lot of things right now, you were pissed, annoyed, numb almost... but also kinda glad. But you couldn't put it into words, everything not forming and spilling out like how you wanted it to go. You pursed your lips together, unable to say your thought, but the next closest to it.

"...good."

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I actually don't know how to end this omggggg

I ♡ cliffhangers, guys ♡

Have a great day/night yall

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Spider-Woman Jinx x fem reader

og idea post : (in the comments)

Also, Zaun and Piltover are at peace, I was going for Jinx alternating between both Piltover and Zaun as Spider-woman, but idk. HER SPIDER NAME IS SPIDER MONKEY CUZ I THINK THATS FUNNY AS HELL. NOBODY DIES, it's all cute and yippie!

Not really proof-read

Definitely has you take pictures of her with the craziest poses ever.

Or the most blantly obvious staged photos of all time just to see if your job at the newspaper company will notice.

"come on, toots. I bet they won't even notice."

(They surprisingly never do)

I don't think she'll show you here 'secret' identity at first, but would fuck with you and meet you without the mask just to see if you would figure it out yourself.

Loves showing off with dangerous tricks and flips to impress you. Even if it gives you a heart attack.

One time, she did a flip-kick typa thing and almost broken multiple bones in her body, just so you could go 'ooo' and 'ahh'. But in reality you were fretting over her with a concerned tone. Definitely can say she was not used to that.

Would definitely keep an eye on you once you both get closer. She cannot have you be further apart from her that your regular schedule.

Cannot fathom the thought of some other person flirting or talking to you on a non-professional level. Did you see her with Caitlyn and Vi?

Mylo won't stop 'teasing' her, not leaving her alone when she's trying to think of you. Not shutting up when she was either building something for you or even when the self-deprecating thoughts came in.

"Shut up, Mylo! She would want to be around me if she didn't want to, but she does. She said it herself."

When in the mask, she will check up on you at your work or whereever you are just to relieve nerves. She keeps telling herself that she couldn't get herself to close to you, but there was just something about you that pulled her in like a desperatly needed warm hug.

Actually got you to do the spider-man kiss, as a thank you for getting you to safety.

(Next stuff prob fits better after she reveals her identity to you unless you already told her that you knew)

Teases you when you explain something to her that you're really into.

"wow, toots, you really like this (brand idk), huh?"

Comics, movies, books, music? She's getting those for you whether it was stolen or hand made.

WILL listen to your rants about whatever, did someone tick you off? They won't anymore. You have an idea about an upgrade for her suit? All open ears baby. Plus she'll yap back.

Yap x yap duo

(S2 perhaps?) Watches you fix up and gadgets or your camera. Maybe she'll fix up something too, but just likes you calmness in the room. Or will yap your ear off about whatever as well.

I feel like her love languages are gift giving (giving) and words of affirmation (receiving). She loves giving you trinkets that would be useful to you on a daily basis. But she also needs to know that you aren't just gonna give up on her the second she messes up.

Will jokingly call you nerd as a pet name, but would stop if that made you uncomfortable.

(S2) makes sure Isha likes you as well, can have the two girls fighting can we/jkjkjkjk she loves you

(Not as much as jinx though, but I think that given.)

I feel like Isha would know Jinx's secret identity first, and the earliest. And would accompany her on "missions"

But jinx would make sure that Isha would stay away from big fights, so she wouldn't get hurt. You as well.

There are pictures adorned on her wall near her bed with photos of all three of you. The sight of them just makes her feel good in the best way.

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Maybe in this universe... p1 p2

Warnings: fem reader, soft/sweet!reader (for alt!universe and kinda for Arcane universe). Mentions of dying (almost dying), you almost die but ekko saves you last minute. You = alt!you. You = Arcane you. BLOOD and ANGSTY AT THE END.

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When Ekko traveled to the alt!universe, he was in shock by most things; Zaun seemed peaceful, Jinx was still Powder, everyone besides Vi was alive, and the cherry on top was you.

You were, softer, in a way. Like you were the calming wind after a harsh storm or slow ocean waves on a crowded beach. Something that his universe's you didn't give.

His you, well, you were the harsh storm or that crowded beach. After being taken in by Silco with Jinx, it altered your life completely. He made you harder, stronger. A stranger in Ekko's eyes. One that he had fought countless times with, one that he had a fair share of her blood on his hands with.

There was something so wrong bit so right about you, something that gave him comfort after the harsh realities of his own world. He knew he couldnt give in to you, this you. He had to go back home, if he could call that home.

Your touches, words, worries, and the way your eyes would linger with his; made him want to force himself to look anywhere but you, and move forward with Heimerdinger, and make that damn machine or whatever to get back home. Just so he couldn't fall deeper for you more than he already has.

The more you hung out, the more he reflected on you, the one where you were loyal to Silco, would fight until your hands bled, where your anger bottled up too much. He almost felt bad, bad that this could've been you. All sweet and soft. That made him reflect on Jinx/Powder, and Vi, and everyone else that he had lost and gained over the years. The ones no matter how hard he tried to deny, he still cared for.

He pushed himself harder to got back home after that thought. Maybe he could make things a little better back home, just a little. Just enough to know whether or not you still cared for him there like you are here.

The building part of the time machine was a success after a while, and manipulating the hex crystals went great, better than he thought even, with how many hours of work? He could finally go back, to Zaun, to the Firelights, to you.

But he couldn't leave you behind without a goodbye, so he made a (favorite flower) necklace (one basically like the one he gave to powder but different). Hoping that when you figure out that he wasn't supposed to be here, that you'll still cherish the memories you made like he will.

The travel back felt as weird and as uncomfortable as the trip to. Like every atom and speckle of the body was being torn apart and molded back together. He landed back where he first started, the room with the Arcane in it, and he made sure to get out of there as fast as possible.

He traveled down the streets of Zaun as fast as he could, zooming through with his hover board and watching the ground below him, watching for anyone familiar. (He had to ask a few people, no luck there, however)

You were in an alley way, not far from the Last Drop, but couldn't move yourself for the life of you. Every bone and muscle ached and screamed in pain from the punched and stabbings you've received. Even breathing was becoming harder to do now, how long had you been out here anyway? Not like you've been paying attention anyway.

One hand layed on your stomach and the other on the dirty ground, no doubt had some of your blood on it. This wasn't too bad, everything was subsiding with numbness and the thought in the back of your head that said that you've finally found peace in the ruined city made everything almost worth it.

But perhaps you did go too far with the fight how many hours ago, chewed off too much and now you had to deal with the consequences.

Shouting could be heard from all over, but one voice seemed to get louder, almost as if they were getting closer. You weakly looked over and saw a blurry figure of someone run to you, saying your name. They came in front of you and the image became clearer. It was Ekko.

You couldn't be cocky, or mean, or anything else towards him right now, just staring at him almost stupidly as he said some things you couldn't understand.

"...If you've come to finish me off, or whatever... just do it. I'm not gonna fight back..."

Ekko could feel his heart drop at the sight of you, worse than what he would leave you in after a fight. You just... layed there. Practically waiting for death to take you. What happened when he was gone?

"...im not gonna do that tonight. and never after."

You felt his hands moving around you, wrapping something around your midsection where the nasty gash was still bleeding out, making you hiss in pain, and dragged your body up, rushing you somewhere. But that all was long after you passed out.

Maybe in this universe, he'll still be by your side, if you'll allow him.

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👹👹 don't worry I'm gonna make a part two

This probably sucks but is midnight so whatever.

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Can you do an Elsa x F!reader plsss? Something thats both angsty and fluffy??

Cure a Frozen Heart

Sure 🫶🏻🫶🏻 I am so sorry for it being so long 😭I also wanted it to not really end fluffly??? If that makes sense, but it story runs on the og plot kinda so you do get a happy ending in that way.

Warnings: Fem!reader (she/her), angst, fluff, you cry, a mention of your cheeks heating up but no physical description, you wear a blue dress (sorry not sorry),

Summary: you care deeply about Elsa, and she does for you. But after what happened with Anna? She needs to protect you from herself

A/n: I'm writing this as I remembered the movie, so a few things may be wrong, ngl. Had a Frozen obsession, so I think I'll be fine. I also switched a few lines around; Anna has one of Elsa's lines.

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Everything seemed perfect. The chill of the early winter blew through the kingdom of Arendelle, making everyone want to hold their coats and scarfs closer to them. It was predicted that the first snow fall would happen soon, maybe even that night.

Three girls, no older than 12, 11, and 9, danced through a snow filled ballroom, their giggles and laughter could be heard by anyone if they were awake. The oldest, a platinum blonde girl pulled the h/c girl close to her, pulling her around on the ice-covered floor, skating clumsily. The girl's heart pumped faster at how close they were, arms itching to pull the h/c girl closer, strangely.

The youngest girl, with ginger hair, played with the snow. Making snowmen and giving them funny faces.

"(Name)! Elsa!"

She shouts, waving them over to see what she made. The two girls made their way over, the platinum blonde girl already missing the closeness of the other girl.

Anna hid behind one of the snowmen and waved his arms up and down. Who knows how she got sticks and a carrot.

"Hi! I'm Olaf, and I like warm hugs."

The girls let out a few giggles at the deep voice the youngest had put on. The h/c girl walked over and picked up the girl, an 'oof' was let out at the small girl's weight.

"I love you, Olaf."

She said jokingly, twirling the girl around. High pinched laughs filled the room, and it wasn't hard to miss the eldest's smile at the adorable sight in front of her.

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Elsa created a small snowbank for the girls to jump into, watching as Anna laughed and got up, yelling 'again, again' as she went to jump again. Elsa caught her with ease with another snowbank, this one slightly bigger.

"Hold on!"

(Name) watched with amusement as she watched the two princesses play around. Her gaze went to the eldest princess, watching with wonder and amazement. She could feel her cheeks heat up a little, was it the cold? Or something else? She admired the way the girl's braided hair fell over her shoulder in a messy but elegant way and the way her eyes sparkled like snow in the sun. Which was ironic, because she had ice powers.

"Faster!", "Again!"

The girl's attention went back to Anna, seeing that she was jumping faster. Panic went down her spine as she saw how much more dangerous it was becoming. She stood up from the snowbank, snow sticking to her pajamas, making it cold and damp.

"Anna, wait!"

Elsa's balance shifted and she fell backwards, (Name) whipped her head to the girl's direction.

"Elsa!"

Elsa could feel her heart drop as she saw that Anna had jumped again, rushing her hand up to create another snow hill. But with panic, her aim was off and accidentally hit Anna, making to young girl fall on the cold ground, passed out.

"Anna!"

The two girls shouted, scrambling to get to the girl. Elsa dropped to her knees and wrapped her arms around the now passed out girl, seeing a streak of white pass through her hair.

Frost and ice began to climb the walls, making the room colder, and darker.

"Oh, nonono... Mama! Papa!"

The platinum haired girl screamed, holding her sister close. (Name) dropped to her knees as well and put her cold hands-on Anna's face, feeling and looking for any signs that she was awake and breathing.

Just then, loud banging was made on the door, the King and Queen breaking through the ice-covered doors. A shocked and scared expression was plastered on their face as they rushed to the three girls.

"Elsa, what have you done? This is getting out of hand!"

"It was an accident,"

Elsa held her sister closer to her, in a protective matter. Almost like she was protecting her from that harm that was inflicted onto her.

"'m sorry, anna."

King Agnarr said, picking up the cold girl in his arms, holding her tightly.

"She's ice cold."

Queen Idunna said, feeling the poor girl's face, looking at her husband with fear in her eyes, fear for her youngest's life. Agnarr let out a shaken sigh and looked at his wife.

"I know where to go."

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You don't remember much of the rest of the night. Being shaken up and scared for both Anna and Elsa, it was understandable. You remember one of the maid's taking you home, explaining to your parents that the sleepover with the princesses had to be cut short because of complications.

You were allowed to go back a few days later, relieved that the young girl was happy and wake, practically the same as before. Anna was excited to see you, yapping about everything that happened while you were gone. But not mentioning the night she got hit.

'Weird.'

You thought but didn't want to press it. Other than the white streak in her hair, she looked the exact same. So, you let out a sigh of relief, but you couldn't help but feel off, your eyes looking around for a certain someone.

"Hey, Anna. Where's Elsa?"

"Oh, she's in her room. She hasn't been playing with me for a while."

That was what was off. Elsa was a bit more 'mature' than what Anna was, but she never not playing with her. You nodded your head softly and gently shook the girl's shoulder.

"Well, I'm going to go get her then. See if I can get her out."

Thankfully, that was the end of the conversation as Anna nodded her head and went off to do whatever Anna did.

You walked down the castle's halls, looking at all of the fancy and expensive paintings along that way. Your feet slowly stop in front of two doors. The doors that lead to the ballroom. A small shiver went down your spine and kept walking, the fear of that night creeping up on you again.

You reach the halls of where the girl's bedrooms were, walking past random doors and paintings until you reached the two familiar big doors that led to Elsa's room. You knocked on the door and listened for any response.

"Go away, Anna."

The sentence made your heart sink. Why was Elsa acting like this?

"It's me."

A silence fell upon you, and you waited for another response. But didn't get one.

"... may I come in?"

Another silence. Your brows furrowed as you heard not response back. You were feeling a lot for feelings from this. Sadness, anger, confusion, and... hurt? Would that be one? You didn't know, only knowing that this wasn't what you wanted the day to end up as.

"... Elsa, you need to answer me-"

"Go away, (Name). I don't want you here."

A sharp, thick dagger went to your heart. Cutting its way through your spine and to the deep pits of your stomach. A small gasp left your lifts at the feeling. You stared at the door in shock. Astonished at her words.

"... what...? I-I don't-"

"(Name), please. It's for your own good."

You couldn't see, but on the other side of the door, Elsa sat on the floor, back to the door, and her knees to her chest. She was already upset and mad at herself for pushing her sister away, but now you? She could feel her throat tighten up, her hands trembling, itching to hold you once more. She didn't know what she was feeling for you. But she knew that she didn't want to push you away. She wanted to hold you, play with you, joke with you. Anything and everything. It wasn't fair. Why did she have to be born with powers? Why did she have to hurt Anna. She knew she was hurting Anna and probably hurting you, but this was what she needed to do.

She needed to protect you. Protect you from her.

"... please."

Her voice went soft, and she fought the tears from spilling from her eyes. The memory of see what her future could become from Grand Pabbie, the vision of red and her possibly hurting more people frightened the deepest pits of her soul. She didn't want this, never in a million years.

You couldn't help but try to reason with Elsa, trying to find the right words.

"Will you tell me what happened? Maybe I can help you."

The blonde girl couldn't bear the thought of you knowing what she saw. What you possibly happen for her future.

"No, I can't. You can never know what happened. You're too good for that. That's why I want you to leave the castle and forget me."

"Elsa! Why would you think I'd do that-"

You scolded, not wanting her to feel like this. Oh, if only you could hug her. Feel her weirdly cool warmth and see her pretty blue eyes again. You were about to say something else before you were abruptly cut off.

"Because I need to protect you!"

The sudden shout shocked both of you, your mouth agape slightly, mouthing her words slightly. You felt frustration build up. You didn't need protecting, you had nothing to be protected from.

"Protect from what?!"

You said a little louder than you meant it to come off as. Hurt and frustration clear in your voice.

"From me."

You couldn't hold back anymore tears, letting them slip through your eyes and down your cheek. No matter how many times you wanted to act 'mature' and not cry, you were still a kid. Your feelings too strong for the world to control.

"That's stupid! I don't need protection from you!"

"Well, I think you do!"

Now Elsa felt cold tears run down her face, shaky breaths leaving her lips. Your hands went to your head and held it in frustration, applying slight pressure to it.

"Well, I don't! I never need protection from you! I... I just want to see you again. Why can't you come out!?"

"(Name)!"

Elsa shouts, making you immediately close your mouth. Your heart felt like it was breaking into two. You felt like you were losing your best friend. You didn't want that.

"Please."

With a shaky breath, you wiped away your tears from your cheeks and nodded.

"... F-fine. I'll leave."

You stood there for a few more seconds before walking away. Only hearing your breathing and footsteps as you walked the now cold and lonely halls, you felt like throwing up, breaking something, but you couldn't, you just felt... sad, upset, angry, scared... tired.

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For weeks you and Elsa didn't speak. But you were both heavy on each other's mind. You had gotten a letter a few weeks after the fight, it was an apology letter from Elsa. Anger bubbled inside of you; she couldn't even see you in person? What happened that night? You never knew. But you kept the letter, not knowing whether or not it would be the last thing you'll ever get from her.

New guards, maids, and butlers were hired, replacing the old ones. A shift was very present in the castle, at least to you. Everything was much colder, sadder even. You continued to come to the castle for Anna, becoming her playmate and closer friends.

You wrote back to Elsa. Also, an apology letter, saying that you were also a little bit in the wrong for pushing it, even though you personally thought that Elsa had most of the blame, but you would never tell her that. You pushed the letter under her door one day while you were at the castle to hang out with Anna.

That started a small habit of writing to Elsa. She sometimes replied, but mostly never really did. You cherished the letters, keeping them safe in a drawer, safe from ever getting ruined.

You mostly wrote about your day, or week and would talk about anything big happening. Always ending the letter with:

'I miss you, (Name).'

The last letter you received from Elsa was the one after the King and Queen died, tragically.

'I appreciate any concern you may have for me, but I am fine. You do not need to write anymore letters to me. Thank you, Elsa.'

You still write her letters of course, but they became less frequent, somewhat respecting her wishes. You missed her too much to stop, to much to let go.

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Coronation Day, big day for many. The kingdom was opening their doors for their people and others for the first time in years.

It was spring, so many flowers were used to decorate the place. People gushed and gossiped about why the doors closed in the first place.

You and Anna had a sleepover the night before, wanting to get ready together. A knock was heard through the door and a voice came through.

"Princess Anna, (Name). Time to wake up!"

you open your eyes at the sound and let out a yawn, removing the crust from your eyes. Anna was the one to speak up first.

"Mm... oh yeah? (Yawn) I'll be up in just a minute."

She slowly started falling back asleep, making you giggle at the sight. A short pause happened before another knock came.

"I'm awake! I'm awake..."

Anna mumbled, rubbing her eyes.

"You two need to get ready for Elsa's big day."

"Elsa's big day... get ready for..."

Anna opened her eye and looked forward, which just happened to be where your dresses were.

"...day..."

she lets out a loud gasp, turning to you excited.

"It's Coronation Day!"

You couldn't help but chuckle at her newfound excitement, waking up so fast. You both got ready. Putting up whatever makeup that looked good, doing your hair, and put on your dresses.

You both rush out and Anna starts singing and gushing about what might happen today.

"Calm down, Anna. Good things will come to you when you wait."

"I know, but I'm too impatient for that."

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After the whole... Hans thing, you found good seats to watch the coronation, thanks to the staff. You had gotten weird vibes from that guy, but you couldn't put your finger on why. Maybe he was too nice? Oh well, it'll come to you later.

After a little bit of waiting and everyone settling down, the coronation started. The choir sang traditional songs, and the doors could be heard being opened, showing the one and only, Elsa. Everyone stands up and watches as she walked down the aisle, walking to the priest, where the scepter, orb, and crown was.

The second your eyes laid on her, your heart almost stopped beating.

"Gods, she's beautiful."

You can tell she hadn't seen you yet, as you were closer to the front.

The ceremony happened and Elsa turned round, holding the orb and scepter. She looks straight ahead, but in her vision, she can see you, and oh, she almost dropped the darn things. If she wasn't so panicked about controlling her powers and staring straight, she would gladly look at you.

You had grown beautifully, the was your hair was styled and the was your skin seemed to glow in the sunlight. Oh your smile. She had to fix herself and looked down, seeing that frost was halfway up the orb and basically covering the scepter. She panicked internally and impatiently waited for the priest to finish his speech before putting both things back down on the pillow and slid her gloves on fast. Turning around as everyone said:

"For Arendelle."

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The party was great. everyone was enjoying fancy food and the music. couples danced to the carefully chosen classical music, dancing practiced dances while talking about whatever. You stood by the food, giggling as Anna got her foot stepped on by some guy, Duke of Weasletown was it? You didn't care enough about the old geezer to know. Your fit of giggles only became laughter as Anna was dipped, she made a face to her sister before eyeing you as she had to continue dancing with him.

The music soon ended, and she was let go, muttering words under her breath. walking over to you, she made an upset and disgusted face but couldn't contain a giggle.

"I think he ruined my shoes from stepping on them so much."

You nodded, reaching over to take one more of the really good cookies before you felt an arm tug, pulling you through the crowd. you tried to say 'excuse us's and 'sorry's to the people Anna dragged you through before you looked at where you were heading and it was to the front, where Elsa was. you gulped at the sight of her.

Elsa stood tall, overlooking the party, and looking at you. you didn't know if it was to too many cookies or the way she looked at you that made you feel like either melting to the floor or exploding.

you didn't hear what Anna was saying to her sister, and you don't think Elsa did either. her ice-like blue eyes stayed on you, occasionally looking at your outfit but staying on you. you didn't know what to do in that moment, so you said nothing, only giving her a smile.

you let a gentle and small smile that rested on the older girls' face go unnoticed, switching your gaze onto Anna, who had stopped saying whatever she was saying and looking at the both of you. a small but noticeable glimmer of mischief was in her eyes as she let go of your arm, slowly taking a step back.

"Well, I must go, I think I see Hans."

She teased, stepping back to walk away. you would feel your cheeks begin to warm up and a quick glance at Elsa could tell you that she was feeling the same thing at the moment. a pink blush that wasn't there before painted her pale skin, her eyes now didn't want to meet with yours.

"uh- You look beautiful-"

"You look wonderful tonight. oh, did I cut you off?"

"No, it's fine... Thank you."

"Of course, thank you as well."

Damn, she even speaks fancy. an awkward smile reached your lips, not knowing what to do now. a sweet smell filled the room, and you turned your head to smell it better.

"Mm... Smells like-"

"-Chocolate."

You both said chocolate at the same time, leaving you both giggling. your heart warmed at the sound of her laughing, a scene you haven't seen for years.

For Elsa, it felt like you were fire, melting her by every minute that you stood by her, and she love it. She would melt for you any day, just to make you smile. Her heart thumped against her chest as she continued to think about you and look at you.

you were wearing a beautiful blue dress, making you stand out to her. sure, there were other blue dresses in the ballroom, but yours was the best in her eyes. you've grown, growing into a mature young woman. A beautiful one. She didn't know what she was feeling, but the lingering feeling from years before of wanting to keep you close came back to her in waves, making her almost take a step forward, to you.

You take a breath from giggling and look over the party, it was a good view. this felt good, being with Elsa again. you never wanted it to end.

"... This feels good. I kind of wished the party would never end."

you commented to Elsa, looking back at her.

"Yeah, it is..."

Elsa's face slowly but surely dropped, thoughts about that night and what would happen if everyone found out about her secret filled her brain and she tried to shake them away. She tried to shake away of you getting hurt.

"But it can't"

you looked at Elsa confused, not knowing why there was a shift in the conversation.

"Elsa, what do you mean by that?"

"I- It just can't."

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Totally DID NOT cry during the wild robot...