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why is it hurt so bad, am i okay

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becoming more numb every single day is terrifying sigh

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Hands down to the most beautiful and precious boy, ethan dolan. I literally cried bc how perfect he is i love him

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What makes you write all these beautiful things?” It’s you.

inspired by, puanlunar

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Sometimes i didn’t want to get rid this feelings because it certainly made me feel alive, my heart begins to ache when i’m thinking of you, the butterflies in my stomach, the feeling was so amazing. But what am i supposed to do if you didn’t even feel the same?

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Well sure i fucking want and i’ll let this feeling grew on me but baby i’m sick of all this thought that you dont want me. if you didnt choose me, i’ll end up getting hurt again, i don’t want to be hurt, so now i decided to burn mine.

It turns out to be ashes.

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But why does the universe allow you to fall in love with someone that will never love you back?

a m y

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A reminder🌙

You can do this! There is no thing that impossible. You know you can do this. Everything is possible when you have a courage to achieve what you want. If you have a good intention in your dreams, it will be come true! You just need to work hard to get what you want! Please never stop dreaming and hoping. And the most important thing is, YOU ARE LOVED. everyone loves you, keep doing the good things that you do now honey because, it surely will leads to a good thing! There are so many people that care about you. Your soul is beautiful. You are beautiful. Do not let others fill you with negativity. Life is actually good when we working for it! Do not give up! And remember, you can do all the things you want to do in this world. Just make it happen! Everything happens for a reason and will end good. You got this! you need to know that i really love you , keep dreaming and work to reach your dreams!💖

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Hey guys!

Well, it's been a very long day since the last time i post anything in my account! Im really sorry for the inactive thing guys haha! Btw i will post more often from now on🌙 if you guys have a request for me to make quotes or anything just message me! i love you all💖

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BABY

so aesthetic 

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boy bye

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Ethan is me

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hell yea

reblog if u love the fuckery outta ethan grant dolan

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HOLY MOTHERFUCKIN SHIT

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he is the love of my life

this boy means the world and more to me.

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ME

my talent: being able to read incredibly intense smut in public with a perfectly straight face

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I absolutely loathe this feeling. Regret, the physical pain and complete heartbreak that comes with unrequited love. He is my best friend. I love him. He doesn’t know. He wants someone else and he talks about them with the biggest smile. I go along with it and act excited for him when he says they kissed for the first time but on the inside, I crumble.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1185 (via excerptsofstories)

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It’s constant. I was in love with him and I knew that, but after awhile it became a typical feeling and I forgot why I loved him so much. Then, as we were lying there together, alone in the woods, staring at the trees above us, I saw him at his worst. Then I remembered. I remembered why I loved him so deeply. It was such a strong realization I had thought I had fallen in love with him all over again. You see, I don’t like when he’s at his worst, that would be terrible for me to say. I do like to see his wall come down and let him tell me how much he cares about me. He’s a guy. He normally won’t tell me he cares. But when he’s hating himself and on the verge of crying, he tells me to leave him. He tells me that if I stay he’ll hurt me and he doesn’t want to hurt me. He cares so deeply that he’s scared of the possibility that I’ll get hurt. So I told him half of what I wanted to say. I told him that even if he hurts me, he’s still the same guy I fell in love with. I left out the part about how he already has hurt me by not loving me back.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1194 // MM (via excerptsofstories)

for you, the boy that i've loved for this past 2 years.