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you’re not really hungry. count down from your weight and see if your still craving that chocolate

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Oh to have legs like this again

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... All I wanna do now it to rip off my skin, claw out all the organs and fat suffocating my skeleton and burn it on a bonfire then sew back my skin on my now free bones and dance joyously till I drop dead ...

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this is probably weird and im sure ill regret it later but my ultimate goal (aside from my ugw) is to go to residential/day treatment. i want to finally be sick enough that someone else will take care of me for once instead of me having to do it by myself like i have my whole life.

…anyway, thats on ✨mommy issues✨

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I'd rather feel skinny and miserable than fat and miserable

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i need some irl meanspo… i want people to tell me they can see my lunch or that i look bloated so i can stay on track bc being mean to myself isn’t enough anymore

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I'd rather feel skinny and miserable than fat and miserable

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My favourite th!nsp0🩷

Eat for the body you want, not the one you have 💋

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god

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Some of my absolute favorite th1n$p0 🤍🤍🤍

Made it my phone wallpaper to keep motivated

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does anyone know of any triggering podcasts? or even just specific episodes from podcasts

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every piece of food you eat is one step away from your goal

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Soon you'll feel your bones sticking out😍

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Light as a feather

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He deserves a skinny girl and I am not one to disappoint 💋

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couple thinsp0 💞