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From the river to the sea,

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i dont want jax to become a better person. i want him to become worse.

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sounds like jax

TADC storybook AU

I made another page here

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he really is an ass. but i love caine sm.

CAINE YOU MOTHERHECKER 😡😡🤕🤕🥺🥺😱😱😭😭😘

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ok my heart is gon explode. too cuttteee

Funny buddies adventures! Except sleep deprived mama with her chaotic litter,,, I just thought it would be sweet to draw fluff for family au :>

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"I had a bad dream! Can I sit in your lap?"

"Of course honey"

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Sunny(she/he/they) has with ADHD + Tics + OCD + Autism + uses mobility aids

Daz(she/they) Sunny's gf/caregiver she's a transgirl and has dyslexia

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Sprained the CRAP outta my ankle. so now im in a cast .-.

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gonna go to my first real pride with the person i love the most here soon. i got some outfit ideas, if I can alter them the way I want.

i wish i could get the mobility aids i need to have a better time... :<

i might ask on the NextDoor app ig. see if anybody gots anything. idk i doubt it tbh.

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ok so i HIGHKEY dont understand tumblr, social media in general. I grew up in abject poverty on a farm. I barely had internet period. and as a teen i mainly was doing farm work, etc.

i wasnt allowed to have facebook, or twitter, or musically, or any of that kinda stuff. also i am ancient at 27years. I ask yall be patient with me. please.

Anyways lemme introduce myself.

I am a crippled boygirl thing that's called "Mo" "Oshun" or "Fox" (I prefer ppl who dk me well to call me Fox/Oshun) Im very cranky, but also very soft and gentle. I'm cranky ab how crap the world is to me tbh

i am Black and Cherokee, but i was raised by a half yt woman, who was in her late 70's when she adopted me (She's now in her 90's and still super healthy) I dont know the first thing ab either of my cultures.

My egg donor (EG) abandoned me, and pretty much pretends I dont exist unless i hit her up for money, which isnt often bc i hate asking for money from her. I dont like owing her shit.

I have six other siblings, i dont have a relationship with any of em, cuz tbh im jealous of them, they got to stay with EG. also they live like 2hrs away and i dont drive.

My dad is dead. he was a good man, but i didnt know him well.

I'm a lesbian (sorta), i like girls, but my partner is genderfluid so its a lil confusing ig. but i like her regardless. Maybe i just like her? Idk. I dont really wanna date/i dont think ab dating anyone but her. We're engaged to be married in the next year. We did the whole lesbian "Our first date was a week long and then I moved in" thing.

I highkey only like ab 5 people. I'm kinda a bitch tbh. But not like outwardly, I'm just effing tired, every person who's come into my life basically has been racist, or sexist, or abusive, or ableist, etc. (And yea, im the "common denominater" but that doesn't mean im in the wrong fr)

I am very friendly and radiate golden retriever energy if you make an effort to befriend me.

I was a super shitty person as a teenager. I was going through a lot, which doesn't excuse my actions but it does explain them.

tw for abuse, grooming, parental neglect, etc

my grandma (the woman who adopted me) treated me like crap, made me feel worthless and taught me that you gotta hurt other people before they can hurt you. and if they come for you, you come at them 100x harder.

Im schizoaffective, depressed, adhd, autistic, disabled, the list goes on. i was made to believe that it was all in my head and i just couldnt control myself bc i was fundamentaly evil/broken. (Thanks Southern Baptist Upbringing)

my grandma would call me evil and tell me i was going to hell on a daily basis. I fell into pyschosis and believed i was the anti-christ for like 3-4 years. it was hard.

I wanted to be a sunday school teacher. but they didn't let queers do that, and i was dating a girl. so i stopped going to church. i weasled my way out nearly every sunday.

i wasnt gonna fuck around a place i wasnt wanted. ykno?

I got groomed and shit as a teen the few times I did try and have any kinda social media. I was like 13-15. It ended when i turned 16 cuz i was "too old"

I mostly do art n shit. fuck around and write poetry.

I'm kinda bitter, but hopeful at the same time. I got faith that maybe we'll figure our shit out. but idk.

anyways that's me.

Im a queer punk rock black native boygirl thing

also I use she/her & it/its pronouns (also fuck around and use he/they sometimes)

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trynna convinced my hubwife to take us thrifting. we're both disabled and overworked and shit.... im tired af but i need new clothes fr. none of mine fit me right anymore... (well they never fat right bc my body is kinda weird. i'm like super short, but fat, but kinda swaybacked and still have pains from my corrected clubfoot)

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Punk is whatever the state fucking hates so I'm sorry to announce to the functionally conservative but contemporary punk isn't leather jackets and punk rock from the 2000s, it's hyperfemininity, it's transsexualism, it's kinky leather harnesses, it's polyamory, it's Black female rappers, it's reading books from the library, it's pirating media, it's sharing your Netflix and Prime and Spotify passwords, it's patching up your thrifted clothes with cute embroidery until they're in tatters, it's "borrowing" groceries from corporations that make up inflation that doesn't exist, it's supporting small weird freaky artists on Etsy instead of buying the newest Official™️ boring low effort promotional image enamel pins, it's drawing and writing the raunchiest most disgusting and freaky porn you could possibly fathom, it's showing off your tits or top surgery scars in public, it's cis women packing and cis men tucking, it's dykefags and fagdykes and boylesbians and girlgays, it's paying for OnlyFans of trans people fisting themselves, it's making up new genders and sexualities and romantic orientations and editing whole new flags for them, it's refusing to label yourself for the gratification of a government that wants to know under what misspelled drafty legislation they should legally kill you

Punk is being/supporting whatever the state currently fucking despises and wants to burn off the face of the earth, not whatever you think is Punk Aesthetic. If you wanna be punk just to look like you were born in the 80s instead of actually BEING PUNK by supporting the degenerates and the freaks and the sex workers and the BIPOC and the transsexuals and the faggots and the dykes, burn your fucking $800 corp bought leather jacket because you're not Hobie Brown you're just a fucking poser.

Punk is fighting the system beside the ones the system is fighting against, Punk isn't a Pinterest moodboard.

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I want to die in Gaza. I'm not very interested in my life, but please don't let me see my sisters and brothers die in front of me. Please help us evacuate them from Gaza. There isn't much money left to evacuate them. Please donate and share the campaign..

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im an afro-native who loves the hippie aesthetic (which is prtty much jus my culture stolen n warped by white ppl)

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just a lil preview of another design im wokrin on. kinda hippieish idk lol

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Sometimes I design outfits .3.