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I’m only human

I hope that when anyone reads this,

I hope on some level you can relate to how I have Been feeling..

I’m not at all a negative Nancy, I do see the positive picture in how I have been feeling!

Let’s begin shall we!

So, The past few weeks I’ve caught myself feeling jealous and envious of other people’s lives!!

It’s put me in a fucking shit ass mood, purely because I can’t stop feeling or thinking the way I have, and maybe it’s because I’ve had a birthday recently, ya know reflecting on what i have achieved in my 37 years on earth??🙄

It feels like I haven’t accomplished anything somedays..

Somedays I feel worthless..

Like I’ve jus wasted my time?

Y’all probably thinking,

“we’ll do something about it then? “

Blah blah blah

Don’t just sit on the couch get another job

That will “make you happy”

First of all a job will not make anyone happy you have make yourself happy?

Secondly, people these days think that it’s just easy fucking peasy to get another job ..

it is, if ya know what ya wanna do?

Do you know how many jobs are out there?

There are jobs that you have never even heard of?

My current job (cause it’s no way a career)

is pretty flexible,

I enjoy the flexibility of working variable times, it actually helps me enjoy other hobbies I do in my life eg fostering and my zen place the gym..

These days the good old song working 9-5 is not a way to make a living..

Dolly Parton your song is invalid haha

The 80’s called they want their song back!!

Relationships..

My closet Friends are living overseas, one travelling around Europe with her partner and the other living in the states married and a baby on the way...

People around me here are all having babies...

Getting married,

or just getting into relationships..

it makes me wonder?

Am I not good enough?

Am I not attractive enough?

Am I not slim or lean enough?

When you’ve been single for a long long time, you always ask yourself what the fuck is wrong with me??

My ex is even married and has a few more kids...

it just seems no matter what I do I can’t seem to find anyone decent..

Yes I am picky so to speak, but I have to be , there are a lot of shit cunts out there, I also have standards on how I want to be treated, and there isn’t anything wrong with that!!

The men I talk too have already been married, so they just want to play around..

Have some sort of freedom I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️

It’s so time consuming to talk to people online, it actually sucks..

Some conversations go no where

Let me give you an example

Me “hey, how you going? How’s your week been?”

Men “ okay, damn your sexy wanna hook up?”

Umm legit convo right there,do you see why I’m turned off?

It’s either that or I get a dick pick!!

This is why people are single

There is no respect or morals anymore

Over dramatic? Haha Maybe?

Looking for attention? Fuck no!

I just find it therapeutic to write it down,

It helps me heal and puts things into perspective..

I’m only human after all right! 💜

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I don’t know if you’re fully aware of this yet, but I’m not an easy person to be with. One I let you in, once I start telling you my secrets, I’m going to start trusting you. I’m going to start needing you. And that’s not really fair, I guess. You never asked me to love you. Chances are you had no idea just how broken and insecure I really was. So, I apologise in advance. And I won’t blame you if you choose to leave. It’ll hurt like hell, but at least I’ll understand.

sorry in advance (08/10/14, 19:48)

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