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plus size masterpost

shopping for plus size clothes is hard. shopping for plus size clothes in your price range is harder. so i’ve decided to compile an (ongoing) list of clothing stores that carry plus size clothes. i’ve arranged it by their average price range, bc i know my budget so i know which i can afford to shop at, and i dont like having to click every link on a masterpost trying to find one i deem affordable.

0-25

Forever 21

Rue 21

Mod Deals

Rainbows

Casual Plus

Debs

New Look

Old Navy

25-50

Maurices

H&M

Macy’s

Redress NYC

Target

Wet Seal

Yours

50-100

Torrid

Avenue

Chubby Cartwheels

City Chic

Domino Dollhouse

eShakti

Fashion To Figure

Evans

Lane Bryant

Montif C

Modcloth

Sealed with a Kiss

Simply Be

Talbots

100+

Addition Elle

Igigi

Mynt1792

Navabi

Nordstrom

Pinup Girl Clothing

i will keep this updated so if you see i left anything off, just message me and tell me!

[strugglesofpcos]

Just an update

So I know there aren't many who follow this but I havent posted here for a long time due to school and other stuff. So it didn't work with the other person. In the end I just couldn't bring my self around to feel the way he did. In truth my heart has been stolen by someone from many years ago and its difficult for me not to compare them to him. The me who wanted a futurec with the last guy was a me who was lying to herself and constantly had another on my mind. It wasn't fair to the other. Despite the unlikelyness of being with the one who truly holds my heart (due to distance ) I can at least do no harm to anyone elses feelings. Alright so enough about that sad stuff. On to something more positive. I'm down 10 pounds! Something I never thought I could do. Ive completely cut out Pop and meat. Next will be grains and dairy then sugar! Its all in just little steps and changes. I'm really hoping things look up from here. Its the only way they can go! Sorry for such a long post but now that im done with school ill be able to post more and answer questions or whatever. Good night ♡

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Im so scared...im about to tell someone i really care about and want a future with about my pcos and all the downsides. Im about to tell him about the excessive facial,chest,and abdominal hair ( the hair is wirey and dark) and how weight will always be an issue and how theres a really good chance i can never give him children. Im about to tell him about the horrible periods and the crippling anxiety that i have and how even if i loose the weight and take the pills its not guaranteed to be a solution. This person means so much to me and im so scared they wont want to be with someone who is as broken as i am.... He knows i have hormonal issues and terrible anxiety he just doesnt realize to what extent. He only sees the shaved me and make up and cutesy. He hasnt seen me have to pull over and cry because theres to much traffic or see me cry almost every morning when i have to shave my face... ive never been so scared to loose someone...

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No one ever tells you how hard diets really are. You just see their progress and the end result. Ive never been able to stay on a diet for long periods of time. I always feel like im a failure cause i cant stick with a diet no matter how hard i try. Im weak and have no self control. And with stress about getting in to the program of my dreams and student loans and everything it just makes it worse and im just ranting and complaing at this point... why is it so hard to change...

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So i went off the Atkins 20 diet because of the 4th and having weak self control. Im back on it though now and im not going to lie this is a rough diet. Its only day 2 and im craving a strawberry or chocolate or anything sweet…. uhhhhggg this is going to be difficult… im ready to get in shape and be healthy.

[strugglesofpcos]

Officially starting the Atkins 20 diet today in hopes of losing about 150+ pounds to be down to my ideal weight. Its time to start my life over and start making better decisions for me. Wish me luck!