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Marriage - A Wild Thought

In no way do I mean to offend anybody with this but I have felt this way for a long time. Perhaps its because I’m not too experienced or perhaps too ‘young’ as many elders like to say but,, I feel that, the thought of spending the rest of your life with somebody is a crazy thought. Don’t get me wrong, when I see couples together it brings a smile to my face... but the thought of loving somebody (a sole individual) and living the rest of your life with ONLY them is wild. Its not that I don’t believe in marriage because that is exactly NOT what I mean,, but I think what I’m trying to say is that this strange feeling throws me the wrong way because I fear that I perhaps won’t find somebody out there for me. My parents are a good example of two people who love each other conditionally and I absolutely adore that... Maybe I just fear I might be too boring or too annoying for that future someone. Or maybe, I just haven’t found that one person who excites and makes me happy enough. who knows.