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date idea i take a nap in your arms

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we could be warm and comfy in bed together. ever think about that

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@dailyineffablehusbands’ event: INEFFABLE HUSBANDS APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 day 3 – Aziraphale appreciation post

‘Tartan is stylish.’

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lmao get loved loser

get absolutely fucking treasured

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Why is my ideal gender "Generic looking white man"

Like the most average-looking man. Boring as hell. Usually an office worker of some sort.

Like. Paul (Starkid / Hatchetfield universe) and Stanley (the Stanley parable) are my biggest gender envy rn and idk what to do with this information.

(also side note. I feel like a moron for never giving "the guy who doesn't like musicals" a chance when it came out. I have watched it and Nerdy Prudes Must Die twice AND listened to NPMD soundtrack like 3 times plus watched SO many clip reels from both shows. Its been like 2 days...

I watched Black Friday too but it didn't hit as hard as the other 2 did for me. Love Wiggly tho...)

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also ive had this in my screenshots for 2 weeks and forgot to post it. incredible scorby drip

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Prompted by this

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432

+little Timekeeper doodles vvv

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oh wow, it's been more than a year since I posted this!!!

I went on a big self-discovery trip a few nights ago so there's an update.

While I still prefer the word queer I've found out that that term (to me) no longer includes girls!

I had originally labelled myself as such because my weird connection to gender made the way I liked guys and girls queer to me but pan and bi never fit properly for some reason.

Turns out that reason is because I just don't like girls!

It feels so freeing to talk about this because only a select group of friends and my mom know right now. I am worried about telling the rest of my family though, because they'll think I'm just going back to being straight (they're confused about gender vs sexuality).

Any way!

That's my update!

My official label is now: Queer/gay trans man (he/him only)

Been thinking long and hard about stuff

I think I’m going to try using He/Him only? I still like They/Them but I’m experimenting rn!

Also I think I’m enjoying using the label Queer instead of pan or bi, I know there’s discourse but I don’t care. I like the term a lot and it just fits better right now :}

I’ve also genuinely thought about changing my name but that feels like too much right now and I don’t even know what to change it to. Maybe I’ll make a third middle name to fall back on.

One last thing, I want to add to this blog by posting about my gender envy and euphoria as well as gush about cute people. I’ll still write hypotheticals and poems as well as reblog sap but I just thought I’d mention it!

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snoopy of the day

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Oh to be sleepy and crawl into bed with someone who's warm and safe and you know will take care of you in all the right ways

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Who wants to cuddle on a couch like two emo guys

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bro you look so cute right now dude. dude you are so fucking adorable 

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mary oliver, red bird

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wanna be cuddled for like 4 or 5 days

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The Human and The Vampire

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