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some mountain ghoul sketches ??? still trying to figure out his design (as i am with some of the other ghouls) so i might be able to get some more sketches out,, soon

hes a little freak of nature sometimes 🫶🫶

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t4t swiss and cumulus. chaos insues and probably sex too. send post.

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fat trans people. you agree. reblog

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hii!! first post on tumblr, im in many fandom so you can expect so different and unrelated media here just so you know!

one of the latest drawing i was able to finish!

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cane users rain and mountain holding each others canes to see how big the height difference is and mounty thinks its the funniest shit ever

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Apologies, but I’m obsessed with Mad Gallica’s newest photo shoot

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to the older lady in walgreens who came up to me when i was buying my cane and said "whoever gets that cane will be happy". even though i havent used it for long, i don't hurt when i walk, i dont feel like i'll fall. im happy, you were right.

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GO LOOK AT HIS ART RN

some doodles of lucifer's favorite ghouls with a fun new brush i found

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YOU GET IT

schizoposting (said by me, a schizophrenic who thinks he's funny): cool!

schizoposting (said by a neurotypical edgelord): not cool!

does this make sense

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Please have some Zephyr

And some era 3 Mountain and Aether

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You wanna know the reality of dissociative identity disorder?

Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is:

Crying, begging yourself that it's fake cause it's terrifying

Reliving trauma over and over again

No memory of childhood and often memory gaps depending on the system

Being told you need to "go back to church" or "get off the internet" or "get over it", etc.

Being dubbed "demonic", "crybaby", "attention whore", etc.

Being more likely to fall into/back into abuse

The 70 PERCENT SUICIDE RATE

Being unable to get diagnosed due to stigma

The stigma in general, paired with such heavy amounts of misinformation that it makes it hard to find accurate/up to date studies and research

Ableism and distrust from medical professionals

Being denied medical help because your deemed mentally unstable

Being compared to "those 'freaks' on TikTok"

Video's on top of video's making fun of people with DID and misunderstanding majority of the disorder

People romanticizing and making your disorder an aesthetic

Dealing with ableism and toxicity not only outside, but within the DID community

Getting fakeclaimed for not only the disorder but for the very trauma that caused it

Getting fakeclaimed for having a large headcount

Getting fakeclaimed for having a low headcount

Getting fakeclaimed for having introjects or non-human alters

Getting fakeclaimed for having young alters or having only older alters

Getting fakeclaimed for being young

Getting fakeclaimed for being old

Getting fakeclaimed for not "acting disordered"

Getting fakeclaimed for acting "too disordered"

Getting fakeclaimed for having comorbid disorders

Getting fakeclaimed for not having the exact same traits or symptoms as someone else with DID

Getting fakeclaimed because the disorder isn't "believable"

Getting fakeclaimed for not having amnesia or blackouts

Getting fakeclaimed because you switch "too fast"

Getting fakeclaimed because you switch "too slow"

Getting fakeclaimed for anything anyone can come up with

The "host > rest of the system"

Being forced to think DID has to act a specific way or look a certain way

Nobody ever bothering to understand or study the disorder

Being spoke over by non-disordered voices

Being treated like a circus attraction or test subject

All the horror movies based on the disorder

The ideology that everyone with DID is criminal or predatory

All the distrust

Getting told your trauma wasn't "that bad/bad enough"

Being terrified of being seen as "cringe-y"

Never ever being able to be fully open and true to yourself

In some cases, not even being able to tell your own family

Isolation.

This is not at all meant to be seen as looking for sympathy, I want people to understand what people like us have to deal with on near daily basis both inside and outside the internet. These are all very real things, and of course everyone's experiences vary individually, but these are some of the most common things I've seen among the DID community.

Systems are free to add on sharing their own experiences and everyone is encouraged to reblog. (/Nf)

Any non-traumagenic "systems" can find another post, this isn't for you, our struggles are completely different.

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get out of the summoning circle you stupid little fruit

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The world is on fire And you are here to stay and burn with me

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RRAAGH I LOVE THE CREEPYPASTA FANDOM!!! I LOVE MILD TO COMPLETE DISREGUARD FOR CANON!! I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE USE THE CREEPS AS DOLLS TO MAKE WHATEVER STORY THEY WANT I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE WORLD BUILD BASED ON AMATURE HORROR PROJECTS FROM A DECADE AGO!!! I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE OCS AND MAKE THEM INTERACT WITH THE POPULAR PASTAS!!! RAAGH!!!!

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Is it okay for my to head cannon or have disabled ghouls hcs even if I'm not disabled? Or it considered offensive? :(

its totally okay imo!! just make sure to do research and/or ask disabled people for tips to make sure the character isnt portrayed offensively if that makes sense!

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This is what phantom has in his room

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"you cant make ALL of the current ghouls disabled!!" yes the fuck i can, disabled current ghouls under the cut

sodo: bpd, adhd, motor tic disorder, rheumatoid arthritis

phantom/aeon: autistic, adhd, hEDS

swiss: bpd, adhd, asthma, dyslexia

rain: pots, clEDS, dyscalcula

cirrus: autistic, combined tic disorder

aurora: asthma, dyslexia

cumulus: rheumatoid arthritis, bpd

mountain: unspecified panic disorder, autistic, Hard of Hearing