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A Valentine, For You (Neteyam, Lo'ak)

Your Na'vi mate hears about Valentine's Day, and tries to make it special for you, a human recently transferred permanently into their avatar.

Neteyam

Neteyam waits until the end of the day, when the two of you are alone, lying on your hammock under the stars, because he thinks Valentine's Day must be a very romantic and private thing, if it's for lovers.

"I made you something," he tells you, rolling over to reach into one of the baskets that contain your clothing and jewelry.

You sit up, surprised, trying to think what the occasion could be - not that Neteyam needs an occasion to be sweet to you, but gifts are extra special.

He pulls out a necklace, finely and delicately woven, with red and gold beads sewn throughout. It's beautiful, and ornate, and you immediately lift up your hair so that he can fasten it around your neck.

You run your fingers over it, smiling. "Neteyam, it's beautiful. It must have taken such a long time!"

He shrugs. "Well, it's Valentine's, right?"

Your mouth falls open in shock. "Who told you that?"

"Norm," he replies sheepishly. "He said it was a big deal, on earth. A day for people in love."

You touch the necklace again, tears welling in your eyes at the thought and effort Neteyam put into a holiday that you never really cared about or celebrated on earth.

"I didn't get you anything, Neteyam. I'm so sorry. I didn't even realize it was, um, February."

That's a word he doesn't know, and you don't feel like explaining. Instead, you throw your arms around him and engulf him in a warm hug.

"You got me you - that's all I need," he whispers, and your heart melts.

Lo'ak

Lo'ak tells you a few days in advance that he's planning something special for your 'big day' and you spend every moment trying to figure out what he means by that, but he won't tell you.

He teases you about his plans, everything he's going to do for you, but won't admit what the special occasion is.

It isn't your birthday, or his, nor is it a special celebration with The People... you're at a complete loss, and wonder if he's just joking, until the day arrives.

"You're going to claim your ikran today! Happy Valentine's Day!" he exclaims bright and early in the morning, as the blood drains from your face.

"Valentine's? My ikran! Who told you about Valentine's?"

"Neteyam. He's making his mate some stupid necklace. But my mate is going to claim an ikran!"

"Oh, Lo'ak, I don't think I'm ready," you reply, fear creeping into every bone in your new Na'vi body.

He grabs your arm, pulling you up out of your hammock, and you behind descending together without a word. All the way to the Ikrans' nest, he reassures you, tells you how strong and capable you are, how he's sure you're ready, and you almost believe him by the time you get there... almost.

He continues cheering you on, talking you through it as you fight and tame a gorgeous orange, green and white ikran, and when you finally make the connection with her, he basically forces the two of you off a cliff for your first ride, following closely behind you.

Though you feel nervous, you mostly feel proud and excited, and you see those emotions reflected on Lo'ak's face.

You ride together for a long time, and when you finally land, he sweeps you up into his arms, spinning you around, letting out a bellowing victory cry.

"I knew you could do it!"

You squeal with laughter, and pepper his face with kisses when he sets you down.

"I'm so proud to call you mine. Happy Valentine!" he exclaims, and you can't help but laugh.

"Happy Valentine, Lo'ak."

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tìyo’

tìyo’ [tɪ.ˈjoʔ̚] n. perfection

Anonymous Request: Could you write a neteyam x reader as she fell first, he fell harder trope and by harder I mean him literally being obsessed with her (in a good way ofc)?

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Though our clan was large, it was not so large that I did not grow up knowing all the other children my age, and those my older brother's age, as well.

Neteyam wasn't my brother's friend, per se, but he did run in similar circles; after all, they were small circles. My brother was unimpressed with the chief's son, but he was unimpressed with most people, so it wasn't surprising.

I paid Neteyam little to no mind until we were older. Lo'ak was my age, but we scarcely interacted, though I thought he was a nice boy, if not a little reckless. 

In our pre-teen years, Lo'ak and I had come together by happenstance; going on the same hunts, choosing our ikrans on the same day, finding out we had common interests and overbearingly perfect older siblings. 

In our growing, still casual friendship, it was then that I really noticed Neteyam.

At first, I was just impressed and somewhat intimidated by him. Even though he was barely 17, he was the best hunter in our clan, by far. He was also an impressive fisherman, skilled at weaving nets and tossing his spear, and on top of it all, he seemed, from our limited interaction, kind and caring.

Lo'ak complained about him, but I knew they were close, and he admired his brother, the way I did mine. It was almost a resentful admiration; our brothers possessed qualities that were admired by all, that we didn't possess.

Neteyam was a model eldest son, admired by all and rarely admonished by his parents - Lo'ak was a little wild, erring on the side of breaking the rules.

No'vu and I had a different dynamic. He was the wild one, with a free spirit and very little care towards what others thought of him. I had always been more reserved and buttoned up, cautious and a little anxious, and I envied his relaxed demeanor. 

It brought Lo'ak and I closer, as friends, and afforded me more opportunities to be around Neteyam. And every time I was near him, my crush deepened, until I was nearly 21, and the crush was turning into something more; something I was almost growing worried about.

Because I didn't think he had really noticed me, and wasn't sure he ever would.

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All of the responsibilities that come with being the oldest son of the Olo'eyktan had nearly taken over Neteyam's life, and by the time he was approaching 23 years old, he realized how all-consuming they had become.

His father was still young, very healthy, and would be their leader for years to come.

Neteyam felt now that he was ready to step back from training, to live a life and find a mate, and enjoy himself before true responsibility sat on his shoulders.

It wasn't easy to approach his father and tell him this, but surprisingly, Jake understood. Maybe years of focused training had paid off, plus, Jake did mention this would afford him more time to focus on Lo'ak, who he sometimes worried felt overlooked. 

The next morning, Neteyam woke up feeling directionless. Without a rigorous schedule to follow, he wasn't sure what to do with his time. His father had woken Lo'ak up early for a hunt, and he knew Lo'ak would be equally pleased and pissed, so Neteyam simply rolled out of his hammock and grabbed something to eat.

"What will you do today?" Kiri asked, and Neteyam just shrugged in response. "Come help me then," Kiri said. "No'vu and Y/N's mother is ill, and I'm paying her a visit."

With nothing really better to do, Neteyam agreed. It would be interesting to watch Kiri work, and he hadn't spent much time with her lately. He knew No’vu, but hadn’t been aware the wild Omaticayan man a sibling. Y/N was an unfamiliar name to him. He wondered if she was as brash and fearless as her brother was known to be.

When they arrived to the family's home, Eik Te lay on the floor, covered by a blanket, with her daughter at her side. She appeared to be asleep at first, but Neteyam noticed then that her eyes were open, just barely. She looked beyond sick - she looked gravely ill.

Kiri knelt by her side, next to Y/N, who was holding her mother's hand. No'vu was pacing outside the hut, and their father, Onpxew, was nowhere to be seen - likely hunting or fishing for the family.

"How is she today?" Kiri asked, and Y/N tried to muster up a smile, glancing up at Neteyam.

"Better," she said. "She said a few words, drank a little water. Better than yesterday."

Kiri sighed. "Good, that's good."

She rummaged through the basket she had brought, pulling out different powders and liquids, mixing something together. She felt the woman's forehead, focusing. "Her fever seems to be going down. I think this will pass, but it may be a few days yet before we can be sure."

Y/N nodded, looking stoically down at her mother, who's eyes were open a little wider now.

"Thank you, Kiri," Eik Te said, her voice dry and slow, and Kiri shushed her.

"You just get better. Step outside with me, Y/N," Kiri said. "Oh, also, this is Neteyam. He's learning a little about healing today."

Y/N stood up, and nodded to Neteyam. "We've met," she said.

Neteyam was sure that was true, but he didn't remember this woman - which surprised him. 

When she stood, she was taller than average - much taller than Kiri, likely taller than her mother, and most other women in the clan. Her eyes were wide, a beautiful amber, and the spots around them danced even in the day light. Her hair was long, nearly to her waist, braided in tiny braids that looked like they must've taken days to complete.

As they walked, she carried herself with assuredness and grace. As she and Kiri spoke outside about her mother's condition, he watched her round lips move over straight, white teeth.

He had never seen anyone so beautiful. He tried to remember her, but nothing was coming to mind. Had he truly met her, and overlooked her?

Before he knew it, Kiri was saying her goodbyes, and Neteyam felt obligated to say something. "Let us know if you need anything, Y/N. I'm happy to hunt for you, or bring you more blankets and rugs."

Y/N smiled, and it was stunning, practically stopping his heart. "Thank you, Neteyam."

Next to him, Kiri was rolling his eyes. "I just said that. Let's go." She pulled on her brother's arm, and reluctantly, he followed her.

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After that day, Neteyam saw Y/N everywhere he went. She was at the fire pits when he brought in a kill, and she was ascending to ride her ikran at the same time as him; she was even at the same swimming hole. When he wasn't running into her, he was thinking about her, and asking Kiri for anything she knew about the girl - which wasn't much. Just that she was quiet, seemed very much unlike her rash older brother, close to her family, and a very talented ikran rider; one of the most impressive in the clan.

Neteyam obsessed over her, going over every detail of her again and again in his mind; her tall stature, her soft, light voice, the concern in her eyes when she spoke to Kiri about her mother; he even dreamed about her at night.

He wondered what he had thought about, before he met her, and he wondered how it was possible that he had never before noticed someone like her. 

Four days later, they were finally able to speak, when Neteyam ran into her just outside of Home Tree.

"Y/N," he said, jogging over to her. "How is your mother?"

He could see the relief in her eyes as she smiled. "So much better, thank you! Kiri is a miracle worker. I am trying to think of a gift for her, actually. What would she like? I could make a necklace, or…”

Netyeam blurted out the first thing he could think of. "A friend."

Y/N's eyebrows rose. "Oh? Well that's certainly an easy gift to give. After all, Lo'ak is already a friend."

Lo'ak was friends with Y/N? Since when? Jealously sparked in Neteyam. "Sit with my family, at the feast tomorrow. You can... talk to Kiri," he said. But of course, that wasn't why Neteyam wanted her to join his family.

She reached out, touching his arm just momentarily, and he froze up at her gentle touch. "I'd be glad to! Come find me before, so I don't wander around looking for you."

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Mom was still tired, so the rest of my family was staying behind and skipping the celebratory feast, but my father insisted I go - especially after he found out I had been asked to sit with Lo'ak's family.

Or should I be referring to them as Neteyam's family?

Our meeting earlier had been so strange. The nervous energy around Neteyam was catching, and I felt a little anxious as I dressed for the feast. Mom painted my face, down to my chest, and the moment she was done, No'vu was announcing Neteyam's approach.

Wanting to avoid an awkward encounter with my family and the eldest son of Taruk Makto, I charged out of our alcove to meet Neteyam, waving and calling goodbye over my shoulder.

Neteyam looked stunned to see me charging towards him and I stopped, a little embarrassed at my eagerness. "Sorry," I said when I reached him. "Mom is still feeling a little sick. I didn't want to disturb her."

"Oh, sure," Neteyam nodded, and an awkward pause surfaced between us that I was unsure how to get over.

When I was with Lo'ak, he did most of the talking. Neteyam was a little more quiet than his younger brother.

"You look beautiful," he said, and my jaw nearly fell open.

I had been trying to figure out all day why Neteyam would invite me to sit with his family, as the idea of him hoping I would become friends with Kiri seemed unlikely, but I couldn't sort out another motive.

It seemed impossible that it could be because he wanted to spend time with me. After all, I could tell the other day when he and Kiri had come to visit mom, that when I said we'd met before, he had no recollection.

It had stung a little bit, but ever since then, he'd been looking at me so funny every time we ran into each other. If I didn't know better, I would've thought he was staring, but I couldn't figure out why.

"Thank you," I replied, casting my eyes downward. "Let's go!" 

He extended his hand, and eagerly, I took it.

As we walked, Neteyam asked me about my ikran, and even though he couldn't have known, it was the easiest way to get me to open up. I talked about her the entire way; our first meeting, our best rides, everything we'd accomplished together and how much I loved her.

"She's my best friend," I said with a shrug. "I know that's kind of silly but she's just, so wonderful. You'll have to meet her."

"I would love to," Neteyam replied with a smile.

The festival was well underway when we arrived at the Tree of Souls, the drums pounding, the smell of spices and fresh food in the air.

Pulling my hand, Neteyam wove his way through the crowd, to the Tree of Souls, where his family and those closest to them sat.

Neteyam nodded to his father, who nodded back. "Father, this is Y/N, daughter of Onpxew and Eik Te."

"How's your mother?" Jakesully asked.

"Thank you, Olo'eyektan," I replied, touching my hand to my forehead, then lowering it as I bowed out of respect. "Much better, thanks to Kiri." I turned to smile at his daughter, who smiled back. Lo'ak, standing just next to her, waved, a confused look on his face.

"That's good to hear. Join us."

We stepped up, and I took a seat just next to Neteyam, between him and Kiri.

"I'm so glad your mom is doing better," Kiri said. I reached out and touched her shoulder.

"It's thanks to you! You'll have to stop by, she'll want to see you again when she's feeling fully herself."

Kiri smiled. "I will!"

Lo'ak leaned forward. "Y/N, what are you doing here?"

I had to laugh, because it was so like Lo'ak to be blunt. Anyone else saying that would have made me feel awkward and out of place, sitting here with this prominent family, but Lo'ak was just genuinely wondering.

"Neteyam invited me. I haven't seen you much lately, so I had to make new friends."

Lo'ak rolled his eyes. "And of all people, you had to keep it in this family."

I shrugged. "I like this family."

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Neteyam's father gave a long speech about the prosperity of The People, and Neytiri and Nina sang a beautiful song, and afterwards, the dancing begun.

Before Neteyam could ask Y/N himself, Lo'ak had swept her into the dance floor, leaving Neteyam to stand and watch, his arms crossed and his brow furrowed.

"What's wrong with you?" Kiri asked, trying to follow Neteyam's gaze, but the dance floor was moving too fast.

Then, she saw it. Lo'ak, spinning Y/N around, the both of them laughing and having fun. She'd always wondered if Lo'ak was secretly in love with Y/N, but the more she observed the two, the more she saw it was a poor fit, and neither of them was interested.

What she saw in Neteyam's eyes was very different. He was jealous of Lo'ak.

"You like Y/N," Kiri said.

"Of course I do. You've met her," Neteyam replied matter of factly, and Kiri laughed.

"I have. She's great. Lo'ak thinks so too, but he doesn't like her that way. He would have told her."

Neteyam narrowed his eyes. "It doesn't look that way to me. I didn't even know they were friends."

"How? She's one of his closest friends. You didn't notice?"

“I don’t know,” Neteyam said, reaching behind his head, shrugging at his sister. “It’s like I never saw her before.”

“Well, do you see her now?” Kiri asked, trying but failing to keep the annoyance out of her voice. 

Neteyam’s arm fell to his side, and he sighed. “She’s all I see.”

"Well, just tell her," Kiri replied, and Neteyam snorted.

But... it wasn't a bad idea.

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Lo'ak and I had been spinning around for far too long, and I was growing tired. We returned to his family, but Neteyam was no longer there.

Lo'ak and I sat down, and he handed me a drink.

"Neteyam invited you to join us?" Lo'ak asked.

"Yeah. He came with Kiri the other day, to visit mom, and he's been like... acting a little funny since."

Lo'ak narrowed his eyes. "Hm." That was the extend of the wisdom he had to offer me, and I wish he was Kiri instead.

"Do you want to dance?"

I whipped my head around to see Neteyam standing over me, extending a hand, and I clambered onto my feet as fast as my lanky limbs would allow, grabbing his hand in the process, allowing him to lead me back into the crowd.

This dance was slower, more traditional, and though Neteyam knew all the steps and fell in sync with everyone else, I was a little unsure, and a little behind, fumbling over my feet. With Lo'ak, I didn't care, because I knew he didn't take it seriously - but Neteyam was so precise and perfect, I didn't want to mess up.

Halfway through the song, we were brought together again, his arm around my waist and mine around his neck. "Let's take a walk," he whispered, and without hesitation, I nodded.

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Away from the crowd, the night was cool, and the paint we were adorned with glowed in the darkness, along with the forest around us. We walked quietly, our hands still entwined, and finally, Neteyam spoke.

"I must apologize to you, Y/N," he said, stopping us in our tracks. I turned to face him.

"What for?"

"The other day, in your home, you said we had met before, but I... I didn't remember meeting you before."

Though the words weren't a surprise, they stung; it meant I had spent years having a crush on someone who hadn't even noticed me, even though we'd frequently been in close proximity.

"That's okay, Neteyam. I'm just your little brother's friend. I don't know all of No'vu's friends either."

He shook his head. "No, but I should have noticed you, Y/N. I was busy with training, and preparing to lead the clan, and just recently I told my father I want to take a step back from all that. To enjoy life, to form... relationships."

To find a mate, he was saying, without saying it.

"And I think, if I hadn't been so focused, I would have noticed you. I can't believe I didn't before. Something about you..." he trailed off, staring down at me, and I wondered if he could hear my heart wildly beating in my chest, or feel my hand growing cold and clammy inside of his.

"Well, I noticed you," I said finally, as he searched for his next words. "I mean, of course everyone knows who you are... but when I became friends with Lo'ak, I really noticed you."

Finally, Neteyam's nervous face relaxed, slowly replaced by a teasing smile. "Oh yeah? What did you notice?"

"Well, I was only like 14, so at first not much. But then I noticed how handsome you were becoming, how skilled you are with a bow and a spear, how kind you were towards your family and friends... I had a crush on you, when I was 17."

"And now?" he asked, the teasing smile growing even wider still.

"Oh, I still think you're handsome," I replied with a laugh, giving him a playful shove.

"I think you're the most beautiful woman I've ever set eyes on, and the kindest as well, and I'd like to spend every spare moment from now forward getting to know you better," Neteyam said, and I could tell after, he was shocked that he had said it.

"Okay," I replied, unable to hide my smile.

"Okay?"

I nodded. "Let's do that. Spend time together. Get to know one another. I would like that." The joy I felt in that moment was undeniable, and overwhelming. 

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Neteyam's heart was going to leap out of his chest and onto the forest floor. He had blurted out exactly what he wanted - to spend every moment of every day obsessing over every small detail of her life that she was willing to share - and she had agreed to it.

She had eagerly agreed to it. He knew it was impractical to worship the ground she was walking on after only a few days, but he didn't care.

He was going to make this woman his mate, he knew it. He was going to fall in love with her - it was already happening.

"You are perfection," he said, reaching up to touch her face as he had been dreaming of doing. He ran his fingers along her jaw, over her cheek, down her nose and over her lips, and she closed her eyes, allowing him to. It sent a shiver up his spine.

No amount of time with her would be enough, but he would take anything she would give him.

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Me watching all my old avatar fics pop off because of the new trailer

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For my Lo’ak fans.

Master List - Lo'ak

säwäsul - competition

hoan - comfort

paskalin - sweet berry

plltxe - speak

meyp - weak

kelku - home

säspxin - sickness

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Putting this on your feed to celebrate the new avatar trailer. Prepare to be sick of me when this comes out.

Master List - Neteyam

txansngum - desperation steyki - anger tìloho - surprise fmokx - jealousy kavuk si - to betray tìwusem - fighting asap si - to be shocked, startled asap si, part 2  muntxa si - to mate with, marry yayayrnga - confusion ‘ampi - touch ‘eveng - child 'eveng - part 2 'eveng - part 3 'eveng - part 4 'eveng - part 5 tìngay - truth kame - see, see into, understand sayrìp - handsome, good-looking nim - timid, shy kxeyey - error, mistake lawnol - great joy nìwan - secretly, in hiding nìmal - trustingly, without hesitation tìsmaw - approval txopu si - to be afraid fnu - quiet, to be quiet mong - depend on, rely on, trust for protection keftxo - unhappy, upset reypay - blood seze - blue flower ‘awlie - once (in the past) tìsraw seyki - hurt (someone or something) kxuke - safe kxuke - part 2 ngeyn - tired numeyu - student pìwopx - cloud piwopx - part 2 piwopx - part 3 meyam - hug, embrace, hold in one’s arms txe’lan -  heart lor - beautiful, pleasant to the senses kxitx - death tìyo’ - perfection hek - curious, strange, odd, unexpected hahaw - sleep zeyko - heal, fix kawnglan - malicious, bad hearted srew - dance zeykoyu - healer kurkung - asshole txon - night fyep - hold in the hand, grasp, grip tìtxaw - punishment 'eko - attack zup - fall

pxen - functional clothing

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red dress, pt 2

Sequel to this. Requested.

summary: you’ve told joel at least 100 times to let it go, but he just can’t. mention of sexual assault, angry joel, age gap relationship, suggestive content.

He promised you he’d let it go. It’s been weeks since that night, since that drunk stranger assaulted you with a firm slap on the ass that nearly sent you to the floor, and Joel promised you he’d let it go.

Joel doesn’t usually feel bad about lying. He’s been doing it a long time, and he’s plenty good at it. But lying to you, it feels worse. The feeling settles on his chest like a brick, heavy and coarse and wrong.

But he cannot let it go. The handprint shaped welt is gone, but his anger won’t dissipate.

So he’s done trying.

“Joel Miller!” you hiss at him when Joel walks up the front porch, clutching his fist to his chest.

His knuckles are cracked and bloody, and you know in an instant what he’s done.

“I’m alright,” he reassures you, and you scoff as he follows you into the house.

“Ain’t you I’m worried about, idiot,” you mutter. The first aid kit is in your hand within moments, and he perches against the kitchen counter, eyes downcast.

You take his hand into yours and clean it off, then examine the wounds. They’re not deep cuts.

“How bad is he?”

Joel just grunts. “He’ll live.”

You’re surprised to feel relieved when he says that. You wouldn’t completely put it past Joel to kill a man. You’ve caught him staring at that red floral dress in the closet with a dangerous look in his eyes, and you knew this day would come.

“What he did wasn’t right. The way it made me feel…” You shake your hand as you wrap a bandage around Joel’s fist. “But you shouldn’t have hurt him. Everyone in town hating him is enough.”

“Not for me.”

You look up to see Joel finally meeting your eyes, and are surprised to find them a little misty.

“There ain’t nothing I wouldn’t do for you. I’d do anything to keep you safe, and happy.”

You sigh. Joel has won, once again. You slide your arms up his biceps, and place a kiss on his cheek.

“I know. And I love you for it. I just don’t want you or anyone else to get hurt. But especially you.”

He captures your lips in a kiss, gentle at first, but quickly it turns more urgent. You wrap your arms around his neck as his slide around your waist, and you can feel how badly he wants you when he presses your body flush to his.

Protecting you turns him on.

“How about you go in there, and put that dress on just so I can take it off of you,” he whispers, his voice husky and full of need, his lips never leaving yours.

You smile and very nearly blush, but you obey.

As always, Joel wins.

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Okay this is gonna sound all over the place, but can I request Joel x reader who is good with Ellie? Reader has become a close friend/ mother figure to Ellie despite how close in age they are (I’m thinking in her 20s). Joel’s a very reclusive guy so he doesn’t really interact with the people of Jackson unless necessary. Reader is like the heart of Jackson. Everyone loves her. Joel never speaks to her, but he’s definitely always watching her. One night at the bar he decides to get the courage to go speak with her. Write it how you feel fits best. You’re an incredible writer! <3

This is so cute - yes, I’ll write this! Thank you!

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hello my darling !!

just read red dress and felt so very comforted, thank u for writing it <3

do you think you might be able to write some kind of follow up? maybe Joel and Tommy “taking care” of that chump away from our dear reader? maybe even Joel taking care of reader too in another sense ….

either way, keep doing what you’re doing :)

Yes! I love this idea. I’ll be writing this ASAP.

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hi friends!! this is my very first official fic rec post but anytime my work has been featured in one i get all smiley and happy and thought 'hm, i could certainly share the love.' i'm afraid june has been quite hectic for me and i've done a ton of writing so i've not read as many fics as i normally do, but wanted to give these ones a special shout out because i loved them soo much

note: explicit content and themes, MDNI

✭・.・ JOEL MILLER

⤷ red dress by @suuuupernovaaa

sweet, protective joel who defends your honor. loved this so much.

⤷ OUROBOROS by @millermouth

i'm not even kidding when i say this is only part one of this fic and it's one of the best pieces of writing i've ever laid my greedy eyes on. i'm literally frothing at the mouth for more. beautifully written, an absolutely addictive plot, imagery to die for.

⤷ COMING UP QUICK (GOING DOWN SLOW) by @sceletaflores

less than 1k words but you fr could've fooled me this fic literally grabbed me and wouldn't let go, i thought about it for hours after. so diabolical so delicious.

✭・.・TOMMY MILLER

⤷ dirty dancin' by @grayandthyme

or really anything and everything by gray because. let's be serious. but i keep going back to this one, such a comfort read for me. and the last line??? killer. everyone on three say thank you gray we love you gray

⤷ kiss my ass, cowboy by @iamasaddie

guys. GUYS. when i tell you the lot lizards series is so good. such a unique idea, so creative and so so SO delicious. like i didn't know i needed it, but now i don't think i could live without it. everything about this fic is just so fun to me.

⤷ sweet redemption by @yeobong

uhmm yeah i was salivating by the end what can i say. i loved the way this was written, too. the pacing made it so easy to devour. spectacular i love tommy miller gimme fourteen of em right now

✭・.・NANAMI KENTO

⤷ this post by @sinkuna

nanami's internal battle, seeing the younger woman and wanting her but knowing he shouldn't. freshly divorced. age gap. yeah guys this was right up my alley is anyone surprised?? i ate it up and went back for seconds.

⤷ emotional damage by @kenntoria

to me this is soo authentic nanami like he's such a provider i feel like his brain gets stuck in that provider/business mode and watching him get all flustered and nervous when he's complimented!!! ugh so sweet

✭・.・SUKUNA RYOMEN

⤷ TATT MY NAME ON YOU SO I KNOW IT'S REAL by @shelovesosa

small but mighty. loved the vibe and the line "you’re the only thing i’ve ever let brand me" had me giggling and kicking my feet. i love when evil men are soft.

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This is everything I've read this month that's made me go:

As usual, please mind the tags and read at your own discretion 💗 Give some love to the creators by commenting and reblogging -- we love that!

dividers by @kodaswrld 👑

Past fic recs

Dieter Bravo

Give to me by @sp00kymulderr ~ Dieter Bravo x afab!reader {Dieter wakes up to you.}

A New Role by @whocaresstillthelouvre ~ Dieter Bravo x Thicc Grimace Gladiator {Dieter Bravo just booked the role of his life, now he just needs to study.}

Joel Miller

Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda by @lillaydee ~ Asshole/Idiotic Joel Miller / F Reader {You found the perfect man. The man of your dreams. Unfortunately, you were not the only one who thought so.}

A Dark Taste by @myownwholewildworld ~ Boston QZ!Joel x f!reader {joel talks you through your first hand job and blow job.}

The Dog Days of Starting Over by @joelalorian ~ Joel Miller x f!reader {Joel is hit with the loneliness of an empty nest when Sarah goes overseas for college. Her solution? Adopt a dog. That may just change Joel's life.}

a drink or.. by @bergamote-catsandbooks

Fresh Meat by @bitchesuntitled ~ Joel Miller x F!Reader {Finally deciding to get your first tattoo, you go to the best in the business - Joel Miller}

Give Me Tonight by @alltheirdamn ~ Joel x f!reader {Joel has to leave.}

Just to Pass the Time by @arcane-fox ~ Jackson!Joel x Female Reader {Dancing the night away, Joel Miller has his sights on you}

Lead Me Not Into Temptation by @tateypots

the moon and the stars by @deardev0teddelicate ~ jackson!joel miller x f!reader {To you he hung the moon and the stars, to him you were the moon and the stars.}

The outpost by @milla-frenchy ~ Joel Miller x fem reader {you take advantage of an innocent soul to make Joel jealous during patrol}

red dress by @suuuupernovaaa ~ {a man disrespects you, and joel handles it}

Summer camp '75 by @milla-frenchy ~ Joel Miller x fem reader (AU) {In the '75 summer, you and your friends go to a camp for a few days}

superhero & redemption: superhero by @greenwitchfromthewoods {when words hurt more than anything else}

take me to florida by @thetriumphantpanda ~ Joel Miller x F!Reader {turning up on his doorstep covered in blood was not was Joel had expected of you, and when you open your mouth, he expects it even less. There's a shitstorm in Texas you both have to escape from, but how long can it last?}

Take Me To The Stars by @joelmillerswife9

Transcendence by @nathanbatemanfucker ~ joel miller x f!reader {you patch joel up after he gets into another fight. based on this concept!}

the way you do by @sp00kymulderr ~ Joel Miller x transmasc!reader {There's nothing frantic, nothing feral about this. It's a practice in worship, in reverence. (or: Joel sucks the strap and oh boy does he love it)}

Wish by @hotgirlbedtimescenarios ~ {For the first time in years Joel acknowledges his birthday and wishes on a star. He gets pulled into the past and relives his birthday, the day that changed everything}

you aint' falling asleep again by @myownwholewildworld ~ oldman!jackson!joel miller x f!reader {joel takes viagra and can't keep it down. he decides you can help. and the glasses stay on.}

Javier Peña

Dry Run by @chronically-ghosted ~ javier peña x f!reader {you meet javi in a club and he shows you his favorite way to foreplay sex}

Ezra

Appropriate Reactions by @wannab-urs ~ {Ezra is stranded without a ship and has nothing to offer you in return for a ride off The Green... So you make a deal.}

zenith by @sp00kymulderr ~ Ezra (Prospect) x Reader

Max Phillips

sugar tits by @sizzlingcloudmentality ~ Max Phillips x f!reader {driving Max to meetings is part of your job as the assistant. providing him with snacks and your tits to busy his hands and mouth is part of your situationship}

Harry Castillo

Bullshit by @thatcorporategirlie ~ harry castillo x f! reader {You've been Harry Castillo’s driver for three years, so when Lucy dumps him, you casually invite him to your brother’s law school graduation party in Queens to get his mind off it. You never expect him to come. But then he actually shows up.}

Day Dreaming by @flawssy-227 ~ harry castillo x (bartender) f!reader {harry is your bar regular, reeling after his breakup with Lucy, you two form an unlikely bond}

"My love for you will truly become my downfall, I just know it." by @greenwitchfromthewoods

Javi Gutierrez

I Call It Walking by @pascalispretty ~ Javi Gutierrez x F!Reader {It feels like fate that you find his letters. But sometimes, fate needs a little nudge.}

Frankie Morales

epiphany by @guiltyasdave ~ Frankie Morales x f!reader {after a helicopter crash, frankie wakes up in a strange place.}

Guapo by @sawymredfox ~ frankie morales x gn!reader {You help Frankie discover something about him}

Clint Flood

Cherry Baby by @maiamore ~ Clint Flood x F!reader {A former beauty queen drowning in debt meets Clint Flood, a collector who never leaves empty handed.}

Mr. Ben

Summertime Sadness by @katiexpunk ~ Mr. Ben X fem!Reader {With your Senior year coming to a close, Mr. Ben tells you how he feels about your class behavior. Some lessons are hard to learn.}

Dave York

Strange Currencies by @magpiepills ~ Dave York x f intruder reader {Dave should have been more careful.}

This Godforsaken Mess by @agentmarcuspike ~ dave york x babysitter!f!reader {the kids you babysit have a hot dad. you want him. but he's married...}

Under False Pretenses - Epilogue by @joelalorian ~ Stepdad!Dave York x f!reader {A challenging mission, whirlwind marriage, and an unexpected yet captivating stepdaughter push Dave York to the brink as secrets, feelings, and loyalties collide.}

Tim Rockford

Gimmie a Show by @nerdieforpedro ~ Tim Rockford x plus size wife AFAB reader {Tim gets from home late from work and has something for you.}

Marcus Moreno

casual & redemption: casual by @greenwitchfromthewoods ~ {you misread his signals}

"I cannot change my feelings for you, believe me I fucking tried." by @greenwitchfromthewoods

Marcus Acacius

The Heat of the Thermae by @gothcsz ~ Marcus Acacius x Black F!Reader {You’re not alone tonight at your favorite bathhouse.}

night visit & redemption: night visit by @greenwitchfromthewoods ~ {he decided to show you your place}

Multi

boys like you by @sizzlingcloudmentality ~ Frankie Morales x Benny Miller {a movie night gets steamy, Stallone means making out, basically no plot}

don't ask, don't tell - just do by @stitch-away ~ frankie morales x dave york {frankie and dave are both in the army. dave knows what he wants and he takes it}

Inter-Agency Cooperation by @ghostofaboy ~ Jack 'Whiskey' Daniels/Javier Peña {Jack runs into another agent on a mission and figures out a new way for them both to get what they want}

Lucky You by @aurorawritestoescape ~ Joel Miller x f!reader x Clint Flood {A usual evening with your boyfriend Clint and his best friend Joel turns into a night full of lust and ecstasy - Or - Clint and Joel go down on you.}

Adriana's Noun-iversary Special Mentions

Forced move by @bergamote-catsandbooks ~ Reed Richards x gn!reader

Nice and Slow by @604to647 ~ Detective Tim Rockford x fem!reader {Detective Tim Rockford is forced to convalesce after getting shot.}

Self Recs

Code Blue ~ Javier Peña x Tim Rockford {On a double date, Agent Javier Peña and Detective Tim Rockford are more interested in each other than in the bubbly blonde badge bunnies they're with.}

don't come around here no more ~ javier peña x f!reader {On a visit to Colombia, you're reunited with old work friends.. Javi is the only one who doesn't come to say hi...}

if love be rough with you, be rough with love - ch. 17 ~ Dave York x f!Reader

Law of Attraction - Ch. 9 ~ Rom Com AU - divorce lawyer!Dave York x fem!Reader (featuring club owner!Javier Peña)

Maneater - Ch. 1 ~ Max Lord x OFC

Masterpiece ~ Harry Castillo x f!reader {Getting to know the wealthy man who's taken an interest in your art, you find out he has a dirty little secret.}

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30 Days of Night (2007)

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more joel miller fic recs hell yeah

my last one took me SO long to do but I loved making it and shouting out my favs, so here we go again! again red means read ASAP!!

Joel Miller:

Healed - @whocaresstillthelouvre

Jackson Sunset - @carbonfiction

Can't love you enough - @majestyeverlasting

Sunlight & Sawdust - @pandapetals

Falling for you - @burntheedges

Beck and Call - @ilikeevilblondes (I love ex!husband joel, call that trauma ig)

Texas Sun - @from-the-clouds

Need You Now - @pandapetals

Forever, With You - @pedroscurls (ohhhh my god i love this)

Ain't No Grave - @pandapetals

In My T-Shirt - @mountainsandmayhem

Practice - @tinytinymenace

The Trade - @thatcorporategirlie (ANYTHING by kiwi is unmatched, im making 'The Pitt' rec list next and shes gonna be ALLLLL over it)

Lazy Mornings - @ilikeevilblondes

Honey Love, Dark Eyes - @capuccinodoll (this one HURT)

Cause I'm so Into You - @dixons-sunshine

It Ends With Him -@studiogrimm810

Claw Clip - @suuuupernovaaa

Line In The Sand - @touchtheinvisiblestars

Sundays At The Millers - @velvetinks

Still Yours - @touchtheinvisiblestars

Stitches - @pedgito

Paid in full - @majestyeverlasting

Save a Horse, Ride a... - @blueberrykefir

Peck On The Cheek - @thatcorporategirlie

Long Overdue - @honeyedmiller

Stages Of Devotion - @penvisions

Henry Castillo:

Love at last - @pedroscurls

Somebody to Love - @punkshort

Change of plans - @toomanystoriessolittletime

Hey There Sugar Baby! - @sceletaflores

Marcus Pike/Javier Pena/Frankie Morales/Din Djarin

Two Pikes, One Bed - @absurdthirst

The Epilogue - @javier-pena

Until It Takes - @mellowswriting

Midnight Snack - @pilotispunk

Weekend Getaway - @cosmicaura7

Invisible String - @hauntedhowlett-writes

Sugar, Spice, and Starlight - @lamentationsofalonelypotato

Chrysalis Heart - @kedsandtubesocks

Mine - @joelsbloodyhands

Hollow Star - @lincolndjarin

Did You Miss me? - @thatcorporategirlie (clint flood)

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Here are my favorite reads of the month of May! Lots to enjoy here, so please give the authors some love (they all deserve it) and make them smile by commenting and reblogging ✨ As usual, please mind the tags and only read what you are comfortable with.

dividers by @saradika-graphics 👑

Reed Richards

🟡Finite Eternities Ch.1 by @sizzlingcloudmentality ~ Reed Richards x Sue Storm x f!reader

Dieter Bravo

🟡I Think of You All the Time Part 3, Part 4, Part 5 by @schnarfer ~ Dieter Bravo x f!reader

🟡Starstruck by @clubsoft ~ DIETER BRAVO / BIPOC ! F ! READER

Joel Miller

🟡After by @milla-frenchy ~ Joel Miller x fem reader

🟡A Father's Love by @pedge-page ~ Joel x F!reader

🟡Hungry Man Ch.3 by @slimybeth69 ~ dark&sneaky!Joel/crazy&unhinged!reader

🟡It started out with a kiss, how did it ended like this? by @itwasntimethatdidit40 ~ Young!Joel Miller x f!reader, no outbreak

🟡Patrol by @suuuupernovaaa

🟡popsicle stand by @toxicanonymity ~ Joel miller x reader

🟡practice by @tinytinymenace ~ Joel Miller/middle-aged female reader

🟡To Be Your First (and Part 2) by @tateypots ~ Joel Miller x f!reader

🟡We all need someone by @itwasntimethatdidit40 ~ Jackson!Joel x afab!reader

🟡Wide Open and Drawn Shut by @ilikeevilblondes

Frankie Morales

🟡Always Here For You by @pedroscurls

🟡A Fitting Punishment by @stitch-away ~ sub bottom frankie morales x dom top male reader

🟡Witchcraft by @ezras--moon

Clint Flood

🟡You're Not Going Anywhere by @joelmillerswife9

Dave York

🟡feasting by @sizzlingcloudmentality

🟡Hold Still by @almostfoxglove ~ Bodyguard!Dave York x f!Reader

🟡It Ain't Me, Babe by @schnarfer ~ Dave York x f!reader x OFC Claudia

🟡Life's A Beach by @tateypots ~ Dave York x f!reader

🟡Lockdown by @toomanystoriessolittletime ~ Dave York x fem. reader

🟡Mission Debriefing by @suzdin ~ Dave York x Susan Plummer

🟡Say 'Aah' by @mushgloomz ~ dentist!dave york x patient!reader (gender neutral)

🟡thin walls by @sizzlingcloudmentality

🟡thinking about Dave by @sizzlingcloudmentality

🟡Under False Pretenses - Ch. 15 by @joelalorian ~ Stepdad!Dave York x f!reader

Tim Rockford

🟡The Nebble Files - Ch. 32 , Ch. 33 , Ch. 34 , Ch. 35 , Ch. 36 by @inept-the-magnificent ~ Tim Rockford x OFC Jane Nebble  

🟡Wife Material by @604to647 ~ Detective Tim Rockford x fem!reader

🟡Wrong Number by @604to647 ~ Detective Tim Rockford x fem!reader

Marcus Acacius

🟡A gift from Rome by @itwasntimethatdidit40 ~ Modern!Marcus Acacius x Curvy!f!reader

Jack Daniels

🟡Moonlight Rider by @everybodylovedcontractors ~ Jack Whiskey Daniels and F! Reader

Multi

🟡As You Are by @for-a-longlongtime ~ Marcus Moreno x Joel Miller

🟡Collared by @tateypots ~ dark!Joel x f!reader, dark!Tommy x f!reader

🟡Help Me by @sunshinehaze1 ~ Clint Flood x young!Joel Miller x f!reader

🟡Idealists by @for-a-longlongtime ~ Frankie Morales x reader x Santiago Garcia

🟡Never Surrender by @oliveksmoked ~ Frankie x reader; Frankie x Santi; Will x reader; Will x reader x Frankie

🟡poison either way by @guiltyasdave ~ Dave York x f!reader x Javier Peña

🟡push & shove by @ozarkthedog ~ 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢 “𝐏𝐨𝐩𝐞” 𝐆𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐢𝐚 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐅𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐞 “𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐡” 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬

🟡Smack my b*tch up by @milla-frenchy ~ Joel Miller x fem reader x Tommy Miller x raiders

🟡Trapped by @milla-frenchy & @aurorawritestoescape ~ Joel Miller x fem reader x Tommy Miller

Self Recs

🟡Behind Closed Doors ~ husband's best friend!Joel Miller x f!reader

🟡The Wedding Crasher ~ Lucien de Leon x f!reader

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━MAY 2025; susan's recs

STRANGER THINGS

━━STEVE HARRINGTON

the shape of a family part4; part5 @skeltnwrites

━━EDDIE MUNSON

simmer — masterlist @upsidedownwithsteve

OUTER BANKS

━━RAFE CAMERON

confessions under sheets that smell of you @salem-s

MARVEL

━━BUCKY BARNES

dog tags @marvelwitchergilmore

it’s teasing, love @heloisedaphnebrightmore

somewhere between chapters @marvelstoriesepic

look at me like that again @↑

home with you; steam and silhouettes; soft spot @↑

traces of a lonely world @bcksbarnes

off duty @lolab4t

everything’s just perfect @ama3003

loverboy @thevillainswhore

bedside confessions @daxisyzz

only safe with you @↑

a kind of brave @↑

lost for words @↑

cool to the touch @street-smarts00

━━JOAQUIN TORRES

my own girlfriend hates me @c0s-lettuce

THE BEAR

━━CARMY BERZATTO

the recipe for remembering part13; part14 @lalalieb

CELEBRITIES

━━GEORGE CLARKE

secrets in doncaster part4 @the-internets-girlfriend

━━PEDRO PASCAL

kiss me @sweetlovepascal

TEEN WOLF

━━STILES STILINSKI

goodnight n go @bamboozledbird

PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS

━━LUKE CASTELLAN

is it harmless? @diorsdahlia

HARRY POTTER

━━DRACO MALFOY

complain here, complain there; told you i was @jijournal

━━LORENZO BERKSHIRE

you’re not everyone else @obsessedwithceleste

THE HUNGER GAMES

━━FINNICK ODAIR

a life of our own @ervotica

"still?" "always." @ellecdc

THE LAST OF US

━━JOEL MILLER

a haunted body, part one: "when I close my eyes, it feels like home"; part two "in a lifeless memory, there you belong" @capuccinodoll

flinch @suuuupernovaaa

bittersweet @atlabeth

falling harder @fic-girlie

━━MANNY ALVAREZ

under your skin; part2 @lastofdanny

on duty @↑

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I’m just saving this here to maybe turn into a story someday. You can ignore.

I had a dream last night. I worked for some large company and the CEO was your classic tall, dark and handsome.

We were dating. I remember being at some big event and he texted ‘I love you’ - I didn’t reply fast enough and he called me over to meet someone, don’t remember who.

Back at the office, I was throwing out ideas for a vacation. He was telling me book anything, he’d take me anywhere. It was giving Rhysand.

I left the office and he was looking at something, I don’t remember what, but it alluded to him having a big secret. Something dangerous.

Anyway. Pedro would fit the role for SURE.

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Hi! Do you also post on AO3?

I don’t! Did you see some of my stuff there?

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4000+?? Thanks guys

Nice of y’all to stick around with how often I change what I’m writing about