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Conrad Fisher x fem!reader | Drunken Confessions

Summary: After a rough breakup between Conrad and you in early July, you leave cousins for the summer and come back in late August, only to find yourself in the same spot as you left.
Pairing: Conrad Fisher x reader
Warnings: drinking, swearing
I walked into the party with Belly and instantly felt the warmth from everyone’s bodies lingering in the house, a stark contrast to the cool late August air at Cousins beach.
I didn’t want to be there. Actually, I didn’t want to be in Cousins at all. To be completely honest, I only came for my friends sake. I hadn’t seen Belly ever since I left in a hurry in the first week of July.
She had been begging me to come back ever since and promised me I wouldn’t see him. She dragged me to this party to “have fun” since I was apparently “rotting in my own misery at home”.
I can’t lie, she was half right. I walked through the house with her, while she was already stumbling over her feet from the pregame shots we had just minutes before we came. I vowed I would only have a cooler because I didn’t want to do anything stupid.
I let out a laugh at her drunk giggles while catching up with a couple girls, who were asking me where I had been these past two months. I blabbed on and said I had an internship.
I did not have an internship nor was I away for any school related reasons.
Belly opened her mouth, “Well… y/n I don’t think—” I started at her, eyes wide in warning. She closed her mouth with a suprised smile. “Sorry” she mouthed.
I smiled at her and told the rest of the girls I was going to go get a drink and catch up with a couple others. I screamed out at Belly to be safe but I knew Jere was across the room keeping a close eye on her. Like he always did.
I walked through the loud house and stopped right in my tracks.
There he was. Drinking a beer, laughing with his friends. Like nothing ever happened.
Belly told me he wouldn’t be here. She actually very clearly said, he was moving his stuff into Stanford this weekend and wouldn’t even be in Cousins.
I couldn’t move. I was stuck. He looked up before I could even think to walk in the other direction.
His face dropped in confusion and suprise and hurt and what was that I don’t know I always thought I could read him but not anymore that was all it was all gone and I
“Y/n?” he mouthed from across the room, I took that as my opportunity to turn the other direction and book it to the upstairs bathroom.
Like he didn’t know exactly where I was gonna go. I felt him follow me. Maybe I wanted him too. Some sick part of me wanted him to come back and just say he regretted everything he ever said and that he takes it all back.
I seriously did not have any self respect left.
“Y/n!” he called out after me. My eyes welled up with tears.
I ran into the closest room and he ran in after me, shutting the door behind us.
“What the hell are you doing here?” he saids, turning to me and walking closer.
“That’s the first thing you say to me after all that time?” I reply back, not letting him hear my voice shake.
“What do you mean? You are the one who ran” he replies back, like it was obvious.
“What was I supposed to do? Stay here, stay at a house with you in it, and live with you the rest of the summer? Are you ridiculous?”
“A house? wow. Things have really changed. Yes, you could’ve stayed and we could’ve moved on like mature people”
I almost laughed. “Changed? well no shit Conrad, you are the one who ended things after all, and if you’re saying you’d be okay with living with me after all that makes me think you’ve never really felt anything for me at all, because how could you be so chill and calm and relaxed after everything?”
I felt half bad for accusing him of such a thing because I knew in my heart it wasn’t true but I wanted to hurt him the same way he did to me and it was fucked up but right now I really do not care.
“You know what y/n, there is really no use in arguing with you. If you’re going to say things like that i’m done talking with you. I had my reasons and you know that. Now stop with this”
“Okay. Bye. You are the one who followed me in here and I came here hoping I wouldn’t see you here anyway. Don’t talk to me again”
His face turned into hurt. He opened his mouth to say something but I was already on my way out.
I was a liar. I hurried out the door and down the stairs tears streaming down my face searching for Belly.
She was dancing with Jere, laughing and enjoying the night. I wiped away my tears when she saw me and she yelled out for me to come join them. I said i’d be there in a minute and booked it to the drinks.
Some random guy was there and he looked at my state and offered me a bottle of straight vodka. Unopened. I laughed ridiculously and took it from him. He kinda laughed back but he looked a bit shocked. He shrugged his shoulders and kept talking to his friend.
I opened the bottle, took a huge swig and headed back to Belly. She saw the bottle in my hand and immediately knew something was up. “Don’t want to talk about it,” I said.
She shrugged, and I could tell Jere knew. “He said he wouldn’t be back…” he said. But I shook my head “it’s fine! i’m fine! let’s have fun!”
Jere looked at me “It’s fine if you want to drink i’m not gonna be some parent but please do not drink that whole thing” he pleaded. I shook my head “I won’t”
Lying. Again. The whole thing was basically gone a half an hour later with the help of some random girl I met a mere minute ago. I was gone out of my mind.
At this point, I was sitting on the porch alone, wondering how I was getting home. Hopefully Jere and Belly would pull through and come out soon. I knew it had to only be like 12 at this point.
A second later, the last person I wanted to see came out of the house.
Actually, maybe the first? I don’t know.
“Y/n?” I did not want him to see me like this. I made an effort to stand up, almost tripping over myself.
“Holy shit you’re gone,” Conrad whispered. I laughed. “No I’m not, i’m having fun” I said, smiling at him.
“Your version of fun is different from mine. I’m taking you home, just let me go tell Jere and Belly. Or actually i’ll text them, i’m not leaving you alone anywhere”
“You are not taking me home Connie” I said, walking up the steps, he flinched at the nickname but caught my hand before I could walk any further.
“Yes I am. Let’s go, my cars close by.”
I smiled at him. “Why am I fighting this? I want to go home with you” I giggled.
His face was blank. He was hiding all his emotion. Funny.
I let him guide me to his car. He sat me in the passenger seat, and put my seatbelt as I sighed happily.
“It’s the same as it’s always been,” I said running my hands along the car.
Conrad stepped into the drivers seat and wasted no time driving away.
The drive was a blur and we were at home in a second. He helped me out of the car, guided me into the house and helped me take my shoes off.
“Water,” I said.
“Yes. I’m on it, can you take yourself upstairs or do you need help?” Conrad asked.
“I’ll be fine,” I said, watching my feet as I headed for the stairs so I wouldn’t stumble.
I successfully made it upstairs and searched for my pyjamas. I started changing and I could feel Conrad waiting outside of my door.
“It’s not anything you haven’t seen before,” I said, loud enough for him to hear.
I let out a sigh and yelled for him to come in when I was done. He walked in, handing me my water in bed.
I watched him walk over to my bathroom and take my makeup remover wipes out.
He sat beside me in the bed and started wiping my makeup off gently.
I watched him as he did it. He was so focused, one hair letting loose on his forehead. He was so perfect. I could cry.
I guess I did start crying because he suddenly pulled back, frowning. “my lov— y/n are you okay? what happened am I being to rough?” his slip up made me cry even more.
“You did this” I murmured. “What?” he said, face wide in concern.
“Why did you leave?” I whispered.
“Y/n… you know why. Please don’t do this. You are drunk and you need sleep. You are going to say things you regret.”
“I am not going to regret anything. Don’t tell me what i’m gonna do.” I wiped away my tears angrily.
Conrad shook his head and began to stand up. “I want you to lay down. I’m going to turn your light off and i’ll be in my room if you need anything—”
“No, Conrad,” I gently took his hand so he could sit back down beside me.
“Can you stay a little longer? You don’t have to touch me you can just sit there, just, please Conrad” I begged. It was embarrassing and I knew it.
His face was unreadable. I used to know exactly what he was feeling at just a look at his face.
“I missed you. I thought about you all summer. I don’t care that you ended things. Please. I don’t know what to do without you. I don’t believe that you ended things because you felt that it would be hard during school. Tell me the real reason,” I was sobbing at this point and I had no control over what was coming out of my mouth.
“Can you please stay with me just for tonight and then i’ll leave again tomorrow and you won’t have to see me again I promise,” I let out.
“Y/n…” Conrad’s eyes were filled with tears.
“Lay down,” he said, and he moved to the other side of the bed.
I had hiccups now, and it was so humiliating that I was so distraught but there was no going back I had already said too much.
Conrad climbed into my bed and laid down beside me. He motioned for me to lay on his chest.
I shook my head “It’s okay, you don’t have to,” he shook his head back. “I want to. I would be lying to your face if I said I didn’t feel the same way you’re feeling right now. Come here. Before I realize how we shouldn’t be doing this.”
I crawled into his arms and buried my face in his chest. He smelt so good. He smelt like everyting i’ve ever wanted. I never wanted to leave.
I told myself everyting would be okay. I knew in my heart that in the morning I would go back home and we wouldn’t speak for months again. But right now, this was all that mattered.
I could feel his eyes watching me as I fell asleep. He wiped the rest of my tears and rubbed my back.
I dreamt that Conrad told me he had never stopped loving me, and that he’d tell me why he had left. He kissed me on my forehead and told me everything was going to be okay. Stupidly, I believed him.
Authors note: Hey guys!!!! i really like this storyline so if anyone enjoyed it let me know and i can make it into a longer series. Let me know!!!
#conrad fisher#tsitp#tsitp fanfic#fanfic#belly conklin#steven conklin#the summer i turned pretty#jeremiah#jeremiah fisher#summer
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Nightmares | Neteyam Sully
Pairing: Neteyam x fem! reader
Context: you both are around the ages of 16/17, Neteyam survived the battle — you are a healer and healed him
Neteyam has been having nightmares during the night ever since he almost lost his life during the battle against the Sky People.
You have told him multiple times to wake you up when it happens, and he always insists he will.
But Neteyam is stubborn, and he believes he can deal with all his problems himself always.
The two of you were sleeping alongside each other, sound asleep, when suddenly you jolt awake at the sound of Neteyam shooting up from laying down beside you.
He is sitting down and breathing heavily, and you sit up beside him.
You stroke a hand down his back. “Neteyam, are you okay?” he continues to breath fast and shakily. “Nightmare again?”
He nods his head and you bring your other hand to his heart, feeling it beat rapidly.
He brings his hand to cover yours on his heart, “My love,” he says, but he can’t continue what he wants to say because his breathing is still ragged, “Shhh, it’s okay you don’t have to explain, breathe,” you tell him.
You take deep breaths so he can mimic them, and he tries to stabilize his breathing.
He looks up and you realize his eyes are watery and tears have been falling down his face.
Your breath catches, “Ma Neteyam,” you bring a hand to his face and wipe away the tears. “Has it been this bad every time?” you ask, concerned.
“No, my love… the dream was different this time,” he shuts his eyes in pain, “It was you instead of me.” He choked on his words like they physically hurt.
“Neteyam…” your heart broke to see him like this, you loved him deeply and seeing him broken because of you hurt in a different way.
“Look at me,” you say, and he matches his teary eyes to yours, “I am okay. This is not a dream.” He nods his head quickly, as if trying to shake and convince himself.
He brings a hand to your face, “You are real. It was a dream.” You nod at him, and smile reassuringly, “It’s going to be okay.”
He nods and leans in for a soft kiss, pulling away to look into your eyes, “I love you, y/n. It pains me that my own mind tortures me with you.”
You stroke his cheek, “It will pass. The dreams will pass. But promise to wake me up every time. I want to help you, Neteyam.”
“I didn’t want to disturb your sleep when it happens. But for you, I promise. I will wake you up now.”
“Thank you, my love. Now come lay down again.” You lower yourself down first so he can lay across your chest.
He lays across you and you stroke his hair and back soothingly.
The two of you fall into a deep sleep, holding on to each other throughout the long night.
this is my first post ever…. idk what i’m doing but i hope u enjoyed
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so ive been thinking abt smth lately and i just gotta request it yk? could you do like hcs where reader loves to braid neteyams hair and put little beads in with it as well, and jake is just literally shipping them soo hard 😭
༄ pairings : neteyam x fem!reader.
༄ warnings : none:P
༄ authors note : i loved this request sm<3, it was so fun writing it, and simple as well. ty for requesting !
— one thing neteyam definitely loves about you is your ways of showing affection. and how you constantly want to braid his hair for him.
— he seriously can't resist whenever you just come up to him, either strut to his direction, or behind him and tap his shoulders, and you go; "can I braid your hair? Please?"
— he wouldn't dare resist.
— first time you did this, he was overly confused and flustered.
— you're so sweet when you braid his hair; you always ask if you're accidentally pulling his hair too hard, or if he was feeling uncomfortable or tired.
— you're also surprisingly fast when you do braids. But he notices that often times, you slow down your pace just so you both can have an excuse to talk to eachother longer.
— now, you're basically his hairstylist.
— at random times, when you're braiding his hair and he start randomly flirting and telling jokes, whether it'd be bad ones or good ones, you always pull on his hair as a way to make him stop.
"Ow!"
"I told you to stop."
"You didn't have to pull on my hair:("
— you immediately apologized after those. He knows he can guilt-trip you with his cute pouts. Yes, he knows your weaknesses>:).
— if you have lots of time or is just simply feeling playful and childish, you put flowers or beads in his hair even if he doesn't want it.
— he never tells you no when you put the small flowers in his hair though, he only tells you not to when they're gonna go to another supply raid. He can't bare to get teased by his brother again.
— when his brother teased him though, his father surprisingly stood up for him.
— it was hilarious when Lo'ak looked at their father with a :o face.. it was almost as if he was betrayed💀..
— one thing about you too, is that you put flowers behind your ear to finish up your looks. So yes, flowers are your signature style.
— he also noticed that the flowers you use on his hair matched the ones you used, so it does fluster him everytime he realized.
— he wasn't the only one who noticed, though.
— his mother also did when she complimented your hair.
"I love that flower in your hair, (name)."
"Thank you, Mrs!"
"Wait, Neteyam has those in his hair."
"Oh yeah, I styled his hair, therefore I put them there:D"
— Neytiri immediately snitched to Jake, giving him more fuel to make his som just propose his love for you already.
— Neteyam turned his father's statements down as if it were the end of the world. His face was hot, and it wasn't helping that his mother was siding with his father.
"Just tell her already."
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"Ma child, I know what love is when I see it."
"She's just being nice, mom!"
"Nice my ass."
"Stop it:("
— Jake and Neytiri won't stop ganging up on him.
— the last thing he wants know is for his other siblings to know.
— but at least his parents loved you:D
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Scotland (6/11) - Treat People With Kindness
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