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trying to be self-sufficient emotionally as someone who is borderline is like one of the worst experiences ever. I hate this. trying to define myself by just myself is awful and I want to die. What do you mean nobody is charge of my autonomy and that I am really in control of my own actions

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People don’t owe you their downtime! And I don’t mean this in a harsh way, but in a “quit breaking your own heart” way.

It’s so easy to see a friend “active” and reblogging on tumblr, or maybe making a status update on Facebook and feel hurt they haven’t replied to our messages.

Different things take different energy. And someone being “online” but not actively talking to you does not mean they no longer love or care about you.

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indicator // hot allostatic load

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manifesting everyone’s abusers to put guns in their mouths if that’s what you want and for them to learn from their mistakes in the most horrific of ways otherwise

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favorite part of bpd and ptsd is hoping your abusers die in horrifically fucked up ways because it would solve literally all of your problems. you manifest it even

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ppl w/o cluster b personalities trying not to violently ostracize someone who needs mental help and not be disgustingly ableist towards ppl with personality disorders

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every person with ptsd should be allowed to kill at least one person who fucked them up per year. it would improve my mental health

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mood everytime someone says something slightly inconveniencing to me

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this isn’t who i am

this isn’t who im supposed to be

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i still remember you on my bad days

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first drawing scanned!

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My skin is burning, burning, burning.