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shibalen · 4 years

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hi !! can i get a romantic haikyuu matchup with ♫︎ + 𑁍 please? she/her pronouns, i'm pan, infp, with a libra sun+moon ! i'm introverted, very chill and free spirited, also very patient, to the point that i'm sometimes a doormat :/ i'm in touch with my emotions, i'm usually quiet but can get really talkative when excited. i get in my own head a lot and have a hard time asking for help. cursed memes and playful banter are my cups of tea, and i'm not easily flustered (but that's probs partly bc i'm kinda dense oof). 🃏 [1/3]

i do competitive debate and it's kind of my sport! i'm a theatre kid too, i absolutely love performing! i'm bilingual and learning french, i love classic books, philosophy, and cats. i'm a pop culture nerd! i speak very animatedly. sharing songs is a love language for me. i think i'm very supportive towards my friends, i don't always give advice but i always try to be there for them as much as i can (even if i nag them sometimes).🃏 [2/3]

i love writing analyses on media i like! i'm especially into stuff that has lots of themes and focus on character psyche, i like picking them apart. i also like fashion and playing uke! i don't have an ideal type for an s/o, all i ask is they understand when i'm super busy and need to be alone to recharge, but also know when to call me out when i'm trying to burn myself out lol. i like spontaneous, spur of the moment dates! this got long hshs but thank you sm and hope you have a great day !! 🃏 [3/3]

♡ matchup for anon

haikyuu: i match you with . . .

tetsurō kuroo !!

• i'm convinced you'd go great with Kuroo, and that you're exactly his type! relaxed and quiet yet fun, you'd catch his attention quickly.

• he adores your analytical, nerdy side but also your funny and free-spirited personality. definetly the type to playfully make fun of you for those traits to express his affection tho (until you point out he's just as much of a geek himself)

• being Kenma's friend, he has no problem getting you out of your head and laying out the facts. he'll help you focus on smaller goals to keep you from burning out. taking breaks is obligatory and if he's not there himself you guys will have video chats to take your mind off work. his dedication knows no bounds, trust me.

• boy is super vigilant about your health but not in an annoying naggy way. he sends you reminers to drink water and have a meal because he doesn't want his dearest person hurting herself (｡╯︵╰｡)

• you guys met at a debate competition. Kuroo didn't really want to be there but he was recruited by his peers to fill in for another person from the debate club who couldn't make it. he's always this kind, right?

• funny thing is that you never had an "official" debate but instead one in the corridor of the building the competition was held in. you were trying desperately to get a drink stuck in the vending machine when Kuroo came to your rescue.

• he taught you a useful hack how to get those things free but also teased you about not asking for help sooner you know he had to

• you ended up arguing over whether or not it was okay to ask strangers for help. it was dumb and far from any structured debate, but it was fun! Kuroo really had a bast seeing you switch from your polite ways to excitable chatter during your conversation and knew immediately he liked you.

• so, you exchanged numbers and social media before parting ways. getting together as an official couple no doubt took a while but that only resulted in a relationship that was all the more sound and comfortable for the both of you (*´▽`*)

• if anyone plans to take advantage of your politeness, Kuroo will just stare at them over your shoulder with that smile of his. i assure you no one is going to take advantage of you on his watch! "hmm? what was that you were about to say? let us hear it."

• you playfully tease each other on daily basis, light-hearted banter and snarky remarks, but by god when he tries to be the slightest bit more romantic you completely miss the point. rip Kuroo he's taken it as a challenge to make you flustered and will stop at nothing.

• you guys would have so much fun debating over everything from philosophy to ridiculous opinions such as whether cheese goes before or after the ham on a sandwich.

• gets all smug when you start being more talkative with him because you're showing a special side to yourself, hehe.

• has the s o f t e s t smile on his face when he listens to you talk !! like, resting his chin on his palm and leaning in, hanging on your each and every word while thinking how precious you are ♡︎

• can't forget about all the cursed memes you send each other in the middle of the night! not mention how you have entire conversations in them??

• it's completely all right if you don't have advice to give. when Kuroo's feeling down you being there is all be needs ♡︎ your presence alone is enough to remind him everything is going to be okay.

• !! sharing earbuds during bus, car and train rides !! change my mind. he especially likes it if you rest your head on his shoulder all the while, it makes him feel happy that you trust him so much. plus the fluffy intimacy.

• once he tried doing the same to you but he's kinda heavy so eventually you had to tell him to lift it. but in exchange, you let him lay his head on your lap. he actually prefers it that way now.

• such an overly dramatic couple honestly. if one of you starts acting dramatic, the other will jump the bandwagon no questions asked. yeah . . . your friends don't third-wheel on your dates much . . .

• your dates include shopping for fashion (imagine trying to style his hair to fit with the rest of his outfit but the last second it just goes poof), aimless "we'll figure out a date on the way there" drives, trying out funky science experiments from youtube, donating blood, pillow fort parties and childhood movie nights ♡︎

♫︎ music box

— Yellow by Coldplay

— Nicholas Sparks by Kinda Collective

— Sweet Talk by Saint Motel

— Backyard Boy by Claire Rosinkranz

— Dance, baby! by Pablo

𑁍 jewellery box

— favourite memory with you

afrer a big volleyball game victory Kuroo had decided to cofess to you. it was the perfect opportunity, he was feeling the most confident and ready. so, after the celebration with his teammates he invited you over to his place where you'd get some peace and quiet. however, before he got to say what he'd been agonising over for months now, you asked to play a song for him. you had written it yourself, especially for him, for this victory and your own confession! boy was absolutely shooketh but all the more smitten. he almost cried you were so perfect shh it was you both laughed as he said his confession right after ♡︎

— favourite activity to do together

i said it before and i'm gonna say it again: Kuroo loves playfully bantering with you. your wit never ceases to surprise him but it also gives him an excuse to throw an arm around your shoulder and get even closer to you ♡︎ as for actual activities i wanna say simply hanging out with you is more than enough for Kuroo because it's then when you're the most relaxed. it also leaves room for more spontaneous dates, your adventures are always new and exciting!

— favourite place to kiss you

Kuroo is a tease and will kiss you anywhere but the lips (or any other place you want him to). he loves giving you kisses but in most situations you might think he lives to see your pout or glare as he takes his time. in the end though, his kisses are the sweetest, meant only for you. in conclusion, i think his preferences very much shift according to yours.

— favourite nicknames to call you by

okay i know 'kitten' is very popular in the fandom, and i think since you like cats he enjoys calling you by it. but the nicknames he likes calling you by the most are usually in foreign languages, like 'chica' 'ma cherie' etc. if you like nicknames then do i have good news for you because cheesy ones as 'hunny bun' and 'boo' are also on his list!

— favourite thing about you

your sense of humour, among other things, is something Kuroo finds endearing about you! it's very similar to his own so he thinks of it as something that connects the two of you. also, the fact that you're in touch with your emotions is precious in his eyes. it's not common these days so you're a special treasure to him ♡︎

♡︎ runner up: Rintaro Suna

hihi! here i am doing requests hahahahaa . . . right. no excuses. i am terribly sorry for the wait so i'm trying to improve the quality of these in an attempt to make-up for the mega long wait. i sincerely hope you see and loke this!! stay safe and remember to be kind to yourself ♡︎

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wlwhc · 7 years

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Witches and Banshees Part 2

Requested by Anonymous.

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Warning: none?

Part I

(A/N): You guys requested this a lot so, I tried to write it while the idea was fresh. I didn’t have any plot so this is what my crazy mind thought it would be cool. Also, I haven’t watch Merlin in ages so I kind of create Morgana’s own history, it’s a bit Oc, sorry. Oh and I don’t know if it work but I tried to put the “read more” thingy but I’m on my phone so sorry if it didn’t work

——————————————————————————————————————————– “oh … that’s not good” Deaton’s smiled disappear after hearing you.

“what do you mean?” Scott asks, furrowing his eyebrow in concerned.

“Morgana is one of the most powerful witches that this earth had ever seen” Deaton explained. Lydia had to stop putting the cold piece of wet cloth on your forehead, the temperature of your body was coming back to normal. Stiles was still by your side and Scott was sitting at the end of the improvised bed.

This and a few others. You heard Morgana said with a proud tone

“great! so is mega super powerful, what’s up with that? now Y/N has that power, right? isn’t that good?” Stiles asks not understanding why it was a bad thing that you’re the most powerful witch now.

“well…she doesn’t have the best reputation…” Deaton said, her words were carefully measured, but his tone had a tiny bitter taste.

“again, what do you mean? can you explain better?” Stiles said, earning a glare from Lydia. But what can Stiles do? the boy is impatient to know the fate of his friend, who is going to watch star wars marathons with him?!, he already went through your funeral once, and he can’t take another one. Although he wasn’t the only one that got hit by your death.

“she’s evil, she tried to kill King’s Arthur and Merlin-” Deaton started explaining again, reading the big old book he had carried this whole time.

“wait, Merlin? like… Disney Merlin? the old men with the cone hat?” Stiles interrupts Deaton again, this time Lydia couldn’t help slap his head making you chuckled.

“he obviously talks about the real one you dumbass”

“she’s ruthless, any bad witch at this time can tell you how evil she was, and how hight they speak of her crimes against humanity-” Deaton said.

You could hear Morgana huffing at this.

“she is not like that” You said, making Deaton frown. Scott could smell the anger coming off you.

“how do you know?” Scott asks softly

“I just…she doesn’t seem like that, I’m a witch too, I can see when someone’s corrupted by dark magic, you know that, her light is pure light, brighter than anything I have ever seen, she’s the only one with a white soul in that shitty place…how can that be evil?” You said, is if the words had always been stuck in your chest.

You had always been so protective of me . Morgana said, her tone bittersweet, you could feel her hand on your shoulder for a brief moment and if you close your eyes you could see her smiling sadly at you. But why?

“hmm…you seem very fond of her” Deaton said when he saw you frowning after you closed your eyes a bit.

“I’m alive thanks to her…it’s the least I can do” You said. Lydia had been watching you, your face was no longer pale, you were finally getting better, but her heart was still shaking with worry, this Morgana person doesn’t seem to be good news.

“I don’t think that’s the reason why you defend her” You scoff at Deaton’s words, but signaled him to keep talking

“she gave you her power right? but in order to do that she had to combine her soul with yours, that’s how you got her powers” Deaton explained.

“they mixed up their souls?”

“that’s a way to put it stiles, yeah”

“so now, you can hear what she thinks, you know things she knows, you do hear her don’t you Y/N?” Deaton asks you sigh deeply, already tired of the whole situation.

Don’t worry, they’re just worried about you . You hear Morgana said.

“sometimes” You answered and Deaton nods.

“hmm…there’s still something I do not understand very well” He speaks after a little bit of silence, it seems like everyone was trapped in their own thoughts.

“yeah, why does she chose you? I don’t want to be mean but, in that place there’s a lot of witches right? maybe even a lot more powerful than you” Stiles said, earning a nod from Deaton.

“that’s true” Scott said

“well, she wants something from her or…maybe you were the only one that could hold such power” Deaton said, deep in thought.

“why is she different from the other witches? it’s like Stiles said, there’s a lot of powerful witches there, she couldn’t just pick the first one that knock at her door right?” Lydia said, squeezing your hand softly.

“The art of magic comes from even longer than humanity. The legend says that entities had teach us how to use and control magic. Magic is unpredictable , even for witches as powerful as Morgana. Magic as its own mind, a lot of covens had chosen magic to be their god-”

“okay so what?” Stiles interrupted Deaton once again, this time was Scott who punch his arm.

“shh let him explain!”

“why is everyone punching me!” Stiles said, making you chuckled. Your nerd friend sends you a smile.

“Magic is unpredictable, so we could never know what could happen exactly or if a spell will do what we think will do, anything could happen. With this being said, not all the rituals of combining soul have been successful” Deaton said.

“what happened to the failed ones?” Lydia asks

“their souls would evaporate, no other life, no reincarnation, no heaven , hell or purgatory, just …. the end. There’s only 2 successful rituals and are from a long time ago. Witches and Wizards had tried to learn more about this ritual but given the circumstances, they always end up dead, until a druid find out about the importance of lineage in this ritual” Deaton explained.

“so Y/N has to be related to this witch?” Scott asks.

“picture this, you guys know that in order to make a blood transfusion the donor has to have the same type of blood than the sick person, if not then your body will reject the blood. This is kind of the same, they have to have the same kind of magic and they have to be related in order for her to survive , or at least that’s the theorie on this book.” Deaton explained, making Stiles gasp.

“you’re her grand grand grand grand grand grand grand-” Lydia rolls her eyes at Stiles non-stopping words.

“Stiles we get it-” Scott said smiling.

“grand grand grand kid?!” Stiles stops to breathe

“those are not as much grand as it should be, Morgana comes from the dark age, when magic was forbidden a looooong time ago.” Deaton’s said.

The whole situation was pretty crazy, but you knew that she would have told you if you were her grandkid, well, that would explain why she’s so nice with you, but it’s also pretty weird because she doesn’t treat you as if you were her grandkid, more like a …friend.

“but she would have told me, like some star wars shit “I’m your very old grandmother” kind of shit” You said, making Stiles jump out of her seat with the stars wars reference.

“high five for Star Wars reference!” He said, raising his hand for you. After the high five Deaton’s speaks again.

“what did she said to you?” Deaton asks.

“well, I don’t remember much, but I would remember if she would have told me something like that” You said, this time sitting in the bed no matter how much Lydia and Stiles protests not to. Lydia’s hand was still holding yours and now that you were sit, her other hand was running up and down on your back in a soothing manner.

“hmm maybe she will try to talk to you through dreams, she is going to take the paper of mentor, she has to communicate with you, I can prepare some potions to make you remember your chats with her, and maybe a few for the pain on your attacks” Deaton said walking to the door, her precesence not being necessary anymore by seeing you okay.

“that would be useful, thank you ” Scott said, sighing at the end of his sentence. Her hand running down his face. First it was the problems with this new pack , and now this, being an alfa is hard work.

“now you have to rest” Lydia said, pushing you down to the bed so you can rest. You were not going to say no now that even Scott was sending you the “do what she says” look. After a few minutes of pure silence. They begin to discuss again.

“what we do now? she can’t go to school what if she has another episode?” Lydia said to Scott.

“yeah, it’s not safe plus is very hard to hide her dark eyes and dark…everything” Stiles says.

“the best is for you to stay at your house, I’ll stay with you” Lydia said with worry in her eyes, grabbing your hand once again.

“I had been taking care of myself all this time, I can still do it-” You begin saying but they wasn’t listening to you anymore.

“we will take turns” Scott said, liking the idea.

“yeah! we will take turns, I’ll go after Lydia” Stiles said.

“then I’ll go after Stiles, and I’m pretty sure Malia will want to help-”

“Derek likes you he’s probably going to help too-” Stiles said now, adding another person to bother.

“oh and Liam said that he wanted to watch some movies with you so we also have his help-” Scott add another one, great.

“that’s too many people” You said, you already despite the idea of being treated like a baby, much worse bothering the whole pack.

“yeah, let’s just keep it with the tree of us and if you guys can’t do it I’ll take the turn” Lydia said once she saw your distress. You already were an introvert person that didn’t like much the idea of being surrounded by people, so the best for you was just having one person helping you, and that person had to be her.

“are you sure? Malia could also help-” Scott tried to say but Lyda stops him.

“we need someone that takes care of Y/N, not eat her or the delivery man-” Lydia said, remembering that time Malia almost bites the delivery boy after he had tried to flirt with her and refuse to give her the pizza.

“I already apologized for it!” Malia said standing at the door with a few pizza boxes on her hand.

“Hey Malia” You said smiling at her. She rushes to you and hugs you, earning a “be careful” from Lydia.

“you look like shit” She says after the hug, making you chuckled.

“Malia!” Stiles exclaims.

“what? she looks like shit but hey! you’re alive” She saids happy to see her friend okay.

“she’s always so sweet” You joked.

“I bought you a few pizzas so you can feel better!” She said opening one of the boxes, the smell of the food making you feel sick again.

“I don’t think I can eat anything right now Mal, you can eat it” You said. Lydia looks at you with concern, she knows that you don’t have the best eating habits and sometimes even forget to do it , so there’s was a probability that you haven’t been eating well or at all. She made a mental note to force you to eat later.

“oh okay I’ll eat for you!” Malia said already biting a piece of pizza.

“I want some!” Stiles says, but Malia didn’t let him, they started fighting for the box.

“oh god are you two going to fight for a slice of pizza!?” You said laughing when Mal growls at Stiles and he does it too but sounds like a dying cat.

Meanwhile, Lydia was talking with Scott about you.

“ugh, and you want them to take care of Y/N? they couldn’t even take care of Liam when he had the flu” Lydia says, watching Mal trying to eat all the boxes of pizza so Stiels can have any.

“yeah you’re right, I’ll call Derek-” Scott said but Lydia send him a glare.

“no no, I can take care of her” She says, trying to sound casual, but Scott could hear how fast her heart was beating, he had noticed for a long time now. He smiles at her.

“Lydia I know you care about her but-” He starts saying but Lydia stops him again.

“but what? you spend most of the time with Malia or the new pack, Stiles is always with you, I’m the only one that had actually care about her, I’ll keep her safe, if I need anything I’ll call you” She says with pleading eyes. She was right though, everyone seem to be busy, and she was the only one available…she also wanted to spend more time with you and make sure you don’t die again but you don’t know that.

“…okay, fine, but promise me you will call” Scott said putting his hand on her shoulder.

“don’t worry , I’ll make sure she’s okay” ——————————————————————————————————————————– After Lydia has shove 2 plates of food at your face, it was time for you to rest. She had been all the time by your side, making sure you were okay. After this you thought it was impossible for your crush on her to increase its level, but now, now everytime she looks at you or talks with you can see the hearts flying around you and those stupid butterflies having a party in your stomach. And now she’s here helping you with everything and being so sweet with you , you can help but melt.

“okay, everything is settled! all you have to do now is close those beautiful eyes of yours and sleep” She said once you had your pajamas on. She had currently made you sleep on her house so she can keep an eye on you, plus your house scares her a little bit at night, so here you are now, on her room with her pink pajamas on.

“thank you Lyds, even though this is completely unnecessary-” You said, you had fight against the idea of sleeping on her bed , but she insisted and also threatens you to try to sleep on the floor, and after she tried to scream you ran to the her bed.

“oh hush…I care about you, I’m just trying to help” She said laying down to the bed next to you. Her words making you blush, she cares about you. You could feel Morgana glaring at her.

“…I care about you too” You said, hiding your face with the blankets. Lydia smile softly at this. Thank god her bed is big so you can be as far away from her as posible, you’re sure than the close proximity would probably cause you a heart attack.

“..good” She said, still smiling softly at you.

“good” You repeat, both of you staring at each other not wanting to close your eyes yet. But after a few minutes of silence, Lydia’s voice could be heard.

“sweet dreams” Lydia said, turning around so you would be facing her back, you do the same so both of neither of you would be facing each other.

“night Lyds” You said. Determined to end the day you close your eyes, and right in the moment when you could feel yourself falling asleep, Lydia sneak her arms to your waist, holding you tight, making it impossible for you to stay awake much longer.

———————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— You didn’t know how but you’re walking through a forest, trees and orange leave could be seen everywhere. A voice in your head was telling you to run , but you weren’t scared, you were kind of happy.

“how can you be so slow!” That voice, Morgana.

She appear behind a few trees running around, her hair was a mess but it somehow suit her perfectly, her eyes were brighter than ever, her dark clothes making her stand out a lot from the orange and brown colors. You ran to her, smiling like an idiot, moments like this could be count with a single hand. She has been busy doing gods know what, there was almost no time for you. She hated that, truth be told, her main goal is keep you safe. Sometimes you wouldn’t even bother for her absence, her heart is turning black with each day that passed, and you don’t seem to be of any help. Sometimes she won’t even allowed you to see her, she just doesn’t seem to love you anymore , and that…that’s destroying you. Morgana is slowly ditching your grave without even noticing it.

“Morgana for the love of-Stop running! have you gone mad!?” Her smile was starting to make you dizzy, the hope of her dark heart being all soft for you was always jumping around your mind, but it never seem to be true, you didn’t trust her anymore and still here you are, running around, forgetting about the battle that was happening a few miles away, in your mind not even death seems to be a problem if she’s besides you, she’s all you need..but are you all she needs? the answer is no, and it will always be.

Morgana stops running to look at your sad figure. She frowns, like if she could hear the thousands voices shouting your insecurities in your head. She walks to you, this time with a smirk on her face, her hands found their way to your waist, getting close to her.

“I’m mad in love~” She shouts, smiling at you at the end. That smile, god you missed that smile, a smile that didn’t hold venom behind it or a threat.

“oh hush! If any of your guards hears you-” The guards weren’t a problem, they were scared of her after all, it was the pain in your chest that was bothering you, your bleeding heart was to tired of hearing lies coming out of her mouth. Morgana sighs at your words.

“they won’t do anything, because I’ll kill them” She says, not a single of importance on the gravity of her word, but you were used to this. You have to, otherwise, you wouldn’t be able to be with her at all.

“and that my dear, is far from being romantic” You joked, trying to at least enjoy this seconds with her, pushing away your dark thoughts. She smiles at you.

“oh I can be romantic but you have to me more polite love” she says playfully

“oh dear Morgana, Queen and Ruler of my heart…would you oh so kindly be a little” You said, getting a little bit closer to her, enough for her to feel your warmth

“tiny” You got a little more closer, this time Morgana’s hand fly to your face, her smirk growing with each word you say.

“bit..more romantic with me” You end up just a few centimetres away from her lips, her smile bigger than you have ever seen

“I don’t see why I should torture you any longer” She mumbles before kissing you. For your surprise, she does not crash your lips against yours with the normal ferocity she is used to use, this time her lips are caressing yours, slowly but surely devouring you, her tongue shyly asking for permission to steal the last straw of sanity you had left, it had passed just a few seconds but it felt like hours, your heart was jumping out of your chest, your hands shaking slightly with excitement. This whole time by her side and you’re still crumbling into her arms like the first time. You were in pure bliss, but like I said, moments like this could be count with a single hand, and they didn’t last long.

“Lady Morgana-Oh I-I apologies I-I-” One of her guards was standing a few meter away from you and Morgana, his eyes wide open like an owl, he didn’t seem to stop stammering, for a moment you had forgotten about how much fear your beloved could spread. She backs away from you , already rushing to the guard, eyes burning with that reddish gold that make your bones tremble.

“ugh why are they always ruining my moments with my beloved!” She says, her voice sending shiver down your spine.

“Lady Morgana-” The guard says, already fearing the worst.

“save it! I’m going to cut your head off!” Morgana take a step ahead, raising her hands, she is going to kill him, and even thought you knew your words will go with the wind, you had to try to stop her.

“Morgana” You said, hugging her from behind, holding her for dear life, well not your life, the guard’s life. “stop…please” You words seem to make her body stiff like an oak, she slowly walks away, with your arms still holding her tight. She sighs and looks at the guard.

“you’re going to forget what you just saw, or I’m going to rip your eyes out” She says grabbing your hands, interlocking her fingers with yours, her breathing becoming calm again.

“Y-yes my lady, I’ll go now” the guard ran away as fast as he could, leaving you and Morgana alone once again.

“I thought we would lose another guard today” You joked, not actually believing that she had stop. You weren’t sure if your pleads had made their way to her cold heart …or maybe she just wasn’t in the mood to kill somebody today.

“well…you did ask nicely my dear” She says, turning around, holding your arms around her figure , making sure that you keep them there. She looks at you with a unreadable gaze, anything could be happening inside her mind, but by the way her eyes were shining with ghostly tears, it couldn’t be good.

“what?” You asked, waiting for her to tell you what was wrong, but it seem to only aggravate the situation, the damn tears were trying to storm off her eyes but she remain strong, not letting them show you how much she was suffering.

“you already found someone else, it’s has been so long I know but…I always thought you would wait for me no matter what…I guess I deserve this, I didn’t treated you right my love…it’s all my fault” She said, her voice weak , breaking in a few words, making your heart cry out in pain. You didn’t understood what she meant but her words were dripping with sincerity.

“what are you talking about? You haven’t lost me I’m right here” You say, holding even tighter. Morgana chuckles, the tears in her eyes disappearing as if they were an hallucination of yours.

“ignore my nonsenses just…kiss me?…please?” She says, and with your heart wanting nothing more but giving her some comfort, you crawl again to her cold arms, not caring about anything else but her. But right when your lips were going to kiss her’s, a voice called your name in the distance.

“Y/N!”

“did you heard that?” You say, the voice sounding really familiar. Morgana sighs at this, a sad gaze taking over her face.

“Y/N please wake up!”

“seriously did you heard that?” You say again , this time looking around you, looking for the familiar voice, your head starting to feel fuzzy and your lungs losing control. Fear was starting to take over you. You step back from Morgana , breathing uneven and hands sweating.

“it’s nothing Y/N, ignore it” Morgana said, herself becoming worried, her calm persona changing to an exasperated one. She tried to get a hold of your hands but you only back away further.

“Y/N please wake up!”

“no wait-ugh my head” You head felt like it was going to explode, the pain was too much for you to bear, you cry out in pain and Morgana rushes to aid you. She holds you in her arms, but she didn’t seem scared or worried anymore, she looks sad, the tears that she tried to hide before were now spilling non-stop.

“come here” She says, making you on her lap, her hands on your head making the pain ease a little, but not enough to help you. Then the words you weren’t expected for her to say could be heard.

“shh…you’ll wake up soon” She says, and with that everything went black. ——————————————————————————————————————————– It was already noon, Lydia had let you sleep more because she thought you need it. Right when she went to wake you up, she saw your trembling figure, sweat covering you skin and a thin trail of blood running down your nose. She panic, doing everything to wake you up but nothing seem to work.

“Y/N come on! wake up!” She was starting to considering calling Scott but right when she grabbed her phone, you jumped out of the bed.

“holy sh-” You grabbed your head, the pain had disappear…but so did Morgana. Lydia rushes to you, being careful to give you space but the urge of hugging you was winning.

“hey hey, it’s okay, it was just a dream-Y/N it’s okay you’re safe” She can’t help but tried to hold you in her arms, and you let her. She embraces you in a hug, caressing your hair, not caring how sweaty you were.

“oh god, Lydia” You mumbled, your breathing calming down a little bit. Lydia’s soft reassuring words had help you calm down.

“what’s wrong Y/N? what did you dream?” She asked you softly , she felt as if she was walking on broken glass, she didn’t want to distress you further.

“Lydia I don’t think I’m her granddaughter” You said, stepping out of her embrace, you walk away, searching for your clothes , Deatons needs to know this, more specifically, Deaton needs to answer some questions.

“what? what do you mean?” Lydia asks, watching worried as you search for your clothes.

“I think…I think I was with her” You said , not seeing your clothes anywhere.

“with her? as in the same place or like..?” Lydia stops you , putting her hands on your shoulder so you could look at her.

“I think I am her girlfriend” You said, looking at her with wide eyes. Lydia does not other thing but frown at this, she looks upset.

“okay even if that’s true, you were her girlfriend, okay? were… she’s dead remember?” She said, putting an emphasis in a few words. She’s right though, Morgana is dead, why does that make you feel so bad?

“…yeah…right” You said sighing deeply, returning to look for your clothes.

“you look sad, why do you look sad? isn’t she evil?” She said, her voice raising a few tones, okay now you’re sure she’s pissed, probably for the whole mess you’re making by searching for your clothes. Lydia walks away from the room and returns with your clothes.

“I wash them silly” She said throwing them at your face.

“I need to see Deaton” You said signing her for turn around. You quickly change your clothes.

“I’ll go with you” Lydia said once she saw you walk away from her room.

“okay, hurry let’s go”

Deaton has to know anything about Morgana having a beloved one. And as much as you wish this is not real, it is. Morgana hasn’t said a word since you woke up , but she probably already knows that…you miss her

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