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[destiel-wings]

Okay, this is probably something people ask a lot, but I'd like to hear your opinion on this: When do you think Cas started realising that his feelings for Dean run deeper than friendship?

(For the spn analysis ask game)

Ugh, good one.

I haven't rewatched the show ever since i finished it and saw the confession so i haven't rewatched it knowing Castiel had to know at some point, and my opinion is just in retrospect.

That said, Cas always cared about Dean the most. He was well aware of their shared "more profound bond", but by being an angel (and in general, by being Castiel) I don't think he had the instruments to decode what that meant. It took him years to understand humans and their emotions, and for that I'm inclined to think that he began realizing the true nature of his feelings somewhere when he became human in season 9 (which is even more heartbreaking to think about, because the first thing Dean does there is kick him out of the bunker, so imagine what that must feel like as that realization creeps in).

I should rewatch the show to check his reactions around Dean next time, to see if i notice changes and when (if anyone has already done this, please share your thoughts!), but if i were to guess, I don't think we'd notice much difference. For as much as Misha likes to tell us that he didn't play Cas as in love with Dean until the final season (biggest lie ever told to humans) the truth is Cas looked like he was (unawarely) in love with Dean ever since the beginning, so i think the acting might somehow back up any moment we deem possible in the show.

Anyway, I'm sure Cas already knew in season 14, he had long known when he took the deal.

Also, the pained look he gives Dean in the Impala at the end of season 11, when Dean tells him "You're our brother, Cas, I want you to know that" is absolutely telling. He looks like he's about to jump out of the moving car. So he had to know by then too.

I also like to think that when Lucifer possessed Cas in season 11, he knew about Cas' feelings for Dean, and he used those to remain undetected (see: when he distracted Dean by not wearing the trenchcoat and showing Cas' arms). I'll admit that move was more about Dean's feelings for Cas than the contrary, but I can't help but think that Cas knew then, in some capacity.

He definitely knew when he said "I love you, I love all of you" in season 12 though, and I don't think it was a sudden realization then, but he had known for a while.

So in conclusion, we should check his behavior from season 9 to 11, because I'm pretty inclined to think realization occurred somewhere in there.

Thank you for asking! 💕

[dreampencil]

REVERENCE Pencil & acrylic paint, finished digitally. Big thanks to @naughtystiel for collaborating on this artwork too :) Artwork inspired by @thefriendlypigeon's giant Castiel series. Taglist...please ask to be added or removed :)

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[diminuel]

Doodle of Cas reading.

Prompt by @beregond35

(It looks weird but I'll just have to accept that warm up doodles don't have to look great >w<;)

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[dreampencil]

I'll watch over you. Pencil in moleskine.

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[dreampencil]

Waiting for paint to dry...so here is Dean silenced by the Empty. Mars lumograph black + watercolour. To be added or removed from tag list, please let me know :)

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[dreampencil]

Day 6 – Profound Bond

For @sailorsallyart's Destiel Pride Month

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[dreampencil]

'Still Beautiful, Still Dean Winchester.'

Pencil drawing of Dean Winchester in moleskine sketchbook – 1/24 Print available here.

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[dreampencil]

Taking a break from my commission with a Destiel pencil sketch :) Taglist, please ask to be added or removed :)

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[dreampencil]

Hope is the thing with feathers, That perches in the soul, And sings the tune without the words, And never stops at all

Emily Dickinson

This started as a Captain/Lt Novak/Castiel practice drawing, and kinda ended up as a finished artwork!

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[dreampencil]

"Feels like I'm losing you..."

Experimenting with pencil & acrylic paint on toned paper, finished with a few digi brushes.

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[dreampencil]

S2 Dean commission for Tedra over on X.

Pencil & acrylic on moleskine paper. Prints available here (permission was given by the commissioner)

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[dreampencil]

Castiel smiting a demon. Pencil, charcoal, & ink on watercolour paper. Commission for @lord-of-the-bagpipes :)

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[dreampencil]

'Brunssum' Artwork inspired by the photograph mentioned in 'At Ease', part of the epic Ninety-One Whiskey by Komodobits. I'm a bit obsessed...

Pencil and acrylic paint on moleskine paper, finished with some digi brushes. Thanks naughtystiel and sanndh :)

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[dreampencil]

"I'll wait here then..."

Quickie lil' Castiel sketch to see out 2023.

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[dreampencil]

Sketchbook Dean again – he would like Cas back for Christmas please... Taglist…please ask to be added or removed :)

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