#@sparklingbinjuice

[ex0rin]

It's not power. It's punishment. You don't deserve none of it.

Hughie begging Butcher | The Boys S03E04

[druckkugelschreiber]

9 People You'd Like To Get to Know Better

this is so funny, I saw this going around again and was like 'oh god now someone is going to tag me in this and I'll have to answer questions'. This isn't a complaint by the way, just thought it was funny

Anyway, got tagged by @sparklingbinjuice thank you!

3 ships: SkyeWard (Skye/ Daisy Johnson x Grant Ward), Elijah Mikaelson x Hayley and Clexa (Clarke x Lexa)

First ship: SkyeWard (I'm so obessed with them)

Last song: Nothing's New by Rio Romeo

Last film: The Old Guard (yes, again, I have nothing to say in my defence)

Currently reading: Percy Jackson- The son of neptune

Currently craving: McDonalds? If we're talking food that is

Fav color: blue!

Relationship status: chronically and happily single

Last thing googled: The lyrics for the Nothing's New

Current obsessions: I'm still pretty obsessed with Charlize Theron, the old guard/ Andy and of course Cipher, so really nothings new there

No pressure tagging: @honeybreadbee @kisses-quitefrenchthat @goldheartedsky @deedeemactir @mxanigel @mxfionamae

[5ummit]

HTP Fic Recs: Hidden Gems

Have you, like me, devoured everything in the Hydra Trash Party AO3 tag and are desperate for more? Well you may be in luck.

In honor of CATWS's 10th anniversary I’ve decided, yet again, to make a new rec list so that these gems don't get buried in my overwhelmingly extensive original rec list. This list features HTP and HTP-adjacent fics that are NOT tagged as HTP (either because the author didn't know the label existed or didn't believe it applied to their fic), making them particularly hard to find, and I think, deserving of more attention.

Many of these fics don’t have much, if any, explicit noncon, but noncon is often implied or referenced and they’re all rife with other types of dehumanization and abuse so the usual HTP warnings still apply. Read tags carefully etc.

The Making of the Winter Soldier [series] by CluckU & Mumble_Bee Relationship: Hydra Agents/WS, Zola/WS Words: 13,700

There are a small, precious collection of things he knows for certain each time he wakes in his chair: He is a weapon. A soldier. An asset. He is being molded into the Fist of Hydra. He must prove himself. Failure is not an option.

Muscle Memory by sparklingbinjuice Relationship: Rumlow & Bucky Words: 4500

It had taken five minutes of fumbling but he had eventually picked the lock. The soldier wouldn’t be back for hours. Coordinates provided by the remaining, somewhat rudimentary, tracking device installed in the titanium arm indicated that he wandered the streets on weekends – watching people, visiting libraries and museums, feeding the birds. It was all so horribly human.

Reconquer, regain, recover by werebird Relationship: Hydra Agents/WS (past) Words: 2300

Hydra had known his body better than he himself ever could. They had taken it, reshaped it, reprogrammed it. They had birthed the Winter Soldier although they had never given him life.

Taming Winter by Runlights Relationship: Rumlow & WS, Steve & Bucky Words: 91,000 Notes: terrifying bloodthirsty WS

Regardless of the intravenous set pumping warming fluids into those veins, regardless of the fact that a moment ago, the guy looked on the verge of death, the Winter Soldier was out of the chair and in front of him with two steps that happened so quickly he didn’t even have time to do more than inhale. He froze as he felt the press of his own combat knife against his throat, the bite of the blade causing blood to well and slip down his throat. This was the point where he suspected people felt fear, especially staring into those unfocused cold eyes. He only felt a twisted fascination.

The Soldier’s Kittens by exclamation Relationship: Sam & Bucky, Steve & Bucky Words: 11,300 Notes: animal abuse/death

"Sam's a really good guy," Steve said. "I think you'd like him if you spent more time with him." Bucky said nothing. He would not show any interest in Sam, just as he had not shown any interest when Steve had taken him to the animal shelter to try and get him to interact with the dogs there. He knew this trap and he wouldn't fall into it twice.

Flinching by Exorin Relationship: Steve/Bucky Words: 570

It might finally break what's left of him if Steve knew the way he's had to dig his nails into his palms hard enough to draw blood just to shape his breath into the sound of a moan.

I'm comin' up only to hold you under by anonymous Relationship: Hydra Agents/Bucky, Steve/Bucky (past) Words: 2100

They drag him out of his cell by his hair and toss him into a room full of identical guards. He lands hard on his knees, the force of the impact stuttering up his weak, tired body, and he glares up and them with all the hatred he can gather. He feels off-balance, like he does whenever he tries to carry himself now—the stump of his missing arm has a phantom weight he can't get used to, won't get used to.

Context is Everything by thedevilchicken Relationship: Hannibal/Bucky Words: 2600

"I don't understand," Bucky replied. "Recontextualize?" "Your memories of HYDRA seem…distant," Hannibal said. "The way you speak about them is as if they happened to someone else. In order to process your trauma, you must understand that they happened to you."

Never Letting the Blood Dry by BarrenPines Relationship: Rumlow & WS, Steve & Bucky Words: 2500 Notes: whipping

After the mission, there were pats on the back, expressions of congratulations and thanks, and a dozen other little niceties that made his skin crawl. He’d gotten lucky, that’s all. And he’d also defied orders, departed from his assigned task. Praise wasn’t what he deserved.

[killsandthrills]

to the mutuals i talk to all the time to the ones i hardly talk to at all, you're what makes this whole tumblr experience worth it & frankly, i just love saying that i have friends all over the world (even though you're mostly just randoms who decided to follow my mess of a blog... whatever i don't care, y'all are my friends!)

happy new year!

@lighttailoring @captawesomesauce @katekanemybeloved @jake-and-amy-are-married @therebelcaptain @laz-laz-ace-pilot @hegodamask @calkestis @kaleidoscopegirl @sparklingbinjuice @seleneisrising @olympain @pogues @ex0rin @blackstarising @starlady66 @trinuviel @liminal-zone @jyndor @swan-orpheus @elizabethmulder @topherfoxtrot @captainpikeachu @elizabethcrumb @vidduality

[the-ravening]

5 Favourite Characters Poll (Tag Game)

Thank you @ex0rin and @sparklingbinjuice for tagging me!

Rules: make a poll with five of your all time favourite characters and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone’s favourite.

Apparently I have a lot of caveats about which versions of these characters are my faves, but here you go.

tagging: @violenciorp, @thepiper0fhameln, @zsparz, @six-demon-bag, @hiddenxplaces-blog

[magdalyna]

tagged by @sparklingbinjuice

rules: put the "on repeat playlist" on shuffle and share the top ten results, then tag ten people to do the same! Thank you for the tag!

Alpha Zulu by Phoenix

Foundations of Decay by My Chemical Romance

Monsters by All Time Low ft Blackbear

The Last Of The Real Ones by Fall Out Boy

Lane Boy by 21 Pilots

Happy Face by Jagwar Twin

Synchronize by Milky Chance

I Feel Like I'm Drowning by Two Feet

Bones by Imagine Dragons

Boy Division by My Chemical Romance

Tagging: @fans-on-the-run @waxjism @stele3 @idyllspace @laughingfishandr @andromeda-reinvented @dreamfaerye @dirtydirtychai @this-onegoes @sinsensory

[sparklingbinjuice]

i finished a Thing for the first time in over a year! wahoo

[winterbonesthings]

rules: list your top ten favourite comfort flicks.

Tagged by: @ex0rin

Tag games are fun! Let's see. In the order they occurred to me -

1. Heathers (1988)

2. Stargate

3. The Covenant (2006)

4. Legally Blonde

5. Chicago (2002)

6. Saw

7. The Hunger Games

8. Overlord (2018)

9. Hellraiser

10. Evil dead (2013)

Tagging @druckkugelschreiber @zsparz @sparklingbinjuice @possumwoodpie @fuddlewuddle and anyone else who wants to play

[mikazure]

9 People You'd Like To Get to Know Better

tagged by @sparklingbinjuice <3

3 ships: all Marc/Steve/Jake and Khonshu combinations, Bushman x Marc

First ship: Chase Young x Jack Spicer

Last song: dominic fike - baby doll

Last film: When Evil Lurks

Currently reading: "Angels Before Man" Rafael Nicolas (and many fics lol)

Currently craving: strawberry cheesecake

Fav color: blue, red, purple

Relationship status: single ;w;

Last thing googled: "anticipation synonyms" classic writer google history

Current obsessions: still Moon Knight, and tattoos

no pressure tags: @stephendorff, @haliaz, anyone who wants

[breadtheft1796]

thanks for tagging me @the-ravening

this was difficult because i have hundreds of songs i actually listen to. i love music so much. i just went for ones i've caught myself moving to the top of the queue a lot recently.

hozier - swan upon leda

deftones - passanger

t.a.t.u - all the things she said

bette midler version - g-d help the outcasts

eaeon ft. rm - don't

no pressure (and sorry if you've already been tagged): @sparklingbinjuice @themarysuep @mx-zemo @emptymidnight @milarca

[buckysbaron]

~My year in review ~

I posted 956 times in 2022

5 posts created (1%)

951 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@sparklingbinjuice

@prongcollar

@vindesyn

@bubbarnes

@buckysbarnes

I tagged 934 of my posts in 2022

Only 2% of my posts had no tags

#gifs - 221 posts

#art - 189 posts

#tws - 159 posts

#bucky - 154 posts

#zemo - 115 posts

#daniel brühl - 97 posts

#winterbaron - 89 posts

#sebastian stan - 84 posts

#bucky barnes - 71 posts

#fav - 64 posts

Longest Tag: 69 characters

#the fact that he was just drugged and is about to pass out 😙😙😙😙😙

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I did a major overhaul of my blog’s theme on desktop and I think it looks pretty good if I do say so myself >:3

4 notes - Posted November 30, 2022

#4

Posted chapter 17 of mine @flannelsaurus D/s winterbaron AU! here be exhibitionist smut...

5 notes - Posted January 8, 2022

#3

Tide Rising (Chapter 13!) ~ an explicit Winterbaron fic

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Hello again tumblr~ Yes, I come bearing more gifts on the same day, it's a miracle! Me and @flannelsaurus have another chapter for you, this time an update to our Winterbaron Push Verse fic! In her words "It may or may not be a huge, very thirsty and kinky sex scene. It definitely is." 😈 We hope you'll check it out~!

6 notes - Posted October 18, 2022

#2

Office Hours ~ a Winterbaron College AU fic

Tags: College/University, Student/Teacher, Age Difference, Top Bucky Barnes, Bottom Helmut Zemo, Dom/sub, BDSM [many more to come...]

Rating: Explicit

Summary: When a handsome student in Professor Barnes' class comes onto him, Bucky has a difficult time keeping it professional…

Helloooo tumblr! Me and @flannelsaurus are back with another fic - this time Professor Bucky and young Student Zemo 👀 We've posted 2 chapters (7600 words) so far out of maybe 15 or so... and are hoping to post frequently! Check it out if you're in the autumnal mood for a college AU~

8 notes - Posted October 18, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Well me and @flannelsaurus have posted the last chapter of our Winterbaron D/s fic More than a Push!!! :D This concludes part one of the series... but be on the lookout for part two, to start posting shortly! 😈

12 notes - Posted January 22, 2022

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[ex0rin]

presented without additional context:

[druckkugelschreiber]

in the moment tag game

Tagged by @mxanigel thanks for the tag bestie!

Current song: still obsessed with "Not yet titled" by emhahee

Currently watching: rewatching Bridgerton, first time watching Criminal Minds beyond borders, Good doctor and rewatching a bunch of Avengers movies (sorry couldn't narrow it down ^^)

Currently reading: this amazing TWD fanfiction (actually rereading but who's keeping track)

Currently obsessed with: Still all things Charlize Theron, especially Andy & Cipher

No pressure tagging @judithmactir @hawkeyes-chicklet @sparklingbinjuice and @winterbonesthings

[5ummit]

5 Favorite Characters Poll (Tag Game)

Rules: Make a poll with 5 of your all time favorite characters and then tag 5 people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite.

Tagged by @ex0rin and @sparklingbinjuice (challenge accepted 😘)

Before I started this list I figured Bucky would be the winner since that's what y'all are mostly here for (I assume), but I dunno, I'm now thinking my audience might just as easily go for the others so I'm interested to see how this pans out. It could end up being a pretty stiff competition.

Tagging: @liminal-zone, @the-dove-is-recuperating, @gunshou, @thepiper0fhameln, @mikazure

[killsandthrills]

i was tagged by @olympain to shuffle 5 songs on my spotify on repeat and for my followers to vote for their favorite 💚

tagging: @elizabethmulder @kaleidoscopegirl @swan-orpheus @captawesomesauce @rebeljyn

@therebelcaptain @sparklingbinjuice @liminal-zone

@lighttailoring @laz-laz-ace-pilot @blackstarising +whoever else wants to do this

[the-ravening]

Seven Sentence WIP Game

Thank you to @gunshou and @sparklingbinjuice for tagging me! 😘

I'm currently struggling with this chapter, so everyone please yell at me until I finish it, so I can post it tomorrow.

He was reminded of a day that seemed not all too long ago, when he had first felt the animal fear of seeing the Winter Soldier crawl towards him like a formidable stalking hunter—but now, as he watched his Soldier crawl away from him with a sinking, sickening feeling, the fear that punched through Helmut’s chest was no longer for himself. He could hear the hideous crunch of the glass as Soldat crawled through it, putting all his massive weight on the flesh of his palms, on the skin of his knees and shins. Helmut watched helplessly as a streaky trail of blood was dragged behind him, as he pushed the broken picture frame out of his way and closed the short distance to rest in front of Heinrich’s feet. “My son has made a mess of things, as usual,” Heinrich said, almost conversationally to the Soldier. “I’m afraid you’ll have to clean up after him.” Slowly, he raised a hand and dropped his wrist to point at his leather shoes. “With your tongue.”

No pressure tagging: @shadowslament, @unlikelymilliner, @thepiper0fhameln, @sokoviaaccordsarticle16, @zsparz, @buckysbaron, @irl-dogboy, and anyone else who wants to be forced to contemplate their WIP (for fun!)