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hellsbovnd-archive · 5 years

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what do you mean in order to be a novelist and make money off my writing i have to pay attention to my original ocs and not waste my days conceptualizing weirdly specific and probably contrived aus in which all of my ffxiv ocs meet

#ooc ( player speaking )#[ what do you mean i have to write instead of power levelling my crafters ?!?!? ]#[ i wish it was as easy to make irl money as it is to make video game money ]#[ it just hit me that the summers like over halfway over so imma be out of a job soon unless i get hired to the indoor pool ]#[ which is possible bc i feel like i do pretty good work and i always balance! buut i feel like its competitive ]#[ i wish i had stuck to art instead of specializing in writing ]#[ at its worst doing art made me miserable but at least people will pay for art ]#[ i got rid of my tablet like an idiot too so i cant even get back into it w/o dumping like ]#[ $100 on an apple pen (undesirable) or $250+ on a nice tablet i can hook to my computer (more desirable but also more expensive) ]#[ im just not feeling any of my story concepts i just dont feel like i actually have a story worth telling or a book worth writing ]#[ my ffxiv characters are 10000000x more interesting than my original ocs ]#[ i would much rather write about jan or leon or wren than samantha or cyrii or xauc ]#[ (the names make sense in context THEY MAKE SENSE IN CONTEXT ]#[ my setting is also piss-boring lmao but i dont have any resources to help me build the world i wanna create ]#[ i love ffxiv but im a fantasy disliker and a cyberpunk enjoyer. miss me with dragons and magic and hit me with like androids and shit ]#[ final fantasy as a franchise is actuallyyyyy the only fantasy media i enjoy to any significant degree tbh ]#[ i tend to stay away from it otherwise—i dont even reallyyyy play d&d.... i just wanna eat dice? ]

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