#[sad clown noises]

[andtheirmoonlight]

I'm So Sad Without My Best Friend

vs

I'm So Sad Without My Best Friend And I Will Fundamentally Change An Entire Society According To An Epic Plan That Took Me Years To Devise In The Epic Culmination Of My Entire Character Arc So That We Stop Being Sad And Are Never Apart Again

[zhouxiangs]

torn between not wanting to change my icon too often and needing joe's face everywhere </3

[m0thcl0wn]

[lake-lunvik]

[bunathebunny]

the eroticism of Zhongli piercing Xiao's ears but god nerfed me by giving me a fear of needles :')

[wrotelovelytears]

Some things I dislike about being Neurodivergent™ :

Hyper fixate on something just to eventually completely drop it because its ✨boring✨

Due to that hyper focusing- spending money... A lot on whatever it is just to regret it months or weeks later.

Getting extremely bored and literally feeling shitty because of it

Felling super productive then not having a will to move

Because I lucked out and got a Personality Disorder too🙄. When I get too bored, I feel ✨empty✨ on the inside with very great thoughts about myself

And due to the combo of the PD and ADHD, I have a tendency to not have healthy situations or behaviors

I'm really forgetful, then I remember and feel ✨guilty✨

When I don't wanna do something, I gotta get pushed... A lot..

AP Depression

AP Anxiety

Crying because... There's no reason I just start crying

Having your hypersensitivity being called moody or an attitude

Physical health issues not being taken seriously until I'm on deaths bed "suddenly"

The need to have audio (amd tactile) stimulation but controlled or I panic because what the fuck is that noise?

Constantly worry about how others see me

Again with the double whammy, ✨shifting personality✨ ✨shifting identities✨ ✨shifting ideas✨ in fact I pick up people's traits faster than the pandemic picks up new variants

✨Existing✨ not living

Without certain stimulates I'm drained more than usual and that makes me physically sicker

✨Insomnia✨

Social meter runs out faster than my patience for loud people

✨The police... as an existence✨

Having your dyslexia be confused with stupidity

Reading out loud in class

Getting called weird for my interests. Or worst not Black

Being quiet and getting told its an attitude or I'm being a sterotype

Exclaiming something "loud" and being told I'm yet again being a stereotype.

Being introverted and being assumed mean. (Bitch I'm scared of YOU if anything. Besides no need to talk of there's nothing important to say).

Having Autistic traits and being assumed that its just a personality quirk instead of Autism because.... Get this... I'm Black 👁👄👁

Being Black with all of this. I just don't get to talk about my experiences of being misdiagnosed, mistreated, and unheard. People literally can't understand Black people can be Neurodivergent and it causes a lot more hurt than folks wanna admit. That includes those who are ND and not Black, its just the getting spoken over or told your reactions to things (especially racism) are overblown. I barely see Black NDs talked about unless its in a negative light and trust and believe thats so harmful.

Then I happen to not be a man either so people really take joy in going ✨its just trauma✨ without realizing that in itself, is painful. It just tells me to be quiet and not make a fuss.

This a side note:

I hate the manic pixie dream girl stereotype. It came from Borderline Personality Disorder(which people talk down on), and got extended to Autism (and somewhat ADHD). As someone who has had actual manic episodes and been told "I can fix you". I promise you no sane person wants those problems nor wants to be sexualized due to the way they were born. Its weird and you weird if you think its cool.

[garglyswoof]

Anytime anyone stresses in a post to UNMUTE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD UNMUTE or otherwise vehemently requests me to listen to the audio, i am disappointed 90% of the time.

[andtheirmoonlight]

Vespula germanica, the European wasp, German wasp, or German yellowjacket, is a species of wasp found in much of the Northern Hemisphere, native to German bakeries that sell Spritzkuchen

[duskroots]

*logs into gw2* hmm... i don't really know what to do, i should maybe play another game for a change before i get burned out

*logs into any other game* this sucks so bad i wish i was playing gw2 rn

[colesterstrudel]

Anyways, my clownery continues. I’m out here finding a place for this man to move into and he’s talking about ASKING ANOTHER GIRL TO MOVE IN WITH HIM????????

[witchshork]

I too want a little dancing wizard frog tattoo but I'm too broke for Halloween flashs

[its-a-pain-having-a-name]

The lonely is hitting me like a load of bricks today

I want the spiral back

[clown-demon]

@theircurse asked:

The clown looks oddly downㅤ—ㅤso they're just going to offer their CREPE to him. Be grateful, this took a lot of effort to steal.

The clown slowly gazed over to the child that offered a crepe to him. Tears welled in his eyes and he slowly tries to blink them away. Gingerly, he takes the crepe. Giving a soft bow in return to the kind gesture.

"Thank you...." he muttered sadly. He appreciated the gestured... But honestly, he had no appetite what so ever.

[bunathebunny]

someone mentions how yanqing is a lonely person and i'm just nodding along like yesh so right because yanqing is a lonely person in that his life centers around one person - who btw is the one who brought him up, teaches him, is also his boss - and he does not have people who he is close with

like fu xuan is just another colleague, tingyun is that pretty sister he meets sometimes on the streets, yukong is also another colleague, bailu he probably knows - due to proximity - but is not close with and it does not seem like he knows about sushang or qingque

it is just a little thing but i'm always so happy that it's not just me who thought that yanqing is a lonely person

[worstlovesong]

I’m genuinely so sad

[andtheirmoonlight]