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dollyreverie · 4 months ago

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my dreams of being an internet micro-celebrity have been crushed so i'm restarting my tumblr ! (first blog post)

(divider by dollywons)

anyways, before i go on i have a teeny tiny warning: this blog post is gonna be longggg. i'm a natural yapper, especially over text, but i've also been working for like... 3 days on this post since i've been busy with school. also, if you see this under the theater/theatre related tags, that's bc under the cut i'm kinda talking about some play i saw~~ sorry!!!! also likes/reblogs appreciated, i loavvvvv internet attention

anyways, tiktok got banned, hence the title of this blogpost :(

i only had like... 3,000 followers though, not like it mattered. a third were my beloved mutuals! i'm kinda sad though because ever since i was young i had dreams of being a content creator. i don't really like the word "influencer" because i feel like if i called myself one i wouldn't really be down to earth... but maybe i'm not that down to earth anyways because i'm like, always in my own world.

i should introduce myself though, so hi!! i'm brianna, i'm currently a 9th grader/freshman in high school at the time of writing this. my parents are both vietnamese but i live in america, and if you can't tell by my blog... subtitle... thing...? tiktok might be getting banned. *might* be. i honestly don't really believe it, but i wanted to get into long-form content creation anyways... so yeah! i'm gonna write my heart out~~

anyways, i like j-fashion, which this blog should mostly be about. outfits inspired by my favorite japanese fashion subcultures like lolita and gyaru! i'm into super hyperfeminine and girly and frilly and ruffly and lace-y and over the top styles, so i guess obviously my favs would have to be sweet lolita and hime gyaru. although, i feel like the outfits i wear in real life kinda have a dollette color palette with a himekaji sihlouette... or maybe just himekaji. (more stuff under the cut)

on another note, i feel like that "shoujo girl" style that's trendy on tiktok right now is basically just himekaji with more detailing and has a cooler pink color palette and less brown... or like, maybe it's just kinda himekaji and dollette and kind of the details of ryousangata and hime gyaru? kinda? i dunnoooooo... i actually noticed some people don't like it at all but i thought it was pretty cute. i just think it's kinda too basic for my taste sometimes... my ego thrives on being different or something.

speaking of that, i might get a bit personal here. might talk about how i think i'm like super evil. even though i'm kinda not. but like, i feel like saying i'm not evil... makes me seem more evil? anyways, yeah. i'm like those shoujo antagonists that are super duper cute and like really popular and seems to be really kind. and then they're evil. (i don't know what i'm talking about)

here's a picture of me from today, too! anyways, about my day under the cut~! it's a load of fun but i've already talked a lottttt.

it's a three day weekend this week coz of mlk. grateful, but unfortunately i only get to see my friends for four days instead of five days at school... and i have more finals on top of that.

luckily though, my school's theater department has this big show going on so i got to see my friends! i went with a group of three other dudes... actually four, because another one of our friends showed up unexpectedly so he sat with us. i asked my friend (who i'll call poodle coz his hair reminds me of one) if he wanted to go with me (and my best friend), but then it turned out that poodle was going with his other friend... we decided to join up though coz the other friend knew us too so it wasn't gonna be awkward or anything! oh, actually... the poodle's sister actually went with us as well, with her friend. they were kinda separated from our group though.

ugh, i actually kinda feel bad for being closer friends with her brother over her though?! because it makes more sense for me to be closer with her because she's also a freshman, and a girl, but poodle is a junior...

anyways, my theatre department-- they've been working super hard! a guy in my choir said that his school days were like 14 hours long due to rehearsals. they put out this play called You Can't Take It with You and it was soooooo good. it was a single set, so the set was super intricate and detailed and all that good stuff. also, the costume design was so gorgeous?? i don't really have anything to compare it to, but i swear... i loved all of the costumes so much and our drama department at my highschool is so amazing! i've been doing a bunch of fun stuff with my friends and it makes me feel like i'm in like, a slice of life manga... i'd say a shoujo manga, but that feels kinda mean coz a lot of my close friends are dudes.

actually, this is my world and they are all living in it !!!!!!!!!!

i actually have a close friend that's a girl though, i'm not only friends with just guys. i've always been kind of an outcast but also like, kinda normal? it was worse when i was in middle school because i was ugly. then i started conforming in 8th grade and i got some shallow friendships. and then i started being myself again but i'm pretty... so it's like, socially acceptable. anyways, because of that, i just find it easier to be friends with guys because there's no expectation for me to be like them at all. they know i'm different than them, but like, i like the same stuff they like so they're ok with me i guess? i dunno how to explain it... i don't play many games but i find them interesting, so it's like-- okay to talk to me about persona, ultrakill, nso, ace attorney, stardew valley, terraria, and like, all that good stuff.

but my girl friend is into fashion like me, so we really bond!!!! we're both into choir, but like... i'm gonna cut it off here instead of going on more about my friends coz this is so long T_T hopefully i tagged correctly! i'll definitely talk more later~~

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