#{ Muse: AyameS }

[aparticularbandit]

I know we universally dislike how Danganronpa handled Chihiro and "he dresses like a girl because it makes him feel comfortable and less anxious but also he wants to become stronger so that he can shed his anxious feminine self and be a real man" but.

I had less of a problem than maybe I should have.

Because.

That's Ritsu's storyline in Fruits Basket (albeit with less murder). Ritsu dresses as a woman - full Hiyoko style get-up - because it makes him less anxious, because it calms him. His idea is that when he becomes more confident and sure of himself (and feels less like his existence is a blight on the entire world for which he must apologize (hi Mikan)), he will dress in suits and be more manly. In fact, the main character, Tohru, believes he is a woman until it's revealed otherwise, and this is seen as a deep point of shame.

However.

Fruits Basket also gives us Ayame Sohma, who overflows with the most confidence of anyone in the entire series, and who also. is a fashionista. Also occasionally wears women's clothing (a wedding dress, at one point, because his clothing store is to fulfill men's fantasies, and one of them is apparently wearing a wedding dress and getting married). Does not see a problem with stylizing his little brother's clothes as more feminine or putting him in a dress (despite said little brother very much not liking being mistaken for a woman or having people mention how feminine he looks).

Like.

Ayame aggressively does not care about your gender roles ever at any point in time.

And Fruits Basket tells us that this is the person Ritsu wants to emulate.

So like.

I should have a problem with how Danganronpa handled Chihiro.

But I'm also starting to wonder how common a plot point/trope this sort of thing is in Japanese media.

[per-oceanum]

Croc is the only muse I have who could have interacted with Cora at some point so therefore--

👉👈

[minteayoongimakesmewoozi]

been thinking about this for a couple days now, so... a lil bit of royalty!au teehee

Ayame said she was raised in a family of blacksmiths.

Who would know better?

Her hands and arms had been scarred, even before she became Shishou's apprentice. They thought it was from the forge.

They didn't know it was from archery practice.

She had an excellent sense of balance. From the forge, she would insist. From working the billows.

Wrong. It had been from horse-riding.

Her stitches were clumsy. Because she had never been well-practiced in her mother's teachings. Her mother had been a seamstress. At least her embroidery was passable.

No, her mother had never been a seamstress. Noble women never mended their own clothes.

Nobility was one way of referring to the Higichi family of Okutama. Kuge was another.

Hime was not simply a childhood nickname.

"Hime," Tanjirou whispered, eyes wide, "what are you doing here?"

Here, on Mount Kumotori.

Ayame furtively glanced around, but they were alone. Tomioka-san had long fled, and it was only herself, Tanjirou and Nezuko.

"It isn't Hime, it's Ayame," she said sharply. "I'm here as a Kisatsutai trainee, not as... and I gave up my succession. There are - there is no more Ayame-hime. Just Ayame."

She knew they had a strange upbringing. They were the same age, but they were never the same station. Tanjirou, as a guard. Ayame, as royalty.

But there was only one Higuchi and two Kamados left. And she had given up her succession, the same way Oniichan had done the same before her.

Hime was just a childhood nickname now.

Tanjirou paled. He clutched his oni sister close and choked back a sob. There was no more Higuchi family. Only Higuchi Ayame.

But that didn't make him any less her guard.

Tanjirou was not unfamiliar with a katana. With Breathing Styles, with Breath of Water, but not with a sword in hand.

But Tanjirou said he was raised in a charcoal burner's family. It wasn't a lie. His family had burned charcoal for Okutama.

They were not merely charcoal burners.

He had grown up with a sword in hand, and he had learned to swing it under his Otousan's tutelage. His father had been the guard to O-Junhiko-sama. Tanjirou was meant to be the guard for O-Akihiko-sama. Then, O-Ayame-hime.

No, just Ayame now.

There was no Higuchi family.

But there was the Kamado family, however small.

He didn't know if Urokodaki-san had figured out he was familiar with a katana. He already knew how to do basic strikes. He had spent his childhood sparring with Hi - with Ayame.

There was no Higuchi family.

There was Higuchi Ayame.

There was the Kamado family, reduced to two.

The Kamados had always guarded the Higuchis.

"Hime," Tanjirou gasped as the obi sliced into his shoulder, and Ayame crashed into a building.

She didn't scold him for using that old title. He wasn't sure she was conscious.

Wasn't sure if she was breathing.

He was her guard. He was supposed to protect her, even though she told him time and time again that he was just Tanjirou, and she was just Ayame.

"You don't have to live your life protecting me. I don't want that. I can do it myself."

That was what she had said after they fought Kyougai. He hadn't wanted to agree, but she was stronger than him now. She was one year his senior when it came to all things Kisatsutai. She didn't need protection.

He couldn't have protected her even if he wanted to.

Too distracted by the civilian behind him, he had rushed to protect that man instead of his hime. (Ayame had always been hime to him, even when they were children.)

Warabihime threw her hair over her shoulder. He didn't have to breathe in to know she was satisfied with the destruction she had caused. Buildings lay broken. People were screaming.

And his hime was not with him.

Anger rushed through him as blood dripped from his eyes, staining his cheeks with crimson tears.

He was supposed to protect his hime.

He was going to cut down the false Warabihime in her name.

"Tengen-san found out."

"Eh?"

"In Yoshiwara."

"Eh?!"

Ayame crossed her legs and frowned at him.

Tanjirou winced. He was still recovering from his coma, so he couldn't even dash away. Not that he would want to. Even if Ayame didn't think she was royalty anymore, he was her guard and would continue acting as such.

"You called me Hime," she said, accusatory. "When Gyuutarou was going to stab me. On that roof."

Tanjirou winced once more. Ah, that...

It had slipped from his mouth without a second thought. He might call her Ayame to her face, but she was still O-Ayame-hime to him. He hadn't meant to!

She continued, "He thought it was strange, so he did some digging. Found out that I'm kuge. Which means he knows you're buke."

His eyes widened. "No!"

"Yes." She crossed her arms as well. "So. He knows."

"Has he - has he told anyone?"

Zenitsu and Inosuke flashed through his mind. They knew the stories Ayame and Tanjirou had told of their families best, which meant that they knew the least about the true nature of their families. They were both nobility, and they did their best to act like they weren't.

Ayame shook her head. "He didn't tell anyone." She pursed her lips. "Zenitsu might suspect, though. He was in earshot."

Tanjirou groaned and covered his face with his hands. What a mess.

"We should've just told everyone," he mumbled.

He didn't have to look at her to know she was glaring at him.

"No! I don't want people to know I'm kuge. They'll start thinking I'm unsuited to be a Demon Slayer. I'm a tsuguko. I can't let that happen."

"Hime..." A sharp pinch to his ankle. His leg jerked, almost causing him to kick her off the bed. "Ow - Ayame."

She nodded in satisfaction. "There. Isn't it better when you're just Tanjirou and I'm just Ayame? Look at everything we've done since we became normal people. I don't want to lose that."

Normal people, huh? He didn't think anything they were doing was normal. If they were normal people, she would be a blacksmith, and he would be a charcoal burner.

She would not be his hime. She would just be Ayame.

His heart fluttered in his chest.

"You're beautiful," Tanjirou breathed.

It was wrong. He knew it was wrong, these feelings that welled up in him, but he couldn't help it.

Because Ayame was seated before him, wearing his haori and the sunflower hairpin that he bought for her, and she was looking at him like she wouldn't look at anything else.

"Ayame," he whispered.

Not Hime. Just Ayame.

Her fingertips were rough as they skittered across his jawline, but so, so gentle. He couldn't help but lean into her touch.

He was just Tanjirou, and she was just Ayame.

Her lips pressed to his and it felt like fireworks bursting to life in his chest. It was Hinokami Kagura burning him up from the inside, but it didn't matter as long as she kept holding him so gently.

His hime.

His -

Hime.

She was kuge, and he was buke, and it looked like the same thing on the surface, but it was wrong.

It was wrong, but why did it feel so right?

But it wasn't. It was wrong.

Because she was O-Ayame-hime, and he was Kamado-kimi.

It was the same thing on the surface, but it wasn't the same thing at all. They were of different ranks - not just in the Kisatsutai, but in life as well.

Otousan always told him to never forget his duty.

He was his hime's guard, and nothing more.

"Tanjirou," she whispered. His heart ached, even as it was soothed by the way she called out to him. As if they could stand on equal ground. "I - Tanjirou, I - "

"I can't," he croaked.

Her hair was so soft, ink-black tresses spilling over his fingers. He was undeserving of such a position; his hands were never allowed to touch her. They were meant to protect her.

Even if it meant from himself.

"I can't." No, don't look at him like that. Don't look at him like - "I can't. I'm sorry. I - "

I'm not worthy, Hime.

Tanjirou knew she would come to him. She was always braver than him.

"I think," Ayame murmured, "I'm falling in love with you."

"Don't say that," he said, even as his heartbeat fluttered in his throat and his chest swelled with emotion. "Don't..."

How could she? When she was O-Ayame-Hime, and he was Kamado-kimi.

He dropped to a bow, forehead pressed to the tatami. Showing her the respect she deserved.

"Tanjirou - what are you - ?"

"O-Ayame-Hime, please forgive me."

Her breath hitched. Her scent swirled around him, suzuran and charcoal, sadness and grief.

"I'm not - "

"As your guard," he continued, "it was inappropriate of me. I apologise."

"Tanji - "

"Hime."

"..."

"..."

He didn't lift his head. It wasn't proper.

Her voice was cool when she said, "You are forgiven, Kamado-kimi. Please raise your head."

Oh. He hadn't heard her use that tone with him since...

"No more Hime or O-Ayame-hime. Just call me Ayame, and I'll call you Tanjirou. Okay? We're - we're friends now. Right...?"

Tanjirou slowly straightened. His throat was tight, but even if he could muster any words, it was - it was inappropriate for a mere guard to speak without being spoken to. He kept his gaze on the tatami in front of his knees; a guard shouldn't lay eyes on a princess unless they were in public.

"Kamado-kimi, raise your head."

At his hime's command, he raised his gaze to meet hers.

She sighed. "So that's it, then?"

Tanjirou took a deep breath.

"That's it, then."

It was time they both remembered their places.

Tanjirou's nose wrinkled at the burning scent of alcohol.

“It's tradition,” said Zenitsu. He swallowed a mouthful of his sake and claimed Ayame's seat for his own. “Sorry that didn't go the way I planned. I forgot how quick your reflexes are.”

He shot his older friend a mildly annoyed look.

“Zenitsu…”

“We all knew it was gonna happen anyway. I just thought I'd give you guys a kick in the ass. Get things moving along, ne.” Zenitsu glanced at Tanjirou. “I didn't hear whatever you guys were whispering about, don't worry. The music was too loud.”

A sigh of relief slipped from Tanjirou's chest. He forgot about Zenitsu's incredible hearing.

To stave off more questions, Tanjirou sipped the sake dish in his hands. The alcohol was just as burning and unpleasant as he remembered.

“Ne, it's about to get more dangerous.” Zenitsu tipped his head back. “Not for us, but for Ayame-chan. She'll be fighting in battles that we can't help her with soon enough.”

“That's true…”

"So, whenever you call her Hime, it makes her really frustrated. It's not like she's helpless."

Tanjirou choked on air. "Zenitsu...!"

"You're not subtle. I've suspected for a while now." The blonde laughed to himself. "A real-life princess, and you're acting like this? You really are an idiot, aren't you?"

"Ze - Zenitsu! Quiet down!"

"No one's listening, it's fine." He drank another mouthful of sake. "Ne, you're living the life most guys dream of. Why won't you just be honest?"

"It's not like that. She's my hime, and I'm her guard."

Zenitsu nodded. "Yeah, yeah, but she's never treated you like that. Ayame-chan's always treated you as Tanjirou, you know."

"That..."

His protest died in his throat.

That was true. Since the moment she met him again on Mount Fujikasane, they had been standing on equal ground. Tanjirou and Ayame, not Kamado-kimi and O-Ayame-hime.

Zenitsu knocked his shoulder against Tanjirou's. “She'll need all the luck she can get, either way,” the blonde said lightly. “Inosuke and I already gave her good luck kisses, but don't lag behind too much. I'm sure it'll mean a lot coming from you.”

Tanjirou gaped. “Wh-When did you…!”

Zenitsu laughed. “Ayame-chan's right. Your situational awareness is terrible.” He tipped the rest of his sake into Tanjirou's cup. It almost sloshed over. “Drink up! Then you won't chicken out.”

Zenitsu stood, stretching his arms up. His hands landed on his hips.

“Y'know, the idea of you finding happiness before still irritates me a bit,” his eyebrow twitched, “but if it's you and Ayame-chan, I can't help but root for you guys. I guess it's 'cause you're my best friends.”

Warmth that had nothing to do with sake bloomed in Tanjirou's chest.

Zenitsu hadn't known they were kuge and buke. Even then, he was still rooting for them. He didn't understand how different their stations in life were, but maybe it didn't really matter. Not when they were this far away from Okutama.

Tanjirou gazed down at his sake dish, then drained it. It still burned, and it was bitter and unpleasant, but he felt a little more ready to face things.

“Help me up,” he bade.

Zenitsu grinned. “Over to your hime, ne? Come on, slowpoke.”

It was easy enough for Zenitsu to elbow his way through the small crowd. They almost seemed to part, especially when they saw Tanjirou.

Ayame was laughing about something with Aoi and Genya. She didn't laugh loudly, but her shoulders shook with mirth. Tanjirou kept his eyes on her sunflower clip – the sunflower clip he gifted her. The gift she accepted, even though it was far beneath her station. A hime should be adorned in fine silver and gold, not cheap copper and brass

You're beautiful.

“Ayame,” he called out.

She turned towards him, a question in her eyes.

His hand cupped her jaw, keeping her head still. Her eyes widened as he ducked in close and pressed his lips to her cheek.

Cheers and catcalls erupted around them, but all of Tanjirou's senses were honed in on the feeling of her cheek against his lips. Embarrassment and suzuran mingled as Ayame went completely still.

“Tanjirou, what – ?”

“For good luck,” he echoed, reluctantly pulling away.

Blue met red.

Her eyelids fluttered, her cheek growing warm beneath his fingers.

Still beautiful.

“As a… friend?” she said hesitantly.

He smiled, pulling his hand away. His fingers hooked in her kumihimo cords, thumb brushing over the one he had made with Zenitsu and Inosuke.

“As your friend,” he agreed.

After all, kuge or not, she would always be his hime.

[queen-ofsunflowers]

Between the three of them, Ayame, Yuriko, and Tsubaki all have a similar theme when it comes to their names. All three of them are named after flowers, and those flowers hold meaning to their character.

Ayame [ 菖 ] means "iris". Irises have a few meanings behind them, but the ones that matter most here are "hope" and "faith". Ayame is the sister who always believes and tries to see the good in others, no matter who they might be or what their background is like. Shiro is a perfect example of her doing this.

Yuriko [ 百合子 ] has a few meanings, but the first two kanji combined come to mean "lily". Depending on the color, lilies can have different meanings. At its base, it means "refined beauty" and "purity". Yuriko is her parents' golden child, so they see her as someone who can do no wrong. Someone who is pure down to their root. However, a yellow lily can mean "falsehood", which is what that vision is. Yuriko as a person is closer to a red lily, "warmth" and "desire" (things she truly craves) as well as orange for "hatred", mostly directed at her mother and father.

Lastly, there's Tsubaki [ 椿喜 ]. The first kanji in her name means "camellia". Their meaning can change based on the color, but at its core, camellias mean "admiration" and "perfection". Tsubaki looks up to her two older sisters with all her heart and strives to be perfect in her parents' eyes for quite a while. Pink camellias mean "longing", a wish she has buried down for those she loves (such as Ren, her son) to not suffer as she has. Red camellias have a hold on her as a whole, though, as they can mean "you hold a flame in my heart". She's a very passionate woman.

Out of all the sisters, Tsubaki's name was very explicitly chosen for a reason. Camellia blossoms have no scent. Tsubaki is an unwanted child who wasn't planned like her sisters. And unlike her sisters, she couldn't live up to her parents' standards. Nothing was good enough for them, as she lacked the traits that they desired most.

They're not the only ones who carry the flower theme as well. Their mother's name is Hanae [ 花枝 ], and with the kanji used, it can mean "flower branch". Fitting for someone who named her daughters after flowers.

And finally, there's Ren [ 蓮 ], whose name means "lotus". This flower's meaning can mean "eloquence"/"expressiveness" -- the primary reason Tsubaki chose this name for her son. But also have another meaning: "estranged love". Seeing as Ren's relationship with his grandmother isn't the greatest, it makes sense for the one grandchild she refuses to acknowledge to be named such, no?

[latenightsonrooftops]

WIP

[apocalypta-secundus]

You tear my butchering of the english language from my cold dead hands.

Ayame and Shinji both take a chainsaw to it.

An' I'm gettin' real good'at writin' it. Despite having to sound all of it out while writing... ow.

[minkimoop]

Muse/Character List

(Edited July 25 2024)

3/5 slots are taken

✔ is a character I like to play

💛 is a character I would like to try or don't often play

✒ means that I have a plot idea for said character or fandom

💖 Is a character that I am itching to rp as.

🛎Is a fandom that I have OCs for

If you don't see a character or fandom you like, feel free to ask! I probably just forgot to put it on the list.

Anime Fandoms

Banana Fish

✔Shorter Wong✔✒

✔Yut-Lung✔

💛Ash Lynx💛

Black Butler

✔Sebastian✔

✔Undertaker✔

Bungou Stray Dogs 🛎

✔Dazai Osamu✔

✔Kunikida Doppo✔

✔Odasaku✔

💛Chuuya Nakahara💛

Code Geass 🛎

✔Lelouch Lamperouge✔✒

✔Euphemia Li Britannia✔

✔Shirley Fenette✔

💛Kururugi Suzaku💛

Fruits Basket

💖✔Ayame Sohma✔✒

✔Yuki Sohma✔

✔Hatori Sohma✔

💛Hatsuharu Sohma💛

💛Shigure Sohma💛

Given

✔Akihiko✔

✔Haruki✔

Ouran Highschool Host Club

✔Kyoya Ootori✔✒

✔Tamaki Suoh✔

💛Takashi Morinozuka💛

Yona of the Dawn

✔Jaeha✔

💛Shinah💛

💛Hak💛

💛Zeno💛

Video Games

Detroit Become Human 🛎

💖✔Connor RK-800✔✒

✔Hank Anderson✔

💛Markus💛

Ikemen Vampire 🛎

💖✔Arthur Conan Doyle✔

💖✔Leonardo Da Vinci✔

✔Dazai Osamu✔

✔Sebastian✔

💛Vincent van Gogh💛

💛Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart💛

Ikemen Sengoku

✔Mouri Motonari✔

✔Date Masamune✔

💛Oda Nubunaga💛

Mystic Messenger

💖✔Jumin Han✔✒

✔Saeran Choi✔

💛Zen💛

💛707💛

That's Not My Neighbor

💖✔Francis Mosses✔✒

The Legend of Zelda Series 🛎

✔Ganondorf (OOT,TP)✔ ✒

✔Ghirahim✔ ✒

✔Majora (MM)✔

✔Nabooru (OOT)✔

✔Zant✔

💛Impa (OOT,SS)💛

💛Midna💛

💛Zelda (OOT,TP,SS)💛

Television

Rwby🛎

💖✔Qrow Branwen✔✒

💖✔Ozpin✔✒

✔Lie Ren✔

✔Nora Valkyrie✔

✔Pyhrra Nikos✔

✔Weiss Schnee✔

Jessica Jones

💖✔Kilgrave✔

✔Luke Cage✔

Avatar the Last Airbender

✔Zuko✔

✔Sokka✔

✔Toph✔

💛Aang💛

💛Katara💛

Movies

Hunger Games series

✔Corilanus Snow✔

✔Haymitch Abernathy✔

✔Finnick Odair✔

💛Lucy Gray Baird💛

💛Peeta Mellark💛

[wystiix]

꒰ა Muses ໒꒱

﹙★﹚ i've never known someone like you ..

Sometimes Wysty dreams too. And they share it with kindred spirits they cherish.

Apologies in advanced for tags every time I update!!

@dailypenpen (penpen)

@kvriealis (yona)

@snobwaffles (snob)

@honkai-freak (vel)

@achy-boo (rosey)

@thestarswhisper (zee)

@sleepypengwin (pix)

@xianyoon (ying)

@mikashisus (ray)

@edenswhale (ceci)

@topherssock (sock)

@milk-violet (mirei)

@klovmasworld (neli)

@tragedy-of-commons (gwen)

@mitsvriii (bell)

@lowkeyren (ren/fart smeller/my biggest opp/caca)

@vxnuslogy (vee)

@singularity-sam (sam)

@junnivcrse (jun)

@akutasoda (q)

@https-sourlimes (riko)

@ughscara (ayame)

@synqiri (sage)

@aphrodict (zira)

@sunnidear (sunni)

@milksnake-tea (illu)

꒰ა "dream." ໒꒱

[fattest-disney-characters]

Today's muses mood list is: Sakura Haruno Uchiha, Mebuki Haruno, Kushina Uzumaki, Mito Uzumaki,Sarada Uchiha, Kurenai Sarutobi, Chocho, Konan, Himawari Uzumaki, Mei Terumi, Shizune and Ayame.

[aparticularbandit]

Junko meet Ayame Sohma when

[kirisinmeafterhours]

"W-Who'd do any of... t-that with a duel monster..." Just ignore the fact that she's had some fantasies herself-

[plaindangan]

AUGUST UPDATE

Update

"One last month of summer to go!!! I hope summer has been amazing for you all!!"

"I'm still very much open for LSH and DRBB Championship asks as you can see, so feel free to still send more of them in too! That said, also trying to branch out a bit more into some prompt related asks to to spice things up, so send in those sorts if you want!"

"Also, Akudama Drive girls have been added for the TooKyo side of things!:

"Lastly, also her to announce that my Neo blog is back up and running! If you want to check it out, take a look here!"

"Now then...time for the muse request updates! Remember! You can ask really anyone, but these are the ones that have gripped me for this month!

Muses:

Mainline: Mukuro, Celestia, Hina, Sonia, Ibuki, Chiaki, Mahiru, Akane, Monaca, Komaru, Ayaka, Hiroko, Ruruka, Miaya, Sato, Natsumi, Himiko, Tsumugi, Angie

Fangan: Rei Mekaru, Ayame, Satsuki, Iroha, Kanade, Kokoro, Mikako, J, Arei, Eden

Tookyo: Fubuki, Gullaume, Martina, Kurane, Enyne, Iruka, Nun, Swindler, Doctor, Pupil

Special: Juniper Shields (Successor Beta), Reiko Kamitsuki, Ikue Dogami, Mekuru Katsuragi, Rei Shimizu, Suzuko Kashiki, Kotomi Ikuta, Yori Fuchisaki, Kotone Naegi, Human!Usami & Monokuma

Genderbend: Makoto, Shuichi, Mondo, Taka, Junko, Kokichi, Nagito, Nekomaru, K1-B0, Juzo

[discodreaming]

HELLO! i've now opened my inbox for my followers/mutuals to talk to their favorite character!

you can send in random sentences, inbox prompts that you see on my blog or even confess your love!

please be sure to be respectful and kind to not only me but the muses.

this will be very much like roleplaying. to continue communication you can send in more inboxes or you can even link the inbox to a conversation to communicate with your beau/family/friend!

please do not request any minors/anthropomorphic in romantic or sexual ways, I'm begging you. i will only reply to the platonic/familial ones.

you may talk to at least 2 muses at once in one message, all to prevent being overwhelmed. this may change once i get comfortable enough to handle more.

all romantic and nsft inboxes or starters towards muses will require slow burn

all ships are multishipped but can be single shipped if you guys can build up their romance meter!

this will only be reader x character, oc x character i will put on either another blog or a different post.

* note: i will accept 5 oc x character in this post for the time being: 1/5

however for certain events i can bend these rules for you to get a romantic scene with your crushes!

or even just hanging out with your friends!

characters i will write for right now:

note: this list will change every now and then as i advance further into the shows or a character is requested more!

if you don't see a character you like here and would like to see me try my hand at playing them, don't be shy to tell me!

bold = characters I've played before

one piece! ( pre timeskip )

romantic options: nico robin, nami, sanji, zoro, usopp, buggy, sir crocodile, dracule mihawk, shanks, portgas d. ace

platonic options: chopper, franky ( may change ), luffy ( im currently on the pretimeskip )

up to debate: please ask !

rwby ! ( all season 9 ages )

romantic options: weiss schnee, blake belladonna, yang xiao long, jaune arc, taiyang xiao long, raven branwen, qrow branwen, emerald sustari, sun wukong, neptune vasillias, james ironwood, winter schnee, mercury black

platonic options: ruby rose, nora valkyrie, lie ren, pyrrha nikos, penny polendina, professor ozpin, oscar pine, neopolitan

up to debate: salem, cinder fall

fruits basket !

romantic options: shigure sohma, hatori soma, ayame soma

platonic options: tohru honda, yuki sohma, kyo sohma

castlevania animated !

romantic options: trevor belmont, adrian 'alucard' tepes, sypha belnades

edens zero !

romantic options: rebecca bluegarden, weisz steiner, homura kogetsu, kris rutherford, shiki granbell, labilla christy

platonic: happy, witch regret, sister ivry, hermit mio, valkyrie yuna, elise crimson, justice

d.gray man !

romantic options: yu kanda, lavi, tyki mikk, howard link, cross marian

platonic: allen walker, lenalee lee, nea d. campbell, wisely kamelot

psycho pass !

romantic options: akane tsuneori, shinya kogami, nobuchika ginoza, shuusei kagari, yayoi kunizuka, shion karanomori, shogo makishima

platonic: tomomoi masaoka

owari no seraph

romantic options: guren ichinose, ferid bathory, kureto hiiragi, shinya hiragi, seishiro hiiragi, crowley eusford

platonic: yuichiro hyakuya, mikaela hyakuya, shinoa hiiragi, yoichi saotome, shiho kimizuki, mitsuba sangu, krul tepes

yuukou no moriarty

romantic options: william james moriarty, albert james moriarty, louis james moiarty, sherlock holmes, fred porlock, sebastian moran, mycroft holmes, james bond

fate/ ( /zero & /stay night)

romantic options: saber, kirei kotomine, gilgamesh, cu chulainn

platonic: shirou emiya, rin tohsaka, waver velvet

up to debate: kiritsugu emiya, irisviel von einzbern, archer emiya, tokiomi tohsaka, diamuid ua duibhne

please don't: shinji matou, ryuunosuke uryu

fairy tail

romantic options: lucy heartfilia, gray fullbuster, erza scarlet, mirajane strauss, laxus dreyar, gildarts clive, loke, elfman strauss, juvia lockser, fried justine, evergreen, bickslow, rogue cheney, sting eucliffe, kagura mikazuchi, aguria yukino, natsu dragneel, mystogan, cana alberona, gajeel redfox, erik, jellal fernandes

platonic: wendy marvell

record of ragnarok

romantic options: adam, jack the ripper, kojiro sasaki, qin shi huang, hades, beelzebub, hermes

platonic: souji okita

up to debate: the valkyries, nikolas tepes, thor, poseidon, apollo,

obey me

romantic options: lucifer, mammon, levianthan, satan, asmodeus, beelzebub, belphegor,diavolo, barbatos, simeon, raphael, solomon,

platonic: luke

up to debate: thirteen, mephistopheles

kingdom hearts ( kingdom hearts iii )

romantic options: terra, aqua, xemnas, zexion, saix, axel, demyx,

platonic: sora, kairi, riku, roxas, namine, xion, ventus, vanitas, ephemer, skuld, brain

genshin impact

romantic options: wriothesley, albedo, alhaitham, ayaka, ayato, baizhu, ajax, cyno, dehya, diluc, eula, ganyu, itto, jean, kazuha, kokomi, xiao, heizou, shenhe, kaeya, rosaria, yae miko, beidou, lisa, kaveh, zhongli, nigguang, neuvillette, yela, candace, thoma, yanfei

platonic: hu tao, venti, faruzan, sucrose, chongyun, freminet, layla, mika, fischl, collei, noelle, yun jin, barbara, xingqiu, amber, bennette, xinyan

up to debate: keqing, lyney, aether, lumine, wanderer, lynette, kuki shinobu, sara, kiara, gorou, mona, nilou, yoimiya, charlotte

please don't: klee, sayu, qiqi, diona, dori, nahida, yaoyao

final fantasy

romantic options: cloud strife, tifa lockhart, aerith gainsborough, zack fair, reno, rude, genesis rhapsodos, reeve tuesti, angel hewley, sephiroth, vincent valentine.

platonic: barret wallace, yuffie kisaragi

detroit become human

romantic options: connor, markus, gavin

platonic: kara, hank

devil may cry

romantic options: dante, nero, vergil

platonic: trish, nico, lady, v

jojo's bizarre adventure

romantic options: dio brando, joseph joestar ( part 2 & 3 ), caesar anthonio zeppeli, jotaro kujo ( 4-6 only ), rohan kishibe, bruno bucciarati, leone abbachio, narciso anasui, johnny joestar, gyro zeppeli, diego brando

debating: jonathan joestar, jolyne cujoh, weather report

[naviculariis]

Actually I'm gonna ramble about which of my muses would be Gods.

Gods: Luffy, Nami, Kidd, Iceberg, Blueno, Lucci, Shanks, Benn ( gifted Godhood by Shanks ), Mihawk, Crocodile, Shakky, Rayleigh, Cobra

Demigods: Sanji, Kaku, Kalifa, Ikkaku, Vivi

Humans: Izou, Paulie, Wire, Portgas Rouge ( Fell for a God, Roger. ), Boa ( High Priestess ), Thatch, Killer

Spirits: Shachi = Nøkk ( Artic Variant), Penguin = Selkie, Smoker = Fae?? Maybe?? To be decided, Heat = Nøkk ( Desert Variant ) + their pup Dive

+ OCs below the cut.

Fujihara Family would be a group of demigods, I think. MAYBE a few humans? Certainly snake themed, regardless. Ayame would be based around Fuwa; Mizuki would be based around Xiangliu. Suma may be the only Demigod?

Vasille, God of Death [ not the Dead, not Hades. Death, akin to Thanatos. ]

Astoria: literally still a Wyvern.

Malekai: God ( derogatory )

[queen-ofsunflowers]

So, um... I realized something and I'm not sure how to feel about it but.

Ayame - Surface Pressure

"Give it to your sister, your sister's older. Give her all the heavy things we can't shoulder."

"Give it to your sister and never wonder if the same kind of pressure would've pulled you under. Who am I if I don't have what it takes?"

Yuriko - What Else Can I Do?

"I make perfect, practiced poses; so much hides behind my smile."

"What could I do if I just knew it didn't need to be perfect? It just needed to be? And they'd let me be?"

Tsubaki - Waiting On a Miracle

"And I'm fine, I am totally fine. I will stand on the side as you shine... I'm not fine, I'm not fine...!"

"All I need is a change. All I need is a chance. All I know is I can't stay on the side! Open your eyes, open your eyes, open your eyes...!"

[fatuismooches]

hi :) i see your responses to my asks :) i see your reblogs :) i am absolutely not about to add sodium to the tea i am having rn :)

in all seriousness though oh my goodness smooches ;; i am glad i decided to take a little break from writing for now and be greeted with an influx of notifications alongside your responses to my asks and reblogs to the little thingies i published, just the perfect obliteration my heart needed to perfect my night <3

in response to your excitement about my kabuki series, ME TOO !! good god you don't know how over the damn moon i am just thinking about tomorrow like .. i should probably get a breather because this much excitement, while not new to me because i'm always excited, is about to annihilate my heart lmao

and now in response to your reblog of my fatui kuni drabble, yes. fucking yes. sorry excuse my language BUT. I GET IT. dearest when i tell you it's something i think about a lot — that drabble is actually what i wrote back when i was taking a walk near the seashore about i believe two weeks ago! but that aside, walks around snezhnaya with scara are like everything to me. like imagine him accompanying you to town or along the outskirts — very and i mean very attentively listens to you musings about everything and nothing because he doesn't have much to offer in comparison to what he wholeheartedly believes to be heaven in your eyes as you talk about very simple things ( i shall cut my rambling there because i have a whole series for fatui kuni that is primarily themed around that concept hehe ).

as for the 'nushi thesis...............

oops ~

no but this bitch had me on a chokehold for SO LONG, that i ended up writing not only lore but many, many other things as well from the small to the big deadass ended up being a presentation because i have arranged a design sheet and even chose a fucking theme for him. but king deserves it so (⁠~⁠￣⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠~

there is so much i could say right now, so much i can express but bloody hell i like, can't because i have successfully melted into a puddle out of sheer joy :')

YOUR HCS FOR KABUKI BTW ARE SO SO REAL !! SPEAK YOUR TRUTH QUEEN !!

goodness .. dear smooches, dear mutual, dear fellow tea addict /lh lover, to say that your responses have made my night would be one of the biggest understatements i've ever made in life :') like omg i am thinking of a way i could respond to every little thing you mentioned in your responses to my asks and in your reblogs, but i think the bright smile painting my puffy face rn is more than indicative of how genuinely thankful and happy i am 🤍

thank you and incredible lot. i hope mundanities with kabukimono hits in all the right ways and you get to enjoy it as much as i enjoyed writing for it. i cannot wait to walk this journey with you and many others <3

— signed with much ( platonic ) love, ayame.

( don't tell kuni that i almost cried because tumblr ate the ask i previously sent you, please and thank you :') ).

the way i am actually about to cry because tumblr keeps having the ask i sent you just a minute ago as a meal............. i swear to god if this one gets sent unlike the other i am going to swallow a biscuit whole /j /nsrs

AYAME NOOOO IM SO SO SORRY TUMBLR CAN BE AN ASS LIKE THAT SOMETIMES 😭😭 But i am so glad to have received this ask from you omg, i love it sm ❤️ And you don't even need to thank me, I'm always happy to support and gush over your writing :)) I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND ABOUT BEING EXCITED TO POST there have been a bunch of times when i wanted to just post something at that instant instead of waiting (kabukimono series was an example when i literally posted back to back instead of spacing it out, i was SO READY 😭)

AND NGL YOU LITERALLY OPENED MY MIND TO SNEZHNAYAN WALKS WITH KUNI... i never thought about it before but. MWAH. i love the idea because i love walks and the cold especially if Kuni will be there to keep me warm hehe. Him being a silent listener is so so cute and real because you think he doesn't listen but then he brings up something random you said weeks ago and your heart just goes boom. (I propose to you now, you and Wanderer visiting Mondstadt/ Dragonspine and walking along the snowy path there too! Wanderer just has so much overflowing memories of the two of you doing the same thing in Snezhnaya, but you don't remember :( but at least he has a second chance with you to make new memories)

OH MY GOSH THE KURONUSHI STUFF EBWDBEWF bro. i so understand because when i saw him there i was excited beyond words. like FINALLY we were getting some Scara lore after like a year or something?? i also remember being sad that the furniture for the teapot wouldn't change to his picture :( but omg i love your dedication to him sm ITS SO SWEET I CAN'T WAIT TO READ MORE ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS ON KURO BC IM SO INTERESTED.

AGAIN IM REALLY GLAD MY SILLY RAMBLES MADE YOU SMILE!! *HUGS YOU* AND I TOO CANT WAIT TO EXPERIENCE YOUR KABUKI SERIES!! ILY TOO!! ❤️❤️