i guess one of the saddest part about having trauma with a certain person is a part of you is still hoping for that person to change but at the same time, you're doing your best to forget and move on. you don't know what you really want so you're stuck with both, making you a toxic person too.
Shy has drawn a sunflower on this page, with the base of the flower being a skull. Instead of teeth, it has sunflower seeds!
She's scrawled out "DEATH TO SUNSHINE" next to it as well, unsure whether it means literal sunshine, metaphorical, or if this is her idea for a metal band name.
Imagine kuudere/cold heart reader being ultra chaotic asian mom vibes like :
Xingqiu : FUCK-
Reader : language
Xingqiu : U aint my mom bitch
Reader : kaeya, bring the fucking sliper-
absolutely appalling how you would assume that xingqiu or any of the first years would straight up call them a bitch or even think of disobeying them. no. the real problem makers are the third years.
half of them are like... annoying. itto wanders over to them with tiddies out and be like 'hey wanna come and skip class?' and the reader just goes ゴゴゴゴゴゴゴ
itto: hey im skipping class to hang with the boys wanna come :D
kuudere reader: /pushes glasses up/ look at you. you are dressed like a disgrace. get over here.
and instead of fixing it, they just pull out a tsinelas and go
yknow my memory of media is weird in this way where I'll remember how it made me feel but not what went on. i can tell you how a movie made me feel and the impact it left on me but never why or how. but what im saying is i miss janus hassildor but i remember dogshit abt him