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irl-zai · 7 days ago

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"i like possessive / obsessive people!"

do you? do you really? you'll say that but as soon as i start trying to cling to you constantly and i glare at your friends with silent threats whenever you talk to them, you have a problem?

"i love yanderes!! i wanna date one!"

until i start to genuinely ruin your life and get jealous whenever you talk about someone else. until i want to isolate you so i can keep you to myself and spam you endlessly whenever you don't respond. you don't actually want a yandere. you just romanticize the idea of one until you find out what it's really like.

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dazai-offical · 3 days ago

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eugh. i knew that was going to have negative consequences but now i feel disgusted with myself. i might puke. or cry. maybe both.

#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀ irl-zai ࿐𓂃◞#𝜗ৎ᭪ growling mutt 💢 ࿐𓂃◞#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀sweet puppy ૮꒰ ོ• ༝ •˶ ꒱𑁬 ࿐𓂃◞#⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢#there's a good god damn reason i despise relapsing with those urges...#it's a hit or miss.#i either feel eurphoia for hours or disgusted with myself afterwards #and some predator followed me when i checked tumblr right after to. :(

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irl-zai · 3 days ago

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the urge to roll around on the ground when you're upset or confused

#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀ irl-zai ࿐𓂃◞#𝜗ৎ᭪ puppys treats 🦴 ࿐𓂃◞#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀sweet puppy ૮꒰ ོ• ༝ •˶ ꒱𑁬 ࿐𓂃◞#⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢#heh. dazaicore aka mecore

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irl-zai · 4 days ago

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MY SOURCES BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW WWHAT.

HOW DID I NOT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK 💔

#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀ irl-zai ࿐𓂃◞#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀sweet puppy ૮꒰ ོ• ༝ •˶ ꒱𑁬 ࿐𓂃◞#⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢#yes i consider my sources birthday to be an actual birthday as well #fight me

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irl-zai · 5 days ago

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oh, how i'd let you stab a knife into me and drag it down my chest to slice open my guts and open my heart to you, if only it meant you'd only love me and never stray to anyone else.

i'd get on my knees and pray to you as the god i see you as, wanting to be your only and most devoted follower.

i want to ruin myself, just so you'll stay with me and only me. i'd be willing to have you lock me somewhere so we'd only have each other since that's all we'd need.

it's a shame to say it, but i'm more than obsessed. if you ever tried to leave, i don't think i'd be able to let you. you're not allowed to leave, seeing as you're my one and only beloved. <3

#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀ irl-zai ࿐𓂃◞#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜ whiny puppy ૮꒰ › ˕⁠ ‹ ꒱ა ࿐𓂃◞#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀sweet puppy ૮꒰ ོ• ༝ •˶ ꒱𑁬 ࿐𓂃◞#⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢#the evil thoughts are back #huzzah....#yandere #yanblr #irl yan #yandere tendencies #irl yandere #yanderecore #yandere things #possesive love #obessive thoughts #obession

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irl-zai · 5 days ago

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responding to the ask you sent me earlier

i love you soooooo much too/p

like genuinely

i do

you make me beyond happy.

please dont doubt my love because i, compared to my headmates, havent had the energy to talk to you, or anyone, much

but i dont want to answer that ask because i want to keep it in my inbox. so that every time i open tumblr im reminded that you love me. which is pretty stupid i know but im gonna do it anyway. just in case.

i feel similar, you're the only one to make me feel happy with just a simple ask or dm <3

i don't doubt your love, i may simply get jealous of other people interacting but i don't think anyone else could take my place as someone so important to you, just like no one could be more important to me than you.

i don't think that's stupid. i think that's adorable <3

#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀ irl-zai ࿐𓂃◞#𝜗ৎ᭪ commands practice 🐾 ࿐#𝜗ৎ᭪ puppys treats 🦴 ࿐𓂃◞#﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜ worshipped angel ♡ ૮꒰ ˊ ༝ ˋ ꒱ა ࿐𓂃◞#⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢

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irl-zai · 7 days ago

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trigger warning ; talks of csam, csa, pro slash darkshipping, discourse (?)

can i stop getting disrespectful antis on my feed bro.

like me not caring what people do with fiction is not that big of a deal.

and can we stop comparing art of fictional characters to csam? csam is something that genuinely hurts people. i would know, before anyone tries coming after me.

i went through years of csa, csam, organized abuse and hell, we even have programmed alters.

i did not go through something that RUINED my entire life and chance of being happy just for people to compare drawings of a fictional character to something that genuinely exploits people and ruins their life.

for people that claim they support victims, you sure do send quite a few threats to people who are victims of some of the worse shit ever. "oh, you're a darkshipper so that gives me grounds to send you death threats, dox you and tell you i hope you get raped."

do you ever thinking before doing literally anything?

and also! most people in real life couldn't give less of a fuck. i've asked several people, most of my friends couldn't care less and even if they do, they wouldn't be disrespectful. the adults in my life? they don't care either and if they do? you guessed it, they're not going to send threats or be disrespectful.