#✩↪「q rambles」

[akutasoda]

"letters to the one i loved"

love comes silently, creeping up on you

if you dont catch it, it slips away as quick as it arrived

leaving regret and longing in it's wake

dear yingxing,

if only today, you were the one i loved but you didn't love me then

╰➜ "i found my heart, i found your heart, and it's still beating" -- you two were denser than rocks, is what dan feng thought. and now looking back on all those years you realise just what could've been, but it's too late now... (wc : 2.4k)

dear aventurine,

must you always hide behind a facade, it hurts more than just yourself

╰➜ “the longer you wait, the closer you get to suffocating” -- love wasn't necessary to be a stoneheart, and so he buried it deep beneath facade's. so far below that he couldn't recognise the signs of love even when they were staring right at him. (wc : 1.8k)

dear veritas,

your intelligence holds no bounds, but you couldn't spare a thought for me

╰➜ "i think i was born wanting more, i think i was born missing you" -- he always brushed you off, pushing you further and further to keep you out of the way. yet when he sees you with someone else, he lets the bitter jealousy get the best of him - and for the first time, he thinks with his heart, not his brain. but it's too late. (wc : 1.6k)

dear dan heng,

if you'd look past winter memories, spring would welcome you easier

╰➜ "it's always the wrong thing when it's me saying it" -- dan heng was one of your best friends, although maybe it should've stayed that way between the two of you. you weren't destined to be anything more than but knowing that would drive you both further apart than ever imagined. (wc : 1.6k)

tbh this was only meant to be a yingxing fic but these other guys have been rotting in my brain so they can suffer too ^^ (i also want an excuse to write multiple fics ans i loved the premise for yingixing's!) shouts to @/tragedy-of-commons for dan hengs note thing-

taglist - @little-miss-chaoss, @frankiesteinn, @https-sourlimes <3 + open to anyone else just ask ^^

[albedov]

reverse 1999

seems pretty empty...

[akutasoda]

okay so.

i like akutagawa and i kinda like some sodas. i put them in a room and boom akutasoda. i turned him into marketable brand soda. why soda? i don't actually know, it just felt right.

also something about sodagawa didn't seem right to me-

taglist - @starhrtz, @aphrodict, @aviiarie, @lowkeyren + anyone ans everyone that wants to join ^^

USERNAME LORE GIVE IT TO ME NOW YOU ALL

[albedov]

sooo uhh i got asked to do something pretty cool and im super nervous and excited about it!

i've been asked to help with the writing for a small documentary and i've been spending alot of time today meeting all the crew for the first time.. it's only a small little project but im absolutely honoured haha

[akutasoda]

Ermmmm adding onto the puppet!reader… what if they’re a creation the same way Raiden Shogun or Kuni is to Ei (minus the abandonment and whatnot??)

a Cyborg who grew up in a humble family but had everything ripped away from him, now existing not just for himself but to reenact justice and revenge through the cosmos.

Then theres a Puppet who’s essentially “born” into royalty due to being the creation of a ruler, whose purpose is to maintain order in their land.

I had a vision, sorta

and a brilliant vision at that!

boothill had a humble upbring with a family that was forged through compassion and care, yet you had everything. you're sole purpose was to be crafted into royalty to then take your creators place yet no amount of family could be felt. the only thing you two had in common was your lack of humanity.

the ipc had forced his hand into seeking out revenge but it was still ultimately his choice to shed himself of his remaining humanity. you never had a say, you're creator created you for a sole purpose that was dictated from the very minute you became alive. and in that way you could almost be envious that boothill was no more human than you were yet he still had control over his future.

[akutasoda]

^^^

i honestly wasn't goung to address it directly but as illu said, it's important to speak up against these things. do just block them, do not give them the engagement/attention they are vv clearly looking for.

plagerism is never okay.

hey all !! normally i wouldn't engage in something like this on my blog, but considering that it's happening to a friend of mine, i felt i had an obligation to speak out. sorry for clogging up the tags/interrupting your scrolling 😭

tldr: @/hxveneru has stolen the works of my good friend @lowkeyren not once, but twice and is deleting any comments calling them out.

i know. fun stuff. proof is under the cut.

please note that i'm doing this of my own accord, and the only involvement ren has had in this post is me asking for permission to post it since, well, it's an issue mainly affecting her.

also i should say beforehand but. don't ??? send them death threats please 😭 we are better than that. i'm mainly making this to spread awareness about the issue :)

reblogs are appreciated to spread awareness.

first stolen work is ren's oneshot "drunk words, sober thoughts!" for aventurine here.

as you can see, it was posted on June 15th, a little over two months before hxveneru posted their own oneshot.

for reference. hxveneru is a new blog and all of their posts are in the month of september, proven here via their archive.

and here's the two oneshots side by side, with ren's on the left and the stolen one on the right.

notice how the oneshots are exactly word-for-word except for the title and synopsis? even the author's note is exactly the same. obviously i can't fit the whole thing here, but this should be enough.

honestly it's. i have to laugh at the audacity to just copy and paste like hello???

and here's the second work that was copied, with hxveneru's "diff scenarios w hsr men" taking from drabbles from two of ren's works.

these are the two fics that were stolen from, with their dates attached. both are posted far before september. links are here and here if you want to double check..

now let's look at the drabbles that were - once again, copy and pasted. first is blade's, again with ren on the left and the stolen one on the right (ren's is circled bc they didn't take the hcs part).

and here is the sunday drabble that was stolen.

so far, those are the only works posted on their blog. i was also informed that they had apparently stolen from @/exuvianen's post here but deleted it, but since said post is deleted, we don't have evidence for that so take it with a grain of salt.

but yeah! just wanted to let yall know out there, especially since the plagiarized works have already gained some traction and have 100+ notes on them. i've talked about them vaguely on my blog before, so if this sounds familiar, yeah this is them.

plagiarism is shitty, i shouldn't have to say that. it is not that hard to just write your own stuff. i know validation and publicity make you feel good, but stealing someone else's hard work is not the way to go. writers already have enough to deal with. just don't do it. what's the point of getting validation if it's not even your work?

again, don't send death threats, please. that's a bit far, and they likely won't even do anything since the plagiarizer has already been called out before and this was their response.

not a single ounce of remorse or shame. people have gotten way too comfortable on here.

also "who the hell is ren anyway" bestie you blocked her 😭😭 and ignored her ask to you. that's why ren can't dm her to sort it out privately btw, in case you were wondering.

anyways! that's all i have to say, thanks for sticking around this long and have a great rest of your day. hxveneru if you see this. hi ig ?? id say smth to you but i doubt you'd take it seriously so i won't <3

[akutasoda]

@dr-felitas i think this is a compliment haha

(kind of curious how so...)

WHY ARE THE CN VAs ALWAYS SO GOOD AT SINGING

(vid cred: @ Rachii_Chan on twitter / original tweet : https://x.com/Rachii_Chan/status/1798583954242711629)

[akutasoda]

who knew happiness was a couple mydei emotes away...

[akutasoda]

posting this randomly before crawling back into my hole and finishing requests

just thinking about how wriothesley has issues determining the difference between people's intentions of a plantonic or romantic relationship.

wriothesley who struggles to know who wants to be his friend or something more.

wriothesley who knows he is attractive and has that confidence but because of that doesn't know what people's intentions are.

wriothesley who most likely has been seen as a bachelor type and now struggles to actively determine genuine platonic or romantic relationships .

wriothesley however knows one relationship he can be certain with, yours. the only person who he trusts wholy as a friend.

wriothesley who becomes way too nervous to ask you out in fear of you also being unable to determine relationships.

wriothesley, a man of confidence who is reduced to a puddle of nervousness around you. and when he does build up that confidence is now confident in knowing you are the person he was destined to be with.

[akutasoda]

thanks for the tag! tried matching my current outfit as best as I could :')

tags - @ezelium , @starhrtz , @l0starl , @snobwaffles + anyone else!

Let's all make ourselves as little guys! Everyone is welcome to join!

Here's mine:

Tagging: @silentwillowwhisperer @hecateisalesbian @mushr00mswirl @mischievousmary

[akutasoda]

>:3

firstly and most importantly, a very happy pride month to everyone ‹𝟹

secondly, all i feel like ive been posting lately is apologies for my disappearances and yet here we are again ‹/𝟹 a while back i ended up having some small issues that took me by surprise and after it was resolved i ended up being rushed into my exams so i took it upon myself to remove most distractions until all was over and done with. which is where i stand now. and while all is over, i myself have been admittedly delaying returning here as i no longer feel any motivation to write. i am trying to regain that motivation and i feel like im able to write more than i was a short while back so hopefully i shouldn't be gone for too much longer ^^

[akutasoda]

guys. five notes on this and i'll make it the banner for the next multi i plan to finish vv soon.

[akutasoda]

penacony

who do i write for? - gallagher, sunday, robin, acheron, boothill, black swan, mr reca

»multi

- a headpat a day - sunday + more

- attraction on the contrary - sunday + more

- youthful assassinations - sunday, boothill + more

- "you took my heart, my colour and drained my soul" - sunday, acheron + more

- don't waste that youth - boothill + more

- diamond tiara crushed in two, my heaven crashes down for you - boothill, sunday, reca + more

- uncoordinated mistakes - sunday + more

- an idols mirage - sunday + more

»fics

- just business right? - sunday

- songbirds - sunday

- do you think you'd kill for me? - gallagher

- atleast someone believes in me - sunday

- don't wish to grow up - gallagher

- do you like scary movies? - reca

- the fans are always right. right? - reca

»headcannons and drabbles

- feathers and affection - sunday

- under his wing - sunday

- wild friendships - boothill

- dispelling the darkness - sunday, boothill

- in the morning light - gallagher, sunday, robin, boothill

- screentime overload - sunday, boothill

- uptown tastes - boothill

- the dueling galaxing ranger - boothill

- lead me towards freedom, just for me to forget - sunday

- true personalities - boothill

- pocky game - sunday

all

- seems pretty empty...

[akutasoda]

thanks for the tag ray!!

favourite color: blues/purples (powder blue to be specific!!)

last song: fortress of lies - NieR:Automata ost

currently reading: the clock mansion murders!!

currently watching: the cat returns! rewatched it last night with a friend ^^

currently craving: mango vanilla slices... my absolute beloved but i have no ingredients to make any and i cant really be bothered to go get some... plus mangos are going out of season soon unfortunately

coffee or tea: most days it's coffee, but honestly i don't mind either way! i tried curving how much coffee i was having by balancing it out with tea but then i started drinking too much of both- :')

no tags atm because it's late but anyone's welcome to join!!

​༉‧₊˚.​ get to know me better !! ♡

— 𝜗𝜚 thank u @cosmiiwrites nd @queenofmistresses for the tags, my lovies <3 i love u both

favorite color? pink!! i love pink!! you know the colour of hello kitty’s bow? pink!! my melo? pink!! my socks rn? pink!! did i mention my favourite colour is pink?

last song? someday - from the zombies soundtrack (banger)

currently reading? i finished the hurricane wars by thea guanzon a few days ago so im using this as an excuse to tell you to read it n i loved it so much but im currently starting (only a chapter in) a feather so black by lyra selene

currently watching? i don’t think i am watching anything… i last watched the zombies movies though… (im not obsessed you are)

currently craving? NOODS ugh i could demolish some noodles rn

coffee or tea? yes.

@nebulacrumbs @blooming-crimson-flower @hellsgreatestslut @lilsleepybear1029 @ustulia tag you’re it <3

[akutasoda]

new hsr character!

hello mr.reca!! you will not replace gallagher for me but you sure do come close...

[akutasoda]

ranpo edogawa

»multi

- for you, my full attention

- does it ever stop hurting?

- i can't believe you sometimes

- don't say anything else just stay

- fire in my heart

- why so secretive?

- i would protect you till the end

- you don't ever have to pretend

- fighting talk

- to rely upon another

- looking out for you

- sunken happiness

- explosive feelings

- the decisive scales tip in your favour

- 'what if i was a worm?'

- a work life balance

- i can stay, if you want?

- can i spend my eternity with you?

- looks can be decieving

- you make everything precious

- teasing banter

- home safe

- you make everything special

- new furry companions

- eyes are windows to the soul part 2

- confidence in conflict

- frostbitten kisses

- mechanical affection

- childhood misunderstandings

- new families

- kisses galore!

- pain of healing

- dancing partners

- sleepless nights with you

»fics

- sugary sweethearts

- sweet tooth

»headcannons and drabbles

- my life over yours

- endearing aspirations

- great minds think alike

- take a hint

- clingy much

- childish conversations + dazai

- friendly competition + chuuya