☆〜(ゝ。∂)txt x gn!reader ⋆ cw// drugs/marijuana mentions! sfw, tooth rotting fluff <𝟑 kissing, cuddling, implied established relationships
⤷ what i imagine it's like smoking with the boys . . .
연준 YEONJUN
i imagine him high is a lot like him drunk lol
soft, sleepy, cuddly and just the biggest baby whining that he wants kisses now
likes using your lap as a pillow for his head, the type to nuzzle his face in your belly and wrap his arms tight around you-- won't you play with his hair? tell him what an amazingwonderfulhandsome boyfriend he is?
tries very hard not to fall asleep on you but fails every time
pls take care of him :(
finds the other boys annoying when they're high lol but still does it with them because they're his baby brothers and he loves them no matter how much they piss him off <33
cannot smoke without you because he'd spend the entire sesh going "where's my baby?? i wanna see my baby, i miss them so much :(("
수빈 SOOBIN ⭑𓂃
the kind to just stare blankly at the wall for hours
"bin, you okay?" "uh huh..."
probably gets sensory overload easily, don’t have too much going on at once or he’ll get a headache :<
soogyu is my dream blunt rotation im gonna be honest they're so fucking funny they just be sayin shit
high bin says the some of funniest things you've ever heard in your life but he has no idea he's even being funny
"why are you laughing at me??? :(("
gasps when you tell him you love him even though you tell him every day
“REALLY??? I LOVE YOU TOO!!!”
will get into the dumbest arguments, especially with gyu?? “what do you think would happen if you put a werewolf on the moon…” “what the hell is wrong with you??”
“no, dumbass, that’s not even how ufos work. look it up.”
범규 BEOMGYU ⭑𓂃
true delulu headcanon time here but hear me out okay
he's so crazy adhd brain high energy when he's sober but i feel like when he's stoned he's so. chill?
put a movie on or something and he'll be quiet for hours he's just so transfixed by the moving colors and lights
just wants to cuddle with you in silence or like. talk about deep shit
you honestly kind of love it because you'll have conversations about your future and your relationship that gyu wouldn't take seriously sober
he's very upfront and straightforward with his feelings when he's stoned, which is so unlike him
says some corny shit with stars in his eyes like "i wanna spend forever with you" and then regrets it later because he sounded like a dweeb
he's so whipped for you and he can't hide it :<
let him lay on your chest, playing with his long pretty hair, calling him beomie while he looks up at you with hazy, unfocused but so in love eyes
again soogyu = dream blunt rotation gyu is so funny
“do crabs think fish are flying??” type mf i love him very much
태현 TAEHYUN ⭑𓂃
this might be an unpopular opinion but tyun is absolutely the biggest stoner out of the five of them
i feel like he would smoke to relax, not necessarily to get high-- he's on stress overdrive 24/7, especially during comeback season,, he smokes to finally make his brain go quiet for at least a night
big social smoker but also enjoys smoking alone or just with you
i see him the most like his sober self, quiet and content and not really paying much attention to anything
normally you have to fight him to get his picture taken but when he's stoned he'll just let you shove a camera in his face and you love it sm,, "tyunnie!! baby! smile!"
very content with letting you sit on his lap while he zones out, nuzzling his neck-- he loves feeling needed, loves taking care of you
thinks everyone else is very entertaining, just enjoys watching his brothers act like idiots
he's such a bottled up guy, doesn't like to show or talk about how he's feeling ;; but he'll open up easily once you get him loosened up
휴닝카이 HUENING KAI ⭑𓂃
i want to smoke with this boy so bad. it's not even funny.
he's so cuddly and sweet and giggly,,, i lob him,,
he gets too out of it to kiss you so he makes your plushies kiss eachother instead hehe
kiss his freckles :< just give him so many smooches all over his face while he laughs that it tickles
spooning is a need not a want. he'd rest his chin on the top of your head and hold you soso close while you lay on his bed watching a movie ;;
like soobin he probably gets overstimulated easily,, he needs the lights off and he likes when you wear soft/fuzzy clothes,, ur his plushie now :<
will not let you get up for anything at all. will literally follow you to the bathroom and wait outside of the door like a puppy
SOOO much skinship he needs to touch and be touched so badly
goes totally nonverbal when he's stoned. will not say a word for hours
TUMMY RUBS also lays his head on your belly ;;
thinks literally everything is funny. show him a picture of like. a horse and he'd laugh at it
‼️[ TW: Terminal Illness, Angst to Fluff, Solo Leveling Spoilers ]
‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ Part 2 || Part 1 ♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.
╰┈➤ ❝ [ We'll Try This Again, Begin Again with Zero. But This Time? I'm Never Letting You Go. ] ¡! ❞
Living felt more like a punishment more than anything. The pain he goes through starts feeling more and more deserving in his eyes. He was pushing himself to the limits when he shouldn't, he's punishing himself over a sin that wasn't really his fault.
But if anyone tells him that, he wouldn't look back at them. He would ignore their concerns.
He has a duty to uphold anyway, a duty that only he can do as a monarch.
Jinwoo has ultimately grown to be a vessel of war thanks to the system.
He didn't really care much, he already placed insurance to his name if anything happens to him.
When he's gone, his remaining family would atleast live off of something.
He has already watched his father die too thanks to the godforsaken monarchs.
What more can he loose?
Over and over again, he puts himself in the battlefield, exhausting himself on purpose, never even sleeping nor eating.
He was just fighting like a dog.
Well, dog's get much more care than what he does to himself, so does it really count?
It doesn't matte,r Jinwoo physically cannot be exhausted.
But mentally? It's a different story.
He wasn't really depressed, at least, that's what he tells himself.
He really felt numb, not exactly sad, not exactly happy either. It's as if his emotions lie in the middle.
Jinwoo felt hollow, completely hollow.
As if he were merely nothing more than a puppet in war.
The only thing that really urges him to move forward is the distant sound of his beloved's voice in the back of his head.
And soon, after he had finally murdered the Monarch of Destruction— He would be granted a wish.
Battered and tired while on the floor, he thought of what he could possibly ask from the rulers.
Thought of?
No, Jinwoo already knew what he wanted.
It was to turn back time.
To meet old friends again, to stop the gates from opening, to have his family whole again
,... To meet you again.
Yes. That's right. All of this was for you anyway.
Jinwoo recalls that memory very clearly, how you were still in the hospital bed and you two were playing a game of cards while he tells you about how he plans to be a hunter soon.
Your words were quite cute really: "I hope Woowoo becomes a really strong man!"
Those silly, innocent words of yours.
Up to this day, he still smiles lovingly whenever he remembers that.
He became this strong not just for himself and his family who needs him, but for you, the brave little soul who endured that illness—
Jinwoo fought for you
And since he is given the opportunity to correct the past, he requiested for time to be rewinded.
Right then and there, a brilliant flash of white would engulf the earth, bathing it in all it's glory. eradicating all traces of the lifeforms and shadows there is to this pathetic universe. For once in a million years, the earth was beautiful again. It looked like a star gleaming along with countless others.
Soon, Jinwoo would wake up to the sound of his baby sister's calling. Jinwoo would sit up, gently smiling at her.
It took a while for everything to sink in, for everything for him to realize that this? All of this was reality.
How badly he wanted to find you in the time he spent, for just a few weeks, he enjoyed being a child again.
Laughing with friends, screaming at others for a vanguard or healer in the pc cafe— He wanted to find you in an instant. But not right now.
He took care of some stuff first.
Your illness wont awaken until then after all.
27 years, he spent time in that goddamn dimensional crack fighting monarchs and all that crap.
When he was done, he finally came home.
Just as he set foot back in earth again, he went straight to the hospital.
April 9th of spring, where the pink petals bloomed and flew around the air— This beautiful but tragic day.
Was the first time you had collapsed and coughed out blood.
It started with your lungs, to your kidneys, to your heart, to everywhere.
You had metastatic cancer.
Coughing up blood was only the start.
And Jinwoo had come home just in time.
He didn't even ask for directions, he just went straight to your hospital room.
He knew this godforsaken place better than the doctors and nurses himself after all.
As he pried open the door, there you were, resting on the bed staring absentmindedly at the pink trees outside your window. When yopu heard the sound of the door, you turned your attention to Jinwoo.
Dazzling and innocent eyes, just as he remembers. Your youthful face, free of any sign of wrinkles. Still chubby and plump that he wanted to just kiss your cheeks all over.
As you called out his name, Jinwoo marched over and embraced you tightly.
"I'm sorry, it took me a while" Jinwoo whispers ever so lovingly as he rubs the b ack of your head affectionately.
You were confused at first, wondering why your best friend is acting all cuddly and sappy when he totally did not disappear off of the face of the earth and come out of nowhere like some sort of boogey man. But regardless, you can't help but notice the traces of tears about to break from lovely grey eyes.
When you reached over to touch his face, his voice broke and he started crying almost instantly.
Panicked and confused, you pulled him to a tight hug.
Jinwoo was crying, and in his tears and broken voice you could hear the amount of anguish he had been bottling up, the brokenness in his heart finally being revealed in the open for you to hear and see. It felt as if Jinwoo was carrying a hundred years worth of burden. And you could do nothing more than to soothe him.
"I'm sorry... Ditching you out of nowhere and acting like a sappy pup wo got kicked" He chokes as he chuckles gently, "I promise, promise, that I won't leave you like that anymore. Just trust me, okay? Here, drink this."
He hands you a weird fantasy-potion thing with red liquid inside. You wanted to deny him of it but Jinwoo stubbornly insisted upon it, as if your life depended on it.
Well, tehnically speaking, it did depended on that potion.
After making sure you gulped down every single drop of the crimson liquid, Jinwoo pressed his forehead against yours.
Mumbling ever so sweetly; "Let's do this again, okay? You and me, goofing around. I'll let you eat as much sweets as you like, I'll show a lot of pretty things. Don't worry about anything else, Woowoo will take care of it."
Somehow, you felt that Jinwoo meant that on a deeper level. You felt like right now, what in front of you wasn't just anyone else, but someone ready to lay down their life for your sake. The person in front of you, you felt as if he was going to follow you to the ends of the earth to the stars above your heads. Somehow, it feels as if his words was a promise that he would follow you wherever you go.
He already lost you once, damned will he be if that happens again.
ʚ(੭´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭ .。✧・゚: ~♡ —! stories written by kyunnie; translations, reposts, plagiarism are strictly forbidden.
౨ৎ ⋆ 。˚— Reader x Yan! Various Genshin Impact Cast (Childe, Xiao, Scaramouche, Wanderer, Kunikuzushi)
୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ— INCEST (not to you tho), OC's, death, blackmail, murder, obsessive and possessive tendencies (yandere yadayda), ASSAULT, stalking, abuse of power, manipulation, afab reader, you/your pronouns or they/them... really just some messed up shit that I thought of while sleeping.
·˚ ༘~ Modern AU. Academy AU. Siblings AU. Triplets AU (for Scara, Wanderer and Kabuki).
ִֶָ 𓂃⊹ ִֶָ The death of your beloved and dearest friend has caused you to go to the lowest point of your life. And everyone just decided to make your life even lower. ִֶָ 𓂃⊹ ִֶָ
゚𐦍༘⋆! — INFOS~!
Zhongli, Ei are both owners of the largest, most successful, wealthiest and powerful companies out there. They are the top investors in Teyvat Academy.
Venti is also an investor but is a student.
Zhongli is the father of Childe, Xiao and Katrina (OC)
Patrina — Female. Is known for her spoiled brat like behavior and is infamously known for dating Tartaglia, which is her brother. She deeply hates her overprotective family and wants them to stop. Is the middle child.
Ei is the mother of Kabukimono, Raiden Shogun, Scaramouche, Wanderer (triplets) and Amaya (OC)
Amaya — Female. Known for her naivety, push over, innocent and meek attitude. She doesn't like what her brothers are doing to her, but she can't say anything about it. Is the youngest child.
Inako (OC) — Your homeroom teacher. Female. She's heavily mistreated, she has it worse than the other teachers. She can't fight back at all and is helpless.
Nayako (OC) — Dead. A student who was murdered brutally in Teyvat Academy. The murder was covered up to keep any kinds of scandals from the Academy. Your friend.
—-·-——-·-——-·-——-·-——-·-——-
You were never a fan of death.
And you weren't a fan of people who hide the truth.
Being a witness to the murder of a friend of yours, the closest one you've had and having it covered up made you feel numb.
Nayako didn't deserve that. No one deserves that. Not only does she get harassed by your fellow classmates, she gets killed too. And all the academy does is get you therapy (which is basically forcefully trying to make you forget it) the corrupt environment of the Academy is insane.
You hate everything that has got to do with the Academy. The students, the faculty, the environment... Everything.
You hate it. So why, why were you having one of the biggest investors and the one who paid hush money to keep the murder quiet — Zhongli Dei Lapis's — daughter cry on your shoulder as if she's a friend?
And why were you crying too?
-–———————————————–-
Patrina was a brat. Yet she was easy to tame. You avoided her at all costs but had to cross paths with her for a school project that your homeroom teacher, the only teacher you like and can tolerate — Inako — gave. Patrina at first was trying to do it all herself, you wanted to not help at all, but you instead insisted on helping instead of leaving her to do it herself because she couldn't do anything right.
You ended up doing the entire project as Patrina was too busy conversing with her older brother — Tartaglia —. The one that people think she's dating. It's weird and creepy as hell — especially when he's just openly talking about her in a sexual manner — aren't they siblings? You attempted to keep a low profile but failed when you heard him speak in Russian...
"I wish you could understand me in this language, my love. Because the amount of things I could tell you that others can't understand makes me feel so warm..." He spoke cheesily, but also in a creepy manner, because they are indeed acting like a couple. You snapped your head towards them when you heard that. Patrina just looked confused.
"My love?" You muttered confused in Russian albeit too loud for Tartaglia to hear. He perks up and looks at you, shocked. "You can understand me?" He asks, maybe it sounded amused, maybe it sounded excited, maybe it sounded confused... You could never tell.
You nod your head, and you could swear his lips lifted higher. "You can speak Russian?" He stood up from his seat next to Patrina and sat next to you. You averted your gaze and reluctantly nodded. He's delighted about that information.
"Wonderful! The name's Tartaglia, what's yours?" He asks, you don't know whether to answer or not, "My name is..."
—-·-——-·-——-·-——-·-——-·-——-
Patrina felt like her entire world lightened up the moment Tartaglia started paying less attention to her. For the whole class, all he did was talk to you in Russian, she thinks. But either way, she's happy about that. But she can feel the stares from Xiao on the back, he was sitting next to his peers — Venti, Heizou, Kazuha and the two of the triplets - Scaramouche and Wanderer —. Those guys are one of the many groups that harasses the homeroom teacher Inako.
You were getting agitated by Tartaglia and are trying to cut the conversation short and you failed miserably.
Class ends with nobody giving an effort in the school project but you. You gave your project to Inako to at least brighten her day up. She perks up to you with a hopeful smile on her face and takes your project happily, muttering a 'thank you...' and almost crying.
That is when Scaramouche decided it was funny to just — destroy the project by sweeping it off her hands and throwing it on the ground and stepping on it. You looked at him furiously. You were about to step up and stop him when Amaya gets in the way with Kabukimono trailing behind her.
She knew what you were about to do.
"Please don't — ah!" She gets pushed off by Scaramouche, and you immediately step in and push him off instead and get Amaya behind your back.
Amaya does not deserve the brothers she has. Scaramouche and Wanderer were pieces of shit and just like Patrina, Tartaglia and Xiao, is rumored to have a relationship with her. What's with the incestuous relationships in this school?
But either way you glared at Scaramouche who glares at you back. "Give that whore back to me." He demands. "Fuck off." You grit your teeth. He steps forward, about to forcefully take Amaya back but Inoko steps in like a teacher should and stops the fight. She ends up getting glared at by the guys, and she's trembling.
"Stay away from this, teach." Xiao warns, but Inoko insisted.
and you ended up outside with Amaya but with Inoko inside the classroom getting punished by them. You grit your teeth knowing you can't do anything, you can't barge in, you can't save her, you're helpless—
"This is all your fault..." Amaya whimpers, "You shouldn't have fought against them! Do you know how much power they hold in this school?!" She almost wanted to sob.
All your fault...?
What did you do wrong exactly? Being a decent human and actually doing something against their inhumane actions?
"How is this all my fault?" You muttered.
"Uhm... How is it her fault?" Kabukimono spoke up, oh shit, you have forgotten Kabukimono's presence and never expected him to follow Amaya
You stormed away. Patrina follows after you. You cannot handle this shit no more! This school is full of shit and dirt and everything derogatory.
That was what you kept repeating in your head, over and over again. Patrina is concerned and Amaya ends up getting forcefully dragged by Patrina, so now you're sitting in the cafeteria with both of the girls notoriously known for being in a relationship with their family.. and there's Kabukimono too.
You don't even feel like eating anymore. Kabukimono was eating peacefully. Looking at you from time to time.. "Are you gonna eat that?" He asks softly. You don't know how Amaya and him can be so... Innocent with siblings like Scaramouche.
You nodded, you didn't want to waste food anyways. Because unlike how Teyvat Academy is known for having rich students, you aren't rich at all.
You're also bullied because of that, but you don't really think of it much.
"Look, I know it's weird for me to say it but.. I'm grateful for you." Patrina starts, you look up at her, raising a brow, she blushes, "..Well— I'm grateful that you... managed to get Tartaglia to shut up." She admits. Amaya joins in too, "Yeah! Uhm, I'm glad that you actually fought for Ms. Inoko!" You feel warm about that, everyone just ridicules you for that, but they're over here... Just... Thanking you.
Kabukimono joins in, "I think you're great too!" He smiles. You feel speechless, oh wow.. I guess it's nice to be thanked rather than ridiculed. "What kind of food are you eating anyways? Let's skip school and go out!" Patrina says, you are slightly offended because so sorry for being poor.
"I.. I'm too broke to go out." You admitted, Patrina scoffs, "I'll pay~ I mean, I am one of the richest~" she smirks.. oh well...
And that's how you got to be good friends with all of them. Well at least you hope you guys are friends. Kabukimono doesn't think so, because he can feel his heart flutter whenever you're there. He'd always ask you about it, and you tell him he's in-love. So.. does that mean, he's in-love with you?
But anyways, Scaramouche and Wanderer are irritated, Xiao is hysterical, Childe is just thinking about you.
"How could I lose her..." Xiao is going insane silently, "That fucking slut is getting it when she gets home..." Scaramouche grits his teeth.
While you're getting overwhelmed by the amount of food and how tasty it was! So this was rich people's food, Patrina is just flexing, and Amaya and Kabukimono are eating.
Little did you know, Wanderer has his ways to find his little sister. And so does Xiao.
—-·-——-·-——-·-——-·-——-·-——-
Days pass by and both Kabukimono and Childe are falling for you harder, Patrina and Amaya are grateful to you and even Inoko.
You were trying to get away from Childe when you bumped into Scaramouche. Oh no.
Scaramouche was irritated, but then he got amused. "Well well well... It's the broke girl. You have fun picking scraps?" He mocks, and you just glared at him
"Oh? Feisty of you. I'll gladly get you to submit to me." He pulls your hair and shoves you in a wall. That hurts! You immediately pushed him off with all your might. What the fuck?!
He stumbles back, irritated, and immediately lunges at you, but he ends up getting punched in the face. You held your hands, shocked that you actually punched someone. He's shocked too. And he was about to pounce on you again but you ran away immediately. Leaving a little necklace behind. A necklace he oh so familiar with.
And the necklace just happened to have your scent.
-–———————————————–-
You hate every single second you spend on that place and you might just avoid those hallways at all costs. Running was never your forte, so of course, as cliche as it sounds, you ran over someone, and he was quick to catch you before you fell on the floor.
"Agh! I'm so sorry—" you apologized profusely. Until you got a good look at his face. It's Xiao. You pulled away immediately, running off. And he was left shocked. Weren't you the one who's been keeping Patrina occupied lately?
He smelled Patrina's scent on you, but that wasn't what he enjoyed, rather your scent was what he enjoyed. He looks forward to bumping into you more, you look very clumsy...
-–———————————————–-
Holy shit, embarrassed two times. Where the hell are the girls and Kabukimono are when you need them?
Patrina crashed towards you. Shocking you. Not again! But Patrina looked troubled, she was relieved it was you.
She felt like crying, and she immediately broke down in your arms. You didn't know what to do. How do you comfort people anyways. You reluctantly put your arms around her... And she sobbed in your arms, incoherent words and you just listened to it all. Soon she stops crying, her eyes puffy and face wet.
"Can you... Could you please come over to my house?" Patrina asks, no she pleaded at this point, she needed you to be there. Especially when she finds out her father —Zhongli — knows she's been skipping class. You were shocked. You didn't want to say yes. How could you? Especially when her father is one of the guys who paid hush money to keep the murder of your dearest friend Nanoko.
-–———————————————–-
Why do you keep on being a push over and just saying yes to everything people ask you of? Why are you here? You're seeing red. Seething angrily. You don't want to see one of the biggest investors, the man who paid hush money to cover up the murder of your friend— you don't want to!
The moment you stepped inside, Tartaglia was about to greet Patrina then saw me and he lightened up, it didn't show on his dead ocean eyes, but he definitely lightened up, "Ah! Ангел!" (Angel) He walks up to you happily and embracing you, you feel repulsed and pushed him off. "Don't call me that..."
Xiao was playing on his phone while sitting on the large couch and he smelled your scent and perked up. "The clumsy girl?"
"It seems you brought a friend over." A smooth and deep voice calls out.
Oh shit.
You slightly trembled when hearing his voice. And there he is. Zhongli Dei Lapis.
He seems quite surprised to see you, "Hmm, it's you. Have you been taking care well? Have you been attending your weekly therapy sessions?" He asks, but he doesn't really care does he?
Patrina looks shocked, and you averted your gaze. "Yes." You managed to mutter without stuttering.
Patrina soon starts speaking, "..I.. I brought her because she's my friend and has been helping me study for a while..." She said. Zhongli hums, "Is that so?"
"Well then.." he walks closer. "You wouldn't mind explaining why my dear Patrina has been skipping classes, hmm?" And you feel your face pale as you look at Patrina, who looked away.
-–———————————————–-
You feel betrayed. Done. You would never be the same person ever since. You have been avoiding Patrina entirely. For a whole week and more. Even her family members. You've just been hanging out with Amaya and Kabukimono.
It was fine and all.
Until it wasn't.
Because you just saw Amaya beaten and battered up in the hallway, and you have the girl you've been avoiding for a week and more, in your arms, crying about Amaya.
🎀: Hi! It's me again, I'm making a new fic and so I was going to post it over here.
Title: Watch your back
୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ
Prologue:
“Reo~ Where are you?” The man waltzed down the quiet hall stopping at a large white door. He can hear the man from inside and his breath started to quicken. How did it all end up like this, he never did anything wrong, he was generous, nice, caring… he really didn’t deserve this. The cheap fluorescent lights flickered above the man as he pounded on the door with his fist. “Reo, open the door.” his voice echoed through the hall and boomed from outside the room. His voice shook the door and Reo crawled away from the door, where he moved silently in search of a new hiding spot. He would be damned if he got murdered now. The blood that seeped into his white clothes covered the floor in a trail of crimson. The pounding got louder and reverberated in the room. The man's voice was no longer soft and sweet. Now, It was loud and gruff. Reo crawled under the bed, it was a tight fit but he needed to be in an enclosed place in order to have a higher survival rate in the current situation he was in. The man had started to tear the door down and Reo internally cursed at the door for being made with such cheap material. “Reo, I know you’re in here.” his voice made Reo shiver. It was dangerously low, sounding more like a threat than a warning. The room went silent, there wasn’t a sound that emanated from the area. If you were attentive enough, you might even hear a pin drop and know the exact location of where it fell. Reo covered his mouth with both of his hands, his blood went cold when he saw that the bed was being pressed down. Was the man laying on the bed waiting for him to come out..? He must have been passing the time, waiting for him to leave the comfort of under the mattress . Suddenly, the man got up and he walked towards the door. He heard the door slam shut and out of pure relief he let out a small sigh. He cracked his eyes open just a bit and to his relief, there was nothing. “... hah..” He turned his head to the side and stretched out his legs but then, a firm grip wrapped around his ankle and dragged him out from under. “NO! Please stop! I’m sorry! I won’t run away again please!” Reo begged and pleaded but his mouth was covered with cloth and it all went black. What a strange dream that was.
That's all for now, I think it's pretty neat at the moment. ALSO this is NOT a self-insert, this is a fanfiction that I've wanted to make for a while now. Thanks for reading!
.... *sigh, pulls out the phone and starts typing*
𓂃 𓈒𓏸𑁍 Femboy!Robin living in my head rent free // GN!PC // Very, uh, NSFW! Sexual nature and use of toys // no beta read so prepare to read bad grammar
₊❀̥୭❛𓂃
Robin's sundress is lifted up revealing his body to lower to upper. Arms tied above his head, he squirms at the constrained control. Your hand posed on his visible stomach felt its vibration as he let out a faltered breath while you straddle his leg to keep it open wide.
The other hand to pump him with a fleshlight that made his buttcheeks clench the anal beads plugged in him.
Along with lewd sounds from his mouth leaves your name, begging you to sink down instead. But you know that he knows what he wants. A deprivation of the wanted pleasure that fills him with aroused desire.
Robin kept begging along with your name. His hips trusting to meet the device, announcing that he is coming. Beneath the lust, the bed creaks. Your free hand moved on the plug and with a last trust you pulled it out making his back arched and he came inside the fleshlight.
The orphan let out a scream of pleasure. His toes curls and body spasmed at the overwhelming pleasure.
When he pulled out from the fleshlight that you kept holding up, the sticky substance dripped on his hips and trickled down his stomach. Some dripping on the sheets. When you pressed the lips on his glistening penis and started rubbing at a slow pace, Robin shot other few cums.
You cooed at him being a sobbing mess. Wiping the tears on his cheeks. Not even once you took your eyes away from him, drinking every reaction he makes. You gave him another deep kiss while Robin grinded his hips to get your attention where you are needed.
You licked your lips at his taste and the idea of quenching your insatiable thirst now for something else.
The device got soon discarded and replaced by your weight between his legs, making Robin hum with a smile of relief. He tried to reach for you but only ended up tugging on his bind. He bit his lips and whispered your name. You kissed him in response.
Despite the intense orgasm from before he hardened again.
His lust awaits only you.
Holy cow I wrote this in public, during free time at school, with straight face lmao. Restrain and toys probably suits more Sydney but femboy!(and also sub!) Robin sends me
: ̗̀➛ This blog is to simply express what's on my mind (I may not post often tho.)
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: ̗̀➛ Likes 〇: VTubers (Mainly Holostars), cute stuff, plushies, doodling, sweets, sleeping, and listening to music
: ̗̀➛ Dislikes ✖: Interrupting while I'm talking, most scary things, repeating loud/annoying sounds, and trash around me
What to expect?
: ̗̀➛ I'm just going to be posting eye-appealing stuff, my emotions, my yume scenarios and talking about my interests. Thank you if you read this and stuck around
BLESS MY HEART — a song about someone navigating deep emotional pain, hidden struggles, and the fine line between sanity and madness. through a journey of transformation, isolation, and longing for connection, the protagonist ultimately faces a revelation of betrayal — serves as a pre-release single for HERO's upcoming mini album.
the music video for the single was released in three parts during the month of june, each one telling HERO's story through his point of view. the first part — THE ENCHANTED FOREST — focuses on his initial encounter with the surreal landscape, the emergence of the wolves, and the beginning of his quest for understanding.
THE ORACLE'S GUIDANCE — HERO seeks counsel from the enigmatic ORACLE who resides within the ancient tree. this segment explores HERO's confrontation with his inner demons, symbolized by the monstrous wolves, and his transformative journey through the mirror-like portal guided by the ORACLE.
the final instalment of the trilogy — DAWN OF A NEW BEGINNING — depicts HERO's return from the mystical realm with newfound wisdom and clarity. this showcases his emergence from the forest at dawn, the blossoming of the ancient tree, and his acceptance of the challenges and possibilities that lie ahead.
the music video analysis.
( PART ONE )
on an ordinary winter night, HERO found himself alone in the middle of a desolate, snow-covered forest. the snow wasn't the usual white but shimmered in shades of blue and gold, casting an eerie, ethereal glow. HERO had no recollection of how he got there but felt a strange pull as if something—or someone—was guiding him.
as he walked through the forest, the snow began to melt beneath his touch, turning into golden droplets that evaporated into the air. the cold should have bothered him, but instead, it felt oddly comforting. the forest was silent except for the soft crunch of snow under his feet and the distant, haunting howl of wolves.
HERO ventured deeper into the forest, and the trees seemed to whisper secrets from the past. he stumbled upon a clearing where spectral images of his memories floated around him. he saw himself as a child, laughing and playing with friends; he saw his first love, a girl with bright eyes and a radiant smile; he saw moments of triumph and sorrow, all swirling in a ghostly dance.
he reached out to touch one of the images, and it dissipated into golden dust. a sense of longing and regret washed over him. he realized these memories were not just from his past but fragments of what could have been, paths not taken, dreams unfulfilled.
( PART TWO )
HERO followed one of the paths, his heart pounding with anticipation. the tree in front of him was unlike any he had ever seen; it radiated an aura of wisdom and power. at its base sat an old woman, the ORACLE, her eyes blindfolded yet seeming to see everything.
"why have you come, seeker?" she asked in a voice that echoed through the forest.
"i don't know," HERO replied honestly. "i feel lost."
the ORACLE nodded. "you are here to find what was lost and to understand what lies ahead. the wolves are your fears and doubts. to move forward, you must face them."
as if on cue, the wolves began to transform. they grew larger, their forms shifting into monstrous versions of themselves, each representing a fear or regret that haunted HERO. one snarled with the face of betrayal, another with the visage of failure, and yet another with the guise of loneliness.
HERO knew he had to confront them. drawing strength from deep within, he faced each wolf in turn. the battles were fierce, both physically and mentally, as he wrestled with his inner demons. with each victory, the wolves shrank back into their original forms and then into harmless golden dust.
exhausted but triumphant, HERO turned back to the ORACLE. she gestured to the tree, and a mirror-like portal appeared on its trunk. "step through," she instructed. "your journey is not yet complete."
with a deep breath, HERO stepped through the portal and found himself in a surreal, dreamlike realm. the sky was a swirl of colours, and the ground beneath his feet felt like walking on clouds. here, time seemed fluid, and the laws of physics didn't apply.
he encountered versions of himself from different points in time, each offering insights and lessons. some were younger and more hopeful, others older and wiser. they guided him through the realm, helping him piece together the fragments of his soul.
( PART THREE )
in the heart of this realm, HERO found a radiant crystal, pulsating with energy. as he touched it, a wave of clarity and understanding washed over him. he saw his life in its entirety, the interconnectedness of every choice, every regret, and every moment of joy. he understood that his journey wasn't just about confronting his fears but embracing every part of himself.
with newfound wisdom, he stepped back through the portal, returning to the forest. the ORACLE was gone, but the ancient tree now bore blossoms of gold and blue. the forest, once eerie and desolate, was now vibrant and alive with the promise of new beginnings.
as dawn broke, HERO walked towards the edge of the forest. the first light of day painted the sky in hues of hope and possibility. the wolves, now gentle and watchful, followed at a distance, no longer symbols of fear but of guardianship.
HERO whispered to himself, "oh, bless my heart," feeling the strength and wisdom he had gained. as he stepped out of the forest and into the rising sun, he knew that he was ready to face whatever lay ahead. his journey through the mystical forest had transformed him, and he was no longer the man who had entered it.
CATCH TWENTYFIVE is the 2nd full album by MIGHTY DEVIL's most known soloist, HERO. the mini album was released on the artist's birthday, october 4th, consisting of ten tracks, with PULL THE TRIGGER serving as the album's title track. the second full album reached higher than any of the artist's previous albums could, and the title track quickly became one of the most replayed songs on spotify. the first week of the album release, PULL THE TRIGGER rose to number four on the charts, making it HERO's second song to enter the top 10 on the billboard charts ( with the first one being DANCE FOR TWO from the previous year, ranked in 5th place ).
tracklist.
YOU & TEARS ( INTRO )
SET ME FREE 🅴
PULL THE TRIGGER ( TITLE )
DOWN DOWN ( feat. FABLE's MINGEUN )
I WANNA KNOW ( feat. CARAVAL's CHAN )
SWEET GAME ( feat. LOOPIN's MINWOO )
HEAVEN, ARE YOU THERE? ( feat. ARM CANDY's ZION )
GOD DAMN 🅴
MATCH & THE FLAME
I'M BAD ( OUTRO )
album content.
THRILLER VERSION : outbox ( 210 x 290mm ) + photo booklet ( 84p ) + folded poster ( random one out of 4 ) + sticker sheet ( 1ea ) + accordion lyrics poster ( 1ea ) + signed polaroid ( distributed randomly for first print only ) + photocards ( random 2 out of 16 ) + bike keys charm ( distributed randomly for first print only )
HAUNTING VERSION : outbox ( 210 x 290mm ) + photo booklet ( 84p ) + folded poster ( random one out of 4 ) + sticker sheet ( 1ea ) + accordion lyrics poster ( 1ea ) + signed polaroid ( distributed randomly for first print only ) + photocards ( random 2 out of 16 ) + bike keys charm ( distributed randomly for first print only )
MISERY VERSION : outbox ( 210 x 290mm ) + photo booklet ( 84p ) + folded poster ( random one out of 4 ) + sticker sheet ( 1ea ) + accordion lyrics poster ( 1ea ) + signed polaroid ( distributed randomly for first print only ) + photocards ( random 2 out of 16 ) + bike keys charm ( distributed randomly for first print only )
STORY VERSION : outbox ( 210 x 290mm ) + photo booklet ( 84p ) + folded poster ( random one out of 4 ) + sticker sheet ( 1ea ) + accordion lyrics poster ( 1ea ) + signed polaroid ( distributed randomly for first print only ) + photocards ( random 2 out of 16 ) + bike keys charm ( distributed randomly for first print only )
era notes.
literally one of HERO's best eras, you cannot prove me wrong!
despite waiting for so long, fans were present for the album drop and couldn't stop streaming the songs! the music video for the title song racked up an amazing 25 million views in the first 24 hours!
PULL THE TRIGGER dabbles with the synth-wave genre and is aided by footfalls of percussion and atmospheric synths, which is something that the artist never played with but always talked about doing a song with those vibes in mind.
no one expected HERO's hair to be longer than his usual length, but literally, no one complained because it looked fabulous on him! the singer stated that he "wanted to try something new" and ended up liking it so much that he refused to cut it.
HERO admitted that he had so much fun working with other idols in the fic industry and that he's glad he approached them with the idea when, not even two years ago, he was avoiding others like the plague.
PULL THE TRIGGER received a jaw-dropping 13 wins on music shows, which, in the end, wasn't as surprising to ODDITIES as they expected many wins since they knew how popular the song would be as soon as the track list was announced, and after the singer released a highlight medley!
this comeback was really something else, and it really showed how HERO got out of his safety zone to interact more with other idols as well as with his fans. ODDITIES can’t help but hope that he stays that way!
SET ME FREE is a pre-released single of MIGHTY DEVIL HERO's upcoming comeback. the song was released digitally two weeks before the complete album and was promoted on music shows until the actual title track dropped out.
tracklist.
SET ME FREE 🅴
era notes.
fans were kind of on the fence with this pre-release era. some liked it because of the styling HERO had and hated the actual song, while others couldn't help but replay the music video and stream the song everywhere. but there's one thing that everyone agreed on; they were glad to see HERO back to his regular schedule and promoting his songs like usual.
SET ME FREE managed to debuted at no.15 on billboard’s hot 100, yet not managing to overthrow his previous rank at no.05 with DANCE FOR TWO last year.
fans couldn't help but question the singer on his surprise ig live why it took him so long to release a new album, and to that, HERO said, "i wanted all the best for my ODDITIES, can't blame me for perfecting each song to make my fans feel like a part of it". this only made the fans swoon even more.
due to the song being released only digitally, fans had to wait until the actual album came out, therefore, there are no sales counted for this pre-release.
⊹˳⁺ ⠀⠀⠀ THE DISCOGRAPHY OF HERO ! ( cw : flashing lights, eye strain? )
debuting in 2021, HERO is called the most well-known artist of MIGHTY DEVIL RECORDS since the company's establishment back in 2014. after the disbandment of X1, HERO seemingly disappeared for the whole of 2020 before he was suddenly mentioned by the company in mid-2021, surprising his fans, who longed to see him in the industry again.
on july 11th, HERO released a single, KILLING ME SOFTLY, that was promoted for four weeks and received three music show wins. due to the singer's popularity, his first win was only four days after his official debut, making him the fastest idol to reach one, even passing X1. he was credited for both the lyrics and the choreography of the song and a video was posted on his youtube account with a date that showed he produced everything a year before his actual debut. KILLING ME SOFLY received good reviews from multiple critics and other people in the music industry, and it set a bar for him to perfect even more in the future.
DREAMING AWAKEN is the first mini album released on november 19th, with THAT VOICE OF MINE as its title track. HERO promoted the song for five weeks and received seven music show wins. the soloist's first comeback could be deemed different due to the experimentation around neo-soul with clear jazz / r&b influences, which is– by the artist's words– something that he never dabbled in before. THAT VOICE OF MINE was a hit on tiktok, blowing up primarily due to the dance featured in the music video.
the first comeback of 2022 was with BAD LOVE, from HERO's second mini album, RATED-R. the album was not as big a hit for netizens as much as it was for international fans. still, despite all the hate HERO received for the album's name, BAD LOVE won five music show wins, placing the song on billboard's top 100 at 16TH place, the highest he's ever placed so far. to the question whether BAD LOVE was written due to something that happened to HERO in real life, he replies that even though the song is about a toxic relationship that he is desperate to break out of, it's not about him but rather someone he's very close to as a friend.
mid-2022 was a terrible time for ODDITIES. DEMON & YOU was released four months after RATED-R, but during the promotions of DANCE FOR TWO, HERO unexpectedly released a short documentary about his career, explaining how his year-long disappearance from the industry was due to his anxiety disorder. "it was one of the reasons why the company was reluctant to let me debut solo for the whole year," he explained, breaking his fans' hearts even more. the promotions during D42 were significantly smaller, taking only three weeks but receiving ten wins for the song and a 5TH place on billboard's top 100 for the whole of the promotion era.
when fans thought that was it for 2022, HERO surprised everyone again by releasing a third mini album, LIVE AND LEARN, with BULLS*** as its title track. the soloist followed the same schedule he had for D42, promoting the comeback for three weeks and winning four wins at music shows. a lot of netizens complained about the singer's approach to his songs, mostly saying he always uses vulgar words as titles for his albums and songs. ODDITIES came to defend him, saying he's an adult and can decide on his discography due to having complete freedom over what he will produce. even though BULLS*** didn't receive as much attention as his previous album, it still got him a lot of appreciation and love from his fans.
while the singer confirms all songs are written and produced by him, HERO admits he also has help from other producers in the music industry for some of the significant songs.
˗ˏˋ Yandere! Sung Jinwoo x Best Friend! Reader ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡
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‼️[ TW: stalking, obsession, gaslighting(?), gore, body horror, BLOOD, yandere Jinwoo au ]
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╰┈➤ ❝ [ Wherever you go, I'm always right there even if you try to hide ] ¡! ❞
"You're just imagining things" Jinwoo says, his nonchalant grey eyes glancing up at you. "You just don't sleep enough."
That's what he always says whenever you rant about the nagging feeling of several eyes watching you.
And you, being the stupid fool that you are— Believed his words.
Jinwoo is a smart and logical person, he's always able to make things just make sense.
So you never really questioned anything whenever he drops his opinion.
But of course, your instincts were never really wrong in the first place.
The itching terror crawling beneath your skin whenever you're alone, the weird chills tickling your spine when you walk in a dark place— It wasn't just your imagination.
The culprit?
He's staring right at right your face with those casual grey orbs.
Jinwoo has placed a bunch of shadows to trail you around, ten maybe 20,... Maybe. Who knows how many he has really placed?
Oh but one thing was for sure, there's at least two of his most powerful line of shadows safeguarding you.
Their duties were two simple orders: Make sure you are safe and sound and eliminate all forms of danger.
Eliminate All Forms Of Danger.
Sure, it could be just some bugs you're terrified of, or making sure you dont come across any dangerous plants along your way.
But their most important task was to murder anyone who tried too hard to come close.
Jinwoo was normally level-headed, he can take seeing you talking to someone else for at least 2 minutes, 5 when he's in a really good mood.
Past ten?
Hah.
'That fucker better start counting his hours' was the only thing ringing inside Jinwoo's head.
He was a jealous man, he'd be quiet but his gaze would grow darker. His ebony locks hovering over his steely gaze, his tongue pushing his inner cheek out as he tries to hold his temper, his foot tapping the floor impatiently as he counts the seconds the bastard went pass ten minutes.
78 seconds.
Jinwoo counted exactly 78 seconds when the conversation finished and your attention would return to him.
Immediately, that hard expression on him would go gentle.
He became quite the actor no thanks to you. jinwoo doesn't want you to have a peek of what he truly is as a person.
Though you were best friends, Jinwoo was a bit handsy with you. Just a bit.
His fingers lightly brushing against your fingers, your cheeks, mostly your ears actually.
Why?
Everyone reacts a certain way when their ear gets tickled.
And he reveled in the shudders and yelps you give him whenever he teases you.
The more you gave him your many expressions, the more and more he drowns in the black hole that is you.
Whatever you do, even the littlest things, his instincts would suddenly go haywire.
Mostly he wants to cherish you, pamper you, baby you like the adorable thing that you are.
Other times? Jinwoo wants to break you apart. Watch you sob, wrists bound, legs incapable of moving— He wanted to imprison you in the land of eternal death. Have you rot in his domain where he wouldn't worry about anyone or anything else breathing the same air as you other than him.
He wanted to love you and break you, and he knew that well. Jinwoo knew of his adoration and destructiveness when it comes to loving you.
You were really like a black hole, sucking him into the void and drowning him in a sea of emotions he never can quite understand.
Perhaps the system had really screwed him up in the head.
The pressure of being a monarch, of protecting this world, of being a vessel of war for several years— He had become twisted and completely paranoid to the point that he just wants control on everything.
And he wanted complete control of you too.
But he stopped himself, several times, he stopped himself.
Jinwoo tried to cut himself off of your life, to delete your memories of him.
But whenever he tried to he could never do it.
Everytime he did, he would just get frustrated and never finish the job.
The more he tries, the deeper he falls into the abyss that is you.
And now here he is,...
Alone in an alleyway, with the beating rain above his head, the water droplets gently dripping off of his black locks. His hand was bloodied as he held the head he had brutally ripped off of the bastard that dared to go pass the ten minute limit. The mangled corpse on the floor had organs spilling out with exactly 78 cuts on it's skin so deep it must have sliced the bone too.
And just like always, you're a witness to this hell.
Scream, cry, throw up— Whatever you do, you would just draw an amused smirk on Jinwoo's handsome features.
His lips would scrunch up on one side, his eyes glowing an ominous color of monarch violet as he lightly tips his head to one side. The stench of blood permeates through the air as the crimson liquid pooled and spread along with the puddles beneath your feet. Everything was now much more terrifying than what it was earlier
You wanted to run, you were afraid of whatever demon that is in front of you.
But Jinwoo wouldn't give you that chance, after all, he is suddenly in front of you— Right at your face.
His eyes were so out of it even though they are focused on yours.
The blood splatters on him was bone-chilling and sickening and yet somehow it made him more handsome.
Jinwoo is always wearing an empty and bored gaze, and yet somehow this psychotic side of him was alluring and dreamy.
Like a fragrant poison you knew would kill but attracted you even still.
"Sssh" Jinwoo purrs sweetly, cradling your face with one hand and then lightly kissing your lips for a short while. "I only did what I needed to do."
" You just listen to me like you always did and forget this ever happened like we've always done"
Forget? Forget how—
Suddenly, your body would go limp and he would catch you. An arm gently wrapped around your waist as he cradles your sleeping form.
Jinwoo would chuckle, pressing another light kiss on your lips,... then your forehead, your temple, your cheek, and once again your lips.
He held the kiss a little while longer.
He loved that expression on your face to be honest, how it scrunch up in terror and disgust. How you would pale oh-so immediately that he can't help but be giddy and want to kiss your pretty little face over and over— Smothering you like the lovely little thing you are.
He has done this so many times.
First, it was some people getting too close.
Second, it was your friends.
Third, these random people who would talk to you for more than ten minutes.
Time and time again, he would bloody his hands for selfish reasons.
Jinwoo wants to be the apple of your eye just as you are to him.
After all, he lovingly placed a legion of shadows in you so that he could watch you the second you are away from his physical body.
"God, I love you so much" He'd whisper, his lips against your hair as he inhales your scent in.
. . . . . . . . .
"Hey," Jinwoo casually greets you the next morning at school, your cute expression in a complete daze from having your memories wiped once again the night prior. "It's a long weekend after today, how about I take you out to dinner?"
ʚ(੭´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭ .。✧・゚: ~♡ —! stories written by kyunnie; translations, reposts, plagiarism are strictly forbidden.
𓂃 𓈒𓏸𑁍Synopsis: After being held captive by the underground farm, it managed to escape but have along way to go...
𖧷𓂃◌ Characters: OFC PC (unnamed/Rozy), Robin (mentioned)
𖧷𓂃◌ A short-story! No name will be mentioned! I tried experimenting by describing only the body part. PC/Rozy, after being held captive, doesn't feel human at all. Just... something driven by instict :(
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The body was aching each step with a lack of comprehension. Only a sack of meat dragged by its limping feet and instinct with skin under the scorching sun. The body was full of bruises and blood but instinct didn't care. It held its arm as if to mantain itself to not crumble and kept going.
Where was it now? The ear could hear ruckus from afar. As fastidious it was the instinct tells to go there and... the teeth bit its lips... No, it mustn't! It must resist! It...must...
"MOOOO!"
It cried, loud and in repeat. The instinct drowned the sounds of the motors and whatever it felt touching the skin was soon gone with swing of the fist and kicks.
"Mooo! Mooo! M—ack" it cried in panic which met a chocking sound of struggle to resist. But it couldn't be helped when the eyes finally saw a familiar door from afar. It then shouted the only world, the only name it thought through all of those painful days.
"Ro...Robin! Robin!"
The feet started run almost stumbling on the road but didn't care until it arrive in front of stairs. The hands grabbed a fence to support itself to climb the few steps and once on top with all the strength it pushed the door open. Then it felt flying. The body slid on the rough rug.
It groaned in pain and lifted itself up with remaining strength but as broken it is everything came to a shut. The vision was blurry but it can see the figures' head turned on it. The man in the middle threw what it's holding behind him, sending the white papers flying and scattered on the floor.
With its last might fading, the body collapsed. The last thing it felt was being lifted and held by pair of callous hands and hear incomprehensible shout.