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[jaylaxies]

I know we're feeling soft and sad rn so...

heeseung who makes sure you're tucked into bed properly, pulling you by the waist so you're practically lying on top of him

jay who plays with your hair when your head is resting on his lap, both of you surprisingly comfortable in the back of the car

jake who traces the base of your ring finger whole you're asleep, already imagining the perfect ring he's gonna put on it

sunghoon who brings your hand to his lips, kissing your palm and then resting your hand against his cheek, his hand quite large compared to yours

heeseung who holds you close cause you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to him and he fears that you’ll disappear if he lets go.

jay who takes you out on a drive when you can’t sleep because he wants to take care of you, it doesn’t matter if he doesn’t sleep, he wants you to sleep peacefully.

jake who’s so in love with you it scares him, yet he can’t help but dream about the perfect future with you, already having purchased the promise ring which he can’t wait to see on your finger.

sunghoon who never thought he’d ever know love, but now that you are with him, he swears he can do anything for you, making sure you know how loved you are as he kisses you again and again.

[dysfunctionaldogdude]

Fictokin Emojis!!

Strikethrough names are friends/mutuals ONLY

❤️🐺 - Aaron Lycan [Aaron]

❤️‍🔥🐦‍⬛ - Anthony J Crowley [Crowley/AJC]

🩵⚠️ - Bill Cipher [Will]

🧡🐱 - Catra [Catra]

💚🤡 - Joker [Jokes]

🧡🐾 - Logan Howlett/Wolverine [Logan/Wolf]

💚🧊 - Loki Laufeyson/Odinson [Loki]*

❤️‍🩹🪽 - Lucifer Morningstar [Lucifer/Star]**

💛👤 - Oz Yellow [Oz/Ozzie]

🖤🦔 - Shadow The Hedgehog [Shads]

🤎🌕 - Remus Lupin [Remus/Moony]

💜🦄 - Twilight Sparkle [Twi]

🫀🦌 - Will Graham [Wilhem/Will]

I'm an agere please kink dni and everyone be aware of things tagged with 💝🐾 which is when I'm regressed [Little Age: 7]

Things tagged with 💿👾 is when I feel digital !![DO NOT REFER TO ME AS PHYSICAL WHEN TAG IS ACTIVE - WILL GLITCH OUT]!!

I'll do something with my shifts sometime - I'm always shifted as something so feel free to ask what I currently am!

*Dietykins as well - ☀️🛐 - **ONLY Dietykins

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Will make a new intropost - It'll be neater and include more stuff about me and less junk lol

-Navigation-

#dysfunc art (Art tag)

#hannimals (Hannibal fan comic)

#vampyr!hannibal (Vampyr AU Hannibal)

#our collective autism synced (Hannibal trending)

-Other blogs-

[Reworking blogs won't be available until new intro post]

-My name & Pronouns-

Pronouns.cc

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-What I do-

I create anything artistic basically. From drawing to music. I'm the founder of EstuFAWN Studios (@estufawn-studios) which makes VN, IFs, and Books.

I'm a fan of horror, psychology, biology, and slice-of-lifes [Not exclusive]. Some media I enjoy is Hannibal (TV), Good Omens, Merlin BBC, and Deadplate.

I take commissions and plan to put a commission board up sometime -> Most of my services will be free except high time and effort comms.

I do struggle with my mental health quite a bit so comms can be delayed because of that and due to the fact I am busy suddenly a lot. -> This doesn't just include comms I'm struggling to find proper therapy along with managing a world made for nuerotypicals so I disappear for weeks sometimes because I just don't have the energy

-A bit about me-

I was born and raised in the south in the US.

I'm only diagnosed with ADHD and AD, but I show signs of other neurodivergencies and mental disorders. Most are undiagnosed due to personal reasons.

I'm a Therian and Otherkin - Not a furry exactly (label doesn’t fit) - My theriotypes are Red Wolf, Axis Deer, Carrion Crow/Raven, All Leopards, and Lion. Cryptid Otherkin (NOT SPECIFYING)

-My Projects-

[Fanfictions]

SIDE WIP: Hannimals (NBC Hannibal Comic)

YET TO START: Hannibal Mini Comics (NBC Hannibal mini comic collection)

WIP(On Ao3): All of the 'Mermaids' have Sharp Teeth (NBC Hannibal Mermaid Fanfic) 17+

COMPLETED(On Ao3): Silk Sheets (NBC Hannibal Short Fanfic) 17+

HIATUS (On Ao3): Choreomania [Choreo!Omens] (Good Omens fanfic) 17+

YET TO START: Once Upon an Omens [Upon!Omens] (OUAT+Good Omens+Merlin) 14+

<Original works>

[Games]

MAIN WIP (@estufawn-studios): Ethereal (Dating sim) 16+

HIATUS (@estufawn-studios): Happy Days (ACOTCI Horror dating sim) 17+

[Books]

HIATUS (@estufawn-studios): Chew Before Swallow! (Sci-fi) 14+

HIATUS (@estufawn-studios): The Guide to the Universe (Guide for EstuFAWN Universes)

[Extra]

YET TO START: A Collection of the Clincally Insane "ACOTCI" (Horror and Gore) 17+

\-> A Collection of Horror/Thriller games about Clincally Insane couples and their stories.

[Rating meanings]

12+ (Light language, slight innuendo)

14+ (Mild language, light gore, innuendo)

16+ (Langauge, triggering content(abuse) light sexual content, mild gore)

17+ (Language, triggering content(SA&Rape mention), sexual content, gore)

\-> Not all of the 17+ will have sexual content most of them are rated for gore and triggering content

[kaaaaaaarf]

🌕Playlists🌑

Here is a comprehensive list of all the playlists from my Spotify account.

My Fics

The Killing Time (unwillingly mine) (fic here) - complete Remus J. Lupin's Songs Too Murder To (for chapter 2 of The Killing Time) - complete 💖💖🍆🥵Sirius Black🥵🍆💖💖 (based on chapter 2 of The Killing Time - post) - complete Wedding Schmood (based on chapter 3 of The Killing Time) - complete back when we were dinosaurs (fic here) - complete Now I'm Spreading Your Legs (with mine in between) (Hatefuck fic here) - complete I Got My Spoon (inside your jar) (Hatefuck sequel fic here) - complete touching me (touching you) (Hatefuck sequel fic here) - complete That Cunt (Remus' playlist in touching me (touching you)) - complete The More You Ignore Me (the closer I get) (Hatefuck sequel fic here) - complete my blood is singing with your voice (fic here) - complete i'm green, you're green (fic here) - complete check me out (fic here) - complete they call it the cockpit (fic here) - complete

Marauders

Welsh Moony (post) - complete coming back to you (lie low at lupin's - post) - complete I Will Survive (a wolfstar divorce) (post along with fic recs) - ongoing Will you be a satanist with me? (Evan(s)) - ongoing the moon & his star (wolfstar) - ongoing Remus Lupin vs the World - ongoing someone else's star (Sirius Black) - ongoing Lesbian Wolfstar - ongoing I can't love you how you want me to (jegulus) - ongoing Marauders Era (atyd) - ongoing it's been a while since I was your man (Grant - atyd) - ongoing skip a beat in the bloodline (the black brothers) - ongoing deathrow honeymoon (rosekiller) - ongoing R.A.B. (Regulus Black) - ongoing the moon and stars (seem awful cold and bright) (wolfstar Christmas - post) - complete

Other Fics

everywhere, everything (all at once) (for everywhere, everything by @lynxindisguise) - ongoing Always an Angel, Never a God (for Always an Angel, Never a God by @butcherbacterium - post) - complete Beneath The Light (of a Neon Moon) (for Neon Moon by @krethes) - ongoing Crimson Rivers (for Crimson Rivers by bizarrestars on ao3) - complete bind my wandering heart to thee (for Dear Your Holiness by @mollymarymarie on ao3) - complete

Other (general)

Snowbaz, Simon Snow & Baz Pitch playlists - ongoing two bucks (a clegen masters of the air playlist) - ongoing General playlists tag on my tumblr

[jaylaxies]

baby fever at an all time high I want a little baby so bad 😔💔

lil babie w hoon, she’d be so pretty and she’ll have your eyes w his dimpled smile, you’d be such a happy family 🥺🫶🏼

[jaylaxies]

damn is it too much to ask for a forehead kiss from jay 😔

he’d be so soft, pecking your forehead as you fall asleep in his arms, “good night, baby. sleep well,” he’d whisper, holding you close as he falls asleep next to you 💔

[jaylaxies]

just found out emma watson was also at the prada event. and yknow who else was there?? enhypen.

can you believe those little fuckers got the chance to meet her before me??? I was watching harry potter religiously before those bitches were even conceived 🥹🥲

UNFAIR no i wanna meet both but damn it feels as if my two worlds are colliding (three if you include the marvel crossover along w kpop and harry potter) yes i need all the pics of them interacting rn rn 😞‼️

[jaylaxies]

jay the type to smile at you with that look on his face that says "I'm gonna marry you one day"

i’m literally ready but nah he’s out there touring 😞💔 but god his smile is so so fucking beautiful i’m in tears </3

[jaylaxies]

everyone falling in love with my girl 😔

are you perhaps,, jealous? 😞 dw im yours first, kitten 💗

[jaylaxies]

the siren hoon fic once again reminded me of how we were blind leading the blind meme when we were talking abt my sister saving me from drowning at the beach 😭💀

- Celeste-hoon (I want my blog back) 💔

LMAO the way you did this the day after we discussed siren hoon is crazy 😭 im glad you didn’t drown tho baby, stay alive we still have to meet 😞🫶🏼

[jaylaxies]

jaemin the kind to kiss your eyes before whispering "good night, angel.. sweet dreams. I'll be here when you wake up"

i’m gonna cry DONT MAKE ME THINK OF HIM I BEG?? it doesn’t help that he’s a dilf w three kitties 😞

[jaylaxies]

haechan the type to squish your face, making your lips pucker before he leaves a uselessly light smooch

and i’m the type to hold on to his neck and bring him in for a real kiss cause how dare he tease me like that??

[jaylaxies]

didn't know I was one of the people on your roster 😔💔

you’re the first person i text after waking up cmon now 😞💔