#( JINSOO. )

[solseas]

Consider this a revamp Starter Call

Like this post for a paragraph starter our muses. Only condition is if you are a multimuse specify which one you’d like. Otherwise you’ll get a generic starter.

[r3dblccd]

: ̗̀➛ @solseas; continued from here

"Well, my apologies, I didn't expect you'd care so much for a piece of fabric," Claude smirked, their words almost mocking the other to raise a reaction out of him. "And I'd argue you're only searching for a reason to take it off of me yourself, and not just the shirt."

[sugarydollita]

Home is Where You Are

Jin had always been a man of routine. He woke up early, dressed in his perfectly tailored suits, and walked out the door to his luxurious office as the CEO of **Jin Hit Entertainment**. He had everything an ambitious man could want: a successful career, a respected reputation, and an extravagant lifestyle. But what he didn’t have what he never knew he needed was someone to come home to.

Ten months ago, that changed when Jin stumbled upon an unusual adoption ad. The picture was simple but intriguing a woman with long, dark hair, large, expressive eyes, and small, delicate ears perched on the top of her head, resembling those of a sugar glider. She also had a slender, fluffy tail that swayed gently behind her. Jin hadn’t expected to feel any particular connection, but there was something about her that called to him. Without thinking too much, he reached out and adopted her, thinking she might just need a place to stay for a while.

What Jin didn’t expect was that Jisoo, a sugar glider hybrid, would become so much more to him than he ever anticipated.

When Jisoo arrived at his home, she was quiet, reserved, and unsure of her place. She had the appearance of a human woman, but the soft, round ears and the long tail were unmistakably hybrid traits. At first, Jisoo had been shy around Jin, unsure how to fit into his world. Though she didn’t have the wings or abilities of a full sugar glider, her tail swished playfully when she was happy, and her ears twitched at the slightest sound, giving her an undeniable charm.

Her presence, though, was instantly calming. Jisoo wasn’t just some exotic hybrid she was an individual, and Jin quickly grew to realize how deeply he enjoyed having her around. It started with the small things how she carefully cleaned the house while Jin was at work, how she cooked meals for him that seemed to always hit the spot, as if she had an innate understanding of his likes and dislikes.

At first, their relationship was purely functional. Jisoo cooked, cleaned, and kept the house in order while Jin worked tirelessly as the CEO of his company. But over time, Jin began to look forward to his return home, not just for the meals and the comfortable environment, but because Jisoo herself had become the highlight of his day. Her gentle personality, the way her tail swayed when she was happy, and how her ears perked up whenever he spoke to her it all made Jin realize that he had grown attached to her in ways he hadn’t planned.

On a particularly stressful evening after a long day at work, Jin came home to the usual comforting scene. The house was clean, dinner was laid out, and Jisoo was humming softly as she moved around the kitchen. She was wearing a simple, comfortable dress, her soft ears twitching at the sounds of the music, and Jin noticed how her tail curled contentedly as she stirred a pot on the stove.

“Hey, Jisoo,” Jin greeted, his voice softer than usual. He set his briefcase down and walked into the kitchen, instantly feeling the weight of his day lifting from his shoulders.

“Welcome home, Jin!” she chirped, her tail flicking happily. She turned to face him, her large eyes shining with affection. “I made your favorite tonight.”

Jin smiled, his heart warming at the sight of her. “You really didn’t have to go all out,” he said, though he couldn’t hide the gratitude in his voice.

Jisoo’s ears flicked slightly in amusement as she set the spoon down. “I wanted to. You work so hard every day, and I want to make sure you come home to a good meal.”

Jin felt something stir in his chest, something deeper than appreciation. She always knew exactly what he needed, even when he didn’t. It wasn’t just about the food or the clean house—it was about how she made him feel like he mattered, like he wasn’t alone in the world.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you,” Jin said, his voice low as he stepped closer, his eyes meeting hers.

Her tail curled around her legs as she looked up at him, her ears perking as if she was considering his words. “You’re the one who gave me a home, Jin. You’ve done more for me than anyone else ever has.”

Jin reached out, his hand gently brushing against her cheek. He couldn’t help the pull he felt towards her—her kindness, her warmth, and her unwavering presence. He had started to rely on her in ways that were impossible to ignore, but he had tried to convince himself it was just a temporary connection. They were two people—well, one person and one hybrid—living together for convenience.

But now, after ten months of sharing a life together, Jin realized that it was more than just convenience. It was love.

“Jisoo,” he began softly, his heart racing in his chest. “I... I think I’ve fallen for you. Not because of what you do for me, but because of who you are. You’ve become so important to me. I don’t want to imagine my life without you in it.”

Jisoo’s eyes widened, her ears twitching nervously as she took in his words. For a long moment, she just stared at him, and then she smiled softly, her tail brushing against the floor in a subtle display of excitement. “I think I’ve fallen for you too, Jin. You’ve shown me what it’s like to be loved, and to have a family. I never thought I’d have that, but here I am.”

Jin’s heart soared. Without thinking, he took a step closer and gently cupped her face in his hands. Her soft skin beneath his fingertips felt warm, and the softness of her ears, her small tail flicking behind her, filled him with an overwhelming sense of affection. He couldn’t help himself; he leaned in and pressed a tender kiss to her forehead.

“Jisoo,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion, “Will you be my girlfriend?”

Jisoo’s heart fluttered in her chest. Her tail curled slightly as she looked up at him, her smile wide and genuine. “Yes,” she whispered back. “I would love to be yours.”

Jin’s breath caught as he pulled her into his arms, holding her close. He had found something he didn’t even know he was missing. In Jisoo, he had found love, companionship, and a home. It didn’t matter that she wasn’t fully human, or that she had hybrid traits. What mattered was the bond they shared, the connection that went beyond anything either of them had expected.

As they stood there, wrapped in each other’s arms, Jin knew one thing for sure—this was where he was meant to be

[rsfunpostmachine]

[solseas]

@colorquideas

they're like the sun and the moon 🥺☀️🌑

[phoenix-of-jade]

@solseas sent in an ask:

"I like being alone - at least, I convince myself that I'm better off that way."

"Why is that so?" Xuan asked the male sat across from him in the booth, as he kept sipping onto his glass of iced whiskey. "Thought a singer such as yourself would love the attention from his fanbase." He couldn't help but smirk in slight irony at the contrast between what he had seen on stage, as the blond performed, and what he was learning now that they shared a drink together. "Loneliness can be nice if you want some peace and quiet, but no one is ever fully happy with being all alone always."

[colorquideas]

it's very early in the morning and he just wants to place a soft, slow kiss on her lips, caressing her cheek and pushing their noses together. it's short, it has to come out soon. but it has filled his heart. a lot.

a good morning to jinsoo.

# @solseas 🐍💕

[coldfanbou]

Back Entrance Only

Alrighty, here we are! So, there was a slight change in plans because I got my first commission! Thank you for your support Thankfully, I was able to still relate it to the Tinkerbell AU.

Length 4K

Haewon x M reader

“Mmm,”  Haewon hummed, her phone ringing beside her. “What time is it?” She grumbled as she picked up her phone, squinting because the morning sun hurt her eyes. Haewon was barely able to see the time: 9 am. She put the phone to her ear as she picked up the call. “Hello?” she said groggily, her voice heavy. 

“Good Morning, Haewon, It’s Jinsoo from Tinkerbell. A customer has requested you.”

“How long?” Haewon answered, drowsiness still in control. The young woman could barely hold onto her phone as sleep nearly retook her. 

“From opening until closing.”

“Mmm, okay,” she replied; it took a moment, but what was said clicked in her mind later. “Wait, the whole night?”

“Yes, that’s what he requested.” That woke her up. 

Haewon sat up, her eyes wandering around her room as she considered the request. “Um, okay, I’ll do it. Did they specify what they wanted?”

“The request says he wanted to feel your whole body.” Whole body; in other words, he wanted to use every hole. 

“I understand, thank you, Jinsoo. I’ll be there when we open.” With that, she hung up the phone. Placing it at her side, she took a deep breath. She puffed out her cheeks as she considered what she had signed up for. “The whole night…” she thought, “Most guys who want a whole night usually end up stopping a few hours in.” Haewon pat her lap, “I hope I’m lucky. It would be so nice to work only a couple of hours and go home.” She sat in bed a little longer, her head practically empty as she considered what to do next. “I guess I should start getting ready.” 

Haewon scooted off her bed, throwing herself down and heading to the shower. She took small, slow steps, her feet lingering in place before she moved forward. The young woman stretched her arms above her head, stretching her upper body as she walked. Haewon felt her back pop a few times as she stretched; it was a satisfying feeling. “Okay, let's do this.” She said to herself as she grabbed the hem of her shirt, pulling it over her head and tossing it on the floor. The cold air made her shiver, making her move faster. By the time she reached the bathroom, Haewon's nipples had turned hard. She stepped into the shower and turned the water on without thinking, splashing herself in freezing water. She shrieked, her body shivering for a few moments before her water came to temperature and eventually became hotter. 

With hot water running over her body, the young woman began running her hands along her body, moving from her chest down to her waist, her fingers rubbing against her slit for a split second. She moaned lightly. There was something about touching herself during a hot shower that made it feel so much better. The young woman cooed as she spread her lips apart, running her middle finger against her entrance before pushing it in. Haewon’s other hand moved back up her body; she grabbed one of her fair mounds, squeezing it roughly. “fuck,” she groaned, curling to finger inside herself. Haewon slowed herself, pulling her finger out slowly and letting go of her breast. 

Haewon knew tonight would be spent with every hole of hers as a possibility. She steadied herself, pressing herself against the tile wall for support as she spread her cheeks apart; she moved two of her fingers along her puckered hole, letting out a long breath before pushing them inside.  Haewon’s breath caught in her throat; she gulped as she felt her fingers intrude. Tonight wouldn’t be the first night she had done anal, but she would need to prepare herself. Haewon’s groans continued as she pumped her fingers in and out, and her legs tingled; it had been so long she had forgotten how good it was to feel something in there. 

Haewon spent upwards of an hour in her shower, bringing herself to climax several times before she had had enough. As she stepped out of the bathroom, her cheeks were flushed, and her chest was still heaving. She moved quickly back to her room, gathering her clothes for the day and laying them out on her bed. Laying out the last piece of clothing, Haewon knew she needed to ensure she was ready for anything. She went back to her drawers, going to the bottom one that was opened only for special occasions. Neatly packed and organized, Haewon paused to look at her options. The young woman had a few plugs, some less glamorous than the others. She skipped over the silicone one. She was going to go out before heading to work, but it only made sense that she should choose something pretty. Ultimately, she chose a shiny steel one with a golden heart gem. 

Haewon pulled it from its slot and placed it on top of the dresser. She grabbed her lube, putting a little bit on her fingers. Bending herself over the dresser, Haewon pushed her fingers into her ass; her legs shook as she pushed them deeper, massaging the lube into her walls. The young woman was tempted to keep going, to make herself cum again. She stopped herself, though, pulling her fingers out slowly. She stayed against the dresser, catching her breath, her eyes drifting to the plug she intended to put inside her. Haewon covered it in lube, ensuring it would be easy to slip inside.

She spread her feet apart, moved her cheeks apart, and pressed the anal plug against her puckered asshole. Slowly pushing it in, Haewon couldn’t help but moan as the cold piece of metal pushed apart the entrance, stretching her ass. She bit her bottom lip, her breathing becoming heavier as she pushed on it with more force. She felt the plug push her walls further apart. Haewon reached the widest part; it just needed a little more, but her walls were trying to push it back out. She struggled to get it any further; the pleasure Haewon felt from the plug filling and stretching her was making her weak. “Oh, please, please, please, go in.” She moaned, her slit becoming slick with her nectar as she struggled to finish the job. It just needed a little more; something had to give. Haewon stopped her attempt, letting the plug be pushed out.

The young woman took a deep breath and laid her head against the counter. “Fuck,” Haewon reached back, preparing herself for a second attempt. She grips the plug tightly, pressing it against the tight hole, “3, 2, 1!” Pushing it with all her strength, the plug finally went in. Haewon would’ve yelled in excitement if pushing the plug inside her in one smooth motion hadn’t made her cum. She gripped her dresser, trying to stay standing. Her eyes fluttered as the tension in her body was slowly washed away by the blissful pleasure of her climax. Haewon took deep breaths; once she had recovered, she reveled in her victory. The plug filled her nicely, leaving her full. Haewon walked to the mirror in the corner of her room and turned around, looking over her shoulder to see the gem striking out of her. 

Now that the tough part was over, she walked over to her bed and lay down, recovering from her climax. Placing her hands on her stomach, Haewon shuts her eyes, waiting until she feels ready to move to get herself dressed. Her thoughts drifted to her job, “one full night, no, not even. They tire themselves out in an hour or two; then I can go home. Stay in bed,” Haewon yawned, her eyes becoming heavier, making it difficult to keep them open. 

The young woman fell asleep, waking up hours later. As she shifted her weight and got up, she felt the plug move inside her, a reminder of what she had done before she ended up napping. She took a deep breath before gathering her clothes, putting them on one by one, pausing when considering putting on panties. “It’s not like I’ll need them,” she reasons before deciding to skip them entirely. Haewon put on her jeans, grabbed her bag, and headed to the city. The young woman wanted to explore a little before getting to work. The younger woman couldn’t help but think about the plug inside her; it was a foreign feeling. 

She kept thinking about it as she walked; instead of shopping, she decided to head straight to Tinkerbell. Haewon stared at the building; it always amazed her to see the glass facade. It was early, though; the usual crowd that formed to watch girls dance or fuck still hadn’t shown up. All that was going on was some cleaning. Haewon walked up the steps into the building, shutting the door behind her. “Hey! I’m here a little early; I’m going to get myself ready!”  She shouted toward the lobby as she approached. There was no one behind the counter when she came in. “Lousy service,” she said to herself. 

“Some of us are busy,” said a voice from under the desk. Jinsoo, the coworker who had called Haewon in the morning, popped up from under the desk.

“Oh shi-” Haewon caught herself before she finished her sentence. “What are you doing? You nearly gave me a heart attack.” 

“Moving people around, Tsuki’s been sent down under. So there’s a free spot in front, and a bunch of the girls want it.”

“Tsuki’s been sent down?” Haewon couldn’t believe it.

“Yeah, she took the party job. You know how it is. Anyway, go get changed and ready. You have a long night ahead of you.”

“You know most guys who do that only last an hour. Don’t try to scare me.” Haewon rebutted, a little annoyed she was being doubted. Haewon kept her eyes on Jinsoo, shaking her head as she passed him and headed to the back. Walking down the spiral staircase, Haewon stopped in front of the dressing room door, looking further downward toward what was referred to as the dungeon. “Tsuki’s there…” she thought before heading and pushing into the dressing room. She went to her locker, sat down, and looked through the clothes inside. “I should’ve asked what look this guy was into.” Haewon didn’t know what outfit would be best to wear. She shifted through several different costumes, passing a maid costume and a student one. “I guess this will do, cute but sexy.” Haewon grabbed the costume; it was, in essence, a tan micro bikini and a pair of bear ears. At the very least, it still had a theme, with the panties having a tiny bear paw on the back. Once she had it on, she looked in the mirror; the top hugged her chest tightly, making her breasts bulge out the sides. The panties hugged her body, too, but it wasn’t nearly as tight. As she was admiring herself, the door to the dressing room opened. 

Haewon covered herself out of instinct before remembering where she was. “Oh, hi Haewon!” The voice was familiar. Haewon turned around to see Jihyo, one of the more experienced workers. 

“Hi, Jihyo. I was just getting ready.” Haewon said, stuttering through her sentence. The older woman laughed and continued to her locker. 

“Don’t let me bother you.” Jihyo sat down, throwing off her shirt without care. Haewon stared at Jihyo’s tits, comparing them to her own before shaking her head. 

“I’ll be heading out now. Good luck today!”

“Yeah, good luck, Haewon.” With that, Haewon left the room, wrapping herself in a robe before she headed back up. She passed Jinsoo without a word as she went through the lobby, using the elevator to get to the third floor. She walked the quiet halls, getting to her room overlooking the street below. Sitting herself on her bed, Haewon waited, patting her lap as she imagined what tonight would be like. The young woman watched the people below, wondering who her lover for the night might be. 

When the street became bathed in a bright pink, she knew Tinkerbell had opened. It wasn’t long until Haewon got a call that her lover was there, either. Knowing that he was coming, she began to think about what position to be in when he opened the door. She considered having her legs spread facing the door but then thought it would be dumb to be laid out like that. She tapped her foot, wondering what to do. Then the idea struck her; Haewon climbed onto the bed, crawling to the center when the door opened. She looked back, her lips pursed because of the awkward position she was in. 

Your first sight of the woman you’d be with was of her ass. Haewon was facing away from you, the tiny bear paw on her panties staring at you. As your eyes drift upward, you see her staring back at you, eyes wide. Neither of you say a word. Haewon was hesitant to move on from her position.

Considering she was on the job, Haewon made the first move, flipping herself over and sitting on her bed, legs crossed. “Hi there, you’re the one that requested me?”

“Yeah, for the entire night.” Haewon looks you up and down, noticing a rather large bulge in your pants. She gulps and climbs off the bed.

“It just had to be big, didn’t it.” She thought to herself, edging closer to you. Haewon’s eyes stayed glued to your bulge as she stepped closer, placing her hand on it. “You’re pretty big,” She said as casually as she could. She rubbed your bulge, making you grunt. “Why don’t you let me get us started.” Haewon could feel the drool collecting in her mouth; the big ones always made her horny.

“Then get started.” Haewon huffs, smiling as she unbuttons your jeans and pulls them down alongside your underwear, letting your cock smack her stomach. Her breath hitches as she reaches out and strokes it. Her small hand barely wrapped around it. Haewon kept quiet as she moved her hand along your shaft; slowly, she got down on her knees, swirling her tongue around the tip as she stared at you. She takes in the head, struggling to do so. Your length stretched out her mouth so she couldn’t go far. To make up for it, the young woman spat on your cock, then stroked you covering it in a layer of saliva. 

Still, she wanted a taste. Haewon took the head in her mouth again, running her tongue around the tip as she stroked the shaft. Her body began to feel hot; she fed into it by using her other hand to finger herself. Haewon’s panties were already soaked. She moved them to the side and plunged two fingers into her cunt. You let the young woman play her game, enjoying the way her tongue ran across your tip. You were running out of patience as time passed, though, and  Haewon could sense it. Or at least you thought she could. In reality, the young woman was becoming needy for your cock. She pulled you out of her mouth and brought you along to the nightstand, getting out a bottom of lube and coating your cock in a thick layer of it. Your eyes followed her as she climbed onto the bed. Haewon spread her legs, looking over her shoulder and waiting for you to make the next move. You understood but thought she deserved some teasing. You run your hands up her thighs and grab her ass, massaging it. “This is what I want.” You say, slapping her cheeks. You hook your fingers around her panties and grin.

You pulled down her panties, dragging them along her smooth skin. Your eyes widened slightly as you saw the gem hidden between her cheeks. “To get what you want, you’ll need to get that out; I’ve been thinking about this all day.” Haewon teased, shaking her hips for you. “Pull it out for me.” You reach out, grabbing the gem and tugging on it. Your actions earn you a small moan; Haewon feels the plug being dragged out of her, the widest part stretching her ass just like it did in the morning. “Oh, that’s it; stretch me out,” Haewon growled as you continued to pull on the plug. It resisted you, wanting to stay inside the beautiful woman, but you would overcome it. Bit by bit, you pulled more of it out. Haewon rested her head against the bed, her legs shaking as the plug was pulled out with an audible pop. Her ass hole winked at you; the plug left it gaping. 

You were excited to take Haewon. You tapped your cock against Haewon’s cheeks dragging the tip to her asshole. You pushed in, letting the young woman have a few inches. Haewon groaned as she felt you replace the plug that had been in her. You were bigger, stretching her out more than the toy had. She had been shaking before, but now Haewon’s body was going into overdrive. Her fingers, the toy, neither compared to your cock. Haewon moaned and pushed her hips back, wanting more of it inside her. Her walls squeezed your cock; it was almost painful. That being said, the pleasure was like nothing else. You wanted to ram your length into the young woman, but you resisted.  You kept at your pace, slowly giving her more with every thrust. 

Despite your consideration, Haewon wanted it all; she continued to push her hips back greedily, taking every in you had. She felt your cock tearing her apart, and it felt amazing. Haewon remembered now why she hadn’t done anal in a while. It turned her into a slut. She moved her hand down to her clit, rubbing it quickly. She cried out, pleasure flooding her body as you finally found yourself fully inside her. If she tried to, Haewon would swear it was causing her belly to bulge, but she was burying her face into the bed. 

You grabbed Haewon’s hips, holding her in place as you pulled out half of your length. You rammed it back inside, making your lover scream into the bed. Though muffled, you could make out a few words, namely “more.” You took it in stride and began to thrust your hips, giving Haewon just what she wanted. With her walls forcefully squeezing every part of your cock, and rubbing the head, you knew you wouldn’t last long, but you reveled in every second. You drove your cock deep into Haewon with every thrust, your speed only getting faster as the lube on your cock coated her walls, walls that were growing increasingly tighter.

Haewon was biting the bedding, her hand moving faster and faster over her clit. “I’m cumming!” Haewon screams into the bedding as you continue to thrust. You couldn’t hear her over your own grunts; you just kept going.  Her entire body tensed as she came; the pleasure for you was otherworldly; the warm hole you were in was gripping you so tightly, almost pulling you in. Your cock began to throb; she could feel it. 

“Inside, cum inside me!” Haewon moaned. You didn’t need to be told twice. You smacked Haewon’s ass as you buried yourself inside Haewon, dumping your semen into her guts. Haewon’s world was spinning; drool ran down her chin. You give her a few small thrusts, coaxing more cum into her ass. 

You took a second to catch your breath before grabbing Haewon’s legs and lifting her off the bed. You walked over to the window, Haewon moaning with every step. She looked out the window to the crowd below; they might not have been watching her, but seeing everyone still turned her on. You lifted Haewon, moving her along your cock. “Oh, fuck, keep going.” Haewon moaned, reaching her hands back and wrapping them around your neck as you bounced her on your cock. Haewon’s moans flow freely now that she can’t bury her head in the bedding. You listen to Haewon beg for more with every thrust. As you speed up, her bra gives way, causing her breasts to spill out and bounce as you move her along your cock.

She was desperate for more, Haewon could feel your cum dripping out of her, and she wanted it replaced. She focused on what she could on her body, squeezing your cock with her walls. You groan but continue to slam her onto your cock like she was a toy. Every thrust of yours pushes more cum out of Haewon, leaving it dripping onto the floor. 

With Haewon’s walls tightening around you, you would last less time than the first. The young woman wouldn’t be able to focus for much longer, though. You were both sensitive from your last climax and nearing your second orgasm. You walk back to the bed, practically dumping Haewon onto it. She was bent over the edge, perfectly positioned for you to continue. 

Your climax came quickly, and it was big; you pumped Haewon’s stomach full of your cum, and the young woman’s body quivered as she came again.  She could feel your cum flowing into her; it was the only thing she could feel besides the tingling sensation that was all over her body. 

You pull out slowly, your cock covered in your cum. Haewon’s asshole is left gaping, trying to close. Your cum leaks out of her, running down her legs. The sight is enough to stir your cock. You drag Haewon to the middle of the bed and slide back inside the now sore hole. Its warmth brings you comfort as you thrust into her, bouncing on her ass with every slow thrust. 

You continue through the night, stopping only a few times through the night to catch your breath. Haewon was thoroughly used. Though you had intended to use every hole, the only one you really used was her ass. You left her full of cum, leaving the entire bed a mess. Haewon stayed in her room through the night asleep. When she woke up the following day, she could feel the dried cum between her legs. She reached back, recoiling when she touched her asshole. It was beyond sore, but the slight touches against the edge also brought pleasure. She moaned softly into her pillow, knowing she would have to figure out how to get cleaned up eventually. 

The young woman stayed in place, toying with her body, remembering the previous night. When she did finally get out of bed, she could barely walk. Every step took its toll, but she was able to make it to the baths at Tinkerbell in time. Haewon settled into a warm tub, letting the water relax her body. She held onto the sides, shutting her eyes for a moment, when she heard something. It was Jihyo. “Good Morning, Jihyo,” Haewon mumbled, still tired from the night before.

“Good Morning Haewon. Did you have a rough night?” The older woman asked, settling into one of the showers. 

“You could say that. I had one guy for the entire night.”

“The entire night?” Jihyo said with a laugh. “That’s rare; most tired out after a round or two.”

“That’s what I thought; I guess I got unlucky,” Haewon replied.

“Was he at least good?” Jihyo asked, genuinely interested.

“You could say that,” Haewon said, feeling a little embarrassed to be sharing this kind of information.

Jihyo laughed again. “Then it isn’t so bad. Make sure you get the next few days off. Let yourself recover.”

“I’m going to need more than a few days,” Haewon admitted, sinking lower into the tub. The young woman chatted with the older until she left. Alone once more, Haewon let her body completely relax, making a note to herself that she won’t do anal again. She smiled to herself, still thinking about the night before. At the very least, she wouldn’t do it anytime soon.

[lucidrims]

            his  words  piques  harin's  interest,  listening  intently,  "  oh  ?  resemble  what  ?  go  on,  i  love  when  people  ramble,  honestly.  "  she  says,  urging  him  with  a  big  smile,  "  oh,  easy  -  i  like  kimchi  jjigae.  something  about  that  dish  is  comforting  and  reminds  me  of  my  childhood  !  what  about  yours  ?  "

❛ 𝐏ersonally I’m stuck in between the common roses and cherry blossoms 。Each one of them has something different about them that I can’t seem to let go of 。The common red rose resembles love meanwhile cherry blossoms resemble 。。 Apologies I rambled what about your favorite food .ᐣ ❜

[imbaebi]

“You've never given me any reason not to.”

ִֶָ࣪☾. L.Mh x femoc —

tags: angst, coldhusband!minho, caringwife!oc, arranged marriage,

warnings: suggestive content(not graphic, no smut),

wc / cc: 3.7k / 20.9k

Synopsis —---

    Minho and Jinsoo are in an arranged marriage and have been for a month. She thought the man she was going to marry was sweet but it seems that was all a show for their parents. Jinsoo and Minho met one week before their wedding—crazy, right? So she didn't know what to expect of the man, but out of all she was expecting she hadn't expected Minho to be a cold man..

—-- ⪩⪨⪩⪨

    Minho was currently working in the home office. Even though she was in an arranged marriage, she still cared about Minho. she couldn't say the same for him though... The  door was opened but she still knocked, making her presence known.

    “Go away, Lee Jinsoo.” he said coldy without glancing at her.

    Ouch, the full name. She winced.

“..I was just checking to see if you were hungry.”

    Minho continued to work on his computer without a glance at her. Gosh this was miserable..

    “I'm not hungry. Go away.”

    His words were cold as if he couldn't care any less that she was still standing by the door. It stung a bit but she was used to it after a month of marriage. That didn't stop her from being nice and trying to take care of him though. He hadn't eaten anything today, she knew that. It wasn't healthy how much he was working with barely any sleep or food. Was it really that important that you put it over your own health. ...and wife?

    “Are you sure? I could cook you something real quick... I don't mind.” She tried putting effort into this marriage but it seemed he didn't care. It hurt.. but that's life, right?

    Minho sighed and finally turned to look at her.

    “I said I'm not hungry. Can't you understand English?? Or do I have  to repeat it again?”

    His eyes cold as he looked at her. This wasn't the same man that she met with her parents, he looked annoyed with seeing her.

    The hurt was evident in her eyes as she flinched at the coldness of his words. She was just trying to make sure he took care of himself, was that such a wrong thing to do? Tears pricked in her eyes, damnit not now.. She looked away so he wouldn't notice her teary eyes..

    “Sorry... I'll...I'll go now.” She said as she turned to leave.

    Minho watched as she turned away from him, a pang of unfamiliar guilt hit him when he saw the hurt look in her eyes.. But he quickly pushed it away. He can't get soft. It's been just a month since they were married, he can't ruin his reputation just after that.

    “Wait.” Minho spoke up as she was about to leave the room, he couldn't stop himself.

    His voice was still cold and emotionless but there was at least an hint of something in his voice. She paused and blinked back her tears before turning back to him..

    “Y-yeah?”

    she tried to keep her voice steady.. Minho's eyes scanned over her again, his gaze unwavering and emotionless. The guilt and whatever emotion he felt earlier was gone, replaced by his usual cold demeanor. He let out a sigh, his voice still devoid of any emotion.

    “Come here.” He commanded gruffly, gesturing for her to approach him.

    Jinsoo hesitated. he was mad at her wasn't he? she knew he would never hit her but..

    she swallowed before she approached him.

    Minho watched Jinsoo as she approached him, his eyes studying her intently. When she was within reach of him, he grasped her wrist and pulled her closer to him, so that she was standing in between his spread legs. He leaned back in his chair, his grip on her wrist still firm, his face impassive as always.

    “You look like you've been crying.” He stated coldly.

    She swallowed again. She didn't even get the chance to cry properly yet.

    “I haven't..” Jinsoo answered without making eye contact.

    Minho's grip on her wrist tightened slightly as he heard her half truth. He was clearly not satisfied with her answer, that was evident in the disapproving frown on his face. He moved his other hand to her chin and forced her to look up at him.

    “Don't lie to me.” He said sternly, his voice cold as usual, but there was something else in his eyes. Something that was unreadable.

    Her lip quivered. She felt the tears wanting to escape again. No, not now, not again... She didn't answer as she focused on not crying in front of him.

    Minho noticed her quivering lip and the tears brimming in her eyes. The small show of emotions made his chest tighten but he quickly brushed it off. He won't be swayed by her tears, he has a reputation to keep up.

    “Why are you on the verge of tears?”

    He asked, his tone cold and hard. He still had a firm hold on her chin, forcing her to look up at his face, the usual impassive expression was there but the usual indifference was gone, replaced by something else.

    She was overwhelmed. She couldn't handle her emotions that have been bottled up for awhile. The tears brimmed over, she didn't have a clue why she was crying anyway.

    “I-i don't know...”

    She wiped her tears furiously as more started to fall. Gosh damnit. She was so pathetic and soft, she hated that part of herself.

    Minho frowned as he sees her tears fall down her cheeks. He expected Jinsoo to cry since she were so emotional and clingy but he didn't expect himself to feel the way he does. The pain in his chest grew as her tears continue to fall, and he doesn't even know why, it wasn't like this was the first time he saw her cry. He watched as Jinsoo wiped her tears furiously, his expression turning softer than usual.

    “Stop crying, you look pathetic.” He said, but there was no bite to his words. It was almost... gentle.

    “I-I can't...”

    She tried to, really but her body and emotions wouldn't comply. I guess weeks of bottled up emotions could really take a toll on someone.. This was embarrassing, why couldn't she just stop?

    Minho cursed silently as he watched more tears fall from her eyes. Seeing Jinsoo so vulnerable and upset was messing with his mind and he didn't like it. He didn't want to feel this way. He let out a frustrated sigh and let go of her chin, moving his hand to her hair and pushing her head so that her forehead was resting on his shoulder. He was clearly a bit uncomfortable but...he didn't push her away.

    “Stop crying. It's annoying.” He said again, his voice soft this time.

    She did manage to stop her tears from falling after a few minutes. Why was he so mean to her? She stood up straight and took a couple steps back.

    “Sorry..”

    She apologized for letting her emotions get the better of her. She didn't mean to start that whole scene.

    Minho watched Jinsoo compose herself and when she stood up straight, he took his hands away from her. She took a couple steps back. The unfamiliar feeling in his chest still nagged at him but he pushed it away angrily. He shouldn't be feeling like this over her.

    “You really are emotional, aren't you?” He said gruffly, his usual cold and emotionless tone back in his voice. But there was no bite to his words, he almost sounded... tired.

    Jinsoo didn't answer. Her lip twitched, she noticed the difference in his tone..

    Minho's eyes studied her again, watching her for a moment before letting out a sigh. He couldn't handle this..whatever this feeling was. He stood up from his chair and closed the small gap between him and Jinsoo in two steps. He grasped her chin, forcing her to lift her head and look at him. His cold eyes fixated on her face, studying her expression but he didn't say anything. He just stared at her like he was searching for something.

    Her cheeks turned a one shade pinker. She hadn't expected him to be so close to her. Jinsoo quickly got herself together, why was he staring at her like that..?

    Minho's eyes scanned over her face, from her eyes to her nose, to her lips. It was almost like he was trying to memorize every single feature of her face. His hold on her chin tightens slightly as he leaned closer to her, so that there's only a few inches of space between them both. He's so close that she could feel his breath on her face. He lets out another sigh before he spoke.

    “Why do I feel like this when I'm around you?” He muttered lowly.

    It sounded almost like he was asking himself instead of her. But feel like what? This was different..

    Minho seemed lost in thought, his eyes were still fixed on Jinsoo, as if he's trying to figure out something. He lets out another sigh and his grip on her chin loosened, but he doesn't pull away.

    “You're making me feel things I wasn't supposed to feel..” He muttered again.

    There was a hint of frustration in his voice, as if whatever he was feeling was driving him mad.

    Her eyebrows furrowed. Jinsoo thought she only annoyed him, what else could she possibly make him feel?

    Minho's eyes flicker as he saw her confused and slightly worried expression. He let out another frustrated sigh and looked away, breaking the eye contact. He still hadn't pulled away from her, his body still close to hers. Maybe even closer now.

    “You're so damn annoying... you're just a little, emotional girl who is a bit too clingy....” He muttered under his breath, sounding frustrated and confused. Like he was trying to convince himself of something.

    Jinsoo personally wouldn't describe herself as clingy with him. She stayed her distance since it seemed everything she did annoyed him. But whatever floats his boat... Why did he sound so frustrated?

    Minho was indeed frustrated, very frustrated and confused. He couldn't understand why he couldn't get her out of his mind and why he couldn't stop feeling these strange emotions whenever he was around her. It was driving him mad. He looked back at Jinsoo, his gaze sharp as he studied her face again. He moves a strand of hair behind her ear and muttered again, as if he was thinking out loud.

    “But you're also pretty... it's not fair...”

    Pretty..? Jinsoo blushed again, something inside her fluttered. He thought she was pretty? oh..

    Minho's eyes darkened as he saw her blush for the second time that day. He had an internal war going on inside him. Part of him wanted to push her away and go back to his usual cold and distant demeanor that everyone made him out to be while the other part of him, which was starting to become stronger, wanted to pull her closer and see her blush more. He let out yet another frustrated sigh and leaned closer, his face only a few inches away from hers.

    “You drive me absolutely insane..”

    Jinsoo's eyes widen slightly, what a confession. she didn't know she made him feel ...these type of things... It almost made her feel giddy.

    Minho's eyes are fixated on her face, studying every single feature of hers like it's the first time he's seeing her. His breath fans over her face, the distance between their faces is getting smaller and smaller. He's still conflicted. Part of him wants to push her away, keep her away from him so that he can stay cold and distant. But the other part, which was growing stronger every passing minute, was telling him to kiss her already- wait what?!

    Their faces were barely two inches apart.. She noticed how a slight look of surprise appeared on his face but as quickly as it came, it disappeared. She wondered what that was about.

    Minho's mind was a mess. One moment he wanted to keep pushing her away and the next moment he wanted to pull her closer and capture her lips with his. The conflict was eating him from inside and he was barely holding back whatever he was holding back. He clenched his fist, his knuckles turning white as he tries to resist the strong urge to do something that he shouldn't. But the urge was getting too strong. The urge to pull her closer and do something. Do something that he shouldn't- no, he can't.

    He seemed to be going through in inner turmoil. She had no idea what to do but stand there. This was the first time he stood so close to her...and that was all she could think about.

    Minho's internal battle was getting fiercer. The  thoughts and emotions raged inside him, creating a storm that he couldn't control. One part of him was screaming to pull away, to maintain his role as distant. But the other part, which was quickly becoming louder, was telling him to give in, to kiss her, to pull her closer and forget everything else.

    His hand, which was still holding her chin, started to gently caress her cheek, his touch felt hesitant but gentle.

    And oh....she liked that. She liked the gentle touch, oh what she'd give to feel it more often.. She looked into his eyes, what was going on?

    Minho's eyes didn't leave hers as his hand kept gently caressing her cheek, his movements hesitant, as if he was struggling to hold back. He was so close now, mere centimeters away from her, his breath fanning over her face with every exhale. His chest was rising and falling steadily, but there was a slight hint of shakiness to it, like he was barely holding back something. A moment of silence passed, something in the air changed. the tension was still there but a different kind... The air around them was almost electric. Jinsoo tried to keep her breathing steady..

    Minho's gaze darkened as he saw her struggle to keep her breathing steady. The tension between them was almost unbearable. The desire to do something was getting hard to ignore. And the fact that she was literally within his reach, so close that he could just lean down a few inches and capture her lips with his ——

    Jinsoo knew that look, she's seen it before. She's seen it a bunch of times in dramas and she's seen it with her own eyes once before.. Her eyes widen with realization, did he want to..!?

    Minho's eyes darkened even more as he watched the realization dawned on her. He could tell that she figured it out, she knew what he wants to do. And it makes the warring feelings inside him all the more intense. His body tenses up and he lets out a sharp exhale. He can't hold back anymore. All he wants to do right now is to grab her waist and kiss her, to taste those soft looking lips.

    Jinsoo felt his free hand go to her lower back, before Minho knew what he was doing, his self control snaps at that moment. He leans in, his hand on her chin moving to the back of her neck, his other hand on her lower back pulling her towards him. He closes the small gap between them and before she knows what's happening, his lips are on hers.

What the heck is happening!? Was he actually kissing her or was this some sort of sick dream? His lips warm against her own, the soft feeling of them.. oh my, they could get addictive... She never felt butterflies as strong as these ones, she could feel her heart pounding, pounding fast.

    Minho deepened the kiss, his hand on her neck tilting your head up slightly. His other hand on her lower back is pulling Jinsoo closer to him, until there's no distance between them both at all and he can feel her body against his. His lips are moving against hers and if anything, he was getting addicted to the feeling of her lips. He can taste her, she tastes as sweet as she looks. He wanted more..

    Ah, haha. Why was he kissing her? She thought he hated her.. Was he just pent up with so much sexual frustration that he had to take it out on her? Jinsoo didn't want to think of things like this but what if he took her right here and then after their intimacy he goes back to being cold. She didn't want that to happen.. She was afraid for that to happen..

    As the kiss began to progress, something nagged at the back of his mind. A thought about how he's supposed to be cold and distant, how he's not supposed to feel this way, how he's not supposed to kiss her like this. But he couldn't care less about it right now. The only thing on his mind at the moment, was Jinsoo and how his hand slowly inched lower and lower from her lower back. Her sweet lips tasted amazing, her body feels perfect against his, he just wants to get more and more and more and more.

    As Minho deepened the kiss again, taking as much as he wanted, the fear ate Jinsoo up. She was too hesitant to continue the kiss. She was just scared and wanted to protect herself. She softly pushed him away.

    “S-sorry, I can't.”

    Minho stopped immediately as soon as Jinsoo pushed him away. He still had her in his arms, his grip on her tight, but he didn't come any closer. His eyes searched her face, his expression a mix of surprise and confusion.

    “Why not..?” He asked, his voice a rough whisper. He looked almost...frustrated.

    She swallowed.

    “...I'm scared.” She answered in a small voice.

    Minho's eyes widened slightly at her answer. Scared? Why was she scared? He didn't understand why she would be scared, until he remembered his own behavior. He had been distant and rude to her... Of course she'd be scared..

    He let out a soft frustrated sigh, his grip on her loosening slightly but not letting her go completely.

    “Scared of what..?” He asked, his voice softer now.

    Her eyes darted around the room before they returned to his and answered,

    “Of being used..”

    Minho's expressions darkened. Used? Is that really what she thought he would do? The idea of her thinking that he would use her like some toy was somehow...irritating. He didn't like it. He lets out a frustrated scoff, his grip on her tightening slightly.

    “Is that what you think I'd do? Use you and throw you away? Is that what you really think of me..?”

    She looked at him, her expression changed. Her eyes narrowed.

    “What do you expect? You've been acting all cold with me for the pass few weeks. How do you expect me to not think that after I give you what want and you won't go being all ice queen on me again?”

    She sounded hurt with a hint of annoyance. Jinsoo obviously wanted to make out with him and maybe even more but she wasn't wrong for being scared that he would hurt with her after that.

    Minho was taken aback by her sudden outburst. He wasn't expecting her to sound so hurt and annoyed. He wanted to deny her accusations, to tell her that he'd never toss her aside like some kind of toy, but the words died on his tongue. Because deep down, he knew she was right. His jaw clenched and he looked away, avoiding her gaze.

    “You really think I'd do something like... using you and tossing you aside after..that..?”

    “You've never given me any reason not to.”

    Her words were harsh but they had to be said. He had to know how she really felt.

    Minho's grip on her tightened even more as he heard her words. They stung, they really hurt, but he knew she had every right to say them. He hadn't given her any reason to think otherwise. He's been nothing but cold and rude to her. And now he has the audacity to be frustrated when she thinks he might just be using her. He clenched his jaw, his eyes still avoiding her gaze.

    “You're right... But I still wouldn't do something like that...”

    She swallowed. How could she believe him? she wanted to but there was nothing for her to belive. Her heart raced for what she was about to say.

    “Then prove it..”

    “W-what?”

    “I said prove it, gosh damnit, Minho. Prove to me that you won't use me. Prove to me after we finish this you won't go cold on me and you toss me aside.”

    Jinsoo put her hand on his chest, she could feel his heart racing underneath it. Her heart was also racing fast, making her chest go up and down with her quick breathing.

    Minho looked into her eyes, amazed by how she challenged him. He searched her for any hesitation but found none. He didn't care about his stupid reputation anymore... he just wanted her. They could call him soft for all he cared. It was just her that he wanted.

    “Okay.. You won't ever regret giving me this chance, Jinsoo.”

    His lips displayed a soft smile as he stared deeply into her eyes. He tucked her hair behind her ear again and softly caressed her cheek. Minho leaned in and kissed her gently, she kissed back but this time with no hesitation.

    “I'm sorry, I'm sorry for hurting you.”

    He apologized in between the kiss. Jinsoo leaned away for a bit to answer.

    “You're forgiven. Now shut up and kiss me again.”

    Minho chuckled at her eagerness.

    “What ever you want, Soo.”

    Jinsoo wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer, wanting his lips on hers. He kissed her back, sharing the gentle moment with her. All was forgiven. He wasn't going to hurt her anymore. From now on he was going to show her nothing but love..

    His hands slipped to her lower back as he guided her to his desk. He lifted her up without breaking the kiss and gently sitting on his desk. She instantly wrapped her legs around his lower torso..

    She didn't know who started it but the kiss became rougher. He licked the bottom of her  lip requesting entrance which was granted.

    This was going to be one steamy night for the two of them..

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gimmie numba 8

CONGRATS! YOU GOT … AIR CASTLE!

Air Castle, also known under the acronym ARCT [spelling], is a fictional south korean girl group debuted in late 2019 under media conglomerate MBN Entertainment Group. LINEUP (07): Perla. Hyunju. Jihye. Lihua. Evelyn. Soryeoung. Domi. HITS INCLUDE: Dalla Dalla (2019). Nonstop (2020). Birthday (2022). After Like (2023). CONCEPT: The endless wonder of the REM Realm. NOTORIOUS MEMBERS: Lihua, Evelyn.

I just can’t for the life of me start talking about NPCs with their own little worlds without starting off with my Castle Girls, because they have SO! MUCH! GOING! ON! As does everyone under the big bad MBN empire, a side of the Gioverse that we’re yet to explore (I had plans to do that with Idolmaker, since they’re always right in the middle of the shitstorm, but oh well… Maybe someday?)

Fully gasping how much of a punishment from Hell is having Night Child as labelmates and seniors might be a little hard, since LOOPiN only ever has to really deal with Dongwook (the crowd boos), Gunil (the crowd cheers) and sometimes Code, but Air Castle can’t escape NTCD as a collective horror – we’re talking daily bullship from creepy Jinsoo, disgusting fucking Cain and asshole Josh! Not to mention their branding of being a matching set with Night Child, which is really hitting them hard now that Dongwook’s public enemy number one and their worldwide reputation is going down the toilet.

They really torment the living shit out of these hardworking women that don’t get an inch of the appreciation they deserve, and the sad thing is: Air Castle can’t for the life of them join forces to try to do something about it because they have extremely clashing personalities, and almost no friendship inside the group that takes root in that, but also happens because of exterior factors that, boy oh boy, go way too deep into MBN Entertainment lore.

My biggest star in the group is undeniably Lihua, who you might have seen name dropped/put on some graphics here and there as ½ of ‘J.J’s Awful Friends’ alongside Jiyeon. I’m OBSESSED with her 'laid back but in a way that makes it clear that I've seen shit that would make the devil run off' energy, which lately has taken a lot of inspiration from the character of Klaasje Amandou from Disco Elysium – Lihua has her exact cadence in my head. She also has two slightly crooked front teeth that I always picture to be a little smeared with lipstick, and she’s got constant mood swings about it – long story short, is extremely rare for her to smile wide. Jiahang himself has known her for almost two years and has never seen it. She’s kind of a loner in her group, but fully by her own choice: she thinks the girls are lame as fuck (which in her defence!!!! Perla, Jihye and Domi really are!!!! They’re peaceful women!!!)

She grew close to Dongwook because, true story!, she lightly stabbed Cain at the Night Child’s dorms once when he tried to scalate sex to a point she didn’t wanna go, a.k.a: record her to shove it at Evelyn’s face – at the time his recent ex-girlfriend – as a gotcha moment. It was a whole Thing. Dongwook was completely fascinated, because he always wants Cain to get stabbed – preferably to death, but anything will do. He personally paid for her lift home and, as he does, invited her to go party with him at HYLL, which she was like, “Eh. Why not.”, and there she’s been ever since for reasons that saying here would strip a lot of fun off some future things (I have a WIP mapped out about Jiahang’s major adventures, if you will, on the HYLL nightclub that features her heavily!)

Long story short, Dongwook really adores that self proclaimed “Rude Boy 99” (laaaaaame) to this day shits himself at the mere mention of Lihua’s name, and so does she, and they mainly get off on that – and like, you know, substance abuse, which is as sad as it sounds. Lihua took a picture of Cain crying with his tight bleeding and sent it to the Castle Girls group chat, and that gained her some brownie points all around.

Unfortunately, it still gave Cain an excuse to extract sympathy points from Evelyn, who’s not one of God’s strongest soldiers.

Speaking of little miss prim Evelyn Suh, she’s another very fun case because MBN is trying to make a Bae Suzy out of her, and despite her best efforts to fight the effect that has on her long term bond with her members, by now the tension just keeps on growing. In a way, she’s kind of being pushed into a corner just as lonely as Lihua’s, with the major difference being the lack of choice coming from her side – homegirl is losing actual sleep and a good chunk of her hair over this! –, and I find myself really having big and elaborate thoughts on their relationship progression. I think something really interesting can be said of what it means to be a ‘girl’s girl’ through them if I ever choose to actually explore it. Also, very fun black cat/imagery with these two, which I just love!

And an extra extra fact about Evelyn: she has a little crush on Chihoon, and it’s a bit of a running gag that she always approaches LOOPiN with a very smiley and very pointed, “Hi, Dylan! 🤗🤭🙂‍↔️” But it’ll never go anywhere because she’ll never fuck a loop dude. She has been through enough! I won’t allow it!

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: July 23, 1999

Lyrics:

Games, changes and fears

When will they go from here

When will they stop?

I believe that fate has brought us here

And we should be together, babe

But we're not

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you

And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Goodbye and I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free

But I'm just a prisoner of your love

And I may seem alright and smile when you leave

But my smiles are just a front

Just a front, hey

And I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you

And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Goodbye and I choke (yeah)

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession

May I be your possession?

Boy, I need your touch

Your love, kisses, and such

With all my might, I try

But this I can't deny

Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you

But I'm dreaming of you, babe

And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, yeah)

Though I try to hide it, it's clear (sick of love)

My world crumbles when you are not near (love, your love, kisses ends)

Goodbye and I choke (goodbye and I choke, yeah)

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not near

Songwriter:

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah

David Lee Wilder / Jeremy Ruzumna / Jinsoo Lim / Macy Gray

SongFacts:

👉📖

Homepage:

Macy Gray

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[dahlia-shifts]

Introduction (METANOIA DR)

Time Ratio : 1 Hour CR = 3 Months DR

First Shift : November 01, 2016

Group's K-Profile

Metanoia (메타노이아) is a girl-group under SM Entertainment. It consists of 6 members: Nalina, Essy, QiaoNing, Jia, Lilith and Jinsoo. They officially debuted on July 14, 2017.

Metanoia Fandom Name : Chance (첸스)

Metanoia Official Colors : Cobalt Blue and Baby Pink

Metanoia Members

Face Claim : owl_rachel_q.p on insta

Stage Name : Nalina 나리나 Birth Name : Choi Narin 최 나린 Birthday : May 18, 1997 Positions : Leader, Main Rapper, Main Dancer, Center Sign : Taurus Height : 168cm Representative Emoji : 🦋 Representative Color : Blue Nationality : Korean MBTI : ESTP

Face Claim : yiyeisabella on insta

Stage Name : Essy 에씨 Birth Name : Liu Ya Mei (刘亚梅) Birthday : September 04, 1997 Positions : Main Vocalist, Lead Dancer Sign : Virgo Height : 173cm Representative Emoji : 🐶 Representative Color : Yellow Nationality : Chinese MBTI : INFJ

Face Claim : iamazhai on insta

Stage Name : QiaoNing 차오닝 Birth Name : Ning Qiao Hui (宁巧慧) Birthday : September 22, 1998 Positions : Main Vocalist, Visual Sign : Virgo Height : 168cm Representative Emoji : 🐢 Representative Color : Red Nationality : Chinese MBTI : ISFP

Face Claim : wested_arin on insta

Stage Name : Jia 지아 Birth Name : Jennifer Park Birthday : August 16, 2000 Positions : Lead Vocalist, Main Dancer, Sub Rapper Sign : Leo Height : 170cm Representative Emoji : 🐱 Representative Color : Pink Nationality : Korean-American MBTI : ENFJ

*MEEEEEE* Resemblance Claim : Karina (aespa)

Stage Name : Lilith 릴리스 Birth Name : *CR NAME*/Lilith Suh Birthday : December 08, 2000 Positions : Main Rapper, Lead Vocalist, Lead Dancer, FOTG Sign : Sagittarius Height : 163cm Representative Emoji : 🦜 Representative Color : Green Nationality : Bulgarian MBTI : INFP

Face Claim : ro.junghwa on insta

Stage Name : Jinsoo 진수 Birth Name : Lee Jinsoo 이 진수 Birthday : October 19, 2001 Positions : Lead Vocal, Lead Dancer, Visual, Maknae Sign : Libra Height : 172cm Representative Emoji : 🐼 Representative Color : Purple Nationality : Korean MBTI : ENFP

About Me/Background Information

Born Dec 08, 2000; Lived in Bulgaria until I turned 10, then I moved to Chicago with my father, since my parents had split up prior to this. My half-brother and mother remained in Bulgaria.

I was neighbors with NCT’s Johnny at that time, and he would often babysit me when he was home and not in Korea training. He even taught me some Korean. I was very close with him and his mom, since my father would not be home for a long periods of time, due to his drinking problems. In mid 2012, the Suh family adopted me, and my father’s parenting rights were taken away.

Since they have a home in Korea as well, they took me there as Johnny began training full time at that time and they wanted to be close to him. Once I was on a walk with Myoryon (Johnny’s mom) and a scouting agent from Pledis Ent. decided I should become a trainee, so after a lot of thoughts and consideration, she let me audition.

My biological mother found out about all of this and was very against it, but I just didn’t pay attention to her and began doing what I wanted. I trained since the beginning of 2013, which is when I met Dino (SVT) and we became very close, but Pledis kicked me out, so I auditioned for JYP and SM, and got accepted in both, but chose SM, since Johnny was training there.

When I moved to SM I didnt know many people, since not many of them spoke english, so I often stayed alone, but then my member Jia began training and we became best friends.

[dollieour]

jaekyung    sat    slouched    in    his    chair,    textbooks    and    papers    sprawled    haphazardly    across    his    desk    and    bed.    the    small    room    was    a    chaotic    mix    of    sports    gear,    dirty    laundry,    and    academic    materials.

but    jaekyung's    mind    wasn’t    on    the proyect in front of him.    instead,    his    gaze    kept    drifting    to    the    boy    seated    next    to    him.    jinsoo's    intense    focus,    the    subtle    furrow    of    his    brows,    and    the    gentle    movement    of    his    pretty lips    as    he    silently    mouthed    the    words    captured    jaekyung's    fascination.    he    had    battled    these    distracting    thoughts    for    weeks,    trying    to    push    them    aside — he    did    have    a    girlfriend,    after    all.    yet,    he    found    himself    irresistibly    drawn    to    jinsoo,    even    if    it    meant    challenging    everything    he    thought    he    knew    about    himself    and    his    relationships.

and    downstairs,    the    thumping    bass    from    the    party    hosted    by    his    fraternity    echoed    faintly    through    the    walls,    a    constant    distraction    that    made    focusing    nearly    impossible.    “ yeah,    yeah,    i’m    listening. ”    jaekyung    lied    when    jinsoo    pulled    him    back    to    the    present,    glancing    down    at    the    textbook    open    in    front    of    him.    he    ran    a    hand    through    his    hair    in    frustration.    “ it's    just . . .    this    stuff    doesn't    make    any    sense    to    me. ” jaekyung    leaned    in    closer,    his    eyes    locking    onto    jinsoo's.    “ jinsoo, wouldn't    it    be    easier    if    you    did    all    the    work    and    i    paid    you    for    it ?    no    one    has    to    know,    it    would    be    our    dirty    little    secret. ”    he    said,    a    smile    tugging    at    the    corner    of    his    mouth    as    he    rested    his    cheek    on    the    palm    of    his    hand.

[solseas]

❛ 𝐈 just might ˏ touching what belongs to me is a no go 。 I’d argue that since you are wearing my shirt you belong to me while it remains on you — or are you going to give it back .ᐣ ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

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"Hmm, maybe I am, maybe I am not. Why? Are gonna sue me about it." They replied with a teasing tone.