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wovenstarlight · 2 years

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Hi! I love your writing. I don't know if you like song recs, but a friend of mine pointed out how Brother by Madds Buckley is Yoohyun's song and now I can't stop thinking about it.

Do you have any songs you associate with the characters?

HMMM lets see!! I do have a few that remind me of some characters, some dynamics... let's see if I can remember them all—

HAN YOOJIN: nobody - mitski (this one's zmur's fault and she knows why); atlas: two - sleeping at last; to take for granted - jhariah, karma - ajr, 100 bad days - ajr, steady and stronger - shelby merry

HAN YOOHYUN: angel with a shotgun - the cab, gold - imagine dragons (pre reg), icarus - bastille

HAN BROTHERS: brother - kodaline, peace - O.A.R. (I know it's a love song but throw the romance part away. the vibes still hold), on top of the world - imagine dragons, if we have each other - alec benjamin

SUNG HYUNJAE: primadonna - marina (lol. lol), O.O - nmixx (ok this one isnt meaningful its. by accident. i was listening to this and thought "no one in their right mind would listen to this" which means people NOT in their right mind WOULD listen to this. hence. SHJ.), first time - twice (sorry not sorry for diagnosing him with girl groups. I'm right)

SPECIAL MENTION: PRE-REG SUNG HYUNJAE: let her go - passenger

JINJAE (han yoojin/sung hyunjae): if I'm being honest - dodie (the initial stages of romancing); intertwined - dodie (hyj @ shj); bad - christopher; outlaws - alessia cara; turning page - sleeping at last (shj @ hyj), symphony - clean bandit/zara larsson (shj @ hyj again), say you won't let go - james arthur

YOO MYEONGWOO: she - dodie

SONGSEONG (song taewon/sung hyunjae): bittersweet - panic at the disco (shj @ stw)

SONG TAEWON: karma - ajr (yeah again. both he and hyj are like this... sighs...)

and finally, less of a character song and more of a general story-in-general song, but gone, gone, gone and home, both by phillip phillips

#...i remembered a lot more than i thought i would LMAO #answered #anonymous #star.txt #listened to the madds buckley song and you are sooooooo right. yoohyuncore. also its a nice song!! thank you for telling me about it :D #my sranks #diagnoses yoohyun with manic burnout genre and ymw with breakup songs. love and light <3 #sorry for all the jinjae songs but romance songs are so easy to find. comparatively. sighs #i do wish i had more stw and ymw songs... and the girls didn't get anything.......

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i-drop-level-one-loot · 5 months

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Need a work appropriate shirt that says "I don't want to talk about God, thanks"

#moved to an area i thought would be more liberal #nope lmao #ive had more comments about my body than ive had since i first started puberty #and lately men have been asking me if i know jesus #like??#sir #im just trying to live #here for a paycheck #not to remember my religious trauma thanks #and i know that a lot of people think the term “religious trauma” is like #exaggeration #or something #but actually #the churches i went to as a child were not always safe spaces

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serendipitous-mage · 2 months

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AHAHAAHAHJAAJSBSMDJDNDKMXBWHXI???1??!?!!??

#WHEEZING #I CANT YALL IM DYING #YOU CAN DO MANY THINGS WITH THE BUTT-BOUNCE #omfg #im losing it. i am Losing it #pacman #pacman world 2 #this would prime streaming material im talking to myself a lot as play but to do that id have to sit in chair and then id have to shower #and i dont wana ;u;#anyway i remembered that the flinstones bowling game exists yesterday #and found it today - it was on ps1 not on computer as i feared #so i found it!!!!#and remembered WAY more of the dialogue/sound queues than i thought i did-which was already a lot #i got all da pins (ง•̀_•́)ง #other than 2 in the final bonus stage cos oH MY GOD????#THE *CAMERA* THE *BULL* THE FUCKING *SNAKES* NOT WORKING TO GET YOU ONTO LEDGES LIKE THEYRE SPOSED TO HALF THE TIME #when i unlocked the first bonus and saw the map/title card screen i was like 'ohno...oh i remember being horrible at this..'#but then it wasnt that bad #cos i was thinking of yOU final bonus rounnd FUCK YOU #EUARGH #its fine im fine im chill im normal #also this is my post so i can ramble in the tags all i want ha #ive always been So so enamoured with old games #that load in chunks and have horrible misaligned textures that are a little blurry cos theyre scaled up #the bowling game is a Prime example of that cos the map is constantly moving forward lMAO so its like .. half a screen of map #and then just VOID that will eventually load in another chunk of half a map as it gets closer but always the Void #stupidass little seagulls too i love them #gop think drag queens are radicalizing us? no...no the capitalistic asshole boss in the flinstones bedrock bowling circa 2000 radicalized m #anyway pacman is FAR too fucking agile in this game its offputting #and the SLIDEY back and forth he does everywhere ooooh my lorde

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handsomegentlebutch · 6 months

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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.

#butch speaks #it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head #when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god #the words came naturally to me #but they meant nothing #i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away #i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred #i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake #i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex #fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic #i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun #the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO #the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like #he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer #then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic #i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group #i was an altar servant and in the choir #i even used to speak/understand a little latin #imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao #grateful to have grown up poor in that regard #hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.

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dapotatoauthor · 1 year

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I'm reading about APH Canada's bio in the hetawiki and I just realized how disconnected Matthew and Francis' relationship in fanon vs canon. Idk if it's updated (the wiki) but it literally just states that their relationship wasn't really dwelled into in the manga. The only 'in-depth' description of their relationship is that Canada got his hair from France. HOWEVER, Matthew and Arthur's relationship was a little more in depth than Francis and Matthew's relationship. It states in the hetawiki that, "When England fell gravely ill after losing to America and losing much of his support from other European countries, Canada was shown to be his caretaker, and England was extremely grateful for his presence and loyalty." PLEASE I AM SOBBING IM STARTING TO LIKE ARTHUR MORE

#Just a rant #because i've seen a lot of FACE fam fanart/fanfiction that Matthew and Francis are more close than Matthew is with Arthur #Obviously I don't really mind this because it's hetalia come on #I thought it was a little interesting to think about that England is PROBABLY a better care taker than I thought lmao #Wish he remembered him more tho #still kinda apparent that Arthur still likes Alfred more ig AHHAHA #aph #hws #aph america #aph england #aph canada #aph france #hws america #hws canada #hws england #hws france #now that I think about it it's kinda sad and angst worthy #imagine being loyal to this one person who you see as a caretaker or a parent then him not remembering you #and instead mistakes you for someone who looks like you but left him to be on his own 💀#I would be angry too ngl AHHAHAHA

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rotisseries · 9 months

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"she met a pinecone's fate" was hysterical the first time around and it's still funny but the longer I think about it the more unsure I actually am about the line

#it just feels so. callous. or like. it doesn't FEEL callous cause it's not portrayed that way and you laugh and I'm still laughing #but like. it's callous that is a callous thing to say and it's not like percy doesn't have dickishness to spare #but on this specific thing? really? he's not like that #like. this is after being told the full story so he knows what happened to thalia #and his response to effectively hearing about how this girl died for her friends and not just any friends but the people he's with rn #is “she met a pinecone's fate” a like. dismissive joke about what happened to her #like in the books percy empathizes with thalia's situation he feels for her it's tragic it's a somber moment😭😭#she was a demigod more powerful than the others she was hunted even more than they usually are (percy relates)#and she died for her friends (definitely something percy relates to and would value lol)#and on TOP OF THAT. to say this in front of grover and annabeth? who clearly loved her a lot??#like. percy doesn't like annabeth atp but he doesn’t hate her enough to be crossing those sorts of lines??#and GROVER. is literally his best friend. can you not figure that thalia's death probably weighs on him #oh wait I just remembered at that point in the episode he doesn't know grover was with them lol sorry ignore that bit #anyway. like I get it it's funny and they have a lightly antagonistic relationship in ttc so it's funny!!#like haha he's ALREADY getting his digs in!!#but. idk. feels a bit mean :/#pjo #pjo tv #dropping episode 3 thoughts mere hours before episode 4 lmao #I'm not gonna be able to watch 4 tonight though lol

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mabaris · 18 days

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ok i’m listening to yesterday’s vows and vengeance episode and i had to pause immediately because harding swearing by the stone was so unexpected??? the idea that surfacer dwarves still believe in the stone as an actual religion is so interesting because unlike the other religions in thedas that believe they were abandoned by their respective deistic force(s), it is the individual who abandons the stone. the maker left the physical world and the creators were locked away against their will, but the stone is always there until you leave it, by choice or by force.

to have someone born and raised on the surface who still pays some importance to the stone introduces the idea of redemption to the philosophy of the stone. to me, being on the surface and still putting some kind of importance on it implies you left unwillingly right? because if you choose to walk away from it, you don’t care about preserving those ties. i wonder if she’s going to be something of a foil to varric—a child of exiles, born and raised on the surface, but she actually does have a desire to connect to that culture. and maybe that desire to reconnect is related to her weird new powers

#The Ones Who Walk Away From Orzammar. if you will #i was going to say that would be a different thing but actually. not really #and. yknow. there is something to be said about the fact that the casteless work for the carta is essentially to the city’s operation #we. don’t actually have a lot of info about people who choose to leave orzammar. maybe some do leave out of moral qualms with the system #but anyway. i don’t remember if harding says anything in the descent about it #i’m sure she does but i always thought of her as not particularly caring one way or the other #i’m literally not even two minutes in and had to pause and inhale deeply and go. ok maybe it was intentional lmao #and yknow what. the podcast has different writers than the game so maybe this doesn’t mean anything abt what her writing will be in the game #anyway i’m definitely choosing to read too much into this bc the most likely explanation is #they threw it in there as a clunky signifier that she’s a dwarf. even tho it doesn’t rly fit for her personally from what i thought i knew #or maybe it’s just a figure of speech at this point. i don’t know how many generations her family has been on the surface #maybe her parents are from orzammar and she was just kinda raised around it. i was raised catholic and don’t believe anymore but #i still say ‘jesus christ’ a lot lol #oh now i’m also thinking abt whatshisname from awakening #the gavorn (brothers? cousins?) i feel like they also say something about stone sense and that feels adjacent to this #sry i know this is v long and could be more concise but i’m at work and don’t have time to look it over #but i wanted to get it out. if i remember i’ll come back later and make a more coherent post lol #mine #harding

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correct-bangtannies · 2 years

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I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

#hit #im just honestly so glad that I've become a lot more chill with the whole being an army thing #in the sense that i used to be a lot more attached and hyped over everything #i do still get very hyped and i do still have an attachment to them n their work but y'know just more toned down #(i mean i remember the days of staying up all night to watch award shows knowing damn well they'd always perform last)#(mma 2018 was an emotional rollercoaster like i legit cried a little from the tiredness and being overwhelmed with the performance)#so im glad im a lot more calm about the enlistment news than what i would've been say three years ago before they started to #take longer breaks and eventually announce the hiatus this year #it's like they did it in purpose so that the fandom would grow a bit more used to it n im glad to see that a huge majority are very calm #many are sad ofc but its not being treated as some kind of horrific news #if anything ppl are coping with humor including me lmao #so idk im mostly just happy for them that they're taking their VERY well deserved break before doing their service #i just hope everything goes well and is decently peaceful (as peaceful as enlistment can be at least lol) for them once they're there #now why am i rambling in the tags? bc i need to put my thoughts in order but i don't wanna clog my blog with a long ass wall of text 💀#I'm at least relieved to know that they already have a set plan of when they're going to go and return + BH is sure af gonna keep putting #out a lot of content that they've filmed over all these years #i mean run bts; documentaries; probably even music and ofc not all of them are gonna go at the exact same time #and ofc stuff related to the HYYH and Chakho #them being absent won't as hard for most hopefully #and hey 2 years aint nothing ive waited far longer for stuff to come out than that we'll be fine!#*cries in silksong and the YOI movie

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anotherpapercut · 1 year

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btw if any of you live near Aberdeen Maryland and are passing through I literally cannot find a way to contact the station to ask them about my bag. Amtrak doesn't even have a number for them lmao. a guy who was sleeping on the bench there told me someone comes in around 4 lmfao

#amtrak said 'you could go there'. thank you amtrak #i feel like there is a distinct possibility i left it on or next to my friends car in the parking lot #the only other place would be the bench i sat on but i doubt that because i dont usually take my backpack off to sit down #i came back on a Saturday and left sunday and the building is completely closed on weekends #this is bothering me so much like more than being upset about my stuff i do not know HOW this happened!!#i know they have cameras! i would like to at least know what the fuck i did. because i have 0 memory of it #my friend remembers me taking it out of his car but i dont and no one remembers me having it (5 other people total)#BUT i had to put a harness thing on my back that holds my cane like a quiver for arrows lmao #so my line of thinking is that i took my backpack out of his car‚ remembered i had to put on the harness‚ set my bag down‚#put on the harness which goes on like a backpack and makes it feel like you have one on and thought 'ok my backpack is on'#because my memory is literally so bad that i frequently forget things that happened seconds earlier so i tend to go off of muscle memory #so i probably remembered putting something on my back and felt the pressure on my shoulders and thought i was done and walked away #thats all I got

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dangerous-advantage · 2 years

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so. i won @gumy-shark’s mutual polls (?????????????? somehow??) through bribery alone (i’m sorry @fawkesthefox you deserve better than this)

but a deal is a deal, and since there is absolutely no way i can win in the next poll, i may as well bask in my victory while i still can.

(the "victory prize" beneath the cut)

so anyways. here's my chosen fursona animal (that i definitley did not pick and design yesterday for the sake of having something to use for bribery. tbf i didn't actually think it would work):

(my discord mutuals will recognize this one lmao) it's a jerboa! they are desert creatures who move around by jumping, can jump up to 10 feet, move at speeds up to 16 mph, and also dont drink water!

(i'd highly suggest checking out videos of them moving. also look up 'pygmy jerboa,' you'll thank me later)

anyways. since i decided to go apeshit with this one, here's my "fursona," raspberry velvet.

(tap for better quality... or don’t it’ll look bad either way /lh)

they are absolutely rancid and are not allowed in most countries bc they are a carrier of many diseases (and also the numerous war crimes might have had something to do with it.) they're rabies-sexual (/lh) and aromantic. are currently seeking political asylum in estonia.

#gonna be honest i had a lot more fun with this one than i thought i would #also i didn't make this very clear but the ''pupil'' is in white in the middle of their iris (they are crepuscular #so they can see in the dark)#was originally just gonna have a real boring design but then remembered cring culture is dead #and i'm literarlly writing a 30 000 + word fanfic about the goddamn ninja turtles #so even if it wasnt should i really even try to deny it anymore??#ignore how bad the art is ok i designed this in a day and couldn;t decide whether or not to make their whole ear colored #or just the tips #so that's up to your judgement lmao

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niieve · 2 years

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finally about to get started on my saak gif pack and once i do it’s over for u hoes

#i say that like i have literally any idea what i'm going to do for his oc lmao #i do not #but #hopefully it'll come to me #tbf by 'finally get started' i mean the actual gif making part #i've already done all the caps #so hopefully it won't take too long #tho he was in the season more than i remembered tbh #i thought the pack would be a lot smaller than i think it's going to be #ooc.

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orcelito · 2 years

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god i nearly gave myself a heart attack. idly glancing at my tumblr stats & seeing i lost a follower and being like "oh lol". idly went to check to see if any1 i knew was missing. then i didnt see a Valued Follower on there & i had a moment of like "?!?!?! did they deactivate??" but no their blog still exists so i was like "did they UNFOLLOW ME?!??!!" but. i typed in their blog name & it still was there. so i was like. What.

... went to the next page. and it was there. turns out i just gained more followers than I thought since they followed lmfao

#speculation nation #then i scanned thru my following tab & i see everyone im mutuals with is still there #so like. that's what matters lol #i swear im not the obsessed over followers type. i just have a knack for remembering numbers.#so anytime i see the number change. i spot it.#and then i check bc i DO care about my mutuals unfollowing me #it's awkward as Hell when someone unfollows me but im still interacting with them like theyre my mutual lmaoo #so in this way. knowing ive lost a follower is useful.#man tho im relieved it was just me being dumb lmao #it's some1 ive like actually talked with b4 too. aka why there was genuine surprise & distress at the thought of them unfollowing #random lost follower is w/e. i still got the ones i care about and that's what matters #kinda hilarious about some1 being like 'this bitch complains more than i wanted to see. im Out of here'#like sorry this is my Complains A Lot website. and it always has been.#like maybe i could make a side blog specifically for writing things. but why would i do that?#if u want the writing updates u gotta deal with the rest of me. the real ones that brave it all get to see the updates & sneak peeks lol

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maddy-ferguson · 2 months

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i love that the last people heard the leftist coalition won the french legislative elections so they think we have a leftist government now lol

#and like i say: brf slt #i saw a tweet that said the french got a leftist government and now they get this ceremony the other day that's what inspired this lol #it's funny that that person thought the opening ceremony was planned in three weeks😭 there's a lot to say about that ceremony politically #and about the image it gives to france and by extension to macron especially when everything that's going on has been going on #the thing is. the 5th republic constitution basically enables dictator behavior. the 3rd and 4th were kind of unstable because they were #parliamentary in a way that made them change governments every five minutes especially the 4th republic it only lasted like 12 years not #great but that was also because of the war in algeria for independence maybe if we had given up sooner we would still be under the #4th republic lol. but anyway. de gaulle comes back writes a constitution and at first the president wasn't elected directly and was kind #of supposed to be above politics but now he's elected by everyone and the metaphor that people use often is he was supposed to be a #referee but now he's the captain of the team. but the thing is there's nothing anyone can do to him. like the national assembly can vote to #kick the gov out for politics but the president can only be dismissed by parliament 'in the event of a breach of his duties which is #manifestly incompatible with the exercise of his mandate' and like? sure ig? but it's not like the prime minister who's responsible #to the national assembly the president doesn't answer to anyone. it'll be a month in like 6 days and it's not like we don't have a #gov that situation would be preferable to the one we have rn macrons gov is still in place like they 'quit' but they're STILL HERE? so they #can't even be censored because they've already quit but also...they're still there and doing shit like they just caused a diplomatic crisis #with algeria to the point where the ambassador was called back lmao they were like oh no we need to stay to manage current affairs...#like oh i'm sure. and he literally said no one's won when like. no they won. like isn't that crazy lmao. if the far right had had a #relative majority he would have asked bardella to come to matignon on july 8. like since the left doesn't have an absolute majority would #the national assembly vote for them to be sent home as soon as they were nominated? idk maybe! but what he's doing is soooooo...he's like #hm no no one won (mind you he didn't get an absolute majority in 2022 either but it was a win then) so they need to form alliances and then #i'll listen but it's basically -> the left (sans lfi) needs to form an alliance with macronists and then macron can appoint a prime #minister who's on his side (lmao basically might as well keep attal he was in the socialist party when he was like 17 so he counts as a #leftist figure right) or macronists can form an alliance with the right and basically nothing changes. anyway the second scenario #is what's gonna happen most likely and it's gonna be even worse than it was before even when the left wins we lose lmao but it's like. him #literally denying the results of the election is driving me crazy. why doesn't anyone else see how crazy that is lol. at least if they go #with the alliance with the right maybe people will stop considering them CENTRISTS. but probably not #and also he's decided since it's the olympics we're doing a political truce🤗 and it's only giving what's literally HIS #ILLEGITIMATE GOVERNMENT more time to do things they shouldn't be doing because they were voted OUTTTTT #this is a guy who said he thinks french people need a king and there shouldn't be a two-term limit. like remember when i said he's always #three weeks away from declaring a third empire last month. his ass is never leaving he's gonna be doing a 1851 coup in 2027 (a? an)

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adore-gregor · 3 months

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my perception of grades totally changed since i started uni

#in school i just did the bare minimum a pass was fine and a 3 great #it's insane to think about it how little i did like for a lot of subjects not at all and if i did i'd study like 2 hrs the day before 😭#and i thought this was studying hard or if i studied 3 hrs at least whaaat #well for some subjects i did a bit more #but like it is no comparrison #at uni i also did study the day before a few times but then i did an 8hr session #(i might just need to do that tmrw but the thing is the exam is one you can't study for so literary idk what i'd study so long for??)#(or how to study... it's translation but how tf do you study translation it's highly subjective and there are no practice exercises)#(i will probably just look at the notes)#but anyway for my last exam i spent 5 hrs in the library a day and i already started 2 weeks before (altough just in smaller bits)#but bumped it up exam week i did like 2-3hrs on average a day #even if i start too late like i did for one of the hardest test of my studies i only studied for 2 days but like all day or 10hrs sth a day #it by far exceeds the 2hrs lmao and even that was very little for this exam many studied 2 weeks but like i got a good grade so it's okay #but my point is now that i get better grades good one's a C is a massive disappointment for me 😅#unless it was a really difficult one then i'd take it but like it upsets me #a teacher once told me when i got a c on an exam quite a few failed that many would be happy to have that grade well true tbh but i can't #and once i almost cried because i got a C because i thought it was an easy course but it was an oral exam and i'm worse in these #(because in written i often remember the answer later in the exam and then go back but in oral i can't do that)#well that was embarrassing😭 i'm trying to never do that again so if i get asked how i feel abt it say it's okay ig #but sometimes even a B is meh 😅 especially if an A was possible and it was an easy course/exam #i want more A's less B's tbh B's also because i really want to go abroad and raise my grade average for that #i want to go from a B average to an A something average to improve my chances #but yeah younger me wouldn't believe this 😂#i really want to study harder to make that step up to more A's than B's like uni does come quite easy to me #and while i study way more compared to others i still get away with less effort and good results but i could have excellent grades #on the one hand it's good that i improved so much on the other those expectations might not be because i'm almost never satisfied anymore 😅#and i know it's kind of really unimportant because there are real problems and also many uni students struggle to pass their classes #it's maybe even a bit disrespectful because they'd be happy to have these grades and i should be more grateful #but i swear i don't look down on anyone with worse grades i know how difficult it can be and also how outside factors play a role #some have it more difficult some have to work a lot next to uni or really suffer from mental illness besides no one's brain is the same

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the-acid-pear · 4 months

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Yesterday I had 3 thoughts but I was like I'll remember tomorrow I won't wake up to type them now and I forgot two BUT I remembered one of them so that's huge

#luly talks #something w Lucis and Dee. I'll draw it later #it's very important to have two ocs for the same franchise so they can do things the other can't #girls who died as kids but are now on their 20s...#i did think a lot about lucis biology and i remember joking about them only being a demon bc they're argentinian #though that's a bit silly ambiguous bc like. sure in their comic everyone is a monster but like #they're also more psychotic than me so there was a thought of them being actually just human and seeing everyone like this bc bleeh!#lucis story really is one of neglect isn't it #i mean same one i faced but worse #bc lucis got too silly w it #i also thought a bit about their biology i think I'm gonna implement the angel demon thing with their grandma being a form of angelic being #but (bio) grandpa a demon #hence why their dad and them are one too #and well something that is STILL canon is that their mom is a clown but clowns are a kind of imp #so that's why their little brother is impish #idk what their step dad would be but i know their older brother would be part ram bc. its funny #he's an aries you see.#but i didnt just think of lucis in general i had had thoughts about dsaf i forgor 😢#aside from this one 👍#i mean i remember L.L. having a breakdown too but WHEN arent they not having one?#something about midori but i remember that too well to be one of the forgotten memories #like i vaguely recall something w the phoneys either harry or pete but nothing coherent #i do remember i y #thought of drawing jake w high heels pussy puss puss style but i think that was something i thought in the afternoon #you people can't imagine how many thoughts per second i experience y'all literally get such a mostly sanitized version of it #I'd make a chart of Lucis' relationships w her coworkers tho........ i rlly like Lucis lmao #OH SHIT I REMEMBERED I THOUGHT OF MIDORI AND DTRAP INTERACTING id think of that further there's something there ok #<- related to l.l. of course. her daughter etc.

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zosanbrainrot · 1 month

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part 05!!

01 02 03 04 05 06

It's been a while since I last worked on this comic, I've been busy

☘️🦋☀️ experiencing summer ☀️🦋☘️

which was and still is a lot of fun!

ANYHOW, I feel like when I stop drawing for a while it usually does me good, like, I'm very happy with my art quality in these panels and I didn't change much since the first draft (I still overthink some of the decisions but not as much as with the last part lmao).

It's like when in games you have a separate bar for running/stamina and it can only fill back up fully once you go slow and just walk for a while, but if you insist on running all the time it's never really at full capacity. Can't think of a better analogy, but lmk if you feel the same!

One of the things I maybe would have done differently is to have Yonji take the spear out of Zoro's shoulder, maybe?? It was so good when I first saw people draw a parallel between Zoro and Yonji because of their hair color and that maybe Sanji subconsciously has thought about this too ever since he and Zoro met. Not a meaningful thing for their relationship but more of an offhand thought that would surface from time to time. Him carrying the memories of his childhood all the time with him.

But! The upside of me not picking Yonji is that both Ichiji and Niji have the goggles so without their eyes visible they feel kinda distant emotionally and that works both bcs of who they are and also bcs the comic is not about them, in that panel where Niji has Sanji in a headlock the emotional focus is solely on Sanji.

And also Yonji just turned out so good there that I didn't wanna go back and change him lmao

I admit, when I was coming up with the plot of this comic in a frenzy right after watching these eps I kinda forgot about Nami slapping Sanji lmao I only recently remembered :' ) Don't wanna dwell on it too much though.

This part feels maybe more distant overall - I don't have any closeup shots (except the spear!) and the last moment you see Sanji's face fully is when he looks at Zoro. Zoro who got hurt. Again. Because of him.

I can't remember what I'd been thinking while boarding these, it'd been mostly vibes based, but I think the function of this part ended up being about showing a sequence of events rather than focusing on the emotions. It's pushing the plot forward and I think if I added closeups to the Vinsmokes then it'd be derailing a bit, again, it's not about them.

On the other hand it also works for Sanji shutting his emotions off, once his brothers and Judge enter the scene he has no leeway, he can't let his true feelings show. He's already shown too much. And what did it lead to? Everyone getting even more hurt. He let himself slip up during his fight with Zoro and Judge quickly put him back in his place. As long as the Strawhats were on the island they weren't truly safe. So he turns on his heel and walks back to the carriage, not looking back, he can only hope that Zoro's gonna pull through. He always does, he's been through worse, right? Right? They've never fought like this before though... The burn marks will take long to heal... And Luffy, has he woken up yet? No, no, no, he can't look back. And Nami...

So that's that! I got part 06 half finished already, so that should be out soon <333

as a bonus thing - some of the refs I've used for this part

3D models posed in Magicposer!

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