#1044pm

[figgyblossom]

ohmygod

It's 1044pm, I got home from my final-ever day of college a little over an hour ago. Between my 2 classes and working on material, I was sitting for about 9 straight hours. My lower back is ~screaming~ at me. I couldn't even sit down all the way on my drive home because the pressure and pain is so intense. It was a mostly good day and classes went well. I'm so exhausted I don't even have the energy to process any feelings or search for the joy, relief, and excitement I'm sure I probably feel.. but I'm laying in bed with my cats, some whiskey and weed, and two towers extended playing on my tv

Tomorrow I'm sure I will wake up and be able to feel all the good, potentially accomplished, feelings the closing of this chapter of life will have on me, and the possibilities that are now open to me as a result.

But for now.. ouch!no!why!throbbing😭pain!fuckThisPainFilledVesselWhatTheHell

[worldsfromhoney]

It’s 1044pm and i just stopped my reblog spree cuz i remembered tumblr’s a blogging thing, not a quick scroll leave a couple rbs and sneak out kinda thing

So et voila hello

Writing schtick, as of May 5

Ever since declaring i’m all in this creative future mofo 2 weeks ago, sched’s been wonky. I used to have these volunteering side schmuck gigs meant as a backup in case i dont make it as a writer—so i scrapped all that cuz ALL IN BABY

Term aint starting again till September so i got a hella long while to work on proper shit

to make this blog post make sense, here r my wips:

The _NOOK Project -

my firstborn who’ll have to bear the pressure of all my dreams. A mix of a fiction podcast series & a running fiction blog site. Sounds weird but if i get round to explaining it then it’ll sound fucking awesome

Caught in the Storm of Your Story -

Lol idk if i should mention it here. This gon be my big fanfic brainrot project that’ll last a goddamn decade if i can help it. This blog’s technically my OG writing one but idk my meds r making me sleepy

Contest entry submissions stuff

With the whole all in can do attitude im gonna regret in the future, decided to chuck off some works to contests every end of month—so watch me chase that May 31 deadline bitches

Is gonna be one short story & 5 poems methinks

General pub submissions

Lotsa literary mags zines pubs are open throughout the yr so I’m getting some shit together for that. These be works i can actually work on instead of doing a rush job on

OK i think that’s all my current active wips? I call them wips but rn i’m just painassingly outlining the shit outta these fuckers

STRUCTURE IS KEY, WRITERS OF THE WORLD! ya can wing writing if it’s just for fun sugar, but ya need structure to be serious

Of the fuck all i learned in my 1st yr pumping immigrant money in white country for a CW degree: STRUCTURE BABY

Serious writers are good architects or some shit like that

Other life stuff updates: I’m apartment hunting and i have the worst timing ever cuz holidays are pressing against my inquiries w/o leaving room for jesus. Im a stubborn fucker tho so i’ll just keep making calls till i finally get to prostate examine my future homes

Am i scared of being homeless by june if i dont find an apartment this month?

No cuz IM FINDING ONE NO MATTER WHAT LIVING CRISIS GODS SAY

Anyway my meds are kicking in so i’m ending le update here.

BYE

[onmimynd]

u mess w my head, im tired of feeling this way..

[catboystigmata-archive]

it’s 1044pm why is my mom watching the news in the living room

[stellacarrierimaginationbuilders]

Spirit Guide Communication Training Intent Creative Fiction Style Episode 2 and 3

Spirit Guide Communication Training Intent Creative Fiction Style Episode 3

Spirit Guide Name Ali Trance

Start time by 1043 pm to 1044pm Saturday September 21 2019

Completion time by 1117 pm to 1118 pm to 1119pm to 1121 pm  Saturday September 21 2019

My name is Ali Trance in the year 2121 and I am a career and money mentor spirit guide to hundreds of earth based psychics who are helping men and women from multiple backgrounds with their career and money goals across various parts of earth.  I am a spirit guide’s career and money assistant because I am still learning myself having resided in multiple non physical heavenly worlds of the last 700 years. My most recent earth incarnation was completed by the year 1300 and I completed another incarnation in another world with beings who resembled earth based men and women yet who were more spiritually and technologically advanced by the year 1421 a multiple number of some of the earth based science fiction books published by the year 2090 were partially inspired by multiple earth authors’ memories of their time residing in the particular world I exited by the year 1421 though that is something for another post.

I Ali Trance was offered a chance less than 2 earth based years ago to reincarnate into a family who has billionaire fortunes on both the east coast of the U.S. and the western coast of the U.S. with a great deal of these family members being billionaires from having stocks andor high level positions with Amazon and affiliated companies of Amazon who have opened theme parks complete with their own theme park towns consisting of  Amazon sponsored businesses-grocery stores, malls, libraries and other types of businesses by the year 2090.  Men and women from various socio-economic classes are allowed to reside there provided they agree to a couple of conditions I feel more comfortable elaborating on at a future post if I so wish-the first –regardless  of socio-economic level a license to be a parent has to be earned first though a person can apply even if they are just 17 or 18 years old, if already a parent an existing member of the theme park community town has to sponsor them-can voluntarily be a child free person , there is not yet a limit on the number of kids a person can have though it is understood that a person is only going to receive financial assistance, schooling and help for up to 4 kids regardless of the number of kids the person has, this is not to punish the person who has more kids rather to encourage the person to eventually find ways to make more money and for the community to also be socially accepting of both married and bachelor/bachelorette men and women who voluntarily decide to be child-free because a rotating 24 hour nanny service is also automatically supplied to every member who resides in the town regardless of their income, the nannies range in ages from 17 to 270 and are pooled from both parents and those who are voluntarily child-free. The reason for the rotating nanny service is to allow the nannies some days off during the week and time during their workdays to take care of other tasks if needed in addition to moderate the voluntarily child-free nannies from becoming workaholics. Anyhow, I was offered to reincarnate into a theme park town on the eastern coast of the U.S. into a billionaire family  though I politely allowed the offer to go to someone else because I Ali Trance have been enjoying my life in the nonphysical heavenly realms for the last 7 years

I Ali Trance obtain training to be better help as a wiser assistant to multiple celestial spirit guides by the millions of connections that I have to formerly earth based men and women who have mastered their career andor money game while on earth who want to help current earth based men and women who petition for their help. Why many of them are willing to help all who ask even if they were exclusive with their help during their most recent earth lifetimes is something I might address in a future communication.

I Ali Trance have also been going to celestial schools in celestial replicas of Maryland, Virginia, and Washington DC to learn more multiple ways on how to activate millions of earth based men and women in their sleeptime dreams via their intuitions and imaginations

For instance, suppose an earth based male or female has a sleeptime dream where they see a 2000s era Washington Post express newspaper holder and they are actually pulling this newspaper from there even though they later wake up in real life and realize they were pulling this in the sleeptime dream even after circulation of this particular newspaper is ancient history. Then another scene, they see a work based document with the last name of someone they knew from their past professionally/career speaking. 2 people having this similar sleeptime dream could have completely different meanings for each of them. However in real life neither of them hesitated to decide which newspapers to release and which ones to keep of this particular paper and the last name of the person they knew on a professional level appearing on a work document represents a time to them where they were courageous and more self confident when it came to more easily keeping and giving away items that they have. As one of their spirit guides I am far from telling them that they must do donating and giving away of their items tomorrow, however  I am trying to show them via their sleeptime dreams that something andor multiple things are  going to have to be eventually sold donated andor given away at some point in their immediate futures whether it is within 9 days from now andor 10 months from now andor sooner in order for them to make room for more money, love, happiness, creating heaven on earth, passion, fun, excitement etc. depending on the person experiencing the sleeptime dream

 I Ali Trance also stimulated an incident in a person’s waking life where they thought of a particular radio station to listen to within the next 23 hours and less than 2 to 3 minutes later they see something they wrote about a song related to that music genre got some positive feedback/positive energy. I Ali Trance was explaining to them through this situation and via their creative intuition that they heard correctly to listen to a particular genre of music for a day or more to at least better integrate the multiple messages that are actually being downloaded into their creative intuition.

Resources

https://www.pilotonline.com/food-drink/vp-db-captn-crabby-norfolk-brick-and-mortar-20190916-dypt3isthfh63ndxrkgnuwsxbe-story.html

Norfolk Will Soon Get a Spot Devoted to Baltimore Crabcakes and Beef From Pungo by Matthew Korfhage September 16, 2019

https://www.pilotonline.com/food-drink/vp-db-captn-crabby-norfolk-brick-and-mortar-20190916-dypt3isthfh63ndxrkgnuwsxbe-story.html

Perfect drug nine inch nails

https://www.virginia.org/PlacesToStay

https://www.instagram.com/virginianpilot/?fbclid=IwAR3xjeVpPjhF22k9IIgB8jviGBgtR2ap-eBjl_VnXG-XJni2a8NX77XwGiA

https://www.washingtonpost.com/travel/2019/09/21/how-texas-barbecue-found-home-rural-sweden/?fbclid=IwAR3uJFcL6wVKfgsHYHdoIMkb0Rb9j6BGLykBMclEpxW2bJFl_XWpfHpiiC8

How Texas barbecue found a home in rural Sweden by Lisa Abend September 21 2019 926 am

https://www.washingtonpost.com/travel/2019/09/21/how-texas-barbecue-found-home-rural-sweden/?fbclid=IwAR3uJFcL6wVKfgsHYHdoIMkb0Rb9j6BGLykBMclEpxW2bJFl_XWpfHpiiC8

https://www.pilotonline.com/food-drink/vp-db-mezcal-bar-taco-bars-perro-blanco-electric-circus-20190920-yy7th7ks7zd63j4x57udcebqaa-story.html?fbclid=IwAR0PTPIE-1W2RMFudtFORrwW2stnub4nD4XFlK-VyPHrj8PteozhN7NUsNI

A hidden mezcal bar, and a big new beer hall — each serving scratch-made tacos in Hampton Roads

By MATTHEW KORFHAGE

THE VIRGINIAN-PILOT |

SEP 20, 2019 | 10:28 AM

 https://www.pilotonline.com/food-drink/vp-db-mezcal-bar-taco-bars-perro-blanco-electric-circus-20190920-yy7th7ks7zd63j4x57udcebqaa-story.html?fbclid=IwAR0PTPIE-1W2RMFudtFORrwW2stnub4nD4XFlK-VyPHrj8PteozhN7NUsNI

https://www.pilotonline.com/food-drink/vp-db-kfcs-chicken-and-donuts-review-20190917-5cxct6d3mnegrapoe2372nez2e-story.html?fbclid=IwAR1MGocu4e2WbXYNg4Yrj5dye1HYvHNsG1732oBDCZS0SbZtlXwPSmzccM0

Review: We tried KFC’s new Chicken & Donuts sandwich and we have many feelings

By MATTHEW KORFHAGE

THE VIRGINIAN-PILOT |

SEP 17, 2019 | 1:20 PM

 https://www.pilotonline.com/food-drink/vp-db-kfcs-chicken-and-donuts-review-20190917-5cxct6d3mnegrapoe2372nez2e-story.html?fbclid=IwAR1MGocu4e2WbXYNg4Yrj5dye1HYvHNsG1732oBDCZS0SbZtlXwPSmzccM0

 I confess that I first heard the ardent club/electronic love song Burnin Love by Katie Jewels by the January 2011 timeframe some time after I purchased the Future Trance 40 music collection. This song is one of those songs that get better with time. . However, I admit that I intend to keep an open mind to eventually viewing andor obtaining Clubland 13 after noticing the Clubland 13 image on this youtube channel.

 Burnin Love

I remember first hearing a music variation of this enchanting song Deeper by Fragma via a Future Trance 41 music collection by the January 2011 timeframe. The lyrics and vocals to this song are very moving and express passionate emotions in a creative way.

Comment in regards to the youtube music channel Deeper Extended Mix by Fragma topic Kontor Records published on youtube January 30, 2019

This music version of I Surrender by Kate Ryan is similar to a version of the song that I heard via a Best of Dance 2008 music collection by the December 2008/January 2009 timeframe.  I am thrilled/excited to find the version of this song on this youtube music channel.

Regarding the youtube music channel I Surrender by Kate Ryan on Militariy Sniper channel via an image of Trance Volume 2 3 cd box

I remember this beautiful song Sunlight In The Rain by Kelli Ali from around the 2005 to 2007 timeframe because my angelic husband had us listening to a chillout music compilation and this gem of a song was one of the songs on this collection. I am happy/overjoyed that this gorgeous song is also available on youtube.

Regarding Kelli Ali Sunlight in the Rain youtube music video via Cape Tranquility youtube music channel published September 14 2011

I have to credit hearing a variation of this push the envelope yet one of a kind romantic/love song that is Endless Summer by Siria via a Future Trance 45 music compilation by the winter 2008 timeframe(sometime around the December 2008 timeframe). Even with the title of this sensual song, this is the type of electronic/club love song that can be enjoyed year round.

Comment in regard to bttp.TV youtube channel of the Endless Summer song by Siria

 https://upnorway.com/tailor-my-journey/get-started

For spiritually karmic reasons  I am following my creative intuition to avoid posting online comments on the yahoo comment board pertaining to yahoo article link stories though I do keep an open mind to looking at other people’s comments. The last time I personally posted an online comment to a yahoo article comment blog was December 2018 and I intend to lean towards keeping it that way for good reasons though once again I reserve my right to look at the comments of other online commenters who post on yahoo article link stories

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/meghan-mc-cain-storms-off-the-view-set-after-clash-with-ana-navarro-211334902.html

Meghan McCain storms off 'The View' set after clash with Ana Navarro

Todd Garin

September 20 2019

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/meghan-mc-cain-storms-off-the-view-set-after-clash-with-ana-navarro-211334902.html

This youtube music video for Waiting For You by Layla via the Femmes Fatales the 12 Leading Ladies of Electronica deserve more views. i first heard this bold and club like song around the autumn 2008 timeframe when hearing this song after buying the Femmes Fatales cd collection from the MacArthur Center mall in Norfolk Virginia, I enjoyed the collection so much that it was an easy decision for me to purchase the mp3 music collection from Amazon multiple years later.

Via youtube music video of Waiting for you by Layla

https://news.yahoo.com/elizabeth-hurley-bikini-denim-cutoff-shorts-daisy-duke-110927370.html

Elizabeth Hurley, 54, clings on to British summer in denim cut-offs and bikini top

 https://news.yahoo.com/elizabeth-hurley-bikini-denim-cutoff-shorts-daisy-duke-110927370.html

Spirit Guide Communication Training Intent Creative Fiction Style Episode 2

Start time by  653 am Friday September 20 2019 after gathering multiple resources

Completion time 718 am

My name is  Weiland Mea and I am a career mentor who divides his time between the Hampton Roads Virginia area and the metro Washington D.C. area for career reasons in the year 2120. I Weiland Mea help out a multiple number of culinary professionals who write on the side in both of these areas with their career goals, getting in touch with their spirit guides, their money goals, their writing goals and more. I Weiland Mea am currently 50 years old and even at this age I make a part time living as a model because my physical appearance is a combination of looks from my late father who looked similar to one of the musicians from the 1990s/2000s group the Stone Temple Pilots and my mother who looked similar to the female on the 2000s photo cover for the Femmes Fatales The 12 Leading Ladies of Electronica music collection.

I Weiland Mea am on my way to going to some cooking competition festivals this week inspired by the James Beard awards both in the Hampton Roads Virginia area and the metro Washington D.C. area to host some classes related to spirit guide communication and storytelling. I Weiland Mea have so much I can share including about some of my astral travels in my meditation and sleeptime dreams involving communications with my multiple spirit guides who have been giving me much career and money information to share  for my clients because there are a multiple number of spirits who have passed on to multiple heaven worlds of divine love and divine happiness who have mastered the career and money areas of their earth lives who are available and want to help other earth based men and women who are willing to both petition for their help and utilize it,  However I must utilize my time in the span of 5 minutes to share just one brief section of information given to me for multiple people given to me in one of my most recent sleeptime dreams from a family member who passed on and left a great deal of money to certain family members and wanted to make it up to me by at least giving me free advice to share with others because they know I would feel far from comfortable to demand the money from certain family members in real life. I have been asked to keep their identity a secret both to protect the surviving family members who benefited from the money and for what I reluctantly admit forgiveness lessons that I am still working through in regards to this

 Anyhow, I Weiland Mea have been told to share that many immigrants coming to America who are the most successful are also the ones who have an idea where they want to reside in the United States regardless of their career andor money  results even if they have to stay far from their home of origin for multiple years andor the rest of their current earth lifetimes. A very wealthy and famous friend who completed his most recent earth lifetime over 20 years ago explained that he noticed that the U.S. American born men and women who followed their hearts to reside wherever they want in the United States by the age of 40 even if very far from where they came from as a child experienced significant career money and spiritual evolution in multiple ways because of the spiritual and intuitive benefits of an American born person following their heart and passion where they want to reside is very helpful regardless of how many people are supportive of their decision, which brings me to my second point

I Weiland Mea have encountered multiple entry level culinary professionals and even other type of entry level minimum wage employees/professionals in the Hampton Roads Virginia area Norfolk Hampton Chesapeake who have decided to settle in this area long term for economic reasons some came from other parts of the U.S., world, and even greater numbers are coming from the metro Washington D.C. area for money reasons. What this has to do with my next message, many of these professionals who now reside in the Hampton Roads Virginia area both culinary and other fields are being followed to their next places andor current places of employment in the Hampton Roads Virginia area by their superiors managers bosses for reasons many of them who have relocated from the metro Washington DC area to the Hampton Roads Virginia area.  I Weiland Mea have been asked to be discreet about the multiple reasons these superiors managers bosses etc follow their former entry level employees andor entry level minimum wage employees to their current places of employment in the Hampton Roads Virginia area especially a higher number of these superiors mangers bosses following their entry level employees andor minimum wage employees from the metro DC area to the Hampton Roads Virginia area however the point is this regardless of how a minimum wage employee andor entry level employee is feeling about their money situation it is vital to show gratitude while allowing yourself to be magnetic to more money because there is a great chance your former culinary supervisor leader manager boss in the metro Washington DC area could become your current culinary supervisor leader manager boss in the Hampton Roads Virginia area-Norfolk Chesapeake Hampton Suffolk Virginia Beach Newport News etc.

 Resources

Bentley University

https://www.bentley.edu/

I admit that I only occasionally see grasshoppers and the most recent sighting occurred after an extremely brief time after I was carefully pondering about my future intuitively and logically understanding that I am probably going to have to work on being both more braver and more emotionally resilient than ever before. A positive note, I have some good and strong ideas on the type of present and future that I want when it comes to some goals in my personal and professional life. I have also experienced firsthand how life has a way to force me  via expected andor unexpected certain circumstances to listen to my intuition to at least get an idea of what my soul craves/soul nourishment though I am in the process of improving upon listening and taking action on that intuition when it is more pain-free and happier to do so. However,I do believe that there are also multiple benefits when taken action when one is obviously forced to do so even if the benefits are only seen andor experienced multiple years later. This video plus some online interpretations from online sources help remind me/help me understand that grasshopper symbolism  symbolizes the spiritual theme of taking a brave leap of life voluntarily.

Youtube video

Grasshopper Symbolism Is This Your Spirit Animal

Youtube video

https://trustedpsychicmediums.com/spirit-animals/grasshopper-spirit-animal/

The Grasshopper Spirit Animal

https://trustedpsychicmediums.com/spirit-animals/grasshopper-spirit-animal/

Thank goodness for one of the Future Trance cds (Germany music import) introducing me to Mr. Saxobeat by Alexandra Stan around the summer 2011 timeframe.

Alexandra Stan Mr. Saxobeat youtube video published on January 25, 2017

I had to double check about making a slight correction after originally posting the comment to youtube because it dawned on me less than 5 minutes ago that I was actually living in Norfolk Virginia autumn 2008 and that it was autumn 2009 when I was residing in Orlando Florida  because my husband and I temporarily lived in Orlando Florida from April 2009 until May 2010 (for me) and June 2010 (for him).Sex Type Thing by Stone Temple Pilots-I confess that this song first seeped into my mind when I first heard this song as a 90s teenager via radio andor television(sometime between the time I was between 14 to 17 years old). For whatever reason, I admit that this song crept back into my memory when I heard it again around the autumn 2008 timeframe when I saw a Stone Temple Pilots greatest hits cd at an Orlando Florida library (this particular library was a few miles from the University of Central Florida campus). Anyhow, the more I think of it the woman in that music video definitely plays whatever role she was given very well though for some reason her dress makes me think of a Cinderella vibe.

Sex Type Thing Stone Temple Pilots youtube music video

I had to double check about making a slight correction after originally posting the comment to youtube because it dawned on me less than 5 minutes ago that I was actually living in Norfolk Virginia autumn 2008 and that it was autumn 2009 when I was residing in Orlando Florida  because my husband and I temporarily lived in Orlando Florida from April 2009 until May 2010 (for me) and June 2010 (for him).Regarding Wicked Garden youtube by Stone Temple Pilots published September 29, 2017 – I admit Wicked Garden by Stone Temple Pilots is another song that made a mark on my music listening soul when  first heard it as a 90s teenager via local radio andor television and I started to enjoy this song much more after the autumn 2009 timeframe when I heard this song again after I had obtained one of the Stone Temple Pilots greatest hits collections from an Orlando Florida public library.

Regarding Red Light Go by Mea Fisher topic youtube music video published on July 25, 2018-I’m both so grateful and feeling happy/joyful that youtube has the image for the Femmes Fatales The 12 Leading Ladies of Electronica music collection because that music collection is where I first heard the electrifying and seductive Red Light Go song by Mea Fisher around the autumn 2008 timeframe and one of my earliest memories of hearing and enjoying this song was when this song was playing in a car that I had and drove in to work around this timeframe (I had purchased the music collection from some music store inside MacArthur Center mall in Norfolk Virginia by the autumn 2008 timeframe and the mp3 music collection from Amazon multiple years later). Anyhow,  the vocals and music to this Red Light Go song  by Mea Fisher are very memorable despite this song being definitely different from being a super cheerful type of electronic/club song.

https://www.vikingrivercruises.com/

https://www.spiritcruises.com/norfolk

https://upnorway.com/experiences

 Whisper Milk Inc youtube video-The vocals and music to this song are very sublime though I admit the music video was definitely something different than I expected.

This song No One Is To Blame by Howard Jones is a classic 80s song that I first heard multiple years ago, I have lived in multiple places since my 20s which makes it tricky for me to pinpoint where I first heard this song though I do know for sure it was at least over 4 to 5 years ago, regardless No One is To Blame  is a one of a kind song in the same vein of originality as Howard Jones Things Can Only Get Better song which has helped me get through multiple experiences and stages of my life.

No One Is To Blame Howard Jones youtube Dream in Action version

I confess that for whatever reason the song All I Wanna Do by Danni Minogue popped into my mind tonight. I am familiar with this song because I first heard this daring and provocative song some time after I had purchased Danni Minogue’s Hits & Beyond collection around the July 21, 2007 timeframe via Amazon. The vocals and music complement each other beautifully with this summery vibe music though I do feel that this song can also be enjoyed year round.

All I Wanna Do Song by Danni Minogue youtube video that I placed in my nostalgia city playlist

Regarding K7 I’ll Make You Feel Good song-I first heard this bold and innovative song during my teenage years during local radio and for whatever unexpected reason I got into this song again by around the 2008 timeframe when I was residing in Norfolk Virginia.

https://www.virginia.org/PlacesToStay

Busch Gardens Williamsburg Virginia https://buschgardens.com/williamsburg/

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Terry Dwayne Ashford Speaks Through his Written Words TWEET STATION NEWS November 25th 1044PM EST Time

Terry Dwayne Ashford Speaks Through his Written Words TWEET STATION NEWS November 25th 1044PM EST Time

Terry Dwayne Ashford on November 23rd and November 24th 2021 inside the Extended Stay America Hotel Tysons Corner at the elevator leaving the room at 1030 PM Tuesday night for the store. I want to say that I appreciate those who stay with me in my total dismay of all the findings. I also want to relate that this is very difficult for me and has made it extremely faint of being able to succeed…

[letterstomycat]

14 aug 2019 / 1044pm ( written in a lyft )

dear angel,

im back in nyc from my rip. i wish i was coming back to you. im gonna miss that anticipation.

how wonderful it is to have someone excited to reunite with. to say, “im home. i missed you. im so happy to see your face.” to feel it in return.

im home. i miss you.

[wigglebox]

OOF! SOME UPDATES!

I honestly don’t understand why I’m so into this episode -- don’t ask too many questions. 

This is going under a cut!

So, first things first, Leo’s name is actually Lee? The most recent article on KSite had it spelled as Lee and so we asked on Twitter and Jeremy Adams, writer, says it was misspelled awhile ago. I’m assuming he means in the original articles.

There’s some spec, some from @bluestar86! that Lilith is involved. I enjoy this. My original spec was written before 15x05 so she wasn’t a factor. Some of us are wondering if the waitress in the promo is her, or maybe she’s Lee. 

How does Lilith factor into the Djinn theory? A few possibilities: Revives Djinn, not a Djinn at all and it’s all her (there’s something having to do with that IV though), or, it’s actually all real somehow. My only hang up is why. But, that’s why I’ll be watching the episode!

New episode stills were released! Notice the solitary one of Dean. Due to lighting and saturation, I’m led to believe it’s in the bunker’s infirmary. On the right side of his head, you see a wound. Now, there’s going to be a bar fight so I went: Wow, is this actually all real and he got injured in a real bar fight? But, another part of me went: Got that while fighting a monster off or something. 

Now, what about the Djinn, if there is one? I mentioned the two Djinns we’re most familiar with: 2x20 and 8x20 - Happy-ish and Fear. But, I completely spaced on a third one: Michael’s hybrid in ‘Nightmare Logic’ 14x05 (thank you @tinkdw for reminding me!) 

What keeps happening now is that I tumble that episode around in my head and come up with the following:

Powerful Djinn that can warp reality without putting you to sleep (though later tries to read Dean’s mind but can’t)

NEIL: “You think I'm the only one, the only trap? He made dozens of us, just out there waiting for you and your family.”

Mostly, that Djinn was doing a thing with AU Michael - Kill as many hunters as he could and Michael would give the DJinn an upgrade, and he did to the tune of the Djinn able to bring the nightmares to life. 

I don’t think that’s happening again, but I do find it interesting Michael will be in 15x08, the next episode. It’s OG Michael, not the same, but character symmetry would be cool. That’s just a small dumb thing. 

So basically where I’m at with this updated spec:

This is either a normal Djinn or a superpower one, meaning, it’s either a dream, warped reality, OR none of it and it’s all really actually real. (Unsure what the IV hookup is about then. IV hookups are usually with them standing up, not sitting down. The sitting down one was for scary things unless you count the old man in 14x05, who was sitting down.) 

Lilith may be involved to the tune of possession or setting this up herself (God’s self) but I still don’t know why, and what Dean has now that she wants. (Don’t steal the car)

Now, IF this is him just sitting in a chair and dreaming all this, who’s gonna rescue him? @7faerielights are very much on the “Please let it be Cas” train (and she’s been alongside with these theories as well and helping me push them along so I’m also going to give her credit with all this, as well as @softcuddlydean!)

Got any theories? 

ADDING THIS: This is PURELY SPEC. This is just me having fun. If I am WRONG i am WRONG. I have no problem admitting that. I’m just poking around. I don’t really care how things go about next episode because it looks dope regardless! 

ETA AT 1044PM: I’m a fucking IDIOT -- an IDIOT I SAYYYYYYY

I saw SEVERAL people reblog things over the past couple weeks and for some reason didn’t put two and two together. 

A djinn and scooby doo were in 1506 (scooby doo mentioned)

A djinn was referenced in Scoobynatural - co-written by Jeremy Adams who wrote 15x07. 

Jesus christ y’all thank you for reminding me of Djinn Queen! 

MORE DJINN REFERENCES! 

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ETA again - Waitress girl, if not lilith and not random girl, is Djinn Queen ( Thank you @/wayward_star  on twitter!

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ETA AGAIN AGAIN on November 28th: This anon that sent an ask to @tinkdw reminded me of ANOTHER Djinn episode where they targeted Sam and Dean and their family in revenge:

Djinn: You made it through that last trip, so how about a big, fat double dose? Bad news -- it'll kill you. The good news? At least you'll go fast. That's for our father, you son of a bitch

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ETA, December 3rd: Talking on the 1k a Day discord set up by @wanderingcas

and these theories came about! All along the lines of what we’re all kinda on the same page about, but I like the takes! 

First one is from @winchestersingerautorepair: 

My prediction? The old friend dean runs into was sent by Chuck to steer Dean back in a more "classic dean" direction. However, it does not go to plan-- because the drinkin, partyin, loves-the-ladies dean casual viewers think he is (an image mostly bolstered by bar scenes) doesn't exist. We're peeling away the mask here. [ @emblue-sparks suggests Dena use his bi-powers to break Chuck’s strategy] Yep. I think Dean senses this, hence his aggressive attempts at completely removing himself from the narrative

Second bit o’ meta/spec is from @emblue-sparks:

Strong dream signals since S13. Especially Djinn modus operandi falls under Phantasmagoria which I locked into the second Yockey tossed it at us Everything Dean is experiencing is a form of Phantasmagoria. So it fits beautifully. Chuck is very much an Asmodeus on steroids

Dean takes the brunt of Chuck's attention so he's imprisoned like Gabriel, being slowly drained of a fight and desire to hold on to what's real.

Chuck is Becky but with Dean, not Sam.

15x07 will be a dream for Dean

A THEORY/SPEC:

15x07, Dean with Leo and the band at the Roadhouse named “Swayze” is a Djinn episode. 

Alright - let’s go on an adventure. Under the cut for your scrolling fingers because this is going to get screencap heavy, and thank you to the twitter GC I’m in for the inspiration (special all out to @7faerielights​ and @softcuddlydean​):

Keep reading

[inablur85]

1044pm Thurs March 15th 2018.

Been awhile right... I'm going to attempt to type with these long ass acrylic finger nails on I got done at the nail salon a week or so ago. Gotta admit they look good but are a bitch to type with. Damn. Went out to dinner tonight, was good for the most part. Things are pretty good around the house. Still trying to get my medicine worked out with the doctor.

I know one fucking thing...dude I hate taking a fucking shower. I can't put it into the category of I've just became to fucking lazy these days or what but every damn day I dread getting into the shower. Then today I got in and by the time I got out the dern kids were outside on the back porch! I'm like what in the hell?! I told them they better stay their butts inside.

You know one thing I'm very glad I've stuck it out not speaking to my mom all this time, it's going on 5 months since I've seen her and I'm glad. I don't need her anywhere around me in my life...her or my crazy ass brother. They are made for each other. Let her sit back and realize how she fucked up for once in her life. Such a piece of shit. Well I'm going to cuddle with Lucky now. Hoping my meds kick in soon. Xo

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I absolutely hate this feeling more than anything.

[jeribunny]

VIII: discipline, discipline, discipline

I don’t really have anything specific to talk about right now but I just felt the need to type up absolutely anything at all. Well, I guess I have to mention how I really am shifting my focus over to getting money. It’s not my intention to put all my attention into my jobs but at the same time I feel like fast and convenient money is the motive right now. I’m kind of slacking off in my school work and I know I shouldn’t. I really should be getting my act together. Normally I would have everything together quickly but because I’m accumulating money rather quickly (quicker than I usually do anyway), I keep thinking about what I can buy, what I can do to help my parents and everything in between. It’s not to the point where I completely neglect my school work because I do still manage to finish my school work, I just haven’t been putting 100% into my assignments. I don’t really put 100% in my assignments anyway, I already half-ass everything which still does get me the grade that I want. But it’s like I half-ass my half-assed work. It’s all discipline though. There’s a time for everything and I told myself that I will have to keep my priorities straight by taking on two jobs. I honestly did not expect to receive so much hours. It’s a good thing and I really enjoy working at both Yankee Candle and Zumiez, but I also have to keep reminding myself that work is second to school. I know I can pull myself together.

[kawaiihoneybearbunny-blog]

VIII: discipline, discipline, discipline

I don't really have anything specific to talk about right now but I just felt the need to type up absolutely anything at all. Well, I guess I have to mention how I really am shifting my focus over to getting money. It's not my intention to put all my attention into my jobs but at the same time I feel like fast and convenient money is the motive right now. I'm kind of slacking off in my school work and I know I shouldn't. I really should be getting my act together. Normally I would have everything together quickly but because I'm accumulating money rather quickly (quicker than I usually do anyway), I keep thinking about what I can buy, what I can do to help my parents and everything in between. It's not to the point where I completely neglect my school work because I do still manage to finish my school work, I just haven't been putting 100% into my assignments. I don't really put 100% in my assignments anyway, I already half-ass everything which still does get me the grade that I want. But it's like I half-ass my half-assed work. It's all discipline though. There's a time for everything and I told myself that I will have to keep my priorities straight by taking on two jobs. I honestly did not expect to receive so much hours. It's a good thing and I really enjoy working at both Yankee Candle and Zumiez, but I also have to keep reminding myself that work is second to school. I know I can pull myself together.