Sam and Dean are grieving the loss of Mary, Jack, and Rowena very differently in 15x06 Golden Time.
Sam is throwing himself into the mission and rushing to rekindle the thing with Eileen. Dean, on the other hand...is stuck.
DEAN IN STASIS
INT. MEN OF LETTERS - KITCHEN - NIGHT
ONE: Dean is eating Jack-type cereal.
The lack of Jack mentions are LOUD, y'all. Jack's death too painful to mention, much less face. That's why Dean will later default to talking about Bel as "code" for Jack.
When Cas died, Dean ate PB&J, and when [OMITTED] died, Dean ate cereal. Cocoa Crunch. That's a Jack-coded cereal in the script, as Jack was shown eating Crunch Cookie Crunch last season.
TWO, wow--that is one SERIOUSLY DEPRESSED man. Sam is taken aback by just how depressed and downtrodden Dean is beneath his barbed jokes.
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SAM, INCENSED
Sam is soooo frustrated and mad about it. Here Sam is, working SO hard, and Dean's given up.
(Not to mention, Cas is giving Sam the silent treatment by proxy. Poor Sam, really.)
Dean's not allowed to give up. He won't. He can't. Per season 15's The Trap, that's not the Dean who raised Sam.
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Dean doesn't rise to Sam's irritation, not even a little bit:
Not vindicated, just deflated.
So, Dean goes back to stress-eating and watching his stasis-oriented comfort series to escape it all. Dean plays up the act, eating messily.
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Cas is...who knows where he is.
(fatalistic)
What is a fatalistic person?
A fatalist is someone who feels that no matter what he or she does, the outcome will be the same because it's predetermined. Fatalists share a sense of being powerless to change the world. In philosophy, a fatalist is someone who holds specific beliefs about life, destiny, and the future.
Chuck is hostile. Dean's life is a hoax. Mary is dead. Jack is dead. The future is dead. Cas is dead to him. Cas left him. There's nothing left for Dean to have faith in anymore.
There is no future.
Sam can't deal with a fatalistic Dean, so he goes for a run. Dean grabs more cereal and continue la wallowing in despair.
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Meanwhile, Cas is finding a sense of renewed resolution
Dean may be fatalistic, but Cas becomes resolved to stand and fight Chuck.
(Cas has become seriously strong-willed over the course of the series. I'm so proud of him!)
The nice thing here is that Cas has BEEN fatalistic before, too. He was there in seasons 7-8, you know?
(In a way, Dean's where Cas himself was then! If Moriah-Dean is season 4-Cas, then Golden Time-Dean is easily a season 7-Cas.)
Anyway, because he's already weather existential crises and rebellion, Cas is better positioned to process, and he does.
(Sam, too, went through bouts of fatalism and despair, notably when he went AWOL on Kevin, "You're well and truly alone," etc, and purely driven by the need to escape, and then took on the Hell trials.)
Here, they're all suffering from the existential wound of Chuck and the loss of meaning in their lives, even Cas.
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And Cas realizes something about Chuck's game, a resounding gong against his past escapism:
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Off Cas, finally resolved.
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DEAN SPIRALLING
Cut back to Dean. Self-defeated:
15x06 Golden Time
It is not until Dean meets up with his dark mirror in Lee in 15x07 Last Call that his will to fight returns.
It's no accident that Lee bears some resemblance to the Dean in AU Michael's Nihilism world. Dean had some contentment (not true happiness) in the falseness of Rocky's Bar, for sure, but it existed primarily as a means of fleeing the storm that was raging outside.
It was an anorexic happiness, a contented world of potential with no risks.
Lee is like the ghost of Christmas Future,
and Dean finally rejects becoming his worst self.
(All scripts here.) via @spnscripthunt
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SPN 1x12 (Faith)
Dean: Okay, then we stop Roy.
Sam: How?
Dean: You know how.
Sam: Wait, what the hell are you talking about Dean, we can't kill Roy.
Dean: Sam the guys playing God, he's deciding who lives and who dies. That's a monster in my book.
Sam: No. We're not going to kill a human being Dean. We do that we're no better than he is.
SPN 15x07 (Last Call)
Lee: This… this is not how I wanted this to go, Dean. When that blonde girl walked in here last night, I should've know, you know, Dean Winchester, the righter of wrongs, you were gonna keep digging, and you were gonna figure me out. And if it's got to be you or me, well, I got to pick me, man.
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Lee: Right. What do you say we act like this never happened, hm? You just walk out that door.
Dean: I can't do that.
Lee: You really want to do this?
Dean: No, I don't. But I kill monsters.
Lee: You want a shot at the title?
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