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#17 going under
mickeym4ndy · 1 month
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I'm seventeen going under
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flammiigena · 2 years
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17 going under - sam fender / burning house - lois dodd / matilda - harry styles / burnt house - steve pancrate
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idkimtiredanddumb · 2 years
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Thé fact that Eddie never got to hear 17 going under by Sam fender as a 17 year old should be illegal
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dirtytransmasc · 1 year
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im gonna build on this but,
spider, before even befriending ao'nung, being so tiny and fleshy and fragile, putting the other boys big brother mode into overdrive.
like he can barely stand the kid, but he can't help but like.... linger next to him.... sling an arm over his shoulder.... muscle memory from tsireya makes him just instinctually pick him up and away from danger.
and he's embarrassed, cause he 'hates' this human, he's one of the demons, why should he protect him. but also, like, he's embarrassed by his own internal monologue: look at him, he's just tiny, so tiny, have to take care of him. just a baby, a little baby, so fragile, so defenseless. he's not that bad, he's kinda sweet, sweet baby.
he hates it so fucking much, cause he keeps doing the stupidest, bug brother shit he can, and spider keeps looking at him strange, cause it's like the second they're around each other all common sense flies out the window like a trapped banshee, and ao'nung wants to die.
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jorvikzelda · 27 days
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today i had this Vivid memory flash through my mind of kissing my ex boyfriend (this was like 2018) and i felt so viscerally fucking revolted and I gotta say. it is truly impressive that I didn’t realise I’m a lesbian sooner than fucking half a year ago
#z talks#like the misidentifying as ace was Inevitable i think. that was due to repression that realising i didnt like men would not have fixed#(context: id’d as bi ace like. i wanna say 2016/17-2021/22 sometime and then went into ace and Questioning)#remember the time i really solidly settled on being aro because ‘romance has never not felt like a chore and putting on a facade’#babe no thats because your most recent and also singular long term relationship was with a Man#and thats the only one youre looking back on#its so funny how i dated a guy and it was so thoroughly Meh that i just didnt feel like pursuing anything romantic for a very long time#(A REACTION I HAD NOT HAD AFTER MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS WITH GIRLS)#And DIDN’T somehow consider that maybe I just Didn’t Like Guys#its nothing i grieve or feel sad about dw its honestly mostly funny to look back on#no wrongs were committed and i dont hold a grudge against the guy it was just me being confused and compheted#(…which is also a weird word to apply because at the time i identified and was out to my friends as a trans guy Binary.#This Was Also Wrong.)#was a weird time man. a truly weird time#anyway. all is well i have now been on 2 dates with a really cute girl and she gave me tulips <3#as part of a Care Delivery bc i had a Migraine and No Painkillers Or Snacks#get well flowers <333333#and now i dream of kissing her under the moonlight#With the uh. Hornetposting lately it May seem unlikely but yes I DO interact with real women! Romantically!#They coexist Wonderfully <3#Anyway. I’m gonna go to bed#Realising that im a lesbian solved all my identity problems including my fucking gender which is just fantastic#I am very happy and whenever I think of being a lesbian it grounds me to reality a little bit stronger and i go yeah. Yeah.
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arts-i-enjoy · 2 months
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AHHHHHH
#this post brought to you by: me#i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses#i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP#like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready#anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT#and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk#and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message#even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL#AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!!#i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year#i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17?#ive had a good well paying job since i was 18.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job#which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind#so theres no point staying here.#i might never have this kind of job security again.#but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something#on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now#on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT#but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to#richard started yelling and swearing el oh el#might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible?#but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option#the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going#idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks#this is why i want to get out of here#also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about#not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey!#if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!
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marathedemonoverlord · 10 months
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Lesson 17 Hard Mode Spoilers(???)
Just finished Lesson 17 Hard Mode ( Don't @ me. I'm taking anything I can get to stay invested ) and like.... Did Michael just love bomb the Angels? (ಥ ͜ʖಥ)
Maybe my ass just hates gifts cause I'm so difficult but like... Weird doting vibes- Anyways weirdly I feel bad for Raphael being caught in the middle of it all - He's so awkward I see myself in him (ಥ ͜ʖಥ)(ಥ ͜ʖಥ)
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freddyspizzaheroes · 1 year
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Joan Tierney | Catherine Lacey | Sam Fender | Rabbi Joseph Telushkin | Michael Kinnucan
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disastergoose · 10 months
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10 years ago I thought I was so ugly and I didn’t date anyone, and over the span of those 10 years I went on a long journey of not giving a fuck and started dressing how I wanted (more masculine), cutting my hair to the length that felt best, only wearing makeup for fun sometimes and not as an aesthetic crutch, identifying as non-binary….. and now people are into me! I'm not everyone’s type and that’s GOOD. but today I’m officially hot enough to make some people realize they’re gay. how cool is that??? moral of the story is that you ARE hot and you have maybe just not Evolved yet for yourself first
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willowser · 6 months
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willa-bean 🌱👨‍🚀🌌
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justicecaballer · 6 months
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happy nanowrimo to all who observe
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code-dread · 3 months
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It was past midnight, overcast and quite frankly a dreadfully awful night.
A kid, looking no older than 18 at the very most, was wondering the streets, almost zombie like. He wandered close to the brothel before pausing, seemingly thinking.
Under the dark of the night, it was hard to tell what those dark stains were on his shirt.
He almost seemed to be waiting for something. Or someone.
@godlessabomination
Vince was standing outside, near the brothel's entrance. He had gotten overstimulated by the... everything, to be quite honest. The brothel was the last place Vince wanted to work, but he had been forced into it, so he put up with it. At the very least he was just protection. He didn't think he could handle being an actual worker. He already felt gross enough there as is...
Regardless, he watched the young man stumble about on the street quietly until he got too close to the brothel for Vince to feel comfortable staring him down. He didn't want the kid to actually approach him or think he wanted anything, so he started watching him out of the corner of his eye instead. He didn't look like any of their usual workers. He briefly wondered if he was one of Bailey's new debtors. It didn't matter either way, he supposed.
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maddy-ferguson · 9 months
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rewatching season three i can see why people aged 14 to 17 think they're the target audience for the show they did not write this for adult humans to enjoy
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thebirdandhersong · 1 year
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genuinely shocked that I'm not actually 17 anymore
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