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autumnwhistles · 6 months ago
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(note: this is purely from a character perspective, not a comment on CCs.)
grian and scar have now both been in opposite positions to the original 'cactus ring', and it's so interesting to compare their attitudes to sacrifice on both ends. whether or not scar threw the fight in the cactus ring, he did offer for grian to kill him before it began. grian declined this, but was clearly fighting with the intention to win during the fight itself – he's giving scar a chance, but not sacrificing.
in secret life, scar's on the other end of things. he's fighting another winner – who herself has been sacrificed for previously – and, like grian, is going into what he assumes to be a fair fight... but which is in his favour due to the others' willingness to sacrifice themselves for him. this is a common pattern for winners: in whichever order, they take the win once, and are once willing to sacrifice themselves to let another take it.
cut to wild life.
this time, it's grian in the final two once more, yet again against an – albeit more distant – ally. he's got a win under his belt already, so you might expect him to do what pearl did, what scott did, right? sacrifice their chance at glory to let another taste it for the first time.
and yet:
"I'm going to have to kill Joel"
"Can I win this? I worked so hard on this series, I'd love to win it!"
because here's an important thing about life series!grian: though he's willing to even the playing field, he's not willing to sacrifice – not when it matters. pledge your loyalty to right a wrong, yes; give lives to gain allies hours, yes; refuse others' sacrifices to fight on fair terms, yes. but in the end, no matter how much he wants to stick with friends, no matter how bad he feels about it, no matter how may "i'm so sorry"s he gives – he will put his own life first, in the end.
there's a reason he's the reason for so many of his allies' deaths, after all. and in its contrast, the wild life finale showcases this beautifully.
(and for the record, i don't see anything wrong with this from an out-of-univere perspective – it's been 5 seasons and 3.5 years since Grian's last win, and even if it hadn't been, it's the CCs place to judge fairness, not ours.)
#it would be so SO interesting to add martyn into the mix#(<– probably my most common quote but. he's the brainrot singularity ok)#i don't doubt for a SECOND life series martyn is extremely selfish#(it was so nice to have that recognised after limlife – even if it arguably did get worse over time)#(cue cc!martyn's 'ren's death permanently made martyn more selfish after 3rd life')#but the thing is – does the win even mean much to him anymore?#he was so ready to take the crown he was so ready to end it all#and yet#next series he's right back. everything starts as normal. nothing changed#does it even matter anymore? is there a point? to me it's no coincidence he's started placing lower afterwards#(before it was 6th (last member of dogwarts to fall in 3rd life despite being on the losing side of the war) 3rd 3rd 1st)#there's no way he has of knowing his fragment was repaired by a listener – he has no idea what fragments even are + is unconscious in the-#-void + has NO idea watchers and listeners are even at play!#(that's sth there's often confusion around – he's NOT a listener in his lore! he's not on a similar playing fieldl! and though the watchers#did reveal themselves at the end of last life/ that was wiped from c!martyn's memory as he went into the light (lore stream)#he's a regular confused traumatised person whose changed for the worse over the death games whom the watchers dislike after evo#who just wants things to be over with...)#anyway this to say#though if he WANTED to get to the end i'm SURE he wouldn't sacrifice himself (c!martyn at least – it's still relatively close to the win so#-not sure abt cc!martyn)#...does he actually want to?#anyway martyn ramble over#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#3rd life smp#secret life smp#grian#goodtimeswithscar gtws#trafficblr#double life smp
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forsaken-headcanons · 1 month ago
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In the render for the new Two Time milestone skins (peak btw) they're wearing azure's clothes.
Uh yeah they stole azure's clothes 100%.
It seems from the other milestone images that they were sorry for what they'd done so mayhaps they took them to "honor Azure's sacrifice to the Spawn"
The milestone renders make me wanna cry lowkey
-Car Crash Anon
(Unrelated but I have considered using spawn instead of God cuz I'm atheist anyway. Yes twotime indoctrinate me into your cult)
(h. hey... mind if we joined in as well /silly)
hoo god imagining two time looking into a reflective surface while holding the ghostfire dagger and instinctively assuming that they're looking at azure wanting to kill them... imagining them not even flinching... imagining them having wholeheartedly accepting their death so like as it's by azure/., oughggbhlkj this son of a gun. i mean they /silly
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trails-inthe-sky · 1 month ago
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This is honestly the coolest set of Trails merch I've ever seen!! I desperately wish the whole tariff BS was non-existent because, while this set is already probably too expensive to justify, the tariffs DEFINITELY destroy any chance of picking it up. Shoutouts to Pin Box for always coming through with the coolest stuff!! (I'm trying to quietly console myself with the fact I already got the Super Groupies Estelle backpack)
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koof · 2 months ago
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doodled Kasane Teto from memory :)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TETOOOOO!!!!
you may have been an April fool's joke but from that you have become so much more
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laugtherhyena · 3 months ago
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Buddy bundle
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touteytout · 6 days ago
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i think just taking one single in person figure drawing class could fix me
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catamations · 2 years ago
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Deltarune or something
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articianne · 5 months ago
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apparently I forgot a lot of people just don't care about a ship if they don't actually hold a conversation on screen. meanwhile if one of them just breathes in the same episode as the other that's enough for me
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laoruna · 5 months ago
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Mass Effect Trilogy appreciation week - day 3
hi mom, I have a thing I want to talk to you about. I’m free for the next 8 hrs (traveling, location classified (spectre business sorry)), call me if you can?
Hi Jane. It’s good to hear from you. I can call you in an hour or so. How private a conversation do you need?
private private
I’ll make sure to give the comms crew an early night off then.
thanks mom, love you
Love you too, Jane. See you soon!
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Hannah Shepard had to admit she was nervous when she started the vidcall with her daughter. She was incredibly proud of her, but even she was getting increased scrutiny for Jane’s new position as the first human Spectre – she could only imagine all the pressure her daughter was under. And her request for a private conversation could mean anything from venting off steam to asking for help about a mistake that could cause intergalactic war if it was found out. She schooled her features into a reassuring smile by the time the call connected, and seeing her daughter’s face smoothed away most of her worries – she was trying to hide it, but she was looking more embarrassed than afraid.
“Hi Mom!”
“Hello Jane! It’s good to see you. How are you holding up?”
“I-” Hannah watched, as her daughter decided to drop the masks. She was glad she felt safe enough to do so, but she wished Jane didn’t have to hide herself at all. “I am so tired. Everyone is counting on me, and I wasn’t trained for politics, but Udina keeps telling me I could start a war with a wrong word…” she buried her face in her hands, and Hannah wished she could hug her through the screen. Jane looked back up, her expression immensely tired. “I never wanted all this.”
“I know, darling. God, I wish I could help, but I promise, you can talk to me about anything. I love you, and I’m so proud of you. I hope you know that.”
“I do, mom, and it helps.” She took a deep breath, and put on a weary smile. “Love you too.”
They sat in silence for a few seconds, before Hannah spoke up again.
“You said there was a… private ‘thing’ you wanted to talk about?”
Jane turned as red as her hair in a second, and she looked to the side. Hannah had to force back a smile – that reaction gave her a good idea as to what her daughter wanted to talk about.
“Well, there’s this… I mean I… I’ve met a…” Seeing her stammering made it impossible for Hannah to suppress a small laugh.
“What’s her name, darling?” She asked with a smile.
Jane buried her face in her hands again, but her reply was still audible: “Ashley. Ashley Williams.”
Williams? Probably a coincidence, the name was fairly wide-spread. Hannah chose to ignore it, at least for now. Instead, she asked: “What is she like?”
Her daughter looked back up at the screen, and while her face was still beet red, her eyes shined with an intense emotion. “She is wonderful. She is pretty, and smart, loves poetry, and has a big heart, despite all the shit the world has thrown at her- at first she had some… unfortunate views, but being on the Normandy helped her get some perspective-”
Hannah couldn’t help a sharp intake of breath at hearing that, and Jane noticed it, stopping with a guilty look.
“Jane. You said this Ashley is serving on your ship?” She tried to sound as non-judgmental as possible, but a lifetime of military career instilled an inherent reaction against fraternization.
“...yes. We picked her up on Eden Prime after her squad was killed by the geth.” Her daughter’s gaze turned determined. “And before you ask, yes, she is form that Williams family. She’s the granddaughter of the General Williams. And she has been punished for daring to be born into the wrong family enough.” Jane had fire in her eyes, and her whole expression radiated an unstoppable iron will. Hannah realized that she just got a look at the Commander Shepard, Hero of Elysium, and she got immediately ashamed for forcing this reaction out of her daughter.
“I’m sorry, Jane.” The words, and their shameful tone, seemed to shock the younger woman out of her soldier-like vehemence. “You came to me as your mother, and I reacted like a career soldier. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have reacted like that.”
“No, Mom, I- I understand. For a long time I did the same whenever I caught myself having… feelings for Ash. But we’ve been through so much already, and the way things are going…” She gave Hannah a sad smile. “I can’t keep lying to myself. Even if I don’t act on it, I have to be honest with myself, or I’m afraid of losing who I am in all the acting I have to do.”
Hannah felt her heart breaking for her child. She was unspeakably proud of her, but she also wished she could just live her life as a regular woman, as far from the pedestal the Alliance put her on as possible.
“You deserve all the love and happiness in the world, Jane. I love you, and no matter what anyone says, I’ll continue to love you and support every decision you make.” With a half smile, she added. “Maybe your Spectre status also makes you exempt from fraternization laws too. You deserve some perks with all the burdens.”
Jane laughed at that. “It’s worth looking into, I guess.” She gave her mother a grateful smile. “Thank you, Mom. Sorry for bullrushing you like that, I just had so many emotions about this-”
“You have nothing to be sorry for, darling. You have so much on your plate, and I shouldn’t have added to it.” After a little pause, she asked, a bit hesitantly: “Does Ashley know…?”
Once again, Jane’s face reddened, and she scratched the back of her head.
“I… I think so? I have been trying to find out her feelings about, like, women and relationships and such, and she seemed…” she turned even redder “Receptive. Don’t know for sure though.”
Hannah smiled at her.
“You should talk to her then, openly, and I’m sure you can find a way to be together if that’s what you both want.”
“Yeah. I’ll… I’ll do that.” She gave her mother a sheepish, but grateful smile. “Thanks, Mom.”
“You’re very welcome, Jane.” They sat in a comfortable silence for a little, before Hannah asked. “How is your assignment going?”
“I wish I could tell you, Mom, but all details are Council-classified.” Came the answer with a frustrated sigh. “We’re getting close, I can tell, but the guy is slippery.”
Hannah gave a commiserating smile.
“I know how frustrating classified missions can be. I wish you luck, Jane.”
“Thank y-” Suddenly, Jane’s omnitool started flashing, indicating an incoming important message. “I’m sorry, Mom, I have to cut this short. It’s the Council.”
“Take care, Jane. And remember: I love you.”
Her daughter smiled at her through the screen.
“I will Mom. Love you too.” And she closed the call.
Hannah spent the next few hours of her off-duty cycle subtly contacting many of her friends, acquaintances and contacts among the Alliance brass, paving the way if she needed to call in some favors in the future. Her daughter might be a Spectre now, but surely she could still use the help of her mother every now and then.
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dramatic-dolphin · 2 years ago
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making gendered 3rd person singular pronouns for your conlang? boring. making a ton of 1st person singular pronouns that denote a bunch of things which can be gender (but is usually not)? NOW we're talking.
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forsaken-headcanons · 1 month ago
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hiya, everyone!! mod c00lkidd here, with a tiny little concern regarding the ask counter. to keep things short n' sweet—
you don't need to apologize for sending asks!
really hoping I don't come off as rude w this one but I was really concerned when I saw several asks apologizing for adding to the pile, and to that I say– it's completely fine! genuinely! does the number get overwhelming at times? yes, absolutely, it'd be stupid to lie about that– but to me, even so, it's still an absolute pleasure to be able to answer them
from the bottom of my heart, don't stress about whether or not your headcanon will be seen as a bother. No headcanon here is looked down upon in any sort of way, and the ask counter steadily increasing doesn't change that a bit.
the ask counter was added to help you all form a mental timeline regarding when your ask will be answered– I didn't ask for it to be a thing to spawn worry in your minds, and for that I apologize. still; I hope this little post was enough to communicate how much we really do love reading your headcanons. no apologies needed. matter fact we'll personally get offended on your behalf if the next headcanon even attempts to apologize for its existence, how dare you (/j /j /vvpos HSHSJHDJF) ANYWAYS!! love you all! /p :DD mod c00lkidd out!
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fellow-fandom-fruitifier · 1 year ago
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Giggles & kicks my feet, any1 want my S5 theory AU based on I made it the fuck up🥰
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fideidefenswhore · 1 year ago
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Catherine [of Aragon], [Princess] Mary, and Anne Boleyn are enemies of Cromwell and do not fare well at her hands. In fact, [Mantel's] focus on Cromwell seriously undermines the claim her account is more authentic than Michael Hirst['s].
Writing Mary I: History, Historiography, and Fiction
#hmm...#i mean#i don't think focus on one singular historical person as narrator (well . sort of. it's third person POV) automatically renders a work#'less authentic'#by this logic the only 'authentic' series is an ensemble#POV which i suppose the tudors is closer to but that's a very strict and limited criteria...#tbh this is just me pettily posting this quote bcus im so vindicated when this is said#in scholarly compliations lmfao#i agree with the conclusion but not the argument towards it if that makes sense. i have my own sort of...#(i think it's incidental that this is the case. you can still strive for authenticity in a first person close POV historical novel#it just doesn't occur often. see: tobg)#i've seen this as a criticism of BSR and it doesn't track#bcus the fleabag-style makes it explicitly clear this is all from AB's pov#'it's iNACCURATE that it says henry never loved coa FUCK this show'#'accuracy' re: feelings is a difficult premise in the 1st place but also#you cannot argue it's 'inaccurate' that ANNE thought that. bcus we don't know what she thought#the structure of the series is inherently her being interviewed and so it's clear this is the writers' guess on how she#justified her path to herself#and i actually found it to be a plausible one. again. accuracy or inaccuracy cannot be argued. you're talking about someone's feelings#/beliefs about someone ELSE's feelings (hers about henry's)#it's actually quite credible. considering we know that she did claim *she* loved henry more than catherine#that speaks to her feelings on#the matter ...which melds well to their interpretation on what else she might have felt on the subject.
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rodismancave · 2 years ago
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(@chromedomeshome )
Ghost Stories by the Narcissistic Cookbook
I felt your shape by The Microphones
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singular-ghost-sound · 7 months ago
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I love you to 👻❤️👻❤️
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12:01 a.m. on november 1st
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hiddenbysuccubi · 2 months ago
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