#50proof

[famouslastwrdz]

church grim, the black dog. a dog buried alive before corpses make their way into churchyards, redeyed and snarling. winds around graves to protect the (un)dead; zombified best friend and he bites hard. throw him a bone, dig one up, he has dirt in his claws and he's buried under the path with no marked grave to walk the concrete with decaying feet and to snap at wedding confetti. like a bad dog he lashes out hard when frightened.

an ellipsis is a deep breath in and i'll never use one...in any other writing. there, one breath to save for when i'm in that empty coffin clawing at nothing. a gift to myself. and maybe...i feel kind to myself....two for a desperate banshee scream and the chokedout dry sob that comes after. black dog who put his own collar on and follows people to put a lead on it, and nobody looks down except to make sure the kick lands. subsoil gargoyle to bare teeth at all times, catacomb ghosts wonder where the softness went. used to be so gentle, so trusting, such a good dog. i build the crypt with my own hands to bury myself in, and life goes on. truth is nobody is burying me and nobody is closing the lid on my coffin but i feel the dirt on my acidwash gums anyway. mixes with 50proof and i spit corrosion.

ever met a stray dog you just know was so loved before the streets came up from nowhere? felt the ribs under thin skin stretched taut and patches of blood matted into mangy fur? seen the whites of his eyes as he turns full of teeth and a hacking, coarse growl, asthmatic fury?

collarbones cut right open because baby the only time your bones will be visible is of your own sudden volition, feel your ribs and hipbones and spine for comfort and ignore the deficiency rattling in your skull and feeding you migraine after collapsing migraine, minor seizure after potassium IV. there's dirt in your lungs, judas- -solemn -frankie -grimly -arc -what name is it now? its in your lungs and stomach and you dont get to wash it out with cheap vodka anymore. therapy wont dig you out of that frozen churchyard. laying drunk and hiccuping bile in your bed writing selfapologetic bullshit wont crack a hole in your coffin. screaming bloody murder in your sleep whilst your dad locks the fucking sharps away and waking up hoarse and retching wont save you. jackolantern smile full of vomit and halfdigested pills is all you are.

[pepapepi72]

my new religion! the holy church of eaJ🙏🏻🙏🏻

[melodiouskey]

Who Loves You Now?

[091320]

[above-the-time]

do you still wake to sunsets?

eat home alone?

words that tug

[arawanim]

https://youtu.be/EyzkgJnxuDo

hi i made this

jae noticed it too so thats cool though ill have to find out how i can post a link of his full reaction

i kept forgetting to tell myself to post this on tumblr so! here it is now

[chu-87]

wondering all night // who loves you now

[whispers-under-the-moonlight]

Do you still wake to sunsets? / Eat home alone? /Watching the moon rise askin' on and on? / What's gone wrong? / How you've been doin'? / You sleeping alright? / I'm worried your tears still wake you up at night / And you know why / But you don't know why at the same time / Who holds you on your 50 proof high? / Been worried all night /Wondering all night / Who loves you now? / Who wipes the problems? / Leaves turned autumn / When they won't stop fallin' from your eyes, from your sighs / Who loves you now?

[marydirge]

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[gnightdear]

take this uquiz to know which eaj song you are

[lmolm]

btw 50proof -> endingofatragedy 😹

[mychiiro]

Who loves you now? #eaj #day6 #50proof ☺

[mydays]

queen do you have day6 blog recs? new stan here

i have a lot honestly but here are some that came to mind immediately:

@d6official @chiveburger @park-sungshine @youngksnose @wonpabo @day6core @4youngk @eyelessmp3 @yn6k @everyday6 @jaeslesbian @wonplis @theday6 @sungj1n @softjaehyung @50proof @wonpilimiri 🤗

[aintaboutu-archive]

50proofs > pinkfelix

interact if u see pls 🌸

[arawanim]

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this is a kinda rough idea of what i wanna see in my 50proof animatic type thing and its like struggling to upload everywhere else for some reason but i wanted to show my friends so uhhhh here

[shoshie]

Should I use 50proofs when mr eaj releases smth new 🙈

YESSS OMG u absolutely should!!! i’m not even kidding tho a while ago i was deciding on a new url nd i saw that 50proofs was taken nd made a post like “grrrr tumblr user 50proofs give me ur url”

[haunted-unknown]

How you been doing

you sleeping alright

I'm worried your tears

still wake you up at night

and you know why

but you don't know why

at the same time

-50proof eaj