Seungkwan on Weverse
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Oh by the way in the video
Lactic acid bacteria and nutritional supplements are not for me!..
It's good to live but..
Don't follow me thinking I'm taking them 🥲
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Teddy Bear halfway (actually, a little over) check point. I have pulled myself out of my full life disassociation to take a break. I moved a little into episode 9 because episode 8 ended with the lead up to Nut's birthday and this was clearly going to be important.
They had been giving all the flags about Nut's childhood. It wasn't that his mother just picked his father and they had a happy little life, albeit not with the man she loved. No, Nut's childhood was not great. And as with many people with childhood trauma, some of it culminated around his birthday.
It was really satisfying to have Nut get the recognition from his mother that she had been passive and selfish in more than just the recent years of her mental illness. We all know this won't wash it all away completely, but it was healing start for the both of them.
And all of this is happening while Nut is opening his heart to Tofu. There is way too much "I'll stay with you forever" for my liking because I haven't been fully spoiled, but my sense is Tofu's time is limited and he will not be with Nut for the long term (at least in this particular manifestation of himself).
I'm feeling pretty satisfied that most of my thoughts about where this was going have been revealed to be true. An indication of good writing, for certain. It's the same reason why I know Tofu can't stay. Despite the beauty in how Tofu and Nut have started to love each other, it is a fantasy love. Tofu has no needs, except to be close to Nut and love him. That isn't how love between people works. This show is entirely about how messy it is to love each other because people are complex and flawed.
Still Tofu's love is incredibly important to this story. The love he gives Nut is unconditional. He has seen all the worst of Nut, seen all the messiness that is in and outside of him and his love has not faltered. You can see it healing Nut in real time on screen and it's so beautiful.
Even between complicated people, you can experience radical love like that, it just isn't all you get. It comes along with the messiness of life. Nut isn't ready for that though. He hasn't experienced that uncomplicated love before, that unwavering love, even though I know his mother has that kind of love for him, she wasn't always able to put him first. Tofu does that for him. Nut finally gets to experience that.
I've paused in part because it feels like this is when shit is going to really get real. It's a bit counter intuitive since we've already trudged through a lot of trauma, but we still have half of this drama to go and we have not unpacked most of what happened with Tarn.
Knowing that @lurkingshan and @twig-tea have said this is a happy ending makes me want to get to know Tarn more. I have to believe that Tofu is some sort of manifestation of his love for Nut and that Tarn will wake up and he and Nut will get a chance again to heal from whatever went on between them.
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So…
I am happy that my art managed to get onto the shadow slave wiki’s gallery but not if it doesn’t give proper credit
To be fair, I don’t really have an account in the discord or Reddit for them to give credit to but if someone could contact the admin izaniii who added it to the gallery to change the credit to my tumblr blog name “Itsmyestate”, I would greatly appreciate it
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I didn't end up deactivating my old main accounts just for sake of wanting to keep them(my first one is from 2014), but did deactivate like. 4? others
Mass account deactivation also clearly sends a message to the admins btw
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Just how much is the Amazon Prime subscription fee because I pay 13,99 lei and it says 14,99 dollars on their page?
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crunchyroll really be like “hey if u wanna watch this series from 1979 yur gonna have to pay me 100$ a year”
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can someone send the bruins server? i don’t really use discord but i’ll join ! pop in every now and then 😂
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