#Admin Christas

[wonolic]

Hey, guys! Question from a dumb dialover: When do y'all think Diabolik Lovers takes place?

When I asked about it for Summer (@`summercreolefanfictioner), she said 2014 because Yui uses a flip phone. For me, I don't know why, but I always thought it took place specifically in 2007.

Anyways, I want to hear more opinions/speculations about it (if nobody answers, I'll just delete this post and act like this never happened).

[yuikomorii]

did you have any bad experiences in this fandom?

// Yes... Once I made a bet with @kyouxa because I said Yui looked better than Christa but my community betrayed me. 😢

[sumire-bride]

(( There's the fighting urge to make a little cute n happy Christa and Sumire comic ))

(( But I have too many drawings/wips I need to finish ;-; ))

[dia-souls]

🥀 Subayui fanfic 🥀

Pairing : Subaru 🗡️ and Yui🌸

Author: Admin Ava

Genre: Romance, Cute, Fluffy, good ending

TW: Nightmare, servant abusing, childhood Nightmare

Admin's Note: I wanted to write a moment where Subaru not only shows how much he improved mentally because of Yui help also physically help him relieve some of his trauma.

🥀 A Night Just for Us 🥀

Sounds of feet pounding against leaves on the ground.

*Crunch! Crunch!*

Butler: Quickly! We must return him to the manor before Lord Karlheinz returns!

Maid: Young master Subaru, please come back here! You'll get in trouble if you don't return to the castle! ...not to mention his mother will probably go mad once she realizes he's missing... .

Young Subaru makes a sharp left turn, sliding under a sort of bramble bushes. Wincing in pain, a few needles gab into his skin.

Subaru: Leave me alone! I refuse to go back to that hellhole! My father is dammed for all I care!

Subaru picks up speed, he levitates off the group and flys into a forest of tall trees.

Maid: Damnit, we lost him! No, what do we do?! If we don't find him before Master returns, ....he'll have our heads on a pole!

Butler: Calm yourselves! There is no need for us to panic, remember he ran into the forest without thinking. He doesn't know how to navigate it unlike the two of us. It's only a matter of time before he either gets too scared or famished. All we have to do is wait for him to come to us.

Maid: Are you sure that he will come to fruition? Master Subaru is as hotheaded as he is stubborn. With a temper like his, there is no telling how long he can stay in there.

Butler: I'm positive, after all, he's a spoiled pampered brat who hasn't stepped out of the manor in years. Can't even tell the difference between day and night let alone make it too far on his own. He's naive, gullible, defiant, and incapable of keeping himself safe. It's only a matter of patience. Come, while he's looking for a way out, we'll gather the familiars to aid us in our search.

Maid: If you're sure, hopefully, that brat doesn't get us in any trouble. I'd hate to deal with the demented bitch of mother he has. Lady Christa, we'll surely bring hell upon us all if her son isn't found.

The servants leave, heading back to the castle.

*Time skip*

Subaru floats in the air as his eyes survey the surrounding area.

Subaru: Ha...it looks like I finally got rid of those guys. Good riddance, I hope that bastard gives them hell once they return. Serves them right for trying to bring me back to that place.... .

Subaru looks down, his eyes clouded with sleep and resentment as he clutches his hands into tight fists.

Subaru: ..I'll never go back...I'd rather die than put up with that place again...

Subaru floats down to the ground, landing on a pile of brown leaves. A loud breeze rushes past the young boy making him shiver. Immediately he rubbed his arms to create some friction to warm him up.

Subaru: Ahcoo! Ugh, I should've brought a jacket before I left, well it's too late to go back now. Those guys are already back at the castle gathering reinforcements. I'll be dammed if they find me, better keep moving.

Subaru continues on his way, more cold air pushing past him violently almost making him fall. His nose begins to leak like a Fossette as specks of ice try to form on his arms

Subaru: *sniff* Why is it so cold?! Tch, now even the elements are trying to piss me off. Screw them, I ain't stopping for anyone or anything. The farther am away from those lousy servants, judgmental aristocrats, assholes of a father and.....

Subaru looked down sorrowfully, his chest tightening as he stared at the wet dirty sticking against his boots.

Subaru: Mother... She'll probably lose her mind once she notices I'm not home.... who can blame her though, no one should be burdened with the sight of my hideous face. Not even her... I wonder where I'll go from here. I don't have any money, there is no one around who won't report me back to my father once they catch me. Maybe I can stay here in the forest. If I go far enough then no one will be able to find me. I'll be all alone without communication for miles. Just how I want it to be... .

Subaru continues his walk deeper into the heart of the forest.

*Time Skip*

Subaru eyes droop slightly, blinking rapidly to keep himself from falling over

Subaru: *Yawn* How long have I been walking for... It feels like it's been hours. I think I've gotten far enough from the castle, I should find a place to sleep... .

Subaru finds a spot under a tree to rest. Sitting on the ground, bundling himself up for warmth as he slowly begins to shut his eyes.

*Squeak , Squeak *

Subaru's eyes immediately shoot open as the sounds of squeaks in the distance pull him out of his tired state. Making him stand to run.

Subaru: I spoke too soon! I need to get out of here!

Subaru hightails it into the forest, turning left to right, up and down, over and under, in and out trying to get the familiars off his trail. Sweat drips from his brow as his heavy breathing leaves his lunges in cold clear puffs.

Subaru: Ha...G-Gotta keep ha...ha...moving! Can't s-stop...now!

Subaru pushes forward despite his trouble breathing, at that moment forgets he doesn't need air to breathe but is unable to think clearly as his mind tells him to just keep running.

*Crunch! Crunch!*

Butler: Over there! The familiars have found his scent by the forest river. We need to hurry before he escapes us!

Maid: Let's split up so we can cut him off! I'll head East and you take West!

The two servants nod as they take off in different directions with a familiar alongside them.

*Swish Swish*

Subaru's ears perk up once he hears the sound of water in the distance. His feet pounding against the dirt, noticing how he could barely hear the familiars anymore.

Subaru: Looks like I lost those rodents. If I can just make it to the river, I can make them lose my scent! I need to hurry before they catch up!

Subaru could hear the water more clearer making him run even faster. However as he ran, his mudded boot got caught on an uprooted branch. Tripping him harshly to the ground as he face-planted into the wet ground.

*Bam*

Subaru: Ahh! ... Ow.. shit what the... I fell over... I need to keep moving before... Ack!

Subaru winced in pain as a sharp object jabbed into his back.

Maid: Not so fast Young Master, we can't let you reach farther beyond this point.

Butler: Your behavior has been absolutely horrendous and completely unacceptable for a future prince. Your father will be hearing about this, you'll be brought back to the castle this instant. Grab his arms to make sure he doesn't try to get away.

The servant's hands start reaching down to Subaru as he struggles to break away. Their shadows clouded his vision.

Subaru: No I refuse to go back! I don't want to return back to that hell! Don't touch me! I won't go back! I won't go back! LET ME GO!!!!"

*Dream End*

Subaru: "GET AWAY FROM ME!"

Subaru wakes up in a panic, his breathing heavy as his vocal cords strain from his hysteric screech. His eyes darted around the room like a bat out of hell, gathering his surroundings before realizing it was just a nightmare.

Subaru: Fuck...bnot again... no no no... why does this keep happening to me...

Subaru puts his hand over his face, his breathing still harsh but now mixed with the sounds of soft sobbing as tears trickle down his face onto his pajama pants.

In Yui's room during the first few hours before sunrise.

*Scribbles*

Yui: *Stretches* Mm! Ok, I think that's enough studying for tonight. I should start preparing to head to bed.

Yui raises herself off her chair, stretching her arms high above her head, working out the kinks in her wrist and shoulders.

Yui: Ahh~ That felt good, perhaps I should get something to drink before going to bed. It's been a while since everyone turned in for the night so I shouldn't be bothered.

*Pop*

*Time Skip*

With a smile on her face, Yui closes her workbook before placing it in her school satchel. Grabbing a pair of winter pajamas, she made her way to the bathroom to prepare for slumber.

Yui appears from the steamy bathroom with a damped towel around her neck. Her wet locks loosely stick to her face as she attempts to dry her curls.

Yui: *Yawn* Mm...I'm so sleepy, I can't believe I dosed off in the tube, hopefully, these wrinkles will go away before tomorrow night. Anyway, I should head to the kitchen pronto before someone decides they want a midnight snack...

Yui shivered to recall previous nights when she was at the receiving end of someone's meal because she decided to step out of her room without checking if the coast was clear. Not like it mattered too much since the boys liked to infiltrate her room whenever they pleased.

Yui turned into the corridor that led into the kitchen, halting her movements when she hear the tap running.

*Kitchen*

Yui: Ha...guess I spoke too soon. I wonder who could be up at this time? It's probably just Shu-san getting something to drink so he can return back to his rest. Or maybe it's Reiji, he does have a habit of staying up late to work on his experiments. He really should get some more rest.

Cautiously, Yui tipped to the Kitchen door, opening it ever so slightly to avoid alarming the person inside.

Yui's face scrunched up, cringing at the sound the door made once she opened it. Planting her back against the wall, listening out for any movement.

*Creeeaak*

Yui: (Shoot! Why did it have to be so loud, please don't come out here!)

Yui breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the tap water still-

*Woosh*

Subaru: Your not slick dumbass, I could sense your presence even before you came downstairs. Stop lurking like Weirdo and get in here already.

Yui jumped a little once she heard Subaru sleep sleep-ridden voice call out to her. Out of all people, why was he up so late she wondered as she entered the kitchen

Yui: "Subaru? What are you up at this-"

Yui ceased her speech for a second as she took in Subaru's appearance. He looked disheveled; his white locks were damped with what seemed to be sweat that had leaked down to his neck and back. Deep-seated under his bloodshot eyes were dark eye bags that resembled that of his other brother. The expression he wore was that of someone desperate for sleep but couldn't or refused to close their eyes. Immediately, Yui rushed to the youngest vamp, cupping his pale cheeks in her small hands

Yui: Subaru what happened?! You look like you just ran a marathon! Are you alright? Here sit down and I'll get you something to drink!

Subaru slapped Yui's hand away with force, a purple bruise beginning to form on the skin. Yui looked up at Subaru shocked and a little frightened from his sudden actions. He turned his face away, refusing to look at her, but Yui could clearly see the crazed look in his eyes as he gripped his hand

Subaru: Don't...Don't touch me...I'm fine alright. Grab your water and head back upstairs, before Reiji wakes up and yells at the both of us... .

Yui face soured into a hurt expression. Her mind ran with pessimistic thoughts of what could be going on with Subaru. Her instincts act without thought as Yui gets closer to Subaru.

Yui: Subaru...are you alright? Y-You seem frantic and distraught. I know you said not to touch you and head off to bed but...I can't leave you in the state you're in.

Subaru: And just what the hell do you know about the state I'm in huh?!

Yui: W-What? Well I just assumed that-

Subaru: Ha, there you go assuming everything you know because you think you know every little thing going on in my fucking head don't you?!

Yui: Wait, no that's not what I meant! What I was trying to say is that you look a little sickle and I wanted to know if everything was ok.

Subaru: Didn't I just tell you I was fine?! I'm ok so there's nothing to get your panties in a twist about. Just had a rough night's sleep that's all! Now stop pestering me and go back to sleep! Or do I have to personally tuck you in by shoving your comforter up your neck?!"

Yui stepped back as Subaru shouted at her. Her heart wrenched a little at the harshness of his words. Still, she could see that something was very much wrong with him. Despite his threats, she stood her ground

Yui: Maybe you're right Subaru... .

Subaru: Hmph, finally you realized that.

Subaru stayed silent.

Yui: I'm not finished. Maybe you are right about me assuming everything about you. Sometimes I think I know you better than you actually do because of all the time we spent together. I consistently wonder what goes on in that mind of yours. Some days I can figure you out to a T, others, it's like I don't know who you are. It's frustrating not understanding how a person feels because then I don't know if I'm able to help or if they even want my help in the first place... .

Yui: However, when it comes to you, I want to know everything. I want to know every thought running through your head no matter how important or minor they are. I want to know your emotions to understand you better as a person. For you to believe in me to tell me how you feel even when you think it doesn't matter. To share your pain and burdens with me so you no longer have to bear all that weight on your own. I can tell that right now something happened to make you this frenzy. I won't force you to talk to me if you don't want to. Just, please, reassure me that you're ok.

Subaru looked down as Yui spoke, only looking up when she backed away to give him some space. He still remains silent. Yui gave him a sad smile

Yui took a glass of water, chugging it down before turning around to head back upstairs

Yui: You must be tired so I won't keep you from rest. I should probably head off to bed as well. I hope you have a nice sleep Subaru. Sweet dreams.

Subaru: Wait, don't...don't leave. Look, I'm sorry for hitting you, I didn't mean to hurt you I was just... on edge about being touched... .

*Clasp*

Yui turned back to him.

Yui: Do you mind if I ask why? I know you are not comfortable with too much physical affection but what made you so antsy tonight?

Subaru: ... I had a nightmare. I know it probably sounds childish, but honestly, the whole thing in itself was full of childish behavior.

Yui: What was the nightmare about?

Subaru: It was...back a long time ago. I was a young child, maybe around 10. I was running away from the Castle, probably fed up with the place, and wanted to get the hell out of there. Two servants were chasing me, trying to bring me back to that prison. I was able to evade them in the forest if only for a while, until familiars started to track me down which made me start running again. I kept running until I heard a stream of water in the distance. I thought maybe if I went there I would be able to finally escape. I was wrong, my dumbass tripped over a damn branch that sent me flying onto my stomach. I tried to get up those two were able to catch up and restrain me. The dream ended with them trying to bring me back and me, desperately wishing they would get their hands off of me... .

Yui listened attentively, her face trying its best to keep face but slowly, it morphed into a sad frown with small tears welling in the corner of her eyes. Once he finished, Yui stepped closer, raising her arms insinuating if she could hug him.

Subaru: Go ahead.

Without thought, Yui pulled Subaru into a tight embrace, pulling his body close to hers as her hands cascaded up and down the small of his back

Yui: I'm so sorry you had to go through something that horrific. I can't imagine what it was like for a young child to be on the run, fearing for their life wanted that small sliver of freedom. It must've been so hard on you...What did they do once they caught you?

Subaru let himself sink into Yui's embrace, breathing in the cherry blossom scent in her hair, letting him calm down just a little as he nuzzled his face in her blonde tresses

Subaru: I don't remember much, what I do is my mother being absolutely hysterical about my disappearance. She gave me a good slap in the face after shouting at me. I don't even think I felt pain when she did it. I was used to her outbursts so it shouldn't have been anything, but... when I was sent to my room... I remember slumping on the floor and just crying like a baby.

Subaru closed his eyes, his ears filled with sorrowful cries of the girl in his arms. He knew the moment he told her she would ball out of sadness for him. Despite of depressing it was, it made him feel less alone. It felt good to have someone who couldn't share in his pain but also make him feel less of it.

Subaru: Hey...look I'm ok. Back then all I wanted to do was escape the hell I was unfortunately birthed in. I was surrounded by people who either hated my guts or just wanted to use me for their gain. Fucking bastards, sucking up to my father all the time that they forget about their dignity. I'd always thought that during that time, I'd have no one who'd stand up or look out for me. I never choose loneliness. It chose me, and I thought it would stick with me for the longest time. Then you showed up, listen to my problems, and annoyed the crap out of me while also making me feel like the most important person in the world. Even now when I'm being a brat not wanting to share how I feel, you still stick with me. I can't thank you enough for that Yui.

Hot tears streamed down her face as she looked at Subaru. He chuckled wiping them as he pressed his forehead against her

Yui: *sniff* I-I'm so sorry for crying b-but, I'm so proud of you. I remember back when we first met, how you would keep all your emotions inside and refuse to let yourself feel anything but anger. But now, you've grown so much! The transformation is amazing to witness, I couldn't be any more prouder of you. I'm glad I could help you appreciate yourself more. I'll always be there whenever you need me Subaru. You know how much I love you right?"

Subaru grinned softly at Yui, pressing a peck on the top of her cupid's bow.

Subaru: You practically tell me every day. Not that I mind of course. I wouldn't be able to make it this far without you constantly being by my side. I'm not religious and still think the concept of God is stupid, but I pray that we are always together. After all, a King needs his Queen, doesn't he?

Yui nodded her head vigorously, tightly embracing Subaru again, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

Yui: Of course he does, just as much as she needs her King.

The two of them spent a couple of minutes, enjoying the silence of the early morning night in each other embraces.

Subaru: Come on, it's about to be morning and I'd rather not burn to a crisp in the sunlight. Let's head off to bed.

Yui: *Yawn* Yeah not to mention we have school too. Would you like to sleep with me tonight?

Subaru smirked, grabbing Yui from under her legs, carrying her to her bedroom

Subaru: As if you had to ask.

Subaru placed Yui in her bed, soon following along, wrapping his arms around her waist. Nuzzling his face in the crook of her neck. As Yui silently breathed in his chest, Subaru whispered in her ear.

*Yui Room*

Subaru: Goodnight my beautiful Queen, see you in our dreams.

*Smooch*

[elaineas-elysian]

Hii could I request a headcanon if the diamoms are still alive or came back after being dead if thats possible? tyy <3

☕ //Admin’s Note: Hello there Anon! As always, thank you so much for sending a Request! This is my Visionary and my Perspective on if the Diaboys Mother’s we’re still Alive and was assumingly resurrected from death Itself, so anything that is written is my personal opinion and mainly scenario towards this situation. Again, thank you for the request Anon!

So Firstly, I would like to say that beforehand in order for all of the Diabolik Mother’s to awaken from the dead again, some form of Resurrection would had to have taken place somewhere, or caused by something, or of course someone. At first, none of the Sakamaki Brothers realized that their Mothers came back from the dead in some form of way, but sooner they picked up on the familiarized scent which they automatically knew who the person was. At first, the Triplets we’re in disbelief, I mean, how and why did they get resurrected and what exactly was the reasoning behind this occurrence? The Triplets we’re absolutely sure that they finished off Cordelia once and for all, Kanato even found her heart detached from her body, so how exactly was it possible for Cordelia to psychically regain her power within her appearance again. Reiji was absolutely conflicted towards his feelings, he watched his mother take her final breath before passing away entirely due to being killed by a Vampire Hunter, but in this case she was alive, and she was infact there, but Reiji couldn't get into acceptance towards that, but it gave him another chance to finally inflict the pain that he has delt with towards his own Mother, Beatrix.

The Sakamaki Brothers we're gathered in their Living Room, waiting for the appearance of their Mothers to be bestowed right before their very eyes. At first, Beatrix appeared which gave an exuse for the Triplets to exit the room from this situation, but as soon as they met eyes with Cordelia everything changed. Ayato was already plotting ways to kill off Cordelia once and for all and even cursed her out for even existing in general, question how she managed to Manifest her Powers and Abilities once more. Cordelia returning to her old ways, was already manipulating Laito and giving him a “Warm Welcoming.” Kanato was standing their in the corner speaking to teddy, speachless but also infuriated. Reiji not so greatly greeting his mother went up to his Laboratory, and Shu slept rebelling obedience towards his own mother. After the situation that happened to Edgar, Shu thought everything was pointless and a waste of time.

Subaru was out of this picture (Considering that Christa has only perished in some Routes, but not all.) I can picture the Triplets feeling Conflictual towards the Situation considering that they did plan this thoroughly to get rid of Cordelia once and for all, so for the next Attempt, they know now that it takes more than just burning her to Ashes, they had to somehow get rid of Cordelia’s heart and dispose it. (For this Scenario, let's just say as a Hypothesis if Cordelia’s heart never got transplanted into Yui’s body, therefore making her spirit connected with Yui’s in some form of way.) Furthermore, Reiji has already plotted ways to put his Mother through an endless amount of torture. He wasn’t expecting this resurrection, but it only has given him countless of opportunities to finally put an end to his grieving, just like the Triplets and their Mother, Cordelia. Although they won't be able to Traumatically move on from these past events, their feelings will still remain towards their Mother’s whether they are Alive or Deceased. This Resurrection was formed by Richter in someplace/ location in the Demon World.

[christa-sama]

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[ruki--mukami]

Hello admin☺️

Do you think you can do a headcanon about Ruki in his early teens(13-16), like his personality and stuff.

(This is my first time asking for a request TvT)

Thank youuuu😊

Ruki Mukami — Early Teens Headcanons

Given his child sprites from the DL games, Ruki most likely became a Vampire and was granted a second chance at life before this age frame (13-16). Therefore, he most likely spent his early teens with his found family in Eden under Karlheinz’s guidance. 

The boy gladly took his benefactor’s hand, and with this acceptance, he slowly came to terms with his new vampiric nature as well. It took some getting used to, but eventually Ruki in his early teens committed himself to the path of vengeance. After all, this is why Karlheinz rescued him in his eyes—so he could take his own revenge and remain his loyal servant. 

However, since the tragedies of his past still lingered freshly in his mind, young teen Ruki experienced the same vivid nightmares he has now, except it’s every night. At first, he would regurgitate and shriek from the horror of it, but would always feel ashamed and disgusted of himself for reliving this torment in his benefactor’s residence. 

It troubled him to such a degree that one day in Eden’s library, Karlheinz confronted a weary Ruki about the recurrent night terrors. After the young boy admitted it, the Vampire King assured him that he was selected to lead the other Mukami brothers for a reason. It was that day he reminded Ruki to stand tall and remain strong, using the nightmares to instead fuel him on his road to be soaked in the bloodshed of his future prey. 

Since he idolized Karlheinz at this point, Ruki agreed and doubled his efforts from there forward. Every day he would read about various subjects in his benefactor’s repertoire of tomes, absorbing all the new information like a sponge. Whether it was about the demon realm, human philosophy, and other literary studies, Ruki fully committed himself to these educational pursuits, assuming the role of a true leader. 

Soon, the nightmares occurred less and less frequently, though its luridness never faded. In essence, the boy was once blinded by his own rage, yet uncertain of the path ahead as trauma settled in his young mind. During his stay in Eden he developed confidence, sagacity, leadership, and further loyalty towards Karlheinz for showing him patience despite his troubles. 

Since the four Mukami brothers were newly turned Vampires, not to mention impure, as a family they were rather isolated from most of the other servants in Eden, though notable people such as Christa caught glimpses of them every now and then and vice versa, even if they never conversed. 

Because of their seclusion, Ruki spent much of his free time reading, practicing what he learned in chess, and exercising his wit using jigsaw puzzles. Karlheinz’s encouragement to act as the ‘brains’ of the Mukamis is what ignited his interest in logical games and hobbies such as chess and jigsaws. Though it should be known his benefactor cannot take credit for introducing him to the joys of reading, as his aristocratic education already sparked this. 

Occasionally, Ruki would practice his cooking skills in a designated kitchen in the castle. At first, his recipes were subpar and mediocre. It was certainly edible and adequate for him and his brothers, but his time in Eden was the beginning to the road of culinary success. 

Every day as Ruki pursued these new talents and lifelong necessities, it served as a reminder to grasp what he desires with his own two hands rather than wait for someone to present it to him on a silver platter in his ivory tower. Despite the Vampire King’s twisted ways, the young boy thanked him both internally and face-to-face for teaching him genuine autonomy.

[mermaid--bride]

Curiosity post

Little things about Admin that no one asked

Even though my self insert (Maria) is paired with Laito, he is not my favorite Dialover. I struggle to pick favorites since I love all the dialovers in different ways, but when asked my answer tends to be either Kino or Carla;

I met Diabolik Lovers through a friend in 2014. She showed me the anime as a joke and was surprised when I started watching the whole thing.

Shu was my first love in the whole story, but after reading his HDB route for the first time I lost most of that interest.

Laito and Kou were chosen as the pairs for Maria and Kazemi because they felt the most compatible to the characters, even if I would never pick them as lovers for myself.

I have complicated feelings for both Laito and Karlheinz. I love them, I feel attracted to them, but I also want nothing to do with them.

Christa is my favorite mother.

I wish Yuuri had his own route.

I wish reject would make a remake for the anime following the vibes in the drama CDs, but with the games storyline

[sakamaki-beatrix]

hello,Miss Beatrix I have a question what is your opinion on Cordelia,Christa and Karla Heinz (Its ok if you had already answer it)

This appears to be a rather personal question. But well, it is no secret what I think of each of them. Therefore, I assume I will take my time to put my thoughts into proper wording.

Puts her hand over her chest

I respect Karlheinz in every way, supporting all his decisions. I think very highly of him, not only as my husband, but as the vampire king as well.

Cordelia is rather a thorn in my eye, competing with me over her own stupidity. If not already obvious, I despise, maybe even hate that woman to death. Luckily, her resurrected self has not crossed my way other than once yet.

Christa is someone I have never crossed paths with, neither did I ever wish to. The things I have overheard from servants made me quite uncomfortable. Yet I cannot help but somewhat pity her outcome, despite being the most alive out of all of his wives… Hmph, is that not funny?

Admin: You can find her opinion of them here, if interested.

[dr-neurotic]

Apple of my Eye

Fred tapped his eyelid, "Just about ninety-five percent. Getting it removed on Sunday," he said to Ms. Julie and her daughter Raquel.

Raquel unclasped her hand from her mother and stepped forward to assess the damage. She recoiled, squealing.

“It’s so gross!”

He laughed. “Good thing the good people at St. Jude are gonna take it out for me.”

The milky stain of infection blotted out his left pupil, rendering him blind in the eye. He turned his whole head from the rosebush he was watering and winked with great emphasis, like he was sharing a secret with the little girl.

"Can we visit Mr. Fredrick in the hospital?" she asked, tugging at her mother's shirt.

"Sure honey."

He shook his head, feigning disappointment. “Didn’t I tell you to call me Fred? Ah, before you go. A treat for the fair lady.” He handed her a butterscotch. “And a hug for good luck?”

Raquel looked up and was swallowed up by Fred’s oversized sweater.

“Remember, St. Jude.”

Fred bent down to pick up the garden hose. His eyes followed his neighbors enter their home. He exhaled and chuckled to himself. His good eye followed them through the window, but the hose only stretched so far. Fred jerked forward and almost fell.

Over the next few hours, Fred took calls from friends checking in before the big day.

He considered calling his daughter. Her voice sounded just like Christa’s—his deceased wife. Then he considered calling his ex-wife. The one still living. Neither apparently understood the value of family. He had done wrong in the past, but he was possessed by the spirit of grief. He had been baptized again after they all separated. He attended church regularly like she’d wanted. Stopped drinking, mostly. Just a beer before bed to stave off the demons. Nothing he did seemed enough to earn redemption in their eyes. Fifteen years passed since they went no contact.

Saturday night, Fred prepared his strength for the coming endeavor.

He strung the blackout curtains.  The computer prompted authorization to the partitioned hard drive. Fred input his 26-character password. A giddy sense of fear coursed through him where hunger sat in his stomach. His secret club unfolded on the screen in front of him.

The surgery would mean a temporary leave from the forum. No new content this month, it seemed. His fans seemed bummed, but the admins allowed it. Fred was, after all, a curator of sorts.

Through the quiet hours of the night, he browsed the forum. His eyes flitted from left to right. The escapades of his faceless friends granted him courage. Their content, a little luck before he went.

At eight, after the sun had long disappeared, he heard a knock at the door. He jolted and stood straight up. He smashed the power button down until the power drained from the screen. He crept to the door in the dark.

 Good eye against the peephole and breath so light as to appear invisible, he scanned the porch. The streetlight set Raquel’s silhouette ablaze. Fred sighed. He slumped against the door then pulled it open.

“Mom said send these over.” She held out a basket of cookies.

Though the pre-surgery checklist required a period of fasting, he bit off one of them.

He flashed a chocolate-stained smile. “You’re very mature. These are amazing. Thank your mommy for me, little lady.”

“Okay.”

Fred waved her off and watched her leave. And when she passed the threshold of the sidewalk, he stepped onto the porch and watched her enter her home. Then he pinched himself and returned inside.

In the morning, he attended his pre-surgery orientation. He sat on a black chair in the waiting room, skimming over the informational packet. He wondered if Raquel would stop by. What a sweet girl. Hopefully the cookie wouldn’t affect his surgery.

The surgery… it hadn’t fully settled for him that he was about to lose a full eye. The dull pain remained in the periphery of his sense. Nerves made him shake with fear. But if it wasn’t removed, the infection could spread, propagate to the other eye or worse, to his brain.

A nurse led him to the showers. The cold found its way into his bones. It didn’t leave his skull as he draped the hospital gown over his shoulders and tied the string behind his back. The doctor returned.

"Left eye?”

“Right,” he agreed.

His attending scribe nodded and jotted a note.

“If you’ll follow me to the operating room."

“I’m a little anxious, doc,” he said.

The doctor didn’t change paths. “It happens. You should try to take deep breaths. If you followed the checklist all the way down, you will be fine. No worries. You won’t even be awake to feel it.”

“I won’t talk aloud… not like those wisdom teeth removals right?”

The doctor turned and smiled. “I think that’s enough internet. Doesn’t happen so dramatically in real life.”

Fred lay on the operating table. A hairnet slid around the circumference of his skull. Doctors hovered above him. Masked and suited to the eyes, like aliens probing him for information. He had none to give.

A blood pressure cuff relayed his vitals to a monitor. Fred couldn’t make out the meaning of the numbers.

“Alright, I’m gonna have you count backwards, from ten down.”

“10, 9, 8...” Jameson felt his eyes close. 7, 6, 5, he thought, but no sound came out.

A rough wad circled his eye, smearing a cold liquid. 4, 3, 2, 1… he continued to count, awaiting sleep. Sleep did not take him there.

The fingers hesitated then continued to circle his right eye. He waited for the sensation to move to his left.

A thin metal rod pulled his eyelids back. Blue light pierced through.

The doctor waved a needle above his eye. The right, not the left. Panic fired up his brain. His vitals beeped steadily.

STOP! WRONG EYE! STOP! He tried wiggling his toes to regain some control, but nothing was working. He cursed and prayed in his mind. He was a good churchman. He prayed for the doctor who had been working for fifty hours straight to see that the left eye needed removal, not the right. Please not the right. He needed that one.

A needle slipped through the surface and delivered a payload that felt like napalm in his skull. Searing burning pain. Fred tried to pull all his strength into leaping from the operating table.

Scissors snipped all the way around. Blunt cuts which could be felt, but the pain only came as an echo. Each second passed slowly for Fred to note every torturous tug and cut. Hooks pulled the ocular muscles , and the sphere of his right eye was leveraged past the socket. More cuts.

Something slipped under the lid, under the globe. The white faded in and out. Fred was pulled back into consciousness. He maintained his panic, screaming only with his mind and praying with the fervor of a priest.

A pressure released. The light faded entirely, but Fred was still there.

A force rummaged in the hole, positing the marble-like implant. Only when the surgery was complete Fred was allowed rest. He fell into slumber.

He woke an hour later. He could not see. Not from his left, and certainly not from his right. He felt as though he was sitting up, but the sense betrayed him.

“I was awake,” he muttered to himself. “Wrong eye…”

“Fred, how are you feeling?” asked the doctor.

“I can’t see…”

Delirium and brain fog, as well as a load of morphine, had cauterized his ability to think. “My eye… My eye….”

The doctor manually opened Fred’s left eye to see the stain still ingrained deep inside.

[dialoveryuukos]

Admin — Christa or Subaru? Choose only one

Yuuko : ...

[yuikomorii]

Hey Admin, I read your Reiji opinion and I was wondering if you’d like telling us about Subaru too? He’s my best boy and it’s been a while since I’ve read something about him. I’m not forcing you tho, you can answer it just if you want. Have a great day, bye!^^

// Subaru is definitely in my top 5 Diaboys! He’s precisely on the 4th place and he would have been on the 3rd one if only he didn’t “fight” with Laito for that spot, who keeps winning me over every time I hear his voice. :”)

I appreciate how he may appear frightening and rude, yet he has a really kind heart and he's simply so pure when he talks about his interests! The only thing that bothers me about him is that he almost never acts when someone is in danger unless he is personally involved in the situation, but I can't entirely blame him because he is most likely terrified, so he minds his own business. That may not be particularly heroic of him, but it doesn't make him a bad person anyway.

Aside from that, it’s not his fault here but I’m convinced the writers have something against him because his routes are all less entertaining compared to the rest. Don’t get me wrong, I loved him in HDB, he hit different there and I understand that he can’t suddenly start being confident with the power of love, however it’s such a turn off how all his main game routes revolve around him feeling unloved, insecure and thinking that everyone hates him when it was proved IN EVERY ROUTE that everyone actually CARES about him and IS there for him. It’s like everything starts all over again for what?

I feel bad for Subaru but I also feel bad for Yui for having to reassure him each and every time that he matters, he’s beautiful, he’s not like his father, everyone loves him and so on. He’s really likeable to me but they sometimes do him way too dirty. ;w;

And don’t even get me started on why Christa was even included in his DF route. She seemed more normal in MB, whereas in DF she was straight up crazy and it didn’t even give her a proper redemption arc like they did with Cordelia.

Moreover, whoever wrote LE had beef with Subaru and you can’t tell me otherwise. Not only did the writer make him try to romance Yui in Kou’s route, which resulted in him being slapped by her —I mean, I understand Yui’s reaction because she loved Kou there, but it's still a trashy situation— but on top of getting rejected, he also, as far as I recall, accidently ended off his own mother?? 😭😭

Last but not least, I’m pretty sure every time Seiji appeared in LE in his brothers’ routes, Yui was like “Idc father, I’m siding with my man” on the spot but when it came to Subaru’s route, she actually debated which one to choose between him and her dad——? It’s obvious that Subaru is extremely dependent on her and he got such a low self-esteem, so why would you pull that on him out of all characters? It’s even worse when you remember his brute ending… (ಢ_ಢ)

I tried to make this quite detailed, keeping in mind that you stated missing reading something about him. As for my final thoughts, I doubt they'll make a new game, but if they do, I truly hope they will develop his character and his relationships with Yui, Kou, and his brothers better. Nonetheless, his tsuntsun side is adorable, and he's generally chill (well… when not enraged, lol). Bonus points for liking animals; I recall him telling the MMV cat, "Don't leave my side," which may sound dramatic, but l found that sweet~! xD

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Happy Birthday Atsushi!! (May 5th)

[shu-sakamaki]

Who is your favourite mother out of the three?

((Normally people go for Beatrix because she is “not the most abusive” and, like... Hooray for her. But nothing of her was really shown for me to be even remotely interested in her character.

((Christa and Cordelia are way better explored, their relation with Karl included., and their feelings as well. Beatrix deserves the same justice of being explored, at least imo...

((But my “fave”... Is, ironically Cordelia. Now understand this! In no way I’m saying I LIKE her, in fact, on my fic -, the one I’m really planning on and trying to make it huge, she has some importance there too, she still dies the same way but with some changes here and there.

((But her character is very easily explorable, we have pleasure in hate her. Indifference causes that... Indifference (Beatrix) and in no way mark us. Cordelia’s bratty attitude and reasons are so... so Natural and human-like that It amazed me. She is a great villain and, honestly, I think Karl still gotta crawl a lot to have such interesting plot and plot relevance as Cordelia did in HDB (also my favorite of all games)

(( Cordelia fits so well within that world of DL, I mean... She is the reason why Beatrix couldn’t bother with giving Reiji attention, Cordelia is the reason why Ayato hates Shu so much as a rival, and, basically, why the family is so dysfunctional. According to Reiji, before Cordelia, Ritcher and Karl used to get long... You have to handle it to that woman, she sure knows how to plant the chaos in a family

(( Cordelia is so hateable we like hating her. Her character is so well made that even the reason why she is so “crazy and out of her head” was explored -, Karl did that to her since she was a kid. But that is what makes her character so “messed up” in my eyes... She grew up, and what Karl is good at (being abusive), Cordelia MASTERED IT. She kept being evil simply because she enjoyed it... Period.

(( A character that is hateable is more memorable than one that feels like a background character. If Beatrix gets more screentime than just the: “demanding mother”, of course, that might change. But for now... Cordelia, definitely. I hate her so much she is my favorite out of all the mothers.

((Christa... I don’t like how quite often she is seen as a “victim”, “Oh she was emotionally and physically abused so...” So did all the boys, are we going to excuse what they do to Yui, too? Or just because Christa is a woman with her is different and she deserves ‘better’? She is no different from the boys imo. They’re all in the same boat.

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